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Chu Yi seemed to hear clearly, but also seemed not to hear clearly.

The wind on the top of the mountain was a bit loud, and the surrounding staff were noisy. He could vaguely recognize that Shen Chaowen seemed to be praising him. He felt a little feverish unconsciously in a daze. He lowered his head in embarrassment and didn't speak, just pinching his sleeves.

"Chu Chu is also very pretty!"

Sure enough, the discussion on the side quickly shifted to Chu Yi. Just now, it was mainly because Shen Chaowen was the leading actor, so he unconsciously paid more attention to it, but Chu Yi didn't give up too much. The temperament raised by a wealthy family.

"Why didn't you think Chu Chu's ancient costume was so suitable before?"

"Yes, yes, and it looks so different from the show!"

Song Ying and the director, who were talking, came over and saw Chu Yi's eyes light up.Song Ying couldn't control her excitement and ran over, held his hand and said, "Chuchu! You really are..."

Before he finished speaking, Chu Yi reflexively took two steps back, avoiding direct physical contact, and even habitually held Shen Chaowen's arm, as if only Shen Chaowen could give him safety.

Song Ying was directly hurt by his differential treatment, and she was silent for a while before she finished what she just said, "It's Xiao Liu Ye Ben Ye."

In fact, the role of Xiao Liuye was only added later in the reshoots.In the plot, Fang Xueyang, the male protagonist played by Shen Chaowen, is a very complicated person. He is different from the righteous and open-minded image in traditional costume films. He is born black. He is still black and white until the end of the whole film, leaving the audience with a deep impression. Deep vigilance and reflection.

And the scene to be filmed now is that the hero Fang Xueyang has just left the home of Zhongming Dingshi and came to the mountain to resolve his knots. Loyalty's decision, on the contrary, is the beginning of a bloody storm.

Xiao Liuye, as the book boy who grew up with him, chased him out from the small courtyard on the top of the mountain, and only said a few words to Fang Xueyang, but those few words were a link between the past and the future, no matter the lines, feelings or even metaphors, became the main focus of the whole drama. turning point.

"I think it's good too!" Even the director was overjoyed and couldn't help saying, "I knew he was suitable when I saw his image on the show!"

After finishing speaking, he looked at Shen Chaowen excitedly, "Did you tell the play? We are ready to start, and the props and scenes are all ready."

Everyone chatted for a few more words, and seeing that the weather was just right, Shen Chaowen and Chu Yi were immediately asked to have a show without delay.Chu Yi memorized all the scenes that Shen Chaowen told Chu Yi just now, and he was even more familiar with them after walking both sides.

The most important thing is that acting is not a difficult thing for him. He has been like this since he was a child in his previous life, and he can only live by relying on others.Even if you don't know the modern acting profession very well, you can naturally know how to act the way you want to act.

The props group produced scattered snowflakes, which were blown by the surrounding mountain wind, and immediately filled the sky.

Fang Xueyang came out of the wooden house, looking like he was about to go down the mountain. His back was handsome and straight, but inexplicably quiet and lonely. When he suddenly stopped and looked back, it seemed more like he had merged with the shadow.

"Young Master." At this moment, Xiao Liuye rushed out from the wooden house.

Xiao Liuye was still cooking for him, knowing that he might leave today.But who knew that he couldn't even wait for this meal, as if he was about to step into the snowstorm.

He pursed his lips. The reason he grew up with Fang Xueyang was that he was able to clearly understand Fang Xueyang's thoughts, the dangers he was about to face, and everything. You have to guard this home for the other party.

So he just took an umbrella, ran out in a hurry and handed it to him.The height gap between the two was huge, Xiao Liuye raised her snow-white face, not knowing if it was blown by the wind, even her eyelashes were trembling slightly, and she choked up suddenly when she wanted to speak.

Then he seemed to be trying his best to bear it, but his eyes suddenly turned red, which was particularly shocking against the backdrop of his snow-white complexion.

