The whole e-sports circle is waiting for me to drop the horse

Ji Shiyan has no memory of what happened next, and has been huddled in Lu Chaokong's arms, like a cat under stress, automatically discarding all external information, only burying his face in Lu Chaokong's shoulder, using his light The incense soothes the traumatized heart bit by bit.

He seemed to hear Lu Chaokong talking to many people in English, being carried by Lu Chaokong to many places, and the sound of police cars and ambulances, but Ji Shiyan didn't want to look up.

He was a little afraid that Lu Chaokong would leave him alone when he went to the police station or somewhere, but Lu Chaokong never let him go. Ji Shiyan felt that Lu Chaokong's arms would be sore after holding him for so long, but he still didn't want to leave Lu Chaokong.

So he was hugged by Lu Chaokong all the time, listening to him deal with these messy things, he fell asleep unknowingly, and when he opened his eyes again, he suddenly felt that he was sitting on Lu Chaokong's lap.

Ji Shiyan rubbed his eyes, looked around in confusion, and found that he and Lu Chaokong were in the back seat of an off-road vehicle, and the driver was Ji Wenying who had come to pick him up to go home.

The sky outside the window has turned pale, and a ray of light stubbornly and struggling to break through the night.

Before he knew it, it was dawn, Ji Shiyan turned his face to the side, and met Lu Chaokong's deep, dark eyes.

At that moment, Ji Shiyan felt that Lu Chaokong's eyes were full of emotions. He should have countless words to say to himself, but the two of them looked at each other silently for a while, and Lu Chaokong didn't say anything. With great care, he slowly stroked Ji Shiyan's cheek.

Ji Shiyan raised his face and let Lu Chaokong's hand caress his eyebrows. The latter remained silent, but Ji Shiyan suddenly saw a trace of fatigue from his eyes.

Ji Shiyan's nose suddenly became sour, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to cry.

"Lu Chaokong..."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he realized that his voice was unbelievably hoarse, and he could barely speak the ending.

Lu Chaokong immediately leaned over and took a bottle of mineral water from under the car door.

The water was a bit cold. After he unscrewed it, he didn't pass it directly to Ji Shiyan. Instead, he took a sip and warmed it up. Then he held the back of Ji Shiyan's neck and slowly fed it to Ji Shiyan.

Ji Shiyan swallowed, moistened his dry throat, and said again: "Lu Chaokong, are you okay?"

He suddenly realized something, took Lu Chaokong's hands and wrists to examine carefully, and then went to take off the latter's clothes.

"I am fine."

Lu Chaokong stopped his movements, and pulled the boy into his arms again: "Yanyan, I'm fine, don't worry about me."

"Don't worry about who you are worried about. They tied you up and kicked you..."

Ji Shiyan clutched Lu Chaokong's sleeve: "Lu Chaokong, I'm so worried about you."

Lu Chaokong smiled, "It's fine now."

"I'm sorry Lu Chaokong, I...it's because of me again, I didn't think much about it when I saw that it was Yan Yu who sent me the message—"

Ji Shiyan's words came to an abrupt end.

After a while, he slowly raised his head: "Chimian..."

Lu Chaokong didn't speak.

"he……"

Ji Shiyan pursed his lower lip, the word was still extremely difficult: "Is it dead?"

"Ah."

Although he already had the answer in his heart, when he heard Lu Chaokong's syllable, Ji Shiyan's tears still couldn't hold back, they welled up in an instant, and fell silently down the side of his face.

Lu Chaokong looked at the boy silently and calmly, raised his hand, and slowly wiped away the tears at the end of his eyes.

It wasn't until Ji Shiyan wiped his face subconsciously when his vision of Lu Chaokong's face was blurred by tears that he realized that he was actually crying.

He was a little confused and flustered, looking at Lu Chaokong at a loss: "I..."

"fine."

Lu Chaokong hugged the boy into his arms: "Cry, Yanyan, I understand."

"no……"

Ji Shiyan still cried silently, because he didn't know what mood he was in at the moment.

After vacanting his eyes for a moment, Ji Shiyan spoke slowly, his voice a little trance: "I don't know, I just think that a person like Chi Mian, how could he commit suicide, he should be..."

"It should be entangled with you, and I won't let you go until I die, right?"

Lu Chaokong took his words.

Ji Shiyan nodded in a daze.

He suddenly remembered that when Chi Mian was locked up on the island, Chi Mian said after telling his story that if he lost himself, he would lose everything.

Having been with Chi Mian for so long, Ji Shiyan understands him very well, or he is the person who understands him best in the world.

