The little fox does not want to hide the cub

"It turns out that Ah Xue still has such entanglements with the emperor's uncle."

After returning to the East Palace, Li Ruan told Jiang Shen exactly what he had heard from Lin Jianxue.

Retelling the story again, Li Ruan still felt a little sad. He curled up on the bed and buried his head in the quilt.

"He really isn't a good person." Li Ruan muffled, "I knew he wasn't a good person."

Jiang Shen sighed helplessly.

He leaned against the head of the bed and rubbed the back of the boy's neck: "So, you started to doubt me?"

"I'm not doubting you." Li Ruan rubbed against Jiang Shen, and whispered hesitantly, "I'm just..."

Jiang Shen: "Are you afraid?"

Li Ruan's eyes flickered.

Maybe it's because of fear.

He likes Jiang Shen so much, what should he do if Jiang Shen treats him like this.

Just thinking about it like this makes Li Ruan feel so uncomfortable that he can't breathe.

"I used to think that liking someone should be a very happy thing." Li Ruan's voice was very low, with a little sadness, "but liking someone has to worry about a lot of things."

Like, always accompanied by anxiety, fear, worry about gain and loss.

Afraid that things will become different from what he imagined, afraid that all the good things in front of him will end one day, afraid of... losing.

This is a feeling Li Ruan has never had before.

It's not a good feeling at all.

Jiang Shen laughed lightly, even out loud.

Li Ruan raised his head displeased: "Don't laugh, why are you so heartless."

How could this man still laugh when he was hurt like this?

Jiang Shen laughed even more presumptuously, he laughed sullenly twice before he managed to hold back: "I didn't do it on purpose, I just..."

Just couldn't hold back.

Jiang Shen leaned over and embraced that soft body, and rubbed the tip of his nose affectionately: "You finally admit that you like me?"

Li Ruan was a little angry, and hummed: "I always liked you."

"It's different." Jiang Shen seemed very happy, and kissed him again, "You like me very much now."

Li Ruan still felt angry, but her heart softened after being kissed by him, and she turned away from looking at him: "Then think that I like you very much, no, I don't like you that much, just a little more than before."

"Okay, it's just a little too much." Jiang Shen suppressed the smile on his face and asked seriously, "Then will you regret it?"

Li Ruan: "Huh?"

Jiang Shen rubbed his temples and cheeks, with a gentle tone: "I like me, and I caused myself to become like this, do you regret it?"

Li Ruan stopped talking.

There are many people in the world who are always very casual when talking about love and hate, as if they can easily make heavy promises without thinking.But when Li Ruan answered these questions, she was always very cautious and had to think carefully for a long time.

And this time, he thought longer than usual.

After a long time, Li Ruan replied softly: "I don't regret it."

The time he experienced after getting acquainted with Jiang Shen, the happiness brought by liking someone, was something he had never experienced in his long life, it was a very, very beautiful experience.

Even if he will pay a terrible price for it in the future, he will not regret it.

"Look, isn't this the answer?" Jiang Shen lay back to his original place, gently stroking Li Ruan's vest with his palm, "Before I fell in love with you, I never bothered about this. Others come to depend on me, so how can I beg them. But, you are making me so troubled now."

He sighed softly: "Every day I worry that you will feel that the world is boring, and that I will be boring. If you are with me, you might as well go back to the mountains and continue to practice...you will worry me to death."

Li Ruan looked up at him.

"But I don't regret it either." Jiang Shendao, "Perhaps liking is just like that. It is destined to be accompanied by these troubles. I am willing to accept it."

Li Ruan asked: "Then we can only continue to worry like this?"

"That's not true." Jiang Shen hugged the person in his arms tighter, and said in a gentle voice, "I can continue to worry, but you don't have to."

"Stupid fox, I won't treat you like that."

"How can I be willing to..."

It's just like this now, seeing his little fox feeling unwell due to pregnancy, he felt extremely distressed, how could he be willing to hurt him again.