"Young master." Seeing Fang Xueyang receiving the umbrella, he didn't let go of his hand immediately, and the two of them faced each other like this, until a moment later, his slightly hoarse voice gradually turned cold, "The road ahead is long, and the road ahead is long." There is a way back."

The road ahead is long, and there is a way back.

Fang Xueyang lifted her eyelashes gently, and found that Xiao Liuye seemed to be no longer sad, and even if she was sad, she was still firm.His heart seemed to be touched suddenly, and even his expression was in a daze for a moment unconsciously.

In fact, at this time, many dark thoughts in his heart could no longer be suppressed. It is precisely because of indecision and hesitation that people in the world make the situation more and more embarrassing, and he just wants to be that destructive person, destroying everything Only then can we see the sun through the clouds.

But at this moment, he seemed to have come to his senses completely, almost holding back his rationality on the verge of extremes, preventing himself from falling into the pitch-black abyss.Becoming a god and becoming a demon is just a matter of thought, he clearly just now is the hell to go, but now the other road is suddenly clear.

The snow seemed to be getting heavier and heavier, Fang Xueyang had to start holding an umbrella.

He held the handle of the umbrella with clean and well-proportioned fingers, looked at the small willow leaves, and suddenly bent down and hugged him.After a moment of tenderness, he didn't say anything, just turned and left.

This part of the plot has ended here. Xiao Liuye, as a symbol of family and love, pulled Fang Xueyang back when Fang Xueyang was on the verge of revealing his true nature. Although he no longer has his own role, this thought has influenced him for the rest of his life. all decisions.

The director called out, but no one at the scene made a sound, because the next plot was about to be connected, and no one wanted to spoil the atmosphere.

The filming of Chu Yi's scenes has already been finished, and the co-shooting is so fast. He performed very well, and when he walked out of the camera, he could see the astonishing gazes from all around him.But he didn't say anything, he just looked back at Shen Chaowen.

He suddenly discovered that Shen Chaowen had already appeared in the play.

Even though he knew that he would take over the show later, his emotions seemed to be under control.His eyes were unprecedentedly sober, especially when he saw Chu Yi, it was as if he had seen some deep anchor point, and his eyes were stained with mottled colors.

"Teacher Shen!" the director called him over there, "Let's take a picture directly."

The plot is not coherent, and the next shot is actually a few months ago.The make-up artist and costume artist quickly came up to change his makeup and coat, the silkworms under his eyes immediately deepened a little, and the black robe turned bluish white by the way.

The battle of making snow also stopped. When the female officer played by Song Ying walked into the camera, Shen Chaowen's temperament changed immediately. It was different from the appearance that had restrained his mind in the back. Now he is more freewheeling, and the sense of danger and depression is also stronger. .

"You want to invite me?" His voice was unhurried, and it sounded completely different from usual, "What are you going to use to invite me?"

The female officer stood in front of him neither humble nor overbearing, obviously the two of them still had a normal tone of voice and were three steps away from each other, but the atmosphere naturally became tense.

I only heard her speak clearly, "Mr. Fang has been famous in the capital since he was a child, he is free and easy, and has a beautiful scenery. And this temperament is exactly what the court needs today. The world is turbulent and people are panic. Even Lord Hou can't do it." Avoid getting stuck in it..."

Chu Yi stood outside and watched silently. Because he hadn't received the complete script, he couldn't quite understand their current plot, but he could clearly feel the tension of the performance, which was very different from what he had personally experienced in his previous life. same.

There is no real depression and breathless pain. Even though the scene and atmosphere are so tense, it still has artistry and beauty. It is a release of pure tension... This makes him feel very comfortable, and he likes it very much.

The filming of several episodes was finished very quickly. When the director called out the sound card at the end, all the staff members around cheered and jumped up, as excited as if they had finished filming.In fact, this is also considered the second wrap-up, and there is no need for reshoots.

"I'm exhausted." Even the director himself collapsed on the chair, and said bitterly: "I hope there will be no reshoots in this life!"

