No one would know how much courage it would take for Chu Yi to speak out about this matter.

Chu Yi never cared whether others liked him, especially those who had scolded and insulted him.In his previous life, Chu Yi didn't expect his crazy mother and concubine to be normal, because he didn't love him; nor did he ever expect his father or brothers to think of him, because he hated them.

It is extremely humiliating to let others like you, at least for him.He knew that once he had such a desire in his heart, he would become self-willed and depraved, exposing his spine to others to play with.

Chu Yi never asks others to help, his concepts are only utilization and equivalent exchange.He was so stubborn by nature, probably because he never wanted to be looked down upon, as if he had exposed his weakness just by asking for help.

But at this moment, his state of mind suddenly turned upside down.

He raised his head, with tears in his eyes, he choked up and said, "Brother Shen."

He said: "You help me."

He really doesn't want to lose, and he also wants to get the votes of those audiences, but this is how difficult it is.It should have been the perfect result he showed to Shen Chaowen!But in the end, Shen Chaowen had to worry about him.

All the emotions he had accumulated for a long time came out in one brain, and tears rolled down violently. He couldn't even stop his sobs, and covered his eyes with the back of his hand in embarrassment, trying to hide his ugliness.

Shen Chaowen's heart trembled violently, suddenly setting off an uncontrollable suffocation.He reached out his hand to wipe his face, but he still felt the hot tears that kept falling on the back of his hand.

He called out in a low voice, "Chu Chu."

Shen Chaowen saw that he couldn't stop crying, so he patted him on the back lightly, trying to slow down his tone to comfort him, "Chuchu doesn't cry, telling the truth is not a shameful thing, you are already very brave."

However, Chu Yi didn't think so. If he was really brave, he wouldn't be delayed until now, and he could even present a more perfect result to Shen Chaowen, instead of asking him for help here at a loss.

"I, I just want to win..." He choked up and wanted to speak, but he hiccupped as soon as he spoke.

Shen Chaowen calmed him down patiently, "I know that Chuchu not only wants to win the stage, but also wants to win the audience's vote. Chuchu just wants others to like you, doesn't she?"

Chu Yi desperately nodded, tears rolling down her face.For the first time in his two lives, he abandoned all his face and dignity, admitted his helplessness and weakness, forcibly opened his dark and repressed heart, and found that he also longed to be accepted.

"It's okay, Chuchu." Shen Chaowen lowered his head, his dark eyes reflected his entire figure, as if it was deeply imprinted.

He finally said in a low voice: "You will do it."

"You have done it."

Chu Yi had never been comforted like this before.In his previous life, he seldom even cried, because crying was useless except to bring weakness and being bullied, but in front of Shen Chaowen, he seemed to be able to cry unscrupulously.

His emotions suddenly collapsed, and he cried more and more violently, which completely wet Shen Chaowen's sleeves.

Shen Chaowen even went to the convenience store to buy tissues for him, kept dabbing his eyes, twisting his nose, and patiently waiting for him to finish crying.

Chu Yi was sobbing, and suddenly realized what he had done. He raised his head in bewilderment, and found that Shen Chaowen's hands were full of piles of papers he had used.

"Shen, Brother Shen." His blushing face was full of confusion.

Shen Chaowen rubbed his head and asked, "Is it better now?"

Chu Yi's cheeks suddenly burned up, and he turned his head away in a panic, feeling a little at a loss for what to do, and said "um" in a low voice for a long while.

Shen Chaowen laughed lightly.

It was already time for lunch, so Shen Chaowen took Chu Yi to eat first.Chu Yi remembered that he might seldom eat in the cafeteria, so he took out the meal card seriously and said, "Let's go to the third floor to eat." "

Listening to the description that it should be the best food in the cafeteria, Shen Chaowen laughed again, "Okay." After speaking, he glanced at the message sent by Cheng Yi just now, read the recorded script of the solo exhibition video, and then followed to the cafeteria go.

Unexpectedly, they just showed up, and they caused a huge sensation.When the two walked upstairs, no matter whether they were cooking or not, they were all excitedly gathered around the railing.

"Brother Shen also eats in the cafeteria", "I'm so envious", "I really want to sit next to them"... All kinds of words spread out from the noise.

Chu Yi keenly grasped these words, thinking that Shen Chaowen, whom they envied, was by his side, and his heart suddenly burned extremely hot.But he was still worried that Shen Chaowen would not be used to the food on the third floor, so he couldn't help feeling slightly anxious.

