my scheming human boyfriend

After Jian Wuxu's parents returned to Qin City, they immediately went to the temple to light a soul-inducing lamp for Jian Wuxu.

According to the news from Qinshi, many lamps have been lit as said before.But under Bai Jinyi's observation, Jian Wuxu didn't change; when he asked Jian Wuxu again, Jian Wuxu didn't feel anything.

Could it be that the previous guess was wrong, and the soul-inducing lamp can't help Jian Wuxu recover?

Maybe after the high school entrance examination is over, I have to contact the local government.

The best idea is to call, and the underworld will admit to negligence, leaving Jane without clues.

In the worst case, if the underworld doesn't recognize it, and they don't plan to deal with it, then they have to go to the underworld, maybe they should pay attention now, how can they go down to the underworld...

Bai Jinyi kept the matter in his heart, so Jian Wuxu didn't see it.He still took time to go to the hospital to visit Jian Wuxu's body every day, and helped Jian Wuxu scrub and massage.

Although these nurses have already been done, Bai Jinyi still takes the trouble to do it again. Doing these can calm his mind and make him not too anxious about whether Jian Wuxuan can return to his body.

Bai Jinyi doesn't know if Jian Wuxu is keenly aware of his emotions, but recently, Jian Wuxu always wants him to be happy. For example, when he goes to the hospital to massage Jian Wuxu's body, Jian Wuxu will lie down and pretend to be happy. I can also enjoy Bai Jinyi's massage.

At this time, Bai Jinyi smiled and tugged at Jian Wuxu's hand, saying, "Get up, don't make trouble."

Jian Wuxu replied: "I need Teacher Bai to kiss me before I get up, if I don't, I'm going to make trouble!"

Most of the time, Bai Jinyi is embarrassed.

But once or twice very occasionally, he would quickly and lightly brush Jian Wuxu's lips by bending over.The soul and the body overlapped at this time, and he seemed to touch Jian Wuxu from the inside out.

In the blink of an eye, there are only two weeks left before the high school entrance examination.

The teachers have been tense for the students for half a year. At this time, they will start to relax and gradually loosen.In the last half month of the senior high school entrance examination, students are not required to master more knowledge points, as long as they maintain a stable mentality and perform normally in the examination room.

Just this weekend, Mei Xiangzhen called Bai Jinyi, saying that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and asked him to go home for dinner.

Bai Jinyi took Jian Wuxu home. During the day, he talked to his parents and helped with some housework, which was similar to every time in the past.Compared with Jian Wuxu's enthusiastic and extroverted family, his family is as lukewarm as water.

However, in the world, since people are different, families must not be exactly the same.

Mei Xiangzhen cooked a lot of dishes today, and they filled the table with all kinds of food.

Seeing it from a distance, Bai Peiyun sighed with emotion: "No matter what the day is, I always get away with two dishes. Today, when my son comes back, he is willing to make more, and he is not afraid that he will not be able to finish it?"

"It's rare for Bai Jinyi to come back, let him eat more, won't he be finished?" Mei Xiangzhen smiled.

They were talking about Bai Jinyi, but Bai Jinyi couldn't help but glance at Jian Wuxu.

If Jane Wuxu could sit down and eat together...

Jian Wuxu understood the meaning of this look very well: "Mr. Bo, don't worry about me. I eat to satisfy my gluttony. It won't hurt to miss a meal. Besides, you gave me a lot of snacks before going out. I eat Snacks are full."

He took out a handful of candies with melon seeds and gnawed on them one by one, moving his cheeks like a hamster trying to bite the melon seeds.

He not only tried hard to bite melon seeds, but also tried hard to speak:

"Besides, I'm not your ghost after all. If I suddenly take out the memorial tablet, I'll scare your parents. You'd better wait for me to recover. When I recover, I can come to have dinner with you!"

His parents greeted him again at this time.Bai Jinyi sat down at the dining table and had dinner with his parents, but he was always a little absent-minded.What Jian Wuxu said just now reminded him, shouldn't he gradually tell his parents about the matter?

After dinner, Bai Jin wanted to check the time, it was ten past seven in the evening.

He came home early today, and he hadn't gone to the hospital to see Jian Wuxu's body. He stood up and said to his parents, "Mom and Dad, I have something to go out for."

Bai Peiyun didn't say anything, he was sitting on the sofa tying his shoes, and he was about to go for a walk.

But Mei Xiangzhen asked: "Where are you going? I haven't been back for a long time. When I come back today, don't you stay at home for a while and talk to my mother? Let's leave at nine o'clock."

At nine o'clock in the evening, the hospital has banned visitors from entering the hospital.

"Mr. Bai, why don't you go to the hospital today?" Jian Wuxu felt that it didn't matter if he didn't go for a day. Anyway, the real him was with Bai Jinyi every day. "Just stay at home and chat with your parents. Let's talk."