This tossing back and forth is really more tiring than the official shooting, but he felt very happy after all the flaws were rounded up, and he waved again and again: "Pack up your things! But everyone don't leave later. , I will treat you tonight!"

The cheers became louder now, Shen Chaowen and Song Ying walked over together, and the first person to look for was Chu Yi.Chu Yi looked towards them, inexplicably affected by the atmosphere of the scene, and felt a little happy for no reason.

Shen Chaowen couldn't help but chuckled. Rubbing his hair was inconvenient, so he pinched his earlobe, "Let's go, remove makeup first."

The action of removing makeup is much faster than putting on makeup, but it is more troublesome for Shen Chaowen to change clothes, and he hasn't come out yet.Song Ying generously took out the gift, smiled at Chu Yi and said, "Chu Chu, I prepared this for you, I am your fan."

Chu Yi was a little dazed, he had never accepted a gift other than Shen Chaowen, especially since he met Song Ying for the first time today, he subconsciously took two steps back.

Song Ying couldn't help but support her forehead. If she knew he had a better relationship with Shen Chaowen, otherwise it would be so hard to chase a star, so she said helplessly: "Chuchu, what should I say..."

"The company doesn't allow you to accept gifts from fans." Chu Yi pursed her lips, but regained her composure.

"I know!" Song Ying quickly changed her words, she couldn't do without telling him clearly, "But that's for ordinary fans, and I have other identities. I'm also your senior in the circle, right?"

Chu Yi still had his back slightly tensed, not knowing which circle she was referring to, and said, "I don't know what will happen to me in the future."

If it's singing and dancing, he won't be able to act, so it's a bit far-fetched for the other party to say that he is a senior.

"Seniors in the entertainment industry are also seniors!" Song Ying coaxed him wholeheartedly, "And you really don't think about filming in the future? Traffic stars will transform in the end, although I don't think you are either. Relying on traffic..."

Chu Yi can't say how professional his acting skills are, or how he really compares with an actor like Shen Chaowen, but entering the film and television industry is definitely popular, and a little research will have a bright future.Thinking of this, Song Ying tried to persuade her a few more words, and finally returned to the gift.

"And I also want to thank Brother Shen for taking care of me in the film crew. He didn't accept gifts, can Chuchu accept them for him?" Song Ying asked.

Chu Yi was going through such twists and turns, and finally said: "...Thank you."

Shen Chaowen took care of others, of course he had to be paid.Chu Yi was stingy with any trace of kindness and kindness that Shen Chaowen showed, so he could only accept the gift and did not back away.

And he wouldn't give it to Shen Chaowen, he didn't allow gifts from others to be with Shen Chaowen.As for the value of these things, he will find other ways to replenish Shen Chaowen.

Chu Yi felt that since he came to this world, he owed Shen Chaowen a lot, and he couldn't count them over time.If it's just about money, he can still pay it back through hard work, but there are still countless encouragements and comforts, which he will spend the rest of his life to pay back.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but look down at the gift again. The square box was not light, and he didn't know what it was.

But Shen Chao has not come out yet.

Chu Yi knew that his clothes were troublesome. In fact, it wasn't long before the other party came in, but he was a little anxious waiting for no reason, so he couldn't help but went to the dressing room with the gift.

"Brother Shen." He knocked on the door lightly and asked in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Shen Chaowen had just taken off the six-layer costume, put on his own clothes, and was putting on his coat, when he heard this, he said, "Okay, come in."

When Chu Yi was standing at the door, he didn't know why his chest was beating violently, so he pushed the door gently at this moment.Who knew that when Shen Chaowen was putting on his coat, his left arm was raised just to put on the clothes, and the deep scars could be seen at a glance.

The unventilated dressing room was suddenly cramped and stuffy, and the surrounding sounds disappeared, only the slight sound of him shaking off his clothes, and then the scar was easily covered up like this.

Shen Chaowen didn't hear any movement after wearing it, so he looked back, only to find that Chu Yi was frozen in place, as if he saw something unbelievable, his pupils were still trembling violently.

