sinking into sand

What would it have been like if he had met Guan Lan a few years earlier?

The past cannot happen again, and since it will not happen, there will be no answer to this question.

Yu Sha felt the coolness from Guan Lan's hands in a daze, and the coolness gradually became hotter.Yu Sha stretched out his hand and covered Guan Lan's hand.He lowered his head and buried his face in Guan Lan's palm.

While he's never done something so horribly horrific, he's always had a hard time forgiving himself.

The first checkpoint of the Zihe car, although the requirements are like that.But there are so many children in the dark alley, it is not completely without loopholes to exploit.

For example, the barrier of infanticide actually only requires examination of the remains of the baby's corpse at the end.

No one would care so seriously about how the baby died.

Perhaps fortunately for Yu Sha, the Lijiang River is never short of dead babies.

Chu Ruo's baby girl who was thrown to death when she was born, and the baby who was accidentally pregnant and then quietly discarded at the back door of a brothel.

More often, it is those parents who can't go on and quietly leave their children who are about to starve to death in the dark alley to fend for themselves.

Should these abandoned children resent their parents?Maybe.

Chu Ruo's helplessness is only part of them, and more people don't need such strong love, hatred and entanglement.

All it takes is a year of not abundant rain, a farmland ruined by deserters or locusts, and their hungry stomachs will figure it out for them.Children born in such years are raised by force, and the family members will die.

Born in troubled times, it is not uncommon to change children and eat, let alone throw them away.

These people who have suffered to the extreme, even resent them, are all the more pale because of this desolation.

Under the current situation, among the waves, personal love and hatred are obliterated into the gravel in the river, so insignificant that they are not worth mentioning

It is precisely because of this understanding that it is so unforgivable that children like Ziheche, who are also discarded, can gain joy and happiness from abusing these children who have the same fate.

For the first time in his life, Yu Sha really calmly recalled the so-called disaster that made him famous in the first battle.

His agility and qinggong are indeed the best practiced.

At first, he just guarded not far from the exit, while destroying the ears of those who had already lost and died.While waiting for an opportunity to destroy those ears that have been taken.

Later, people were so red-eyed that he finally had no choice but to hide in the dark, so he had to confront people head-on.Fortunately, the mad King Hades also killed many people, sharing a lot of pressure.

Then, the last person he killed was Hades.

No one would believe it, that King Hades was killed by mistake.

At that time, he was also on the verge of losing his sanity. He didn't quite know who the person in front of him who also seemed to come out of a blood hole was, and he just stabbed him instinctively.

Then his dagger stabbed, not that person.

Hades rushed out from nowhere and blocked the dagger.

Yu Sha remembered that he was startled by this sudden change, and wanted to draw out the dagger but was severely blocked by Hades.Just when Hades was about to kill Yu Sha at this distance, Yu Sha wanted to stab the target from behind him, but suddenly took out a knife and cut Hades' throat.

That person is the person Hades likes.

He should have managed to escape after cutting off Hades' ears, that's why Hades went crazy and started killing and looking for someone.He killed so many people, in fact, he was venting his anger.

Yu Sha didn't know if Hades could rest in peace after such an ending.

He only remembered that the person in front of him stared blankly for a long time after he succeeded.Then, laughing maniacally in the torrential downpour of the Li River.

"He had the last laugh and killed himself."

Yu Sha lowered his head and said sullenly.

Guan Lan's hand was still covered by Yu Sha, and he couldn't take it out to rub his head, so he could only say, "It's also a matter of seeking benevolence."

"do not know."

Yu Sha said.

At that time, because of his disgust and shock, he kept a considerable distance from the people in Ziheche.So it wasn't until the last moment that he knew that among the children in his class, there was another person who struggled just like him.

But he didn't even know what his name was, and the man died in a fog of blood.

"I don't want to." Guan Lan said, "What happens next?"

The next thing, the latter thing is actually very boring.

Ziheche's coming out banquet is not just a banquet.

