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The atmosphere remained stagnant for a long time, Guan Lan frowned, but still said what he was thinking.Group, 2 Umbrella Spirits, 9'2 Umbrellas, 9, Sunshine, more fleshy

"You're really strange. What exactly do you want to do? And what's the relationship with Yu Shaomiao?"

It was obviously not the time to say such things, but Guan Lan couldn't help but ask.

In fact, he seldom looks like this. After all, he has walked the Yongjia Ancient Road, and he can be regarded as someone who has crawled in the rivers and lakes.No matter how ignorant and innocent he seems, he has the insight to survive all the way.

Everyone in this world has a past, and everyone has secrets, but what they see and see is just passing by.

So don't ask too much, and don't know too much.Floating in the shadows, coming with purpose and desire, not getting involved too much, it is the best policy to get away when things happen.

It's not that Guan Lan doesn't understand this truth, but at this moment, looking at Yu Sha, he suddenly wants to know something more.

She knew why he rescued him again and again without expecting anything in return, what was his connection with Peony Academy, and what role he had played in Yu Shaomiao's life.

know what he wants.

It's a pity that he is not good at words, so he speaks out a sentence, as if he is asking a question.

Yu Sha was already sensitive on this matter, but at this moment, he was in an extremely unsafe place full of memories.Even though he knew intellectually that it was him who had been evasive and shrouded in clouds and mist, Guan Lan only asked this question, but he couldn't respond emotionally.

"So what if it's weird? Wouldn't it be nice if it worked for you?" He said dryly, with a little awkwardness that he couldn't even notice.

Guan Lan frowned even tighter, and subconsciously argued: "...I'm not..."

Yu Sha interrupted him: "When I was in the backyard of the inn." He raised his head to look at Guan Lan, his eyes were shining brightly, not knowing whether it was the moonlight or something else, "And in that brothel, how much would you like to hear from me?" It's nothing more than knowing that I'm useful to you. That's good, so why ask?"

This was a gesture of refusal, and Guan Lan naturally felt it.

He didn't know how to deal with this. In the past, when he was at a loss like this, in most cases he just had to walk away with a cold face, or take out his sword and fight.

But such a rough method is obviously not suitable for Yu Sha in front of him.

He didn't look aggressive at all, just frightened.

Like a cat.

Guan Lan didn't know why he thought of this, but this knowledge prevented him from saying anything serious.So he had no choice but to remain silent first, and then walked into the room, letting Yu Sha decide whether to come in or not.

After Yu Sha said that sentence, he was actually preparing to quarrel with Guan Lan.As a result, Guan Lan just gave him a complicated look, then turned around and went into the room, which made him feel a little weak on the cotton.

"..."

In fact, his feet have always maintained the posture of jumping backwards at any time, so it is useless.I had no choice but to touch my nose and enter the house resentfully.

The two lighthouses in the house were not lit, and even the remaining wax was cleaned up. It seems that they have not been used for a long time.

Guan Lan sat next to the only lit table in the room.I lit two lamps, but the light still couldn't fill the whole room.The top floor of the small building in the center of the lake has a slightly short space, but there are many partitions and cloth wefts.It stands to reason that such a place should not put something flammable like a lighthouse.However, Yusha's eyesight is not very good, and if the night is darker, he will not be able to see clearly, so he asked for such a thing.

Guan Lan sat down and stopped talking, just continued to read a book on the table.Yu Sha walked over to take a look, it was the notebook he usually used to record some trifles.Look at the content, it happened three or four months ago.

Three or four months ago was about preparing for the winter break for the Chinese New Year. When he was in power, he was in charge of both the outer and inner sects.At that time, Yu Wangling was already planning in secret, so he was a little unclear about the inner sect, but he was still managing the affairs of the outer sect as normal.It's New Year's Eve again, so I spent a lot of time on it.

But after all, it's just trivial things.

Yu Sha walked over and silently sat down opposite Guan Lan.Seeing Guan Lan carefully read the line of words.

Yu Sha's handwriting is actually quite beautiful, and he practiced the skill of throwing objects with his hands.The control of strength and muscles is meticulous, and it is easy to write a word. Even if you ask him to embroider, you may be able to embroider well.

It's just that I wrote it in a hurry, so it was too sloppy.There are ghostly symbols everywhere, no one can recognize them except himself.

The memories in these notebooks are mixed, and there is no charter.He always listened to people's reports, and he just jotted down things if he needed to deal with them.I can't see any regulations. If you really need to check the accounts or other important matters, there are other places to take care of the records.So in the past, besides himself, even Lu Jiang didn't bother to clean up these notes-like things.What Guan Lan found out now, probably because she was thinking about her responsibilities as a maid for the time being, so she sorted it out and didn't throw it away.