So he also stopped, and then he remembered that because it was getting cold these two days, he didn't wear a belt anymore. As long as he didn't take off his coat, no one would know, and no one's eyes would be so bold on him. Stay for a long time.

Except for Chu Yi, who had seen it clearly just now.

The memory of being covered up by the tape last time flooded back. At that time, Chu Yi went back and repeatedly confirmed that he was the one who made the mistake of feeling the touch.In addition, Shen Chaowen didn't intend to tell him for the time being, so he forced himself not to go deep.

But the scene in front of him was so powerful that Chu Yi couldn't help rushing up to hold his wrist, and scooped up all his sleeves. The raised scar was glaringly exposed on his arm.

Chu Yi's brain exploded, and he looked at Shen Chaowen with red eyes, and couldn't stop trembling, "Brother Shen..."

He didn't know what to say, let alone where to ask.Shen Chaowen has been considerate and decent since meeting him, without showing any signs of injury, but where did this scar come from?Did it really fall from filming as he guessed last time?

But even with such a guess, he couldn't help tightening the strength in his hands, and unconsciously his joints turned white.

"It's okay, don't be nervous." Shen Chaowen looked at him for a moment, but sighed helplessly from the bottom of his heart, "It was really left behind during filming."

He knew that Chu Yi would definitely feel uncomfortable when he saw it. Last time, even if his finger was cut, he was very anxious, let alone this kind of scar.That's why he hasn't confided these things to Chu Yi until now. He is not prepared, and he has already anticipated what he will face.

However, when this happened, even if it was not carefully arranged by him, there was an inexplicable silence in his heart.

"It was in the early stage of filming "You Wine". The crew's framing was quite special, and the characters had a lot of fighting scenes. At that time, I was hanging from a cliff and fell down and got scratched by the bony."

"I didn't lie." Shen Chaowen bent down to look at him, and patiently explained: "The director is still outside, you can ask him later, this happened in September last year."

Chu Yi opened his mouth, and the strong soreness and pain rushed in, so that all his words were congested in his chest, and it took him a long time before he said: "But..."

Of course he knew it was true, but for some reason, he always felt that there was a possibility in it that he didn't dare to think about.This came from the keenest intuition in his heart, and he was desperately reminding him not to easily uncover the hidden truth.

"What else?" Chu Yi heard his voice change tone.

Then there was a sudden silence all around, and the air froze for a moment.

Shen Chaowen never thought that one day, he would be able to easily say those things and said softly: "Actually, I really enjoyed the feeling at that time."

Regarding the matter of keeping himself awake with pain, he has actually been very restrained, never doing things that would cause trouble for filming or public relations.Only when he was filming, he was so addicted that he couldn't control himself.

He felt that the character should do such a thing. Pain was a stimulus to him, so when he let go, he felt no burden, gushing out his backlog of emotions amidst the whistling wind, as if he was about to rush from darkness to depravity. the abyss.

Chu Yi's heart was shocked suddenly, tears that had been accumulated for a long time burst out of his eyes, he tightly clutched Shen Chaowen's sleeve, desperately trying to say something, "I..."

No wonder he had such a strong premonition just now. To this extent, Shen Chaowen was no longer what he usually saw.

He himself once had this kind of masochistic state, and when the backlog of grievances and entanglements in his previous life reached an unbearable level, he would also regard this pain as sobriety.But what happened to Shen Chaowen?What is his real thought?

There seemed to be a knock on the door outside, and it was the staff from the props team who came to ask if they were ready.Seeing Chu Yi's precarious state, Shen Chaowen couldn't help wiping his tears gently.

"Chu Chu don't cry yet." He coaxed in a low voice, "I'll go back and talk to you slowly, okay?"

Chu Yi didn't want to cry, but the moment he heard this sentence, his emotions seemed to collapse, and the tears rolled down uncontrollably. In the end, Shen Chaowen could only go to explain a few words, and then came back to coax him softly. he.