Bai Jinyi hesitated briefly.

"No, Mom, I have something to go to the hospital. If you have something to tell me, I'll be back later."

"Bai Jinyi," Mei Xiangzhen was concerned, "You have often been to the hospital recently, is there any discomfort in your body?"

"No, it's not."

"Why is that?" Mei Xiangzhen asked.

"Yes……"

This is not the time Bai Jinyi is going to tell his parents.

He plans to tell his parents about it after the senior high school entrance examination.

But Mei Xiangzhen asked here... Maybe it was an opportunity, maybe now is the time to tell the other party.

Such an idea suddenly flashed in Bai Jinyi's mind.

He had already reached the porch, turned around, and said to Mei Xiangzhen, "Mom, actually I have something to talk to you about."

Mei Xiangzhen was stunned for a moment: "Mom just wants to chat with you normally, why are you so serious? Forget it, since you have something to do, then go do your thing first, and wait for you to be free." Come back and chat with mom, anyway, mom will be fine after retirement and stay at home."

"No, mother, this matter is very important."

"Then it's time to find a good time. You see, your father is going to go for a walk soon..."

"What's so serious about it? Tell me, I won't go for a walk." Bai Peiyun, who had heard half of the sentence, paid attention, "Is it something in your class? It's the last few days of the senior high school entrance examination, and you can't lose the chain at this time. "

"...Yes, what your father said is true. Is it about the senior high school entrance examination? If so, mom and dad will definitely give you all they can to help you analyze it." Mei Xiangzhen suddenly said, "At this time, there is nothing better than the high school entrance examination for you and students. There are more important things."

"Of course the high school entrance examination is very important. But this matter is also very important." Bai Jinyi.

Bai Peiyun wanted to speak, but Mei Xiangzhen preempted him.

"That is to say, this matter has nothing to do with the senior high school entrance examination? Then my mother suggests that you wait until after the high school entrance examination to discuss it. The matter must be resolved one by one." Mei Xiangzhen suggested.

"Teacher Bobobo!" Jian Wuxu was already nervous enough to sit upright, "I think your mother is right, there are only two weeks left, we don't lack this time, let's talk about this after the end of the third year of junior high school .”

"The high school entrance examination is indeed important, but there is still a difference between teaching students the high school entrance examination and taking the high school entrance examination yourself. Why are you so nervous that it seems like your son is going to take the high school entrance examination in two weeks." Bai Peiyun looked puzzled, "Okay, Bai Jinyi , don’t pay attention to mom, your mom is a bit weird today. Just say what you want, and dad will give you the answer. "

Bai Jinyi let out a sigh of relief, without further delay, he said directly: "Dad, I was going to the hospital just now..."

"Are you sick?" Bai Peiyun suddenly became nervous.

"Dad, don't worry, I'm fine. I went to the hospital to take care of my boyfriend."

The room seemed to go silent.

Bai Jinyi saw Mei Xiangzhen take a step back, the light twisted and turned on her face, revealing a gloomy pain.

Bai Peiyun felt that he didn't hear clearly: "You said you went to the hospital to take care of your friends?"

"No."

"Take care of male friends?"

"No." Bai Jinyi, "Dad, you heard me right, not a friend, not a male friend, but my boyfriend, my lover, the person I like, he is a man."

Bewilderment penetrated Bai Peiyun unexpectedly.

Bai Peiyun subconsciously raised his voice:

"Speak clearly, what is a boyfriend? Do you want to say you are gay? What are you kidding!"

"Bai Jinyi!" Mei Xiangzhen also shouted, "You are an adult, you have to think about what you can say and what you can't say!"

Bai Jinyi understood his parents' shock.

He also expected his parents' unacceptability.But he said it sooner and said it later, and he had to say it anyway. This was not only his responsibility to Jian Wuxu, but also his responsibility to his parents.

"dad."

Bai Jinyi spoke sincerely.

"I know it's a little hard for you to accept, but please listen to me first. I met a very good man, I like him very much, and he likes me very much. It has nothing to do with whether I am gay or not, I just recognized him. Or maybe, I'm gay..."

Under Bai Jinyi's repeated emphasis, Bai Peiyun finally realized the current situation, and he suddenly began to pant, as if he had just finished running a marathon, exhaling uncontrollably.

Panting for breath, he pinched his knee tightly, like pinching his sworn enemy.

After pinching like this for a long time, he managed to calm down and said:

"Bai Jinyi, you are crazy now, and your sanity is not clear, are you? ... I have taught you since I was a child that you don't have to be very good at being a person, but you must know how to be responsible and be down-to-earth. But now, you How did it become like this now, why do you say this, this kind of fancy, selfish thing? Is it to hurt us? Is it to stab our heart with a knife? "

not really.

