The whole e-sports circle is waiting for me to drop the horse

Ji Shiyan was taken aback.

His tone returned to calm: "Have you found it?"

"What if I say Huang Wei told me?"

Ji Shiyan looked at him: "Impossible."

Then he added: "I lied to Aunt Huang. She doesn't know that I'm calling Lu Chaokong. Don't blame her."

"Now you are still willing to believe that everyone is kind."

There was a flash of nostalgia in Chi Mian's eyes, but it quickly cooled down: "If you hadn't contacted Lu Chaokong, Chi Nanjing wouldn't have known that you were with me, so he wouldn't have attacked you."

Ji Shiyan didn't speak.

"Ji Shiyan, he thought it was me and my mother who killed his ex-wife, and he said that it would not make me feel better, including my love. After you died three years ago, Lu Chaokong desperately fought with the Chi family and suffered a loss. , ruined most of Chi Nanjing's family business, and Chi Nanjing has hated him ever since."

"Lu Chaokong is exactly the same as you. I always feel that people's hearts will not be extremely dark. It's ridiculous. The person I love and he is such a good opportunity. How could Chi Nanjing not attack you."

Ji Shiyan pursed her lips, looked at Chi Mian quietly for a moment, and then asked, "So does Lu Chaokong know about this?"

He could clearly see that Chi Mian's eyes had sunk a few degrees, covered by cumulus clouds faintly, but the latter tried hard to suppress it: "It has nothing to do with me."

"Pool sleep."

Ji Shiyan grabbed his arm: "This matter has nothing to do with him, can you tell him, I'm afraid...he..."

The second half of the sentence gradually disappeared. The peaceful chat with Chi Mian two days ago made Ji Shiyan almost forget that Chi Mian had the kind of deep-rooted hatred for Lu Chaokong.

For Chi Mian, he even wished that Lu Chaokong would die after knowing that he had been killed.

Ji Shiyan stopped talking, and slowly let go of Chi Mian's arm, feeling a little desperate in his heart.

"Ji Shiyan, I didn't sleep for three days and three nights and rushed here. I didn't want to hear you express your affection for another man in front of me. Every sentence in your mouth, which one is related to me, even a nanny is better than me. Is it high in your heart?"

Chi Mian opened the door of the villa, and said coldly: "I have been patient with you, don't force me to do something you don't want to see."

Then in front of Ji Shiyan, he slammed the door shut.

Ji Shiyan looked at the door that was closing heavily in front of his eyes, and suddenly wanted to laugh.

If it was Chi Mian from the previous life who said these words, he would definitely make waves and apologize in his heart, because at that time he did have the kindness to treat and take care of himself, and he also created a stage for himself to pursue his dreams.

But now, he just locked himself here through the unlawful party to provide delicious food and drink, and prevented his father from killing him because of him. Which one is not what he should atone for? Come to the sense of superiority and self-proclaimed affectionate ah.

Does he really feel that he and he can go back to the past?

One life, so many injuries to Lu Chaokong, missing a month for the KPG of the duo...

One stroke after another is full of bloody facts and hatred, like an abyss lying in front of the two of them, and it is impossible for Chi Mian to fill it up in this lifetime.

Ji Shiyan smiled, instead of following him into the villa, he turned around and walked towards the beach again.

He didn't bother to see how Chi Mian's people tortured those people on the boat. It's not like he didn't experience it in his previous life, and it was through Chi Mian's own hands.

He wandered slowly to the other side of the island, thanked the uncle solemnly, took the chopped coconut from the uncle, and while sucking the coconut juice, stepped barefoot on the sand.

In the past, Ji Shiyan used to sit on the beach some distance away from the sea and watch the sea. Today, for some reason, he didn't pull up his trousers, and just walked towards the sea step by step.

When Ji Shiyan got up in the morning, he was not in the mood to look at it at all, but now he found that the sunshine today was very good.

At a glance, there are no white clouds, and the blue sky is shining with fiery light.

It seems that this is the most dazzling day when Ji Shiyan came to the island.

Ji Shiyan didn't wear shoes, and the warm temperature of the sand came through the soles of his feet, as if his exposed skin was exposed to direct sunlight, it was so hot that he felt a little painful.

