Why hasn't he confessed

Xie Wenxing's heart was pounding, and his brain was spinning faster than ever after a brief blank.

Was discovered.

It was discovered that he liked Xu Huai'an.

Thinking of this matter being known by other people, the heart in the left chest was beating hard, and the chest was so painful that it was hit.

Almost immediately, without any delay, Xie Wenxing immediately destroyed the note.

He first instinctively crumpled the note into a ball, but then felt that it was not safe, so he immediately unfolded it again and tore it to pieces.

"call."

Xie Wenxing heaved a sigh of relief.

"Are you OK?"

A faint question came from his ear.

Even at this time, Xie Wenxing could not avoid being immersed in his voice for a few seconds.

Brother Huai's voice is still so nice.

Yousu is full of magnetism, but it doesn't feel heavy and greasy, but it is very cold, as if full of alienation, but it makes him like a moth to a flame, and he can't help being drawn to and approached.

Xie Wenxing couldn't help leaning his upper body towards him, and then suddenly came back to his senses under his drooping gaze, and found that he was almost leaning on his shoulder, and shook his head hastily, "Ah, I'm fine."

Xu Huai'an seemed to be asking casually, and after watching him quietly for a few seconds, he calmly looked away.

After finishing the day's homework, Xie Wenxing would ask Xu Huaian if he didn't understand anything.

It's the same tonight, but it seems that because of that note, Xie Wenxing's condition is obviously not as good as before, and he can't concentrate.

But Xu Huai'an was extremely sensitive to people's minds, and when he tapped on some exercises, Xu Huai'an suddenly said, "Do you understand this?"

Xie Wenxing nodded absent-mindedly: "Yeah."

Xu Huai'an remained calm, "Should I substitute this in and do the math, and the answer is 2?"

Xie Wenxing still nodded, "Yeah."

Xu Huaian did not speak.

After a few seconds, Xie Wenxing suddenly realized that the surroundings became quiet, and looked at the boy next to him in a daze, "Why don't you continue talking?"

Xu Huaian didn't say anything, but just flicked on his forehead, "2? I think you are a little bastard."

"what?"

Xie Wenxing didn't understand, so, "It's fine, why are you scolding me?"

He was so pouty that he could hang an oil bottle, and his cheeks were puffed up, feeling that he was extremely wronged.

The corner of Xu Huaian's mouth raised an extremely imperceptible arc, "Who told someone not to listen carefully."

Xie Wenxing was wronged, and his lips twitched a few times, "I'm sorry."

The apology is sincere.

His head was also buried low.

I'm so ashamed, Xu Huai'an took the time to give him a lecture, but he was distracted, wasting Xu Huai'an's precious time.

The more I think about it, the more my mind becomes a ball.

When he raised his head again, Xie Wenxing's black hair on his forehead was covered with a thin layer of tense sweat, and the jet-black hair stuck to his cold white skin, making him look even more pitiful.

Xu Huaian frowned imperceptibly to the naked eye, but in Xie Wenxing's eyes, his expression had cooled down visibly to the naked eye.

Xie Wenxing felt that his whole body was shaking, and the next second he saw Xu Huaian turned his head, lowered his head and covered his face, and kept this position for a full 2 ​​minutes.

Xie Wenxing really felt what a second feels like a year.

When it's over, Xu Huai'an will definitely hate him.

Ahhh, it was hard to establish a good relationship with him. If one day returns to before liberation, Xie Wenxing can't guarantee that he won't cry.

At most, he would not cry in the classroom, and if he wanted to cry, he would go back to the dormitory and cry under the covers.

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The more I think about it, the more sad I feel.

This is what Xu Huai'an saw when he raised his head.

The boy's eyes were filled with water, his lips were bitten crimson, and he looked sad and annoyed.

Xu Huaian slowly raised his hand.

Xie Wenxing shrank his shoulders, closed his eyes tightly, and the moisture in his eyes instantly condensed into teardrops and made a mark on the school pants.

