The whole e-sports circle is waiting for me to drop the horse

Ji Shiyan didn't know how long he had been standing there. After such a long time, those childhood memories came to mind one after another, but they seemed to be covered in smoke and could not be seen clearly.

But Ji Shiyan still tried his best to recall, as if he wanted to collect all the forgotten and lost good things, and piece together a complete past.

It wasn't until a childish voice sounded beside him: "Brother, why are you crying?" Ji Shiyan came back to his senses.

He was stunned for a moment, only to realize that he did not know when tears were streaming down his face, with teardrops falling from his eyelashes, blurring his vision.

Ji Shiyan raised his hand to touch the tears on his face, looked down, and saw a little boy with worried eyes tearing at the hem of his clothes.

"elder brother……"

The little boy looked up at him: "Are you okay?"

This "brother" seemed to bring Ji Shiyan back to the time when he was pestering his brother, and he couldn't help feeling emotional.

"I-I'm fine."

Ji Shiyan bit his lower lip, trying to swallow back his tears, and said to the boy, "Can you take me to your dean?"

He knew that this boy must be a child from an orphanage, but he didn't know that after such a long time, the amiable old home in the past took them to plant fruit trees and pick fruits, and would swing a fan leisurely on a rocking chair under the night sky and tell them stories Chang is still there.

"Okay."

There was a pure smile on the boy's face, and he took the initiative to take Ji Shiyan's hand: "Brother, I will take you there, brother, are you here to help us?"

When Ji Shiyan was in the orphanage, when someone who sponsored them or planned to adopt them came, the director would take that person to visit the orphanage and ask all the children to greet him politely.

——The life of the orphanage is not easy, especially since it is run by the old dean himself. The teachers have no income and only rely on the meager pension of the dean and the charity of these sponsors.

So the dean taught them that they must have a grateful heart for all comers.

Just like this kid, polite and warm.

Ji Shiyan didn't answer, but asked: "Your dean...what's your surname now?"

"Dean Sun!"

The boy said, from his brisk tone, it can be heard that he also respects and loves the old dean.

Ji Shi smoked for a while, then let out a long breath, his tense heart slowly fell back to the original place, fortunately, fortunately, the old man who treated him like a master and father did not leave.

He couldn't help but quicken his pace a little.

The boy pulled him and walked to an old-fashioned building next to the parking lot. He knocked on the door first: "Grandpa Sun! Grandpa Sun has a brother looking for you!"

An old but powerful voice came from the door: "Xiao Qiu, please come in."

The child named Xiaoqiu looked at Ji Shiyan: "Brother, Grandpa Sun is in a wheelchair, it's not convenient to come out to pick you up, you can go in directly."

"it is good."

Ji Shiyan rubbed his head: "Thank you, I'll just go by myself, you go and play."

Xiaoqiu understood what he meant, and understood that he might have a serious discussion with the dean, so she responded, "Goodbye, brother!"

Then he waved to him and ran away.

Looking at his leaving back, Ji Shiyan subconsciously raised the corners of her lips.

Abandoned at a very young age, he was adopted by an orphanage alone, knowing that he would be helpless since then, and would not have the capital to be willful. The children here are much more sensible and mature than those outside.

Except myself.

When Ji Shiyan was a child, he couldn't see the outside world clearly. The books here would not teach them that every child should have parents. Ji Shiyan thought that all children were the same as him and could live a good life alone.

This is one of the reasons why others don't like him.

——He is the most innocent child in the entire orphanage, because he has someone to rely on, and someone allows him to be self-willed and coquettish.

But that person, the person who gave him all the warmth and embrace...has been forgotten by him for many years.

"Is it Mr. Shi?"

Ji Shiyan was awakened by the sound from the room, and he quickly came back to his senses and walked in.

In the next second, his tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Time has never spared people, the old and strong grandfather also sat in a wheelchair, his hair was completely gray, his eyes behind the reading glasses were a little cloudy, and he was as thin as a stick, as if he could be blown away by a gust of wind.

Ji Shiyan's throat got stuck: "Grandpa..."

Dean Sun was obviously stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly said: "Hey, Mr. Shi, why are you crying, no...it should be me to thank you, don't cry..."

Seeing that he was about to take the crutch beside the table and force himself to stand up, Ji Shiyan hurried over and helped him back to the chair: "Grandpa, don't move, just sit down, I'm fine, I'm just a little .

"what."