"What do you think is the best way to control the murderers you have trained one by one?" Yu Sha raised his head and asked, still holding Guan Lan's hand.

Guan Lan guessed: "Punishment? Or threat? I don't think it's too effective."

"Yes." Yu Sha answered, "So the Zihe cart is for joy and destruction."

The last out-of-the-mountain banquet was an extremely luxurious banquet.

Beauty, wine, food, everything you want is available.This will make you have an illusion at the beginning, thinking that this is a kind of praise, a kind of reward, and it is the reward you get after all the hard work.

But in the second half, you will understand what the purpose of this banquet is.

At that time, you were most likely already intoxicated by the beauty and wine, and you just felt like falling into a dream, not knowing what night it is.

Immediately after that, you will see that a group of beasts in heat have been brought up in this extravagant hall.

Dogs, or horses, were each given medicine, panting heavily, and chained to barely stop in one place.

Guan Lan had already guessed the follow-up development, and frowned in confusion: "If you do this, don't you hate them?"

"I don't know." Yu Sha murmured, "Maybe not. Because at that time, people were actually drugged."

In front of everyone, being subjected to such a humiliating thing by a group of beasts feels joyful, joyous, and comfortable.

Nothing destroys the ego more than this.

"Once a person has done the dirtiest and worst thing in the world, the lower limit will be lowered infinitely, because you will always have a benchmark for comparison."

"You will regard abnormality as a kind of normal, and you will regard monetary compensation as the only means to make up for this self-esteem."

"That's it, a perfect knife is finished."

Yu Sha lowered his head again to look at the lines on Guan Lan's palm.

"So, when I saw them pulling the dogs up, I knew exactly what they were trying to do."

"They are too easy to kill. Those elders who live in poverty and food are too dependent on guards and so-called drugs. As long as you are willing to risk your life, they are not much harder to kill than a chicken."

Yu Sha killed half of them before he was caught.

Guan Lan listened to Yu Sha, and calmly recounted what he had experienced in these years. He felt that the autumn wind was bleak and froze his heart.

This is what happened behind Yu Wangling's flirtatious sentence, "Living in a dark alley for two years".

In one sentence, almost half of Yu Sha's life was crushed.

If it wasn't for his surname Yu, if it wasn't for the fact that he killed so many people, he attracted Jinzhan Pavilion's attention.

He may have died in the alley of the dark alley long ago, so painful and wronged, he couldn't wait for the long-awaited self in another ten years.

Yu Sha was calm.Up to now, talking about these past events is like telling other people's stories.

No matter how difficult it was, he survived after all.He even dragged Xun Er up.Compared with many, many people in this world, he is already very lucky.

Yu Sha took a deep breath, and was about to tell the last thing about Lu Hua and Li Qihua, which he blurted out on the top of the waterfall.

He wanted to say it, but Guan Lan didn't want to listen.Group 'seven clothes "zero'. Five: eight: eight". Five, nine +. Zero Chasing Wen:.

He gently lifted Yu Sha's hand away and held him tightly in his arms.

Yu Sha was inexplicably hugged by him for a while.She was somewhat ashamed, and felt that Guan Lan might be pitying him.

But at the end of the hug, Guan Lan whispered in Yu Sha's ear.

"I get it all," he said.

"I got you into the Zihe car."

Yu Sha couldn't understand the two sentences, one sentence after another. After the last sentence, Yu Sha felt that his blood was slowly cooling down because of this sentence.

"What are you talking about, I don't understand."

"You don't have to hide it from me." Guan Lan said, "You avoid telling me, but I can guess it."

"In a place like Ziheche, if you want all the children, how can it be possible that every child you collect has the qualifications to become a murderer. They must be selected."

"It can't be luck that you were selected. There must be a reason that can convince Ziheche."

Guan Lan let go of Yu Sha, still holding Yu Sha's shoulder with his hand, and looked at him steadily: "You will be selected because of the hidden weapon throwing skills I taught you in Zhulin Temple."

"Right."