After being dressed as a scumbag, I rescued myself by pampering my wife [Quick Transmigration]

* 10.20

I don't know if it's dawn or dark outside, it's chaotic, my mother didn't come back, I seem to have a fever, and I have no strength.

Jumped off the bed, opened the door and went out, and saw that my father had come home. My mother always wanted him to come home. Every time he came back, my mother would not beat him for several days.

He will warm up the meals and tell him bedtime stories.

"Dad..." The little boy's voice was soft and nasal, and it sounded more and more loving. When he stepped on his feet and saw his father typing on the computer, he acted coquettishly, "Daddy hug..."

"It's time to wake up!" The man pushed the glasses and smiled, picked up the child, pointed to a series of chat records on the computer screen, and explained to the little boy.

"Do you know what this is?" he asked with a smile.

"What?" The little boy was very cooperative, blinking his big round eyes.

"This is your mother Xiaolu!" The man was still smiling.

But the little boy stopped talking, quietly put his little hands on his knees, his face pouted angrily, trying to get off his father's lap awkwardly.

"She is not a mother, Aunt Xiaolu is an aunt! Mom is a mother!"

As soon as his words fell to the ground, they exploded like falling cannons, and fireworks rushed all over him.

"Xiaolu's mother is your mother!" The man suddenly lifted the little boy's collar and threw it on the ground, with his face on the ground, kicking his head with his comfortable slippers.

At that time, it seemed that I was only nine years old...

* 10.21

He was ill for several days in a row, and his soul was ups and downs during the past few days, and he was stubbornly dragged up when he was about to fall. God didn't want him to die.

He was suddenly picked up, slipped up from the ankle, swung back and forth, hit his head on the bed, and heard his mother's exclamation.

"Why doesn't the baby talk? Is the baby dead?? Baby wake up!!"

The head hit every hard object hard and hard, and miraculously, I didn't bleed or faint again.

Mother's crying was loud and piercing, and her cold hands twitched violently.

"Mom..." Shi Yang almost squeezed the word between his teeth, and the world became quiet.

"Zai Zai woke up, Zai Zai!! My good Zai Zai!!" Hugging her, her cold lips kissed her forehead and cheeks, even tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes.

"Mom... I hurt..."

* 11.10

The weather was fine today, and it was rare for my mother to be sober. She hugged herself and went to play in the garden outside. She brought the dog, dear Prince Bizabu.

Mother was holding the swing, she smiled happily, gently slapped the ashes off his legs when she fell down, and kissed gently on the eyelashes.

When my mother is awake, she loves her the most. I can see the envy in the eyes of passing children, because my mother is a gentle and beautiful woman...

* 11.25

He's crazy!He brought his mistress home and made out in front of his mother. He beat her and slammed her head against the wall. The woman was laughing.

I cried for a long time, but no one came to hug me. The only person who could give me warmth was knocked against the hard surface with his head.

The blood flowed on the ground, the first time I rushed to bite his hand, I was dead, oh, I lost my teeth at that time, I only had two front teeth, and I still bit him and grinned.

Funny, right?

My mother was pushed into the ambulance, and the house was empty. It was like he forgot my existence. I ate all the food in the house by myself, and was taken back by Grandma Li.

She gave me a bite of food and told me to go with her if there was no one at home.

* 12.1

My mother never came back. I heard from grandma that she was crazy and was beaten again by that man. In front of all the doctors, grandma still took good care of me.

When will mom come back...I miss her so much...

I really want not to be protected by her, I want to protect her...

* 12.3

A very strange thing happened today. Grandma has always been the only one at home. She touched my little brother today. It's so disgusting.

Grandma said she likes me, but I really don't like this kind of liking.

My mother came back, and I was so happy. On the second day, she picked me up, but her eyes were so strange. She said she would celebrate my tenth birthday.

* 12.13

Today is my birthday, I got up early and changed into new clothes, my mother hugged me tenderly, my father didn't come back, and I didn't want him to come back.

My mother bought me a very big birthday cake. I couldn’t finish it all by myself. My mother hugged me and said that there will be many people who like it in the next hour. I am the cutest child.

I fell asleep in my mother's arms that day, and maybe I will still fall asleep in her arms again.

* 12.20

When I opened my eyes, I felt that there was no light around me. The area in front of my eyes was dark without any light. I kept calling my mother, but no one answered me.

oh.It should be there, I answered it myself, the voice echoed against the iron wall, "Mom, Mom" ​​rang out.

Kind of scary.

I don't know how long after that, it seemed like a lifetime, I seemed to see a ghost.