Dean Sun patted his hand: "Mr. Shi...is he also an orphan?"

Thinking that Lu Chaokong would not be so specific, Ji Shiyan nodded.

Dean Sun's brows and eyes immediately softened a little: "Is that so, I was shocked, it's okay, you can grow up and have your own work and life, which is the greatest gratification for each of our teachers."

Ji Shiyan pursed her lips and nodded.

"By the way, I haven't thanked Mr. Shi for donating to us this time... Sigh, this kid Lu Chaokong always brings a large sum of money with him every time he comes back, and now he is dragging you to donate together..."

Ji Shiyan was startled: "What?"

"Ok?"

Dean Sun said: "Lu Chaokong said that you donated 100 million in the name of Ji Shiyan, didn't you...?"

"Ah... yes, yes."

There was a soreness in his heart, and Ji Shiyan slowly tightened his fingertips on the back of the wheelchair. He suddenly wanted to see Lu Chaokong.

"Thank you so much."

Dean Sun said: "Lu Chaokong said that Ji Shiyan is your idol, he...they..."

Ji Shiyan hurriedly asked: "What happened to them?"

Dean Sun sighed, and lowered his voice a little: "Oh, these two children, we smoke... It's too bitter, forget it, let's not mention it."

But Ji Shiyan grabbed his hand: "Grandpa, grandpa, I... No, grandpa, can you tell me the story of Lu Chaokong and Ji Shiyan? It's just... did they grow up together?"

As soon as the words came out, Ji Shiyan held his breath, and could hear the sound of his heart hitting his ear.

Dean Sun is still sighing: "Yeah, the two of them... Everyone can tell that Lu Chaokong likes Yanyan since he was a child, but Yanyan is good at it, and he will be gone if he doesn't... During that time, Lu Chaokong He would often come to me with wine, but he would cry while drinking himself."

It's really... Lu Chaokong.

It was really Lu Chaokong who accompanied and took care of me for 12 years.

The heart felt as if it had been stabbed severely, and the pain was so painful that it was hard to breathe.

Ji Shiyan's lips trembled, tears filled his eyes, and after a long delay, he continued: "Grandpa, that... that Chi Mian, do you know? Did he stay here for a while, as Lu Chaokong's identity."

Dean Sun didn't think about Ji Shiyan's out-of-control emotions. After all, knowing that his idol passed away, it's normal for fans to be in this state.

He sighed again, "Yeah".

Then he suddenly realized something, and quickly patted Ji Shiyan's hand: "This can't be said outside, it involves the internal secrets of the family, alas... They originally wanted to take Yanyan away, but the child Yanyan Can't see things clearly and can't take care of himself, and was taken to such a cold and ruthless big family..."

Dean Sun let out a long breath: "You also know that our orphanage is short of money. The Chi family gave us such a large sum of money that we couldn't refuse. Lu Chaokong didn't want them to take you away. There was no other way. He was still so young. , I went to find someone to make a deal with..."

Ji Shiyan froze there.

He couldn't hear Dean Sun's next words clearly. His mind was filled with the old story that the Chi family wanted to take him away, but Lu Chaokong took the initiative to find them to make a deal. These information were intertwined with memories, and kept churning in his brain.

After a long time, Ji Shiyan recovered and saw Dean Sun looking at him with concern.

"Forget it."

Dean Sun rubbed the back of Ji Shiyan's hand with rough fingertips: "Yanyan has been gone for so many years, and he will be very happy knowing that there are still fans like you who always miss him."

"Um……"

Ji Shiyan bit her lip: "Grandpa, I heard from Lu Chaokong that when I was young...they had a photo together, right?"

He almost forgot about it.

I am no longer the appearance of my previous life, and the only thing I can remember and commemorate that time is probably only this photo.

"there is."

Dean Sun said: "At that time, the photography technology was quite poor. It took a long time to recover the photo. I printed a copy for each child in the photo and sent them one by one, but the smoky ones didn't have a chance to give it out. gone."

He continued: "You can give it to you if you want it, and I will feel uncomfortable every time I see it here."

Ji Shiyan nodded immediately and said, "Thank you, Dean."

He took the photo and saw that he was hugging himself in his previous life, although he was immature, he could clearly identify it as Lu Chaokong, and he couldn't control his tears.

Ji Shiyan couldn't restrain his desire to see Lu Chaokong any more, so he put the photo next to him carefully, said goodbye to Dean Sun, and walked out of the dean's office.