However, the sea water that occasionally rises to the ankles seems to never be able to be warmed up. It is still cold, relentlessly and continuously rushing to the beach, and then gradually receding.

It's really hot.

I stayed here for more than a month, and before I knew it, it was midsummer in July.

Ji Shiyan put down the coconut, followed the coolness, and walked towards the deep sea, his mind began to empty.

The regular season is almost over.

Lu Chaokong must still not be able to play. He had a 5-0 record when he left KPG. I don't know how it is now.

Thinking of Lu Chaokong, Ji Shiyan felt a throbbing pain in his heart, and the despair and panic from just now flooded his heart again, making him a little out of breath.

He didn't know what Lu Chaokong's current information was like, and he didn't know if Lu Chaokong was worried about him. He was even afraid that Chi Mian would tell Lu Chaokong that he was dead because he contacted Chi Nanjing and forced Lu Chaokong to commit suicide.

This idea is really absurd, but Ji Shiyan couldn't help thinking about its possibility.

That person Chi Mian has done everything. If Lu Chaokong dies, he will be imprisoned here forever. This motivation is simply a huge attraction for him.

Furthermore, the cooperation with Chi Nanjing broke down, and knowing that Chi Nanjing also held grudges against Lu Chaokong, both forces were guarding against him, and Lu Chaokong's hope of finding himself became increasingly slim.

The sudden desperation and helplessness almost overwhelmed Ji Shiyan, he began to tremble uncontrollably, and it became more and more difficult to breathe.

When his consciousness came back suddenly, he realized that he had walked a long distance towards the bottom of the sea without knowing it.

No wonder it was so cold, so sad, so suffocating.

Ji Shiyan was stunned for two seconds, and suddenly felt an urge to just sink to the bottom of the sea and fly back to Lu Chaokong's side.

But no.

He quickly told himself that Lu Chaokong was still waiting for him, and he must never give up before meeting him.

So Ji Shiyan tentatively took a step back slowly.

Take another step back.

However, the next moment, he suddenly stepped on a loose shell, and he fell backwards.

A large amount of cold water poured into his mouth and nose, and Ji Shiyan coughed violently due to choking, but he inhaled more water because of it.

He instinctively reached out to grab something, but of course it was fruitless, he could only watch himself sinking deeper and deeper.

don't want……

Lu Chaokong...

At that moment, Ji Shiyan burst out with a strong desire to survive, resisting the pain of suffocation, and turned over forcefully in the sea water.

His sanity was not clear anymore, his limbs gradually became cold and weak, and even appeared in front of his eyes... as if seeing Lu Chaokong's hallucinations.

The words Lu Chaokong suddenly stimulated Ji Shiyan again, and he swam forward with all his strength.

Ji Shiyan didn't know how long he persisted, in fact it wasn't long, but he felt that after a long time, he still couldn't see the shore.

His strength was almost exhausted, even biting the tip of his tongue could not lift his spirits, only coldness and numbness filled his body and mind.

Ji Shiyan was in despair, his only consciousness made him feel that he was slowly sinking to the bottom of the sea.

Exactly the same feeling as before dying in the previous life... It's not as painful as the previous life, only cold, tired, lax and powerless.

But Ji Shiyan's heart hurts.

He didn't dare to think, what would he do if Lu Chaokong didn't die but knew he was dead.

However, in the next second, Ji Shiyan was suddenly hugged by a person, and that person's strong arms brought him to the surface of the water. The moment he touched the oxygen, Ji Shiyan instinctively took a deep breath.

While breathing, he coughed violently, water seeped from his mouth and nose, and his eyes were closed tightly.

The man took him to swim towards the shore. Just as his skin was out of the cold water and touched the warm sand, his body didn't even respond to the touch and he was still shaking all over, when Ji Shiyan was suddenly slapped heavily A slap in the face.

He froze for a moment, the pain on the side of his face awakened some consciousness, and slowly opened his eyes.

After focusing his eyes for a while, he finally saw that Chi Mian was half kneeling in front of him, dripping from head to toe, and it was he who came to save him just now.

However, at this moment, his eyes were bright red, his expression was a bit ferocious, his right hand was tightly clenched into a fist, and his body was trembling.

"Ji Shiyan."