Just now, when Chi Nanjing gave him such a good opportunity to kill Lu Chaokong and take himself as his own, Chi Mian still decided to let Lu Chaokong go.

——That is to say, let yourself go and let yourself continue to be with Lu Chaokong.

The thought was terrible.

Once there is a thought of letting go, it will gradually take root, and maybe not long after, Chi Mian will really be able to completely let go of his obsession with himself.

Ji Shiyan thinks this is a good thing, but not for Chi Mian.

Losing himself, without everything, he felt that his whole life was meaningless.

The air fell into silence again. After a while, Ji Shiyan slowly raised his face: "But he really doesn't want to let me go until he dies."

"Ah."

Lu Chaokong's voice was very soft: "I'm sorry Yanyan, I didn't stop him."

Ji Shiyan shook his head: "If he really wants to die, no one else can stop him, and he... has always been a person who does whatever it takes to achieve his goals."

"I just don't know, I don't know what kind of emotion I have for him now. If he is alive, I will never meet him and I will never think of him, but when he is dead, he will die in front of me..."

Lu Chaokong didn't speak, but just stroked the side of Ji Shiyan's face, quietly listening to him confide in his heart.

"Why did he choose to commit suicide? Doesn't he know that death is the most cowardly act? I have never tried to die before I was treated like that by him. And...and he didn't think that after he died, I would start a new life completely Yet?"

Lu Chaokong paused, slightly startled: "What do you mean?"

Ji Shiyan sniffed, pulled Lu Chaokong's sleeve and began to wipe his face, his voice was still a little sticky, but his tone was extremely serious: "I know that Chi Mian shot himself in the heart while holding my hand, and he said life for life Destiny, I want me to never forget him."

"But I don't like him. He has been kind to me, bad to me, and even hurt you. Now I can treat him as an ordinary friend is the biggest compromise I have made. If an ordinary friend is in your In front of you, forcing you to kill him, will you remember him forever? Ah, maybe you will, because you will think he is a psychopath. But Chi Mian obviously has a purpose, and his purpose is to indirectly hurt you. "

"Lu Chaokong, Chi Mian didn't want to make it easier for you until he died. I know that if I really can't forget him because of his suicide, it would be too unfair to you. Maybe I couldn't understand his intentions before, but now I'm not that stupid. Although he used to have a lot of weight in my life, but now I only care about you. A person who hurts you until his death, Lu Chaokong, how can I let him still have a place in my heart bit."

"After all, it is a human life. I definitely don't want him to die, but he chose to die and forced me to shoot. Although it may be disrespectful to say so, it should be taken as the fact that the shot has nothing to do with his past, Let's bid farewell to my previous life, from now on he will be just a passer-by in my life, and I will completely start a new life with Lu Chaokong after rebirth."

Lu Chaokong was stunned.

He knew that Ji Shiyan was very soft-tempered, and it was too easy to forgive someone, and he knew that Chi Mian knew it too, so he wanted to make Ji Shiyan remember him for the rest of his life by committing suicide.

Just now when I heard that Ji Shiyan burst into tears after Chi Mian died, Lu Chaokong's heart seemed to be stabbed, and there was dense pain.

He thought that Chi Mian's goal had been achieved, and Ji Shiyan was indeed unable to let go because of his suicide, and he was dead, and this kind of inability to let go would last a lifetime.

Lu Chaokong won't show it, and it won't have any effect on his love for Ji Shiyan, but a piece of the heart of a loved one will always belong to someone else, and it will always be sad and painful.

However, he did not expect that Ji Shiyan had really changed. He still treats the world with gentleness, is still kind and innocent, but at the same time has a firm and strong heart, practicing his own concept of distinguishing between good and evil.

Not only did he walk out of the shadows of the past, but he also used tenderness and love to lead him out of the regrets and pains of those years.

"Lu Chaokong..."

Seeing that Lu Chaokong didn't speak, Ji Shiyan panicked, wiped his tears harder, and then hugged Lu Chaokong's neck: "Lu Chaokong, I'm sorry, I don't know why I couldn't hold back my tears when I heard that he died, maybe I didn't I really regarded him as a relative, maybe I couldn't accept him for a while and died like this. But this must be the last time I have emotional changes because of him, Lu Chaokong, I really only care about you now, I only love you You, don't be angry, okay..."

Lu Chaokong's throat was stuck, and he didn't say anything for a while, so he lowered his head and kissed the boy's lips deeply.

He kissed for a long time, and Ji Shiyan's mind started to be dazed again just after waking up, and he lay dizzy and soft in Lu Chaokong's arms, leaning on the latter's arms to support his body.