One by one lying in the darkness in the corner trying to kill me, I was never afraid of these things, but I was a little timid at that time, I was afraid that I would be killed, why didn't my mother come to pick me up?

It’s been a month now, I feel like I can only breathe, my chest is stuck to my back, my stomach is no longer twitching, it’s an electric drill going down, digging big holes in the ground one after another, he himself Dropped in and there was nothing.

My hands would still twitch unconsciously, and the clothes on my back were soaked in cold sweat, and I began to cry all the time.

At first it was sobbing softly, but I seemed to hear countless voices laughing shrillly, and after laughing, they cried with me.

Later, their crying became louder and I screamed like desperately, I wanted to drive them away, it was so annoying...

I didn't expect anyone to save me, I was supposed to die here, with all the ghosts waiting to take my life.

Then the door was pushed open, the light was so dazzling, fresh air came in, I saw the face of the man at the door, I was very disgusted, like looking at a piece of garbage, my heart was torn more painful than my body.

A woman came in and carried me out. She was estimated to be 40 years old. She was Aunt Liu who took care of my life after that.

* 1.30

More than a month has passed since those days, and today is New Year's Eve. Aunt Liu bought a lot of dishes and said she would make up for me, but I still want to know where my mother went and why she didn't come to pick me up.

I don't seem to have ever blamed her, even if I was locked in such a dark place, I don't blame her, I love her very much, she has always been gentle, because she met such an unbearable man.

I see the withering of a flower.

* 1.2

That man came back with that woman, and she actually held a child in her arms. I stared fiercely, but suddenly wanted to throw the child to the ground hard, hard.

I hate them.

I hysterically asked where my mother had gone. He was so annoyed by me that he slapped me and called me a white-eyed wolf.

Said that I was locked up in the basement by that woman for so long, since I didn't remember beating, and said that it was the result of him rescuing me, I still bit back.

Talking about farmers and snakes, talking about nonsense, very perfunctory, and then he said——

"Your crazy mother has long been thrown into a mental hospital!!"

Mental hospital.

At that time, I didn't know where it was. I felt like a prison, and some people were tightly included in it, and I couldn't break free.

* 2018.5.6

It’s been a long time since I wrote. It’s been a good time, neither sad nor difficult. He came here today and brought a little boy. He looks about ten years old. He has changed a lot in the past few years and experienced a lot of vicissitudes.

He looked at me, smiled and pushed the little boy in front of me: "This is your brother..."

I almost threw up.

There's nothing wrong with that kid, he just looks like he hasn't suffered, but I just hate him, I've never been loved, and I'm kind of jealous.

It took him and me a long time to explain the reason for coming: "My brother is also pitiful, Xiaolu's mother has passed away, please take your brother with you..."

Why.

I laughed, raised the water glass and splashed him in the face, they were the ones who killed my mother in the mental hospital, what right do I have to ask him now?

I ran out, stopped a car from the side of the road, and got on the plane to South Korea without hesitation...

* 2021.4.8

I debuted.

As a star, standing in the spotlight, all the eyes, everyone calling my name, I felt loved for the first time, and my mother was right.

It's time to close.

Will be loved by many, many people in the future.

Really...

* 8.1

Another teammate came to the team, his name was Fu Kun, he was so tall, it was the first time I saw someone so tall, he was half a head taller than me, he had a bad smile, and was always lazy.

When he first came in, everyone was very polite. He didn't communicate with us very much, and he just slept every day.

He came down to lie down after dinner with messy hair. In the later live broadcast, he was scolded for no reason. Cheng Cheng asked him to pass a water glass, but he ignored him. help yourself.

But I just think he has a personality, so he doesn't need to please anything, and he is afraid of losing something.

For cheap love, he will never keep it. I remember he said, pulling me in the aisle.

"There are some loves that you know you can't keep, and everything to keep them is a humble act."

He left after speaking, his back was so chic, he didn't care about anything.I suddenly wanted to play with him, I really like his character...

* 10.1

It was a live broadcast today, and he suddenly talked to me a lot. He stared at me with bright eyes, and I felt that everything was unreal, like a dream, especially when he opened his eyes.

I see eyes as beautiful as my mother's.

Touching my head, smiling very gently, teasing me, I think we can get along well.

By the way, he also warmed milk for me. I hated the taste at first, but he warmed it very sweet and kept warming my stomach.

I am so thankful to have met such a wonderful person as him...

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Suddenly, Shi Yang and Fu Kun seemed to exist in this world alive, could they be in a certain corner?