Chi Mian stretched out her hand, pinched Ji Shiyan's chin, and yelled at him, "You really dare to seek death! You fucking dare!!"

The eardrums were still buzzing, because Ji Shiyan's five senses hadn't recovered much from the drowning just now, and with his helpless eyes open, he stared blankly at Chi Mian.

"If you don't tell you about Lu Chaokong, you will commit suicide, won't you!! Take revenge on me with your life??"

The word "Lu Chaokong" brought back a lot of Ji Shiyan's consciousness. He slowly raised his hand, trying to push away Chi Mian's hand pinching his chin.

But it aroused Chi Mian's anger even more, he turned his backhand and grabbed Ji Shiyan's neck, gnashing his teeth: "What am I sorry for you?? Ji Shiyan, tell me what I am sorry for now so that you I’m looking for death right now?? You asked me to save him and I saved him, you asked me to buy you an iris and I brought it to you every time, you didn’t let me touch you, have I ever touched you??”

"I just didn't answer your question about Lu Chaokong, so you committed suicide. Do you like Lu Chaokong so much? Huh? Ji Shiyan, you love him so much?? Last time I was forced to save him with my life, this time I was forced to save him." I told him the news??"

"Ji Shiyan, you are so ruthless. If you don't follow your wishes for Lu Chaokong someday, you will have to die in my hands again, and you will be willing to take revenge on me with your own life, right?"

Just now she was worried about Ji Shiyan, after she came out of the villa, Chi Mian looked for him everywhere, but only saw Ji Shiyan's pair of shoes by the beach, and a figure floating with the waves in the deep sea.

At that moment, his heart was about to be crushed by panic, and his whole body was overwhelmed by fear. He rushed over like crazy, plunged into the sea and hugged Ji Shiyan out.

Fortunately.

Fortunately, there is still breathing.

Fortunately, his smoke has not yet drowned.

But as soon as he thought of the thin and helpless figure floating with the waves, the image of Shiyan dying in his arms in the previous century emerged in Chi Mian's mind, and he was once again swallowed by the feeling of losing him forever, which made him panic and uneasy. His heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe.

Fear and anger overwhelmed Chi Mian's last semblance of rationality. He tore off Ji Shiyan's collar, pressed the boy on the beach, and pushed himself on top of him.

Ji Shiyan suddenly opened his eyes wide, and pushed him desperately: "You are crazy Chi Mian, let me go...what are you going to do..."

"What am I going to do?"

Chi Mian sneered, but his voice was slightly trembling because of fear: "Fuck you. Ji Shiyan, anyway, you have the same attitude towards me whether I touch you or not. You only have Lu Chaokong in your heart, and you want to die for him." Looking for a living. Why should I be so patient."

He pressed Ji Shiyan's wrists with one hand, tore open the boy's shirt with the other hand, and then pulled down his pants.

"Don't... Chi Mian, let me go... Crazy, you are crazy..."

Usually Ji Shiyan's hand strength is not as good as Chi Mian's, not to mention that after drowning, his limbs became weaker and weaker, and he struggled desperately, but it was completely useless.

"Yes, I'm crazy, didn't you always know that?"

Looking at the boy's fair skin, Chi Mian's eyes deepened, and she felt that she was an idiot for not touching him in order to win back Ji Shiyan's heart.

He pressed Ji Shiyan's wrist tightly, ignoring the latter's trembling and struggling, leaned over and bit the latter's snow-white neck and collarbone, leaving deep hickey marks one after another.

"You commit suicide, you continue to seek death, anyway, you died in my hands, Lu Chaokong still won't get anything."

While unbuttoning his belt, Chi Mian uttered the coldest words: "Ji Shiyan, see if I will mutilate your body and throw it in front of Lu Chaokong."

As soon as the words fell, he suddenly felt that the boy in his arms was no longer struggling.

Chi Mian put down the last crimson kiss mark, raised her head, but met a pair of eyes that were unfamiliar to him.

——Ji Shiyan bit his lip and stared at him, tears rolled in his eyes and flowed down the side of his face, but the most extreme disgust and hatred burst out from his eyes.

Without the gratitude and concern of the past, without the peace and indifference of this period of time, there is only hatred, a hatred that is painful without words.