After finally coaxing him out of the locker room, Shen Chaowen immediately took him into the car, and the narrow space suddenly aggravated Chu Yi's mood. He covered his eyes and sobbed in embarrassment, and his whole face was flushed from crying.

"Brother Shen." Even so, he still kept Shen Chaowen's words in mind, and said with a sob: "Can you talk about it now, don't go back and talk about it."

Shen Chaowen's heart suddenly softened, as if completely overwhelmed by his tears, he couldn't help reaching out to hold his face, and said in a low voice, "Chuchu."

Chu Yi was forced to lift up his blurry teary eyes, which were as beautiful as the pupils of the moon, and now they are also blurred.But when he met Shen Chaowen's dark and silent eyes, there was an unexplained chest vibration.

"I..." Shen Chaowen considered his words carefully.

In the end, his eyelashes drooped slightly, "I have been in this state for many years."

Chu Yi suddenly became flustered. He realized that this was a very important start, and unconsciously clenched his wrist tightly, as if he was extremely nervous about the upcoming event, and even his back became stiff at some point.

However, under his reaction like this, Shen Chaowen actually laughed silently, as if his mood was soothed by him in this way, he became calmer than ever before.

"The reason is very simple. My parents include the whole family. From the beginning of self-awareness, they raised their eyebrows and respected each other as guests. The same is true in my life since I was a child. There are not many things that are worthy of emotional fluctuations."

There are no quarrels at home, because the parents are self-cultivated and considerate, and they both know how to get along with each other; there is no difficulty in reading, whether it is textbooks, competitions, or even specialties, Shen Chaowen can easily get them.

It can't be said that this life has been too smooth. In fact, Shen Chaowen has encountered many troubles, such as internal and external troubles in the family, and all kinds of open and dark arrows after his debut, but he has long been used to how to handle these things properly. Playing some level-breaking game without any waves.

As a result, his life became more and more like a pool of stagnant water, no amount of excitement had anything to do with him, only the characters he got were vivid, some of them had miserable and painful life experiences, while others were warm and cheerful , no matter which one is stronger than the real him.

Shen Chaowen was already restraining himself, but he was still a little bit indulged in the role.When he was acting, he really let himself get completely caught up in the script, and after the filming was over, he would switch to the least dynamic character and wait for the next one to come.

After a long time, he couldn't tell who he was, what emotions he really had, and what he was hiding.He rationally felt that this was wrong, so he had a way to make himself sober for a short time.

"Moderate pain can bring me back to reality." Shen Chaowen said calmly, and explained everything thoroughly, "It has become my habit for a long time."

Seeing that Chu Yi was about to open his mouth, he leaned closer again, as if he could touch the thick and slender eyelashes of the other party, and said softly: "But don't worry, after getting to know you, there will be no more."

Chu Yi was stunned for a moment, never expecting such a sentence.

He probably knew that in such a situation, he needed to see a psychiatrist, but Chu Yi didn't think he had any more ability than a doctor. How could he lose it after getting to know himself?Can I still play an important role in it?

However, the more he speculated, the inexplicably more violent his heartbeat became. He didn't even care that his tears were not wiped dry, and said hoarsely: "I...have I affected Brother Shen?"

"Yes." Shen Chaowen replied, "I don't think I've ever told Chuchu about it."

After he finished speaking, the surrounding air seemed to be inexplicably quiet.

Chu Yi subconsciously blinked his eyelashes, and the tears that were about to hang down fell down, but the appearance of Shen Chaowen in his sight became more and more clear. His expression at this time was unprecedented before. With a slight broken light.

Shen Chaowen looked at him, as if he had just met Chu Yi a few months ago, obviously the other party broke into the office unexpectedly, but not only did he not show any surprise or abnormality, on the contrary, he was so quiet that it was almost terrifying.

So he said such a sentence now, and it seems that there are all traces to follow, as if connecting all the behaviors and getting along with each other after they met.

"The first time I saw Chuchu, I suddenly woke up."

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