sinking into sand

As soon as the bolt fell down, Guan Lan and Yu Sha stood in the dark room, and they didn't remember to light the oil lamp, so they moved again.

In the dark, he didn't know who started it. Guan Lan was angry in his heart, and the fight became more and more intense. He didn't even know why he and Yu Sha got into a fight again.I only know that the real anger in my heart can't be dispelled.

The two of them went through dozens of moves, and Guan Lan always used his strength in his shots, but at this time he was really annoyed by the beating, and he lost control of his hand strength a little bit, Ge Kai Yu Sha used a little force when he punched.Yu Sha's hand was opened, and his moves were messed up in an instant. Guan Lan took advantage of this flaw, grabbed him by the collar and pushed him against the wall.

He confiscated his strength, and Yu Sha had fought him so many times, this was the first time he was hit so hard that he couldn't stand it, and let out a muffled groan.

Guan Lan originally thought of scolding this person to restrain him, but was disturbed by this unexpected pained groan, and could not speak out the words of the quarrel, only one sentence remained in his mind, could it hurt him? up.

Guan Lan's mind was also very confused at this time, he had some understanding of the person in front of him, some resentment, and mixed with indescribable distress.He was confused for a long while, and he lost his anger when he spoke again, and it seemed to be a complaint.

He looked at Yu Sha, and his tone was almost heartbroken: "Before all the things, you can run around and risk your life for me. Why don't you just believe me?"

He was really confused and couldn't figure it out, so he simply threw out the question and asked the person who confused him.

Yu Sha's eyelashes trembled, his eyes were drooping in pain, but now they slowly opened, and he raised his head to look at Guan Lan.The moonlight was like water, and his eyes were also cool under the moonlight. It was hard to tell whether it was calm or indifferent.

"I also want to ask, why do you believe me?" Yu Sha said.

"You heard it at the Sajin Academy. Whether I'm running around and taking risks these days, or worrying about planning, it's just to take advantage of the Guan family, just for the Peony Academy! Li Qihua had an accident in front of you and me tonight, maybe it was just an accident. A well-designed conspiracy! Why do you still believe me?!"

Yu Sha really thought so, he was as confused as Guan Lan tonight.

In Peony Academy, his words have been spoken, and it is hard to take back.It was obvious that they wanted to use the Guan family to deal with Prince Li's mansion or the Dingzhou court, not to mention Li Qihua's accident tonight, which indirectly pushed Guan Lan to the forefront.If it was intentional, Guan Lan and the group of Beijing might not be able to leave the Lijiang River alive.Even if she knew that she had difficulties, Guan Lan should still argue with him.

But he didn't do that, he wasn't angry, he didn't criticize, and he even helped find a way to deal with Li Qihua.

Guan Lan shouldn't do this, Yu Sha thought.

He should first question Li Qihua's death and his own intentions, and then everyone sits down, sitting face to face at a table, and no one can clearly see the other's cards and purpose.Then push the cup to change the game, and finally get a result that everyone can accept.

He has stayed in Jinzhan Pavilion for these years, whether it is Yu Wangling, Li Da, Zhai Su, all the high-ranking officials and nobles, everyone does this.This largely does not depend on personal cultivation and quality.It's just that because of being in a high position, one pull will move the whole body.You can't just do what you like.

They were like this, why would Guan Lan be an exception.

Guan Lan smiled, obviously annoyed.

He didn't rush to get angry, and asked Yu Sha a few questions first.

Guan Lan said: "Before you planned this, did you know that I am the heir to the Guan family?"

Yu Sha was slightly taken aback, and replied, "I don't know."

Guan Lan asked again: "This matter is to save the women of Peony Academy. Even Ye Wanwan knows that the mainstay of the literary world was overthrown overnight. It can be seen that the tragedy at this time, is it true?"

Yu Sha breathed a little faster: "Of course not."

Guan Lan looked at his expression, as if he was really in a hurry, and provoked him with the most hurtful words: "Then according to what you said, we are hiding in the closet tonight, and we met Li Qihua insulting that girl. Next, the shot is to kill. Is it all a play?!"

Yu Sha was so stimulated that his pupils shrank for a moment, and he immediately held his breath, unable to speak a word.