After all, he, Yu Shaomiao, is a dead person. These are just a pile of waste paper left by the dead, and they are of no use.

But Guan Lan really looked at it too seriously, looking at the line by line, his cherished fingers were touching those ink marks bit by bit.He was so serious that Yu Sha became puzzled.He wondered if there was some important news hidden in these nonsense things that he remembered at the time, but he forgot.

"What are you looking at?" Yu Sha finally couldn't hide his curiosity and asked.On the one hand, he didn't want Guan Lan to ask him, but on the other hand, he was so curious about Guan Lan's every move.As long as Guan Lan is a caring person, he should be beaten up, at least he should be beaten back in a strange way.

But Guan Lan is not, he replied with a good temper.

"I'm reading what he wrote."

"Character?"

"Yes, it's even better than what was written before."

Yu Sha was speechless for a while, as if someone had blocked his throat.Thousands of words are blocked there, and nothing can be said.

No one has ever said such a word to him.There is a kind of indescribable intimacy and nostalgia in this sentence, as if someone close to him would say it.He was not raised by his parents and relatives. The master only cared about his schoolwork, and rarely saw him, so he didn't care so much.Later, he walked all the way in the tiger and wolf's den, and he wouldn't care about these things if he kissed again on Xun Er, so he didn't experience it.

"...you can still recognize it?" Yu Sha said with lowered eyes, with a hoarse voice, after all, the inquiring heart was still stronger than the surging emotions in his heart.

Guan Lan nodded, and said, "When he was a child, he didn't like to write the "Ping Fu Tie" and "Ode to the Teacher", and the handwriting was smoother than other people's original ones, but now they are much more regular."

After hearing this answer, Yu Sha was stunned for a while, but he didn't expect to hear an anecdote about his childhood, and he didn't even have a big impression of it.I don't know what kind of handwriting he used when he was a child, so that the current ghostly symbols can be commented as "a lot more regular".

He studied indiscriminately when he was young, and started writing cursive after learning regular script.Later, he entered Jinzhan Pavilion and rewrote regular script and official script, and also learned seal script.People in the world write more running script and Zhangcao.It's just that those who deal with aristocratic families always write neatly.No matter how prestigious the running script Zhangcao is, after all, it is just a romantic in the literary world.

He just wrote down these places that don't need to be seen by others, and he just took a quick picture, but Guan Lan didn't expect to recognize it.

The two have been separated for 13 years, and this is obviously not a problem that Guan Lan can fool the past because of his good memory.

"How can you still remember his words?" Yu Sha couldn't restrain himself, another question came up.

Guan Lan replied: "When I left from Zhulin Temple, I took the two posters he passed by with me, and I studied them for a while. Later, my family found another teacher to change the copybooks."

Yu Sha just asked him how he remembered, but Guan Lan answered more than that.

Yu Sha looked at Guan Lan who was still looking at his notes under the lamp, and felt hopelessly relented.

"Is there anything you want to know?" he said.

Guan Lan's hand stopped, and he looked up uncertainly.

Yu Sha was half-hidden in the darkness at this time, but he couldn't see clearly compared to just now under the moonlight on the balcony.

Guan Lan didn't speak immediately, he felt that maybe the darkness gave Yu Sha a little sense of security, so he showed a little softness again.

This softness is likely to be an illusion. If he really moved the cat's nerves without knowing what to do, he might be able to turn his face faster than turning a book. Then I have to grab one on his face.

So Guan Lan pondered for a moment, and asked a question that he thought was safe.

"I met a man named Yu Wangling today." He opened his mouth, first explaining the cause and effect, so as not to say something wrong and get rid of the blame in time. "He told me that Shaomiao left Zhulin Temple and wandered all the way to the Lijiang River and went to a dark alley. After suffering for almost a year, he was found by Jinzhan Pavilion and grew up safely and smoothly."

Guan Lan looked at Yu Sha and asked, "Is this true?"

Half of Yu Sha's body was hidden in the darkness, and he couldn't even see the expression on his face clearly.He has maintained this posture for a long time, so long that Guan Lan thought he would not hear any answer at all, but Yu Sha opened his mouth.

His voice was very deep, obviously he hadn't changed his posture, but he was inexplicably tired and depressed.

It doesn't quite match what he said.

Yu Sha said, "Yes, he grew up safely and smoothly."

After the words fell, he closed his eyes, and a slightly provocative smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.He looked at Guan Lan, but when he spoke again, it was a stabbing word.

"And then he just turned 23 and died here."