Come here, are you going to be beaten?

It was as if he heard a shallow sigh, and then a palm fell from the top of his head, vigorously rubbing his hair into a mess.

"Forget it, you should be tired after studying for so long, let's take a rest."

No blame, no anger.

Xie Wenxing lifted his neck up and straightened again, "Yeah!"

Xu Huaian, why, why is it so good?

Xie Wenxing couldn't help hugging the palm of his hand, rubbing his cheek against the palm of his hand, smiling and narrowing his eyes, as cute as a kitten just two or three months old.

The corner of Xu Huai'an's mouth was slightly pursed, and suddenly his fingers pinched the soft flesh on Xie Wenxing's cheek, exerting force.

Xie Wenxing tilted his head: "Huh?"

Xu Huaian gave him a deep look, "It's okay."

But the action didn't say that. He pinched the flesh on his face and pulled it several times before slowly withdrawing his hand.

Xie Wenxing felt itchy when his fingertips brushed against his cheeks, as if the temperature of Xu Huaian's fingers penetrated from the skin to the inside and went straight to the heart.

Su Su was so numb that teased Xie Wenxing's heart.

Xu Huaian took out an original English book and looked at it. In Xie Wenxing's eyes, the English language was distorted like an earthworm.

Therefore, he did not see the corners of Xu Huaian's mouth raised for a few seconds, and he rubbed his fingertips against the palm of his hand, as if there was still some kind of smooth touch there.

Xie Wenxing couldn't think of anyone who would do such a thing. He lay down on the table discouraged and sighed depressedly.

Seeing how troubled he was, Xu Huaian slowly took out a paper, "It seems that you have had enough rest, let's do this paper first."

Xie Wenxing's eyes widened, "Ah? Now? Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

Xu Huai'an: "What's the difference if it's early or not? It should be done or it won't be done."

Xie Wenxing muttered: "It's true, but it can make me mentally prepared."

Xu Huaian glanced at the time, there was still an hour before get out of class ended, "Finish before get out of class ends."

Xie Wenxing wailed suddenly.

I took the test paper and worked hard without stopping.

Song Xian held the book and pretended to read it, but actually bumped Zhou Yuan with his shoulder, "Has he always been like this?"

Zhou Yuan just finished the game without raising his head, "Ah? What did you say?"

"Defeat!"

Zhou Yuan: "Fuck!"

Lost again.

Song Xian shook her head, this poor little girl was sanctioned by the disgusting elo matching system again.

Unless you have Xu Huaian's strong hard power, you will basically win more and lose less. It is normal to win two games and lose four or five games in a row.

Alas, Song Xian, who was still eager to play a few games, stopped thinking immediately, forget it, what game to play, aren't comic novels good?

The paper is a unit test paper, usually 90 minutes, and it can't be finished in an hour.

When get out of class was over, Xie Wenxing still had a few big problems to finish, and he didn't dare to look at Xu Huai'an, for fear of seeing anger, disappointment, helplessness and other expressions.

Xie Wenxing lowered his head and waited for Xu Huaian's evaluation. Unexpectedly, Xu Huaian put away the paper and stood up directly, "Let's go."

Xie Wenxing raised his head blankly, "Huh? Don't you want to change the paper?"

Xu Huaian raised his eyebrows, "If you want to know the score now, it's not impossible."

Xie Wenxing jumped up like a rabbit, "No need, it's already so late, brother Huai must be very tired, let's go back and rest early."

He smiled so doggedly that Song Yuan didn't even bother to look at it.Song Xian never thought that Xie Wenxing would still be there today, but seeing that it was Xu Huai'an, she felt it was too normal.

Xu Huai'an studies well and is handsome. Apart from his cold personality, he is impeccable in every aspect. It is normal for Xing Xing to be friends with him.

Song Xian originally felt very upset because her good friend was taken away, but when she thought it was Xu Huaian, she took it for granted.

"Xiangxian, let's go."