He didn't feel it when he trampled on himself, but after hearing what Guan Lan said, he realized that what he said just now was really a ridiculous joke.

Even listening to it, he felt as if he had died again, so how could he actually make such a plan.

Seeing his excited expression, Guan Lan suddenly calmed down, and he said, "Look, you are not the only one who can hurt people by saying ugly words."

Yu Sha's throat was choked by what he said, as if it was blocked by something, and a bitterness filled his throat.

Guan Lan looked at him, seeing the so-called calmness and calmness on Yu Sha's face faded, and then spoke his mind.

"Regardless of the past, it is a great righteousness to rectify the name of Peony Academy. To kill Li Qihua tonight is also to save people. You have to talk to that girl and discuss it, instead of kidnapping her and leaving. I also feel her sadness and cannot bear to force it. It is so affectionate and righteous. , why do you think I care about such a trivial matter as you plan to take advantage of the Guan family's son?"

Yu Sha's heart was shaken, he raised his head to look at Guan Lan, Guan Lan also looked at him, and finished the last words: "Or in your heart, am I such a villain?"

Yu Sha couldn't speak, the moonlight came in from the window at that moment, lying between him and Guan Lan, the dust in the air cast shadows in the light.

He seemed to suddenly understand the decisive difference between himself and Guan Lan.The person in front of him looked reckless, very arrogant, and rampant everywhere.Previously, he only blamed him for not knowing how to measure, not knowing how to advance and retreat, not looking at the overall situation, and relying on force to show off.

But now it dawned on me that this person was able to be so undisturbed by external forces only because he actually believed in every choice and every behavior of his own, and he was indomitable.

They were in Zhulin Temple when they were young, and he read Zhuangzi to Guan Lan, reading "A husband who is a little confused can change his prescription, but a big one can change his sex." Each article teaches people how to practice their own way without being fooled by foreign objects.

After going around for so many years, Guan Lan didn't forget, but he, the teacher, forgot.

Yu Sha suddenly felt a burst of extremely relieved pleasure and boundless sorrow.He just looked at Guan Lan like that, a burst of soreness rushed from his heart to the tip of his nose, and tears suddenly flowed down from his eyes.

Guan Lan was dumbfounded when he saw the tears, he just wanted to make things clear to Yu Sha, and then ask this man what he was up to these days.If you don't want to trouble him just because you have a friendship with him, then there is really no need.With his body like Guan Lan, he can still make his own decisions, but it's just a sea of ​​swords and fire. If they are like-minded, why can't they go together?

But he didn't expect Yu Sha to cry, so he let go involuntarily. Yu Sha leaned against the wall, looked at him with tears for a while, and then slowly sat down again.Burying her head on her knees, she cried more and more, almost uncontrollably.

Guan Lan really didn't know what to do, Yu Sha cried so much that he didn't know if he should go outside to call someone, Xun Er or Yao Niang, anyone should be able to deal with this situation better than him.

But he still didn't go after all, he stayed where heels were filled with lead, squatted in front of Yu Sha like giving up after a while.He said awkwardly: "You... I didn't say anything. Why did you cry like this."

Yu Sha wept until he couldn't make a sound, and he really couldn't open his mouth to explain the reason for his tears.What's more, even if he can, there are many things he is ashamed to say.

He was in a trance, and there was actually only one thought left in his mind. In the Zhulin Temple, he met Guan Lan and taught him how to read and write. It was really a rare blessing in his life.

He couldn't save Peony Academy, couldn't save the woman in Zhulin Temple back then, couldn't save Lu Hua, and couldn't save Xun Er's face.

But at least, in this chaotic life of his, there was such a person who grew into the appearance he most wanted to see.

Let him feel that maybe the many useless efforts he has done are not so useless.

Guan Lan watched over Yu Sha and cried for two cups of tea, and Yu Sha finally finished crying.He raised his head, his eyes were red, and his eyelashes were covered with teardrops. The moonlight shone like stars.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault before." Yu Sha said, he was crying so hard just now, but now he couldn't speak smoothly, and he was crying.But there are two people present, no one minds this.

He was almost still crying, and said, "Let me tell you about Xun Er, about Lu Hua, Peony Academy, Bliss Square, Jinzhan Pavilion and Prince Li's Mansion, I will tell you everything."