It wasn't until the car stopped in the parking lot of the base that Lu Chaokong slowly let go of the boy.

"Smoke."

Lu Chaokong's voice was hoarse: "Yanyan, I love you too."

"Well."

Ji Shiyan huddled in his arms, with tears at the end of his eyes, his voice softened by the kiss, and a trace of complaint: "I can see, I can hardly breathe."

Lu Chaokong lowered his eyes and kissed the boy's eyes again.

Probably couldn't stand the dog food all the way, so Ji Wenying left the car keys and left.

Lu Chaokong opened the car door, went to the cab to pull out the car key, then returned to the back seat, and picked up the boy.

"I was really scared just now, and nothing got into my ears when I was hugged by you, so how did I deal with it in the end? Chi Nanjing and Chi Mian probably tried to rescue them but failed."

Now talking about Ji Shiyan's tone is very natural, not at all fleeing out of fear as Lu Chaokong imagined.

Thinking back carefully, Ji Shiyan didn't seem to be very nervous before he was brought to Ji Shiyan's cage by Chi Nanjing. It was only after he was threatened and pointed at by Chi Mian that Ji Shiyan became afraid. Trembling and loss of voice from extreme fear.

There was another wave of warmth in his heart, and Lu Chaokong stroked the soft back of the boy's neck: "Well. The police came to conduct a routine investigation, so everyone present was taken to question and record, but because I was considered a victim, and I hugged you, I was asked a lot. But what happened at the scene is actually very clear, I also have video and audio recordings, and I let them go after the investigation.”

"Video and audio?"

Ji Shiyan looked up, hesitated for a moment: "Did you bring it?"

"Ah."

Lu Chaokong said: "After chatting with Yan Yu yesterday, I found your mobile phone at the door of the CJ training room, and after Yan Yu saw someone log in to his Canyon account and sent you a message, I realized that it was Chi Nanjing's person I took you away, and made secret preparations while looking for you. I followed them because I wanted to find evidence to put Chi Nanjing in jail. No matter how powerful he is, our influence is not bad. It can't threaten our normal life, but I didn't expect Chi Mian to be more simple and rude."

"right."

Ji Shiyan grabbed the tip of Lu Chaokong's ear with one hand: "Chi Nanjing is dead, no one will want my life anymore, but... Chi Nanjing and Chi Mian are both dead, what should the Chi family do?"

"do not know."

Lu Chaokong was silent for a moment: "There are no immediate family members, but there will still be collateral families. Maybe Chi Nanjing has a will to someone, but now most of the family property has been in Chi Mian's hands. I don't know if Chi Mian committed suicide a long time ago. Preparation, it was a temporary idea, judging from his unaware state when he was called by Chi Nanjing, it was probably a temporary idea, and the will should not have been made, and his assets will be distributed to collateral relatives according to the law. "

Ji Shiyan bit her lower lip: "Then CJ..."

He suddenly straightened his upper body: "When I was by Chi Mian's side, I overheard Chi Mian's assistant report to him that his uncle or uncles did not support him in building a team. If his assets were distributed to collateral relatives, then Will CJ be distributed to them too, but they will definitely sell CJ..."

Lu Chaokong: "Yes, in theory. Don't worry about Yanyan, if they sell CJ, I'll buy it."

"what."

Ji Shiyan raised his face: "Yes, I can also buy it, after all, it is a place where I have stayed for so long."

Then he thought of something, and his tone suddenly felt a little embarrassed: "No, CJ is very expensive, I... I can't seem to afford it, then Lu Chaokong, I will sponsor you."

"Ah."

Lu Chaokong pinched the tip of his nose: "Okay, Yanyan."

But the fact is that they don't need to worry about this. When the two returned to the base, they were rushed over by the KPG people for inspection and greetings, and suddenly heard Tang Ping say that Yan Yu was looking for him.

Tang Ping already had a psychological shadow on the words "Yan Yu is looking for Lu Chaokong", and followed behind Lu Chaokong, trying to eavesdrop on what they were talking about and ensure safety, but as soon as Lu Chaokong went out, he closed the door behind him.

Yan Yu's face lost the usual gentle and steady smile, and he went straight to the point: "God Lu, what happened to Mr. Chi?"

Lu Chaokong was startled.

Although he was suppressing his inner emotions, Lu Chaokong could hear that Yan Yu's voice was choked with sobs, his eyes were in a trance and he couldn't believe it: "I... I received a call from Mr. Chi's lawyer in the afternoon, saying He left all the inheritance to me, and asked me whether to accept it or give it up. But...inheritance, why is it suddenly an inheritance..."