Xie Wenxing followed Xu Huai'an to the door, but when he saw that his friend hadn't come, he turned around and yelled.

Song Yuan replied with a smile, "Here we are."

Under Xu Huaian's interference, Xie Wenxing temporarily forgot the note, but when he came to read early the next morning, Xie Wenxing just put a bottle of fresh milk in front of Xu Huaian, opened the English textbook, and was about to read aloud , a note fell out.

Xie Wenxing's heart skipped a beat.

Use textbooks as cover and expand.

"I know your secret, you like Xu Huai'an, you disgusting homosexual. If you don't stay away from Xu Huai'an, I'll tell him about your liking for Xu Huai'an!"

Xie Wenxing's face turned pale.

This note was also torn into pieces in the end.

However, Xie Wenxing's mood has completely changed. He looked around in a daze, flustered like a headless chicken.

Completely clueless.

Xie Wenxing managed to get on better terms with Xu Huai'an, even if it was clearly stated on the note, Xie Wenxing still didn't want to just be so vague and alienate the person he likes without knowing why.

Perhaps it was because he pretended to be indifferent, which made the people behind the scene very angry. In the next morning, Xie Wenxing received several notes one after another.

"I'm not joking with you. Xu Huai'an was once confessed by the same sex. He is particularly disgusting when he is of the same sex. You don't want to be disgusted by him."

"If you don't want Xu Huai'an to know, and you don't want the whole school to know your disgusting and dirty thoughts, then leave Xu Huai'an consciously!"

"Leave Xu Huai'an! Otherwise, you will bear the consequences!"

The tone became more and more urgent, and the last stroke even pierced the back of the paper.

After lunch, when Zhou Yuan left the classroom, Xie Wenxing followed him calmly.

After Zhou Yuan washed his hands in the toilet, he shook off the water and came out, startled by the people blocking the door.

"What are you doing standing here?"

Xie Wenxing reluctantly lifted the corner of his mouth, "Zhou Yuan, I have something to ask you about Xu Huaian."

Zhou Yuan was stunned for a moment, "Okay."

They found a remote and uninhabited corner.

Xie Wenxing wanted to get straight to the point, but the matter involved Xu Huai'an's privacy, so he hesitated, "That's right, I heard that Xu Huai'an hates... homosexuals?"

"I thought you were going to ask something?"

Zhou Yuan didn't notice Xie Wenxing's complicated mood of uneasiness at all. He scratched the back of his head, "If it was someone else, I'd say it's none of your business. But you, you can ask Brother Huai himself, and he will definitely tell you."

Xie Wenxing found an excuse, "I don't want to disturb his mood."

Zhou Yuan thinks about it too, he was there when the boy confessed his love, and Brother Huai's expression was ugly.

"That's fine, but don't tell Brother Huai, I told you."

Xie Wenxing nodded, "Don't worry about this, I will definitely not tell him."

The matter is not complicated, Zhou Yuan finished in a few words.

Xie Wenxing was sure that what the note said was true, and his heart became heavier and heavier.

Zhou Yuan went back to the classroom first, and Xie Wenxing went to the toilet to wash his face.

The water in autumn is already a bit cold. After Xie Wenxing washed his face several times, his face was icy cold, just like his heart at the moment.

Do you really want to listen to the person behind the scenes and leave Xu Huai'an?

Xie Wenxing has a thousand and 1 unwillingness in his heart, but.

He likes Xu Huai'an, very much, Xie Wenxing couldn't help but feel a sore nose when he thought of becoming estranged from Xu Huai'an.

Disappointed, but there seems to be no other way.

He didn't want Xu Huai'an to know that he liked him, and he didn't want Xu Huai'an to hate him. As long as he thought of Xu Huai'an's disgusting gaze, Xie Wenxing would feel uncomfortable and breathless.

In order to leave a good impression on Xu Huai'an and prevent him from thinking of himself, the label of disgusting homosexuality appears in his mind, Xie Wenxing seems to have only one way.

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