His mind was full of Dean Sun's words and the picture in the photo, and he walked forward in a trance, and when he inadvertently raised his eyes, he was suddenly taken aback.

Lu Chaokong was standing under a tree not far away, with a slight smile on his lips, familiar tenderness in his eyes, and he was quietly looking this way.

The breeze blew up the hem of his clothes, and petals swirled and fell.

This picture is too familiar.

At that moment, Ji Shiyan suddenly realized that it seemed that Lu Chaokong was always silently waiting for him, from the past life to the present life, from the other side of the Forgotten River to the world of mortals.

He walked towards Lu Chaokong step by step. The distance was obviously very short, but Ji Shiyan felt that he had walked for a long time.

But it's also true, the length of two lives is a moment of opening and closing eyes for him, but it is despair and pain that can't be seen for Lu Chaokong.

Finally, when he was wrapped in the light fragrance that had accompanied him to sleep countless times, and when he could still see Lu Chaokong's deep but extremely gentle eyes in his blurred vision, Ji Shiyan's throat stuck, and tears gushed out like a bank.

"Lu Chaokong..."

Standing in front of Lu Chaokong, with his face upturned, he tightly clutched Lu Chaokong's collar. His voice was a little hoarse, but he still insisted on calling the latter's name over and over again, as if he wanted to express what he had missed, lost, and regretted before. Make it all up.

Lu Chaokong touched Ji Shiyan's face with his hand, and gently wiped away his tears: "Yanyan, don't cry."

I don't know if it was Lu Chaokong's tone or actions that touched Ji Shiyan's tears, but he couldn't bear it anymore, threw himself into Lu Chaokong's arms, and burst into tears.

It was Lu Chaokong who took care of him in the past 12 years, but it is still Lu Chaokong who pampered and pampered him in this life.

However, during the two years I paid, the care and rewards I thought I thought were given to a stranger.

Thinking about it this way, Ji Shiyan suddenly realized that he had never done anything to Lu Chaokong, but accepted everything he gave as a matter of course, such shocking and long-lasting tenderness and love.

Lu Chaokong's voice did not come from above his head again, and Ji Shiyan no longer thought about what his strange behavior would make Lu Chaokong suspect, nor did he think about why Lu Chaokong would cry with him so peacefully.

He cried out of breath in Lu Chaokong's arms, and apologized to Lu Chaokong while crying: "I'm sorry, Lu Chaokong, I shouldn't get angry at you, I'm sorry, Lu Chaokong, I'm sorry..."

Lu Chaokong raised his hand, and gently pressed Ji Shiyan's lips with his slender and cold fingertips.

"do not do that."

He said, "Smoke."

Ji Shiyan was stunned.

He opened his eyes wet with tears, and just stared at Lu Chaokong in a daze.

The warmth in the latter's eyes has not changed at all, and there is also a light smile on his lips, which seems to further confirm that his sentence "Yanyan" is not a slip of the tongue after drinking, it is not a thought deep in his heart, and it is not... I became a substitute for the phantom of the previous life.

At that moment, Ji Shiyan seemed to hear some cracking sound, and collapsed deep in his heart.

——Probably because of the instinctive panic and resistance to the word "Yanyan" in my heart, and the high wall built for self-protection.

When he saw Lu Chaokong opened his lips, the tears that had just stopped flowing down the side of his face again, but he opened his mouth before Lu Chaokong.

"Lu Chaokong, I have something... I want to tell you."

Lu Chaokong paused.

He and Ji Shiyan looked at each other for a moment, and their brows and eyes suddenly became softer: "Say it."

"I don't know if you already know, but I—"

His words stopped abruptly.

Lu Chaokong suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth.

Ji Shiyan was startled, then slowly opened his eyes wide.

He found that Lu Chaokong's expression turned cold at some point.

The next moment, before Ji Shiyan could react at all, he was blocked by Lu Chaokong.

A figure strode over, grabbed Lu Chaokong's collar, and said in a cold voice with extreme anger, "Lu Chaokong, how dare you fucking bring this bitch here."

The moment he saw Chi Mian, Ji Shiyan's heart was suddenly gripped tightly by fear.

It wasn't the fear of Chi Mian, but the fear after a while. He didn't dare to think about what he would face if Chi Mian heard what he said just now, and if Chi Mian knew that he was Ji Shiyan.

"Yanyan, go wait for me in the car."