Shen Chaowen waited until he sat down with the dinner plate, and asked, "Do you have any thoughts on those interview videos you watched yesterday?"

Chu Yi froze immediately. In fact, he had almost forgotten it now. He only remembered how graceful and comfortable they were, but he didn't learn anything.

Only Shen Chao heard that he would not forget, pursed his lips and said: "It's not as good as Brother Shen."

There is a basis for what he said.In fact, Shen Chaowen himself is more attractive than all the top performers in the circle. His charm comes not only from interviews, but also from all film and television works, events he attended, and even various amway clips that emerge in Chaohua. , Material inventory after debuting for many years, etc.

And the longer he looked at these things, the more he would know how attractive Shen Chaowen was.Every one of his fans didn't come in vain. Whether it's his impeccable appearance, his terrifying professional ability, or even his easy-going and considerate disposition, people can't help but fall deeply into it.

It's like... being sucked into the vortex of a storm.

But it was probably because his emotions were too strong, Shen Chaowen watched his expression silently, and suddenly said: "Do you really think I'm better now?"

Chu Yi became anxious immediately, "Yesterday I was sincere too!"

Shen Chaowen asked: "Then what if everything you see is fake?"

When he was speaking, his quiet gaze never moved away from Chu Yi's face for a moment, as if he was extremely eager to know the other party's reaction.Then he saw the other party showing a confused expression, obviously he didn't know why he suddenly asked.

But in fact, this question has troubled Shen Chaowen for many years. He weighed his words and said in a deep voice, "I didn't like Q&A and interviews at the beginning."

I don't know if it's because of my family education since I was a child, or because this mask has been worn for too long.Shen Chaowen naturally knew how to write the words thoughtful and considerate, no one would ask him tricky questions beyond his control, and there was no situation he couldn't handle.

But the more so, the more calm his heart became, as if his life was a pool of stagnant water.He has played the current role for too long, so long that sometimes he can't tell what is the real self.

Chu Yi seemed to understand but half understood, and said in confusion: "Then, what about the back?"

"The interviews I don't want to take later, no one will let me take them." Shen Chaowen said.

Chu Yi was stunned for a moment, never expecting that he would say such a thing.

Shen Chaowen had a full view of his caught off guard expression, and smiled softly, "So Chuchu, you see, in the end, people want to get rid of the mask and be the most authentic self. No matter how good you are in front of the camera, you You wouldn't like it either, would you?"

He obviously didn't say anything that touched people's hearts, but Chu Yi's heart softened inexplicably.

He was always stubborn and rebellious in his bones, and when he saw those videos, he really resisted being like them. He even felt that he might not be able to do that in his life.

"I also hope that you are real." Shen Chao heard.

Chu Yi's sourness instantly exploded in his chest, and he hurriedly wiped away his tears with the back of his hand, and said hoarsely, "But, but if I really do this in the question and answer..."

He already fully understood what Shen Chaowen meant.Shen Chaowen wanted him to express truthfully and be himself willfully, but what if the audience didn't like him, what if they found him particularly annoying?

"Chuchu." Shen Chaowen had never looked at him so seriously, hoping that he would remember every word he said, "First of all, you have to know that many people actually like you, and you are not a disgusting nuisance."

"Secondly, it comes from my own selfishness."

Shen Chaowen said solemnly: "Even your shortcomings are perfect."

"Anyone who wants to like you has to accept everything about you."

The whole corner seemed to suddenly quiet down.

Chu Yi's pupils trembled slightly, and he looked at him in disbelief.He couldn't imagine that he could still hear this in his life, but then he was overwhelmed with embarrassment and panic. He stared at the rice for a long time, and suddenly ate with his head buried in silence.

Shen Chaowen handed him a glass of water, and then said nothing.He casually wanted to unbutton the neck, but he suddenly touched the scab. After a moment of silence, he put his hand down again.

After eating, Shen Chaowen took Chu Yi to record a video of the solo exhibition.

Because it involves the subsequent performance, the entire solo exhibition video was recorded on the lawn behind.When the two walked over, the staff and cameras were all ready, and the battle looked extremely mighty.

Chu Yi turned her head and glanced at Shen Chaowen nervously, not daring to go. After receiving his encouraging gaze, she finally walked into the layers of cameras.

