He fell in love with the student council

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In fact, when Tianqing knew that he had different feelings for Lan Yueming since his freshman year, he still didn't quite know what it was like, maybe it was just friendship, or the kind of friendship he cared about, but after these two years Tianqingshang was quite clear in his heart, especially when he learned that Lan Yueming also liked him, he had no way to express his feelings at all. The reason why he drank so much wine that day was that he was digesting This surprise that he didn't expect, on the other hand, he is also struggling, he doesn't know whether he should run away or continue to live according to his own ideas.

He couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't ask others, yes, who to ask, who could give him an answer?Does he like boys?No, he played ball together, did things together, played the piano together, there were boys everywhere, even taking a bath together, changing clothes together, watching short movies together, and he didn't feel any special reaction, but only to Lan Yueming, he He will be jealous, he will be moved a little bit because he is close to him, he will be complacent because others praise him, and he will collect his photos and store them in his mobile phone.So he drank a lot that day, and he wanted to get himself drunk. Even when he was drunk, he was still thinking about how to restrain himself, after all, he didn't like it that much.

But when he was half-drunk and half-awake, Lan Yueming carried him on his back, and at that moment he knew that he couldn't escape. If he really ignored himself at all, it might really fade away slowly, but he had to be right. He is so good, he is very angry, angry why he has been muddled for two years before he knows the truth, this is precious time, he is also angry why Lan Yueming is not braver, why he does not persist, let himself waste so much It took a long time, but fortunately, when he came to his senses, he didn't go far, this idiot, so, that day, Tianqing unconsciously bit him, he should really teach him a lesson, so that he will never forget it for the rest of his life. no.He wanted to bite him to bleed blood and bite off the flesh, but he couldn't bear it, so he slowly let go of his mouth, fell asleep slowly, and even had a dream, in which he looked at Lan Yueming in such a daze , his eyes are beautiful, his lips are soft, so real Lan Yueming can be touched with hands, his waist is very thin and smooth, his legs are against his own legs, his hands are holding his own Face, he kept calling his name.

Every time Tianqing thinks about this place, he can't control his little friend. If it wasn't for the loose pants he was wearing, he probably wouldn't be able to carry it.I used to think about Lan Yueming as an emotional memory, to feel how kind he was to me and how handsome he was, but since I had that dream, I always have some physiological reactions every time.Tianqingshang would feel ashamed and funny every time this time, and didn't even give a shit, and didn't know what was going on with his impulsiveness, if it was just imagining, it would be too nympho.

So Tianqingshang decided to let him go and learn to accept. He has always been like this, don't fight against fate. Maybe what he lacks is Lan Yueming's confession. He thinks that if he really confesses himself, he will definitely agree. of.But if Lan Yueming didn't confess his love, he probably wouldn't take the initiative to express it for the rest of his life.So leave everything to time, as for the secular world, let's figure out a way when the time comes.

I am in a particularly good mood today. Tianqingshang feels that I am in a completely different state from what I was at school. Sometimes people have many masks, and they will wear different masks in different environments. At school, Tianqingshang always has a little concern , maybe out of the school environment, in a place where not many people know, Tianqingshang just wants to let go of all defenses today, don't think about any results with Lan Yueming, and have fun for a day.

The playground in my childhood impression was actually not very fun. I don’t know how many times I have been to Tianqingshang since I was a child, but today it makes people look forward to it.