poor guy

The two walked all the way in silence, until the sea breeze was blowing, and Shen Lian realized that Wen Yeyan was not walking home.

He reached out and grabbed Wen Yeyan's clothes, and whispered, "It's getting dark."

The beach at night is not safe.

"I know, there's no one here when it's dark." Wen Yeyan said.

They stood by the road, leaning on the guardrail and looking at the deep sea.

"Can I ask you something?" Wen Yeyan said softly, "Why don't you want me to break up with Shen Yanyan?"

Shen Lian's eyelashes trembled uneasily twice. This was the darkness that he dared not face or express. He was greedy for Wen Yeyan's goodness, so he selfishly hoped that he would always be Shen Yanyan's boyfriend. She will not alienate him, Shen Yanyan's nominal elder brother.

"It's hard to answer?" Wen Yeyan turned his head to look at Shen Lian, and the street lamps were cast in his eyes, which were as clear as glass.

Shen Lian slowly lowered his head, clenched his fists tightly, Wen Yeyan is so good, he can't even deceive him.

"I'm afraid you...you won't play with me after you break up with her." Shen Lian's voice became smaller and smaller.

"That's it?" Wen Yeyan laughed, "That's it..."

Wen Yeyan's tone sounded a bit sad, Shen Lian thought he was disappointed in him, pinched his fingers at a loss.

"I'm very honored, both of you care about me so much." Wen Yeyan said, "I'm not with Shen Yanyan because I like her, nor is it because of Shen Yanyan that I take care of you."

"Glory...who gets the light from whom?" he murmured.

"Let me ask you another question." Wen Yeyan said, "Do you like me?"

He is so calm and easy-going on the surface, only God knows that his heart is hanging high and his breathing is slow, and his back is tense.

Shen Lian replied without hesitation: "I like it."

Of course he likes Wen Yeyan, this is the person he should like most in the world.

Wen Yeyan looked at Shen Lian's calm appearance, as if Wen Yeyan asked him if he liked ice cream, and he answered yes.

"Do you know what liking is?" Wen Yeyan said softly, "It's a selfish emotion. If you like someone, you will want to occupy him, take him as the center, and want him to take you as the center. At the same time, it will also Depriving yourself of meaning and turning you into another coward. That's what I like."

It doesn't sound good.

According to Shen Lian's understanding of this word, as long as seeing the other party makes him feel happy, it means he likes it.

Only Wen Yeyan made him happy at a glance.

Doesn't that count as liking?

Shen Lian was at a loss.

Wen Yeyan smiled at him, "But I'm still very happy to hear you say you like it."

But Shen Lian could tell that he was not really happy.

"Let's not talk about it." Wen Yeyan grabbed the guardrail and stretched his back, "You said you wanted to go to the other side of the sea, right?"

"Ah."

"when are we leaving?"

"The college entrance examination is over." Shen Lian said.

"It's just over a year..." Wen Yeyan said in a long voice, "I will go too, we will be separated sooner or later, so we should cherish the present moment."

Shen Lian pursed her lips tightly. When Wen Yeyan said that they were separated, he felt uncomfortable.

"This is for you." Wen Yeyan gave Shen Lian something.

It's an unopened lipstick.

A question mark popped up in Shen Lian's head.

"This is my trump card." Wen Yeyan said with a smile, "Use it and see."

"No, this is for a girl." Shen Lian said, because the full lips of a woman were printed on the package.

"No, you have to use it for me." Wen Yeyan became fierce. He helped Shen Lian unpack the package, pinched Shen Lian's chin with one hand, and applied lipstick to Shen Lian's mouth.

The oily paste made Shen Lian's dull thin lips sparkle.

Shen Lian ate a little, and his face became bitter, "It's unpalatable..."

In the next second, Wen Yeyan's lips pressed down.

Shen Lian leaned against the hard guardrail to accept Wen Ye's smoky kiss.

The lipstick made the kiss slippery and sticky, and the smell of inferior essence lingered between each other's breaths.