Even though he and Ji Shiyan knew that he and Ji Shiyan had reached this point, and understood the consequences of overpowering him, such a strong hatred still exceeded Chi Mian's expectations and deeply pierced Chi Mian's heart. Eye.

Before he was born again, when he wanted to act like this, he could only panic and plead.

Adding up the two lifetimes, Chi Mian has never seen such strong emotions in Ji Shiyan's eyes.

But it is hatred.

Hate for myself.

Chi Mian was stunned, and just stared blankly at Ji Shiyan's eyes for a long, long time until Chi Mian heard the sound of blood bleeding from the bottom of his heart.

Then, very slowly, he released the hand that was holding Ji Shiyan's wrist, and got up from him extremely stiffly.

But Ji Shiyan seemed unconscious, motionless, still staring at him.

Chi Mian didn't dare to look at his eyes anymore, it would make him repeat the emotions that were painful and unforgettable in his mind like a nightmare.

He fastened the belt with trembling fingers, took off his coat and put it on Ji Shiyan, his voice trembling: "Ji Shiyan, Lu Chaokong never knew about this. I knew you would be worried, so I didn't tell him. But you never bothered to give me a little trust."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked towards the villa.

After he left for a long time, Ji Shiyan's consciousness gradually returned to his senses.

He wanted to throw away Chi Mian's clothes, anything related to Chi Mian made him sick.

But his own clothes had been torn, and he couldn't find any clothes that could cover him on this endless beach.

He slowly got up from the beach, hugged himself tightly, and the tears could no longer be controlled.

Ji Shiyan knew that maybe Lu Chaokong's mood was worse than his own now, but he still couldn't control his feeling of missing him.

He thought he was strong enough, but he was still helpless when facing the enraged Chi Mian and reappearing the exact same scene as before his death in the previous life.

Tears fell more and more, until finally Ji Shiyan burst into tears.

He didn't know how long he had been crying here. He had just walked before the gate of hell, and he was already extremely exhausted, and he cried so hard that he almost fainted in the end.

The sun at noon was very good, and it dispelled the coldness of the body when it shone on the body, but it did not bring any warmth in the heart.

Ji Shiyan knew that Chi Mian was in the villa, he didn't dare and didn't want to go back, but he had nowhere to go.

The road ahead was a mess, and sure enough, what he was most worried about was about to happen. Chi Mian didn't touch him because he owed him a debt. Once he was exhausted, he would immediately take possession of his body.

Lu Chaokong didn't care, but he did.

How could Ji Shiyan be willing to let other people touch him when he already has someone he loves deeply and is in love with each other.

His tears had already dried up, and he opened his eyes in despair and helplessness in the darkness, his heart throbbing with pain.

He really misses Lu Chaokong.

I really miss Lu Chaokong.

Suddenly, Ji Shiyan even bitterly said to Lu Chaokong in his heart, if you don't come, I won't belong to you anymore.

Blaming so aggrievedly, his tears flowed down again, his voice became hoarse, but he still cried until he couldn't help sobbing softly.

While groggy, the roar of a helicopter engine suddenly came from not far away, and it was a bit noisy in this quiet world.

The deafening sound awakened Ji Shiyan's consciousness, and he hugged himself tighter, wondering if Chi Mian had left, but he didn't want to look at it at all.

However, a few minutes later, Ji Shiyan suddenly heard a strange but slightly familiar voice from above his head: "Shi Yan."

It's been a long time since anyone called him that.

Ji Shiyan was taken aback for a while, and then realized it after a while, and slowly raised his head.

The sunlight flooded into his eyes in an instant, making Ji Shiyan's eyes blank and he couldn't see anything.

He closed his eyes and opened them again after barely adapting to the strong light.

The first thing that catches the eye is a delicate necklace.

Half a heart of pure diamonds, embellished with crystals and gold powder, shines with dazzling brilliance under the refraction angle of the sun.

——It was the one that Ji Shiyan personally selected.

Ji Shiyan was stunned, staring at the necklace for a long time, and then raised his face blankly.

He saw that the person who acted as a driver for Lu Chaokong when he came out of Chimian's cage was one of the club's staff.

"Time words."

Ji Shiyan then heard him say: "Captain Lu asked me to take you home."