Lu Chaokong dodged Chi Mian's fist and put the car keys into Ji Shiyan's hand: "Be obedient."

Ji Shiyan wanted to say something, but saw that Chi Mian threw another punch at Lu Chaokong, and at the same time came to pull him.

He bit the tip of his tongue, using the pain to gather a little energy, knowing that he would only hinder Lu Chaokong's affairs here, so he immediately ran towards the car.

Ji Shiyan got into the passenger driver and locked all the doors behind his back.

Turning around the corridor, he couldn't see clearly what was going on there, he could only hear the sound of his heart beating violently, hitting his ear again and again.

Ji Shiyan was restless, his palms were already sweating, and the short ten minutes seemed as long as 1 years.

After a long time, Lu Chaokong came back, and Ji Shiyan hurriedly went to see him.

"I am fine."

Lu Chaokong said: "The principal came out to save the siege. Chi Mian brought someone with him. I don't know if he will go crazy. Let's go directly."

He started the car, slammed the steering wheel, and with a bang of the accelerator, the sports car rushed out.

He said it was all right, but Ji Shiyan still noticed that Lu Chaokong's face was pale, his lips were bloodless, his hand holding the steering wheel was not very stable, and there were faintly bulged veins.

Ji Shiyan kept staring at Lu Chaokong, feeling a sense of uneasiness in his heart, and his heart beat a little flustered.

"Lu Chaokong..."

His voice trembled uncontrollably: "Lu Chaokong, are you okay?"

The orphanage is on the other side of the mountain, and the driveway is a mountain road, with a cliff on one side and a high mountain on the other.

Lu Chaokong didn't dare to drive fast, he held the steering wheel tightly, and took the time to pass the phone to Ji Shiyan: "It's okay. Take the phone and be ready to call the police at any time."

Ji Shiyan's body trembled, and the uneasiness gradually grew bigger and bigger.

The car fell into silence, only the sound of the accelerator pedal and the howling wind rang in my ears.

Suddenly, Lu Chaokong's cell phone rang, and the unexpected ringing startled Ji Shiyan, who almost threw the cell phone out.

When he looked again, Ji Shiyan really wanted to throw away his phone.

Lu Chaokong looked at the phone number on the bluetooth screen, pursed his lips: "Pick it up."

Ji Shiyan's fingers paused for a long time before he pressed the switch stiffly.

Chi Mian's voice was extremely cold, with gnashing of hatred and hatred, filled every air molecule through the car's Bluetooth, and was infinitely amplified by the ears.

"Lu Chaokong, do you know what this bitch took?!"

"You are so fucking disgusting. You keep saying that you like Ji Shiyan, but you just bring a counterfeit product to Ji Shiyan's place, and let him take away what belongs to Ji Shiyan."

Lu Chaokong was startled.

"I've endured you for long enough, Lu Chaokong. I've given you permission to be with Ji Shiyan's counterfeit product. You're not satisfied yet, and you want him to replace everything about Yanyan. Huh? What the hell? Are you tired of living?"

"You wait for me, both of you wait for me, if you can get out of here alive today, my surname is not Chi."

"If you have any conscience, stop the car and give me that little bitch, and I'll let you go—"

Lu Chaokong cut off the phone directly.

Ji Shiyan opened his eyes wide, pressed the photo in his pocket tightly, looked at Lu Chaokong with panic and helplessness, and was about to lose his voice: "Lu..."

"Don't be afraid."

Lu Chaokong's voice was still steady, reassuring just like him: "I'm here, Yanyan."

He didn't ask Ji Shiyan what he took.

Not to mention that this is originally Ji Shiyan's thing, even if it is something else, he will not question the people around him because of the suspicion of outsiders.

The dead silence returned to the air. After a while, Ji Shiyan stretched out his hand and slowly stroked Lu Chaokong's arm.

He wanted to use the temperature of the touch to reassure himself, but before he touched Lu Chaokong, his whole body shook violently with the car.

An off-road vehicle was oncoming, and it went straight towards the car that landed in the air like out of control.

Lu Chaokong's subconscious reaction was to hit the right direction to avoid the off-road vehicle, but within a tenth of a second he suddenly realized that if he swung to the right, it would be Ji Shiyan who hit the cliff.

——This also suits Chi Mian's wishes.

Lu Chaokong didn't have time to think about whether the loss of control of the off-road vehicle was a coincidence or man-made, but suddenly turned back in the blink of an eye, using his own side to meet the off-road vehicle heavily.