"Why can't you bear it?" Li Ruan lowered his head and said in a very low voice, "Mingming likes to make me cry so much on the bed, his voice is hoarse from crying."

Jiang Shen: "..."

He knew that he couldn't talk to the little fox well.

Jiang Shen didn't know whether to laugh or cry, turned over and pulled the person to lie down: "That's different, you're obviously comfortable too."

He embraced the boy's waist, and with a strong force that would not make the little fox feel uncomfortable, he carefully pressed the boy into his arms, making it impossible for him to break free an inch: "I just want to say, don't worry about whether I will will change."

"Because I won't."

Jiang Shen stared at him with an unprecedented seriousness: "As I said, people's hearts are changeable. I really have no way to prove to you that I will never change this matter. I think maybe there is only time, only we have been together for a long time After that, it will be long enough for this heart to stop beating before I can prove to you that forever."

"But before that, I still hope you can trust me more."

He sighed softly, and lightly stroked Li Ruan's hair on the temples: "I have worked so hard to bring you back to the world, but if you face more troubles than happiness, I will really regret it."

His little fox should be as free as they were when they first met, with nothing in mind.The little fox is willing to change for him and become more and more human, he is very happy.But it would be selfish if this change made him no longer happy.

"Don't regret it." Li Ruan broke free from his embrace suddenly, climbed onto Jiang Shen and pressed him down, "I like to come to this world, I like the time I'm with you, you don't have to regret it."

Jiang Shen suddenly lost the soft heat source in his arms, and subconsciously wanted to hug him again, but Li Ruan pressed his arm, unable to move at all.

"..."

Jiang Shen closed his eyes: "I just said that, I don't mean to regret it."

After a pause, he added, "I don't intend to send you back either."

"Oh..." Li Ruan's grip on him loosened, and Jiang Shen was finally able to reach out to hug him again.

Jiang Shen's words just now were not false, he was indeed worried and uneasy all the time.So even when he fell asleep, he was used to hugging people tightly in his arms, so that the little fox couldn't break free from his arms. It seemed that only in this way could he feel more at ease.

But only now did he understand that it wasn't that Li Ruan couldn't break free, it was that this person didn't intend to break free.

If the little fox doesn't want him to hug him one day, he probably won't be able to touch him.

"It's such a powerful little monster, what are you worried about?" Jiang Shen was in a complicated mood.He took the quilt and wrapped the boy tightly in his arms until only his head was left outside, so he felt a little relieved.

He said sourly again: "No matter how you think about it, I should be the one to worry."

Li Ruan buried her head in the quilt.

He hasn't thought about the matter clearly yet, he doesn't know how to comfort Jiang Shen.

He is probably the most cunning and selfish fox in the world. He obviously doesn't know if he can never leave Jiang Shen, but he coaxes Jiang Shen into giving him so many promises.

But he didn't want to make a promise casually before he thought about it, that would be very irresponsible.

Jiang Shen didn't need his comfort either.

Before Li Ruan fell into the almost unsolvable vicious circle of logic again, he pulled him back: "Okay, don't think about it, after playing outside all day today, aren't you tired enough?"

"Originally there was a little bit." Li Ruan said.

But after hearing so many things, I suddenly didn't want to sleep.

Can't sleep well either.

Li Ruan was so bound by Jiang Shen that he couldn't move, he could only stick his head against Jiang Shen's neck, and asked, "Then what shall we do next?"

Jiang Shen: "What should I do?"

"It's Uncle Huang—" Li Ruan was stunned for a moment, then raised his head abruptly, "Oh, I forgot to ask Ah Xue if Uncle Huang was behind the scenes to kill someone."

Just now outside King Su's mansion, Ashe just finished telling the story between him and Jiang Chengzhou, and then left.At that time, Li Ruan was only concerned with being angry and sad, and forgot to ask a few more questions.