Wen Yeyan parted a little, pulled Shen Lian's lower lip together, and parted.

"It's really bad." He whispered.

"I won't paint it anymore." Shen Lian frowned.

"Yeah." Wen Yeyan kissed him again, biting Shen Lian's lower lip and the pearls of his lips, and the tip of his tongue was deeply lingering, sharing the bad taste with Shen Lian.

It's over, and the killer trick doesn't work.

He still likes Shen Lian who smells like inferior strawberry lipstick.

That night, Wen Yeyan sent a message to Shen Yanyan, we will not break up.

Shen Yanyan wanted to get vanity from him, he wanted to get close to Shen Lian through Shen Yanyan, and each got what he needed.

It is certainly more open and honest to be with Shen Lian directly, but he can't just care about himself. After he leaves, Shen Lian will be alone and helpless, and he doesn't know how he will be treated.

I'm such a rotten person.

Wen Yeyan sent this sentence to Shen Lian.

No.

Shen Lian replied quickly, but felt that his strength was not enough, so he typed seriously: You are not a bad person.

No one is allowed to say that about Wen Yeyan, even Wen Yeyan himself.

When the midterm exam came, the southern town bid farewell to winter and ushered in a stuffy spring.

Wen Yeyan experienced first-hand how powerful it is to return to Nantian. He really couldn't adapt to the ubiquitous humidity, and his whole condition was not good.On the first day of the exam, he took the exam in another classroom facing south, which was called Shuiliandong.

In the evening, Shen Yanyan went to review at Shen Yanyan's house. Shen Yanyan happily showed him the new spring dress she liked, and seemed to have completely forgotten the previous unpleasantness.

Wen Yeyan paid for her, she said thank you sweetly, and then went back to her room to try on the new dress that arrived today.

"How can Yanyan, a stinky girl, leave the guests alone?" Chen Qiaoyu blamed.

Wen Yeyan didn't care, anyway, he didn't come for Shen Yanyan.

Shen Lian poured him a glass of warm water, and poked him worriedly, "Are you okay?"

He saw Wen Ye's smoky mood, as if he was sick.

Wen Yeyan took his water and said to Chen Qiaoyu: "Auntie, you can go and do your work. Shen Lian and I can review together."

Chen Qiaoyu said kindly, "I'll make barley tea for you to remove dampness."

Wen Yeyan thanked him politely. As soon as Chen Qiaoyu left, he leaned on Shen Lian and said weakly, "How are you going to live these days? There is water vapor everywhere."

"It will be fine in a few days." Shen Lian reassured.

"I've been watered." Wen Yeyan dragged his voice, "I can't move..."

"You were still moving just now."

Wen Yeyan cheated, and said listlessly: "You kiss me and I can move."

Shen Lian kissed him.

Even if there is a sofa to block it, even if Chen Qiaoyu in the kitchen turns her head, she can still see the two heads protruding from the top of the sofa close to each other.

That has gone beyond the boundaries of friendship.

Wen Yeyan pressed Shen Lian's shoulder and raised her head to kiss.

Even if he was in a lower position, he was still the leader, with his hands on the back of Shen Lian's neck, he was hooking the tip of Shen Lian's tongue into his own mouth, teaching Shen Lian to turn bad.

What interrupted them was the sound of the door opening of Shen Yanyan's room. She changed into a warm and fresh suspender skirt for Wen Yeyan to judge whether she was pretty or not.

Of course Wen Yeyan said it looks good.

Shen Yanyan noticed that his lips seemed to be much redder and moisturised, but he happened to have a glass of water at hand, which explained this.

At this time, Shen Weimin, who had gone out to socialize, came back. In the past two months, he has hardly been at home for a day, and he still smells of alcohol when he comes back.

"Dad, you went out to drink again." Shen Yanyan pinched her nose and said.

"You don't drink with that bullshit village chief, hiccup, can things... be discussed?" Shen Weimin slurred his speech, and lay down on the nearby sofa.