Bai Jinyi can understand the attitude of his parents at the moment.But his love for Jane Wuxu, his prudent feelings, when he was reprimanded so simply and rudely, he still felt the sadness flowing silently from the bottom of his heart.

He hopes to get the understanding of his parents.

Parents want to pull him back.

He seems to be a child in the palm of his parents, and every move he makes must be within the expectations and guidance of his parents.

"You're gay," Bai Peiyun's voice was hoarse. After the anger passed, exhaustion hit him, and he fell into the chair, looking depressed and uncomfortable. "You never thought about what you will do when you get old. Do you have no marriage, no children, no security, love is the secretion of dopamine, but the hormone will always fade, what do you do when love disappears? Marriage is different, marriage is a very serious matter , look at me and your mother, we have also quarreled, we have also been angry with each other, and when the trouble was at its worst, we almost left."

"But now, we are still together, why? It is because of marriage. Marriage gave us a secure home and gave us you. With these, we can be together for the rest of our lives.

Bai Jinyi, your impulsiveness now may ruin the rest of your life!

This is a very serious thing, you understand?

Not only about you, but also about us, and even about society.This is your social group, your responsibility to yourself, to your parents, and to society!If everyone is like you, how can our society develop and how can human beings continue?When you grow up, you should mature. This is not a decision you can make with a flick of your head! "

"Father." Bai Jinyi was calm, and he tried to explain, "This is really not something light and light. Of course I have responsibilities to society and my parents, but I think I also have responsibilities to myself and the people I like. Responsible. I..."

Bai Jinyi thought about these words thousands of times in his heart.

This time, he finally spoke to his parents.

"I am indeed your child, but now I have also grown into an independent individual. I clearly understand what I am interested in, what I like, and what I love. I want to use my will to control my life. "

"So now, are you rebelling?" Bai Peiyun understood, "Do you think we interfered with your behavior too much and made you rebellious? So you have to rebel against us, rebel against your responsibility and Is it the normal social path?"

"..."

"Okay... Dad really shouldn't have forced you that much in the past." Bai Peiyun said, "Dad admits that he did something wrong with you. Dad apologizes to you. Dad will reflect on himself. But this is not the reason for you to resist and rebel in this way. What else can you gain besides hurting your parents and making our family go crazy? What are you dissatisfied with at home? You sit down and We communicated, if you are dissatisfied with the blind date, you can tell Dad, Dad will definitely respect your opinion in the future, but this childish joke-this outrageous resistance-"

Bai Peiyun suppressed his anger.

"I don't think it should happen to you."

Bai Jinyi didn't know if it was something wrong with him or Bai Peiyun.

In their communication, Bai Peiyun seemed to only hear the part he was willing to hear, and the part he didn't want to hear. No matter how many times he said it, the other party seemed to be unable to hear it.

Therefore, every time they communicate, it is like a ghost hitting a wall, always revolving around a circle. No matter what efforts he makes to try to get out of this strange circle, the final result is to return to this strange circle from another direction.

Sometimes he felt lost in a kind of transparent maze called responsibility.

The external things are by his side, in his eyes, by his side, coming and going, changing endlessly, but he is always spinning in one place, seeing the past and the future at a glance.

At a glance, I can see through this life that is meaningful to society and parents, but I am afraid that it has no meaning to myself.

"Dad." Bai Jinyi, "I have met the other party's parents. They are very supportive of us."

For the first time, he picked up the hammer and smashed the glass wall in front of him.

The glass wall that Bai Jinyi smashed was exactly Bai Peiyun's defensive wall.

Bai Peiyun, who has been working hard to control himself, finally lost control.

He suddenly jumped up from his seat, his face turned dark in an instant, as if all the dark clouds in the world had gathered here, and his facial features were slightly shifted due to his rage, he pointed at Bai Jinyi, thunder and lightning flashed, and he roared. ring:

"I think you are really crazy!"

This is the father Bai Jinyi has never seen before.

From childhood to adulthood, in his memory, Bai Peiyun's face is the face of education, and earnest teachings will always come from his mouth; Bai Peiyun's hand is the hand holding the pen, so many beautiful calligraphy characters, Flows from this hand.

...not the way it is now.

Roaring angry face, veined hands.

When Bai Peiyun strode up and waved to hit him, Bai Jinyi froze on the spot, everything around him was a little unreal, as if the reality he had been accustomed to since he was a child had become less real.

The light flickered, and Jian Wuxu's panicked shout rang beside her ears:

"Teacher Bai!"

"I think you're crazy!" Mei Xiangzhen, who had been silent all this time, suddenly stood up. She was always weak, but now she hugged Bai Peiyun and pushed him back onto the chair.