Li Ruan wailed in frustration: "My brain..."

He didn't become smart at all, Jiang Shen was just trying to comfort him before.

Jiang Shen laughed, and hugged him tightly, not letting him roll around on the bed: "It's okay not to ask, the answer is already obvious."

If the strange disease in the villages outside the capital was not related to Jiang Chengzhou, how could Lin Jianxue, who had been hiding from the world for many years, go to remind Jiang Shen on purpose.Moreover, according to Lin Jianxue's own statement, Jiang Chengzhou was reminded of his previous life more than ten years ago and made him crazy for more than ten years. In his heart, he has paid off what that person did to him back then.

Now he does not want to have too much entanglement with that person, if not for other reasons, why would he come to the mortal world now.

"You mean to say that when the emperor comes back this time, he still wants to fight for the throne?" Li Ruan asked.

Jiang Shen shook his head: "I can't tell."

Lin Jianxue said that in the past, Jiang Chengzhou never thought of fighting for the throne, but now, he has the memory of the former emperor, and after more than ten years, no one knows what he will think.

What purpose he came back this time, and what plan he had, was unknown.

"At least, Ah Xue helped us tonight," Jiang Shen said.

Li Ruan didn't understand: "What do you mean?"

Jiang Shen smiled: "Because he drove Uncle Huang crazy again. Uncle Huang's insanity attack, I don't know how long it will take for him to fully wake up, at least during this time, he can't do anything."

"In short, we still have time, just check slowly."

"But it's too troublesome."

Li Ruan wanted to get up while talking, but Jiang Shen hurriedly wrapped her up: "What are you going to do?"

"I flew to Changming Mountain to ask Ah Xue, he must know what the emperor will do next." Li Ruan said.

Jiang Shen: "..."

Jiang Shen's quilt was tightly wrapped, and Li Ruan struggled to get rid of it, and he didn't want to tear the quilt, so he coaxed him in a low voice: "Let me go, the business is important, you don't want to know what the emperor is going to do." ?"

"It's in the middle of the night..." Jiang Shen gritted his teeth, and said patiently, "Uncle Huang's previous attitude, Axue must be part of his plan. If Axue really knows what he is going to do , will it just be so simple to stimulate him and delay his plan?"

Li Ruan blinked.

"Besides, if the matter is really so important, how could he not tell you today?" Jiang Shen pinched his cheek lightly, "Do you think he is as confused as you, and forgot about the matter halfway through his speech? ?”

Li Ruan: "That's right..."

But he still hesitated: "Are you really not asking?"

Jiang Shen took a deep breath: "It seems that you are really not tired at all."

He tore away the quilt that was tightly wrapped around the young man, and before the other party could react, he bit on the other party's lips.

Li Ruan took a painful breath, looked up at him: "What are you doing?"

"Pretend." Jiang Shen looked at him with a smile, "You can't guess what I'm going to do?"

"...help you vent your excess energy."

This is always the best way to deal with the little fox, because soon, he will have no time to think about those messy things.

After a while, even the strength to speak may not be left.

In the middle of the night, Jiang Shen hugged the young man who was exhausted and fell asleep, his brows were full of satisfaction.

The boy was made to cry by him again tonight, while weeping, he was still accusing Jiang Shen of lying, and he clearly promised that he would never bully him.Jiang Shen couldn't hold back for a while, and bullied him even more.

Until now when he fell asleep, his eyes and nose were still red.

Jiang Shen watched him in the dark, watched for a while, then sneaked up to kiss him again.

Kiss his forehead, kiss his wet eyelashes, kiss his soft cheeks and lips.

He never thought that he would like someone so much, so much that he was willing to give up those boring dignity and identity for him, so much that he was not afraid of the unknown consequences.

Those troubles caused by liking are real, but happiness is also real.

Besides, the little fox likes him too.

Jiang Shen thought about it, and suddenly smiled foolishly.

That's great, the little fox likes him too.

very nice.