The makeup artist sister immediately took out a mist to hydrate him, making his skin look better, and at the same time pinned a microphone on his collar, right next to the rose gold hairpin.

All relevant personnel quickly entered the state and asked: "What is the reason for Chuchu to participate in this program?"

Chu Yi tried his best to suppress his beating heart and said, "Because I want to win."

The relevant personnel immediately responded accordingly, "How does Chuchu define winning? What do you want to do after winning?"

"To win is to get the first place, and after making a smooth debut, you have to continue to win."

Chu Yi knew that she was too weak now.If the entertainment industry is also compared to a ladder, then Shen Chaowen is the one standing at the top, and he is still slowly climbing up the bottom of the ladder, but he can always climb up.

He wanted to stand with Shen Chaowen, no matter how long the ladder was and how many difficulties there were, it was not something he would consider.

Chu Yi's appearance at this time was sharp and stern. He temporarily forgot that this was an interview that he wanted the audience to vote for, and discarded all thoughts of needing others to like him. He had promised Shen Chaowen that he would express his truest self.

"Then the last question."

The relevant personnel were all so nervous by his aura, they shook their sweaty palms, and finally asked seriously, "We all know that Chuchu faced a lot of discussions before coming to the show, what do you want to say about this?" Did you say that?"

What he was referring to was talking about his useless vase on the Internet. Up to now, because the first episode of the show has not been released, the comments on Chu Yi are mostly black and mocking.

Chu Yi leaned back slightly, leaning against the background board.

Surrounded by layers of cameras, his voice was cold, "Look at it now."

At the end, all the onlookers who watched the recording broke out in enthusiastic cheers.They never expected that Chu Yi would behave so well, whether it was his aura or every answer, he fully showed his unique character.

Chu Yi's back was tensed for two hours, and it was only now that he finally relaxed.He stood up and wanted to find Shen Chaowen, but found that Shen Chaowen was whispering something to the relevant personnel.

It seemed that they were discussing the lighting and lens issues just now, and the relevant personnel nodded frequently.

Sensing him coming, Shen Chaowen cast his gaze, "Do you want to take a break?"

After the question-and-answer session, there was a performance session. Other staff were busy preparing the venue and props. Chu Yi should have adjusted well during this period, but now it seemed that he couldn't sit still.

After hesitating for a moment, Chu Yi waved to him.

For some reason, Shen Chaowen's heart melted when he saw this action, walked up to him and bent down, and asked softly, "Chuchu, is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Yeah." Chu Yi pursed her lips, "I won't dance anymore."

He can do whatever he wants, Shen Chaowen nodded and said, "Then what?"

"I want to sing." Chu Yi seldom hesitated, and said quickly: "The broadcast time of the solo exhibition video is close to Shougong. At this time, the video of Wu Hongying and the second creation dance should be broadcast. The singing performance here can be as good as Shougong. Linked, it will appear more integrated."

Shen Chaowen was a little surprised, not knowing where he learned this.

Putting aside those emotions that occasionally make him collapse, Chu Yi's thinking is calm and clear.He can easily tell what kind of plan can have a deeper impact on fans, and what kind of rhythm can be remembered by fans faster.

The more Shen Chaowen looked at him, the more excellent he felt, and he even wanted to rub his head.

So he really did it, and praised softly: "It's really smart."

Chu Yi froze, as if he couldn't accept such a blunt praise, and turned his head away rather uneasily.

After the on-site preparations are completed, Chu Yi will return to perform surrounded by cameras.He turned his head and looked at Shen Chaowen, as if confirming that Shen Chaowen was still watching him.

Then he sat cross-legged on the lawn, holding a small drum in his hand, bowed his head in thought for a while, and then softly beat the drum and sang.

"Low your head and play lotus seeds

Lotus seeds are as clear as water"

Shen Chaowen's pupils suddenly dilated, and his heart seemed to be stabbed softly.

It's not that he hasn't heard Chu Yi sing this song before.When he had just signed with Zhaixing Media, Chu Yi had already shown him all his skills, begged him to find the most suitable teacher for him, and even asked him if he needed to pay extra tuition.

But at this moment, his eyes were full of Chu Yi's figure, listening to the melodious voice and delicate lyrics, the darkness in his heart suddenly grew uncontrollably.

He especially wanted to hear Chu Yi admit it himself, did he really know what the song was expressing?

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