"What do you want to do? Do you remember that you are a teacher who teaches and educates people? If the students are disobedient, you just rely on beating, don't you?"

"Is he disobedient?" Bai Peiyun straightened his neck and quarreled with Mei Xiangzhen, blushing, "He is completely crazy now, I want to wake him up! You see what he wants to do, does he want to get married? , He doesn’t want to have children, is he worthy of us? Can he be worthy of us who have worked so hard and paid so much in the past?”

"Teacher Bai!" Jian Wuxu had been silent just now, and now he couldn't help it anymore, and hurriedly grabbed Bai Jinyi's hand, "It's almost done, don't talk about it, let's take things slowly next time." Tell your parents, if things go on like this, something will happen, let your parents slowly..."

Bai Jinyi firmly held Jian Wuxu's hand.

He was in the same mood, and he almost wanted to do what Jian Wuxu said, but he was thinking again, after talking to this extent, is it really necessary to give up halfway?Now that he has died down because of his parents' attitude, will he really have the courage to confess his feelings and love in front of them again?

"Shut up!"

Mei Xiangzhen quarreled with her husband for a few words, and finally interrupted the argument with such a scream.

She faces her husband and her back to her son.

Bai Jinyi saw his mother's thin, straight back.

"...His name is Jian Wuxu, right?" Mei Xiangzhen's patient voice sounded in the living room.

"Mom?" Bai Jin was surprised.

"Surprised? Don't understand why I know his name?

you forgot.

The doctor who sees your mother is your father's student. You go in and out of the hospital where he works every day. Of course he noticed it. When chatting with me, he also came out by the way.

I was very strange in my heart, just last weekend, I went to the hospital to have a look.

Then, my mother found out about the situation... Bai Jinyi, you told your father that you fell in love with a man, why don't you continue talking.The man you like is still in a vegetable state, lying on the bed? "

Bai Peiyun seemed to have been punched hard again.

He hummed, angry, and embarrassed.

"Why didn't you explain his current situation clearly at the beginning? Did you know in your heart that no matter how much "love" you put on this behavior, in fact, you are using him to rebel against your parents ?” Mei Xiangzhen asked him.

"Mom." Similar powerlessness poured into Bai Jinyi's heart again, "I didn't say it because Dad was about to collapse just after I mentioned my boyfriend. I haven't had time to explain his current situation clearly."

"Yes." Mei Xiangzhen, "Your father is very excited, and so is mother."

"You said, you fell in love with a man, who is still in a vegetable state.

Let's not talk about homosexuality and non-homosexuality for now.Even in the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, if either the woman or the man is in a coma, I think the parents of the other party are unwilling or in favor of the sober party to continue the conversation and wait.Mom doesn't approve of your relationship, do you think it's mom's fault?

Is it mom, is this family not respecting your will enough?

It is precisely because I know all the circumstances that my mother keeps preventing you from speaking out, hoping that you will not cause unsolvable family conflicts at critical moments of work.

But you have to speak out at this time.

In this family, Mom and Dad, what have you done to force you to such an extent that after hinting and expressing, you still don’t want to endure it in just two weeks?

You accuse your parents of not understanding you enough, so do you understand the collapse of your parents when they know about it?

After my mother knew about it, she has been enduring it, and has been unwilling to tell it to her mouth. She just hopes that you can quickly end this meaningless behavior when you realize that you are naive and that you can't persevere.

But you—you insist on starting this kind of war at home.

Bai Jinyi, you have forced your mother to say this. Do you think that what your mother said makes no sense at all, and you are completely correct? "

"Mom..." Bai Jinyi said.

Jian Wuxu stood beside him, his hand was still held by him, and his eyes were full of pleas.

Ask him to end it for now and not to continue.

He almost wanted to pause too.

From the perspective of parents, parents have reasons to prevent it.Even the parents' obstruction may not be for themselves but for him to live happily.

However, the happiness his parents think is not the happiness he can feel.

In this world, there is no unified formula for human happiness.

He didn't know if Jian Wuxu could recover.

He didn't know if he would really go to the underworld in the future, and whether he could really help Jian Wuxu to get a happy ending.

But he knew that he would do it no matter what.

This is just an effort he made for his own happiness.

"Mom," he continued, "I understand your worries and concerns, and I understand that you want me to live a good life. But, please believe me, the decision I have made to take care of him and be with him is a result of my deliberation. Finally, the choice I made couldn't be more responsible for my life..."

"You're enough!" Bai Peiyun jumped up again, the educator had completely lost the way of education, and was only furious, "Shut up, shut up, shut up right away! Otherwise——"

Mei Xiangzhen shook slightly.

She pressed her head, staggered two steps, then completely lost her strength, and fainted to the ground.