Chen Qiaoyu came out, "Oh, go back to the room, don't smoke Ye Yan."

"Ye Yan? Wen Ye Yan is there?" Shen Weimin asked with drunken eyes.

"Hello, Uncle Shen." Wen Yeyan said.

"You Wen family, screw me to death and delay our progress..."

"What are you talking about drunk?" Chen Qiaoyu went over to pat him, took his arm and pulled him up forcefully, "Ye Yan, don't take it to heart, he loves to talk nonsense when he's drunk."

"Where is the nonsense, I don't care about those villagers..."

Chen Qiaoyu stopped him and helped him into the room.

"Go to your room to review." Wen Yeyan said to Shen Lian.

Shen Yanyan has no objection either, her room is in chaos right now.

The one who had an opinion was Shen Lian, who stopped Wen Yeyan from letting him in, with a vigilant look like he was guarding against a thief.

"Can you bear the smell outside?" Wen Yeyan raised his eyebrows, this kid has a secret.

Shen Lian still shook his head, "It's not good inside either."

But Wen Yeyan insisted on coming, and he couldn't stop him, so he could only retreat steadily, and the door was opened.

There was a smell of tide, turning on the light, Wen Yeyan saw the water-stained walls, and the room was filled with a strange smell of dampness and old furniture.

This is Shen Lian's room, the least ventilated and darkest place in the whole family.

Shen Lian knew that Wen Yeyan liked to be clean, and his room happened to be an antonym of clean, so he couldn't help feeling embarrassed, and raised his hand to cover Wen Yeyan's face so that he wouldn't be able to see it.

"This is not the environment in which people live." Wen Yeyan said, "It was my negligence. I should have changed your room a long time ago."

He took out his mobile phone and took a picture of Shen Lian's room, then went to Chen Qiaoyu quickly and said, "Auntie, Shen Lian's room needs to be refurbished, his window is too small, I will replace it with a big one, and the inside is not needed." Please take an inventory of the furniture and sundries, and I will call someone to clean them up when the time comes."

This is clearly a statement, how can there be a tone of discussion?

Chen Qiaoyu naturally couldn't agree.

"I'll be responsible for the renovation costs. Shen Lian will live with me during this period, so don't worry." Wen Yeyan was polite.

Chen Qiaoyu was still hesitating, while Wen Yeyan was already asking Shen Lian to pack his clothes.

"I can't wear any more clothes." Wen Yeyan frowned and flipped through Shen Lian's sauerkraut-like clothes. He noticed that there was a dryer on the balcony, and it seemed that Shen Lian didn't even get paid to dry them.

"Let's go, I'll buy you a new one." Wen Yeyan said.

Shen Lian still hasn't forgotten her treasures Suo Suo and Xiao Ye Zi, and they take Wen Ye Yan with them.

When she got home, Wen Yeyan happily took Shen Lian to her room, thinking that she would be able to hold Shen Lian to sleep in the night from now on, so sweet, so she wandered around.

Old lady Ji: "Xiao Shen is coming to live? Of course, grandma will clean up the guest room immediately."

Wen Yeyan: "?"

Shen Lian: "Thank you, grandma."

Wen Yeyan: "I object! He slept with me!"

The old lady Ji gave him a sharp look, then ignored him, and led Shen Lian to look around the room.

A little later, Shen Lian was lying on the dry and soft quilt, drowsily preparing to fall asleep, when there was a light knock at the door, and then someone approached him.

Shen Lian woke up halfway and was about to turn on the light.

His quilt was lifted, and a person quickly got in.

"Little heartless." The other party muttered.

Shen Lian smashed it, closed his eyes again, turned over and leaned his back into the other's chest, and fell asleep peacefully.

The author says:

I am striving towards 30 words, and I am more and more worried as I go forward. I am afraid that such words will not be able to retain readers. I hope that there will always be someone to accompany me along the way, one or two, otherwise I will not be able to hold on.

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