He fell in love with the student council

Tianqingshang has always had a strange feeling towards Lan Yueming. Ever since Chi Hui showed him the letter written by Lan Yueming to Chi Hui in freshman year, Tianqingshang felt a pang in his heart. Yueming has a different feeling, he actually knows that the real break between himself and Lan Yueming is not because of the dress, nor because he likes Chi Hui, but because he can't accept his feelings.

Tianqingshang is a person who knows how to stop losses. He feels that before the situation is beyond the point of no return, he keeps telling himself that he must let go of this matter. Maybe he is so proud that he doesn't want anyone to see him. Vulnerable, especially Lan Yueming.

Maybe if Lan Yueming really went after Chi Hui, he would only give blessings, and he always felt that he might really be only because of his loneliness to Lan Yueming.

But I don't understand why, this guy Lan Yueming always breaks into his life without a second, from freshman to junior year, what exactly does he want from me?From the time when he was penniless in his freshman year, Tianqingshang swore that he would rely on himself in the future and would never rely on anyone else. It's a life-and-death war. He lived alone since he was a child. He didn't understand too much. They are all parents, and he also has parents, but why is he always alone?Tianqing scolded many nannies away. He was still hanging out at 12 o'clock in the middle of the night and didn't want to go home. He even went downstairs to play football with the girl who confessed to him. When others came home, he said that he would never play with him again. In the first year of junior high school, he dragged a group of people to eat at the night market and play billiards, because all he had was the money his parents gave him.

It wasn't until he was learning the piano in a piano store and met a boy who learned the piano with him that he seemed to feel a little bit alive. At that time, it was the second year of junior high school. Tianqing really understood the discord between his parents. More ignorance, incomprehension, and fear.That boy went to technical secondary school, he was a bit smart, he sang well, and he always liked to laugh. At that time, Tianqingshang was pessimistic. He always felt that he would be abandoned soon, especially after his father moved out, but he also Always pretending not to care, the boy was stunned when he went to Tianqingshang’s house for the first time, and the wall was filled with dissatisfaction, hatred and death written with different colors of watercolor pens. Perhaps salvation began at that time.He accompanied him almost every day without going to class. Maybe the friendship of teenagers was very innocent, and he didn't need to think about any material things, just being with him quietly was fine.Tianqingshang also spent some money on the boy, and the mother discovered the difference between them, and the mother strictly forbade the two to meet again, but the mother was more afraid that the child from the secondary school would ruin Tianqingshang.Tianqingshang promised that she would not go bad, that she would stay up all night, go to school well, not smoke or drink, and take the university entrance exams well, and wrote a long guarantee letter.Mother reluctantly agreed.

Although he hated his parents in his heart, Tian Qingshang was a junior high school student after all, and he was afraid of losing his parents, so he kept his promise to his mother. That boy brought a breath of life to Tian Qingshang, and he accompanied him He whitewashed the walls together, brought sunshine, chased girls together, and recognized his sister together, until the third year of junior high school entrance examination, the boy said that he had someone he liked and couldn't accompany Tianqing.Because the one he liked was Tianqingshang's girlfriend at that time, at this time Tianqingshang realized that it was impossible for anyone to stay with him all the time.In fact, Tianqingshang knew that at that time that girlfriend might not really be important, he could give it to him if he liked it, but that boy couldn't, he couldn't accept it, he had to say goodbye to Tianqingshang forever.Tian Qingshang thought that he would not be able to accept it, but who knew that at that time it suddenly became clear that the worst had already happened to him, what could be worse than this?At that time, Tianqingshang felt that he would be able to take good care of himself, and that his heart was like an iron wall, which he could afford and let go.

Throughout high school, everyone thought he was a sunny boy with a little scum, but he didn't expect to meet Lan Yueming in the first year of college. I don't know how it started, but when When he discovered this problem himself, he couldn't accept it. The betrayal of his friendship had already made him feel the saddest thing in the world.Why is it still the same problem, the girl he likes likes me?

Tian Qingshang thought that these things would be settled in his freshman year, but he didn't expect that guy who procrastinated would come back to be his class monitor in his sophomore year.There are mixed feelings in my heart.But on Tianqing, he ignored it. Is his friendship for that boy really the same as his affection for Lan Yueming?That boy is like his savior, with a huge brilliance that illuminates the ignorant and frightened Xiao Tianqingshang's heart, and every time Lan Yueming brings her the feeling of heartbreak, I don't understand why it is so hard to let go .

Lan Yueming is always good and bad about himself. Sometimes he feels very concerned, and sometimes he feels it is just a routine. He always emphasizes that being a cadre and doing some performance is helpful for his project communication.Tianqing didn't like this feeling of being teased very much.

Last time in the hospital, Tianqing told Wu Le his story. When he saw Lan Yueming appearing in the hospital that day, he suddenly felt that he was very fragile, and sometimes he didn’t even want to talk to someone. It’s been so many years , he may not really be that strong, but he was so drunk that day that he had no idea what he had done.

The girls around Lan Yueming changed one after another, what does this have to do with him?He is always dissatisfied with himself calling him a liar, but in fact he also cares about Lan Yueming calling him a fool.

That day, Lan Yueming sent many photos of himself to himself, yes, each one was very handsome, and he saved every one of them. He used to think that Lan Yueming was tall and handsome, but now he has business experience to add After it was completed, I felt that Lan Yueming was simply a genius. Looking at it like this, I felt that his temperament was different.He is obsessed with his gestures, he is obsessed with the large chest under the shirt.He is obsessed with his low, magnetic voice.He also reveled in the confidence he had when he served his class.It can be summed up in one sentence, starting with appearance and falling into talent.

He said angrily that he was dissatisfied with his ignorance and packaged him as a fraudster. He was really angry. He put his hand against himself. He always felt very self-control, but he didn't know why. He looks angry, I really want to touch his face, I really want to touch his furrowed brows, Lan Yueming really cares too much about word of mouth, in fact, I haven't said it outside, it's just my own speculation, I would never tell it everywhere, even if it was true, I wouldn't tell it, let alone just my ignorance.

Yes, Lan Yueming has said countless times that Tianqing lacks love, maybe it really lacks love, but what exactly is love?Parents' love?Friend's love?Or love of love?I have also talked about love several times, in fact, love may be like that.Tian Qingshang was too scared, he no longer dared to joke with Lan Yueming, he wanted to run away, he was afraid that he would end up with nothing in the end, it would be better not to continue, Tian Qingshang, Tian Qingshang, really Always been a fool.

After waking up from sleep, he had a terrible headache. Maybe he was really tired recently. Except for some news about work and news about Qiyi, no one sent him any more messages.