Jiangzhu's Summer

They also met, the food was delivered, and they even slept on their laps all afternoon. After dinner, Zhu Jingci began to rack his brains to think of a new excuse to stay by Jiang Chenyu's side for a while.

Jotun supper?But he had just stuffed a stomach full of bullfrogs, so he felt guilty for saying this reason.

Want to see you experiment?Based on his performance in the laboratory in the afternoon, Jiang Chenyu believes that there is nothing wrong with this rhetoric.

He rubbed his heels on the ground, dragged his feet one step at a time, and walked slowly, so worried that his eyebrows almost fell out.

What is the good reason?

"Do you want to go for a walk?" The person beside him asked suddenly.

walk?Good for a walk!Zhu Jingci was so excited that he almost jumped up clapping his hands.He suddenly turned his head to look at the people around him. Jiang Chenyu's eyes were calm, and he seemed to mention something very ordinary, "Don't you want to go? Forget it."

"No, no, no," Zhu Jingci repeatedly denied, and leaned on his shoulder, as if afraid of repentance, he clenched his hands tightly, "I think, I like walking the most."

Take a walk, the time is uncertain, maybe 20 minutes, maybe two hours.When the sun went down and the sky darkened, it would be unsafe for a boy to go home alone, so he would have a reason to send him home openly.

When he got downstairs, Jiang Chenyu might just let him go upstairs and enter the house after a wave of hard work by himself.Once in the house, can you go out again?Definitely have to sleep on it.

They're all in the house to sleep, so can't they touch, kiss, and rub their oil before going to bed?

After such a calculation, Zhu Jingci felt that the idea of ​​taking a walk was simply a good idea and couldn't be better.

This point happened to be dinner time, the sun was about to set, and students were coming and going on campus. The two of them were conspicuous in the crowd, and they walked side by side holding hands, attracting a lot of attention.

Zhu Jingci recited what happened in the elevator earlier, and became a little more courageous. He tightened Jiang Chenyu's hand again, and even shook it back and forth twice, trying to be more conspicuous.

He is like a cat that finally feels safe. After being convinced that he can get all the love from people, he dares to restore some of his previous pampering and frivolity, instead of worrying about being kicked out of the house all the time.

Jiang Chenyu turned his head to look at him, the corners of his brows and eyes looked like winter snow had just melted, a piece of warmth, but his mouth was firm, "You have to shake your hands when you walk, are you five years old this year, Zhu Jingci?"

"How can people see clearly that Colonel Jiang, who is proud of S University, is holding my hand if I don't shake it?" Zhu Jingci spoke plausibly.He has done a lot of things to declare sovereignty in the past, and now he is going to intensify.

Surrounded by wolves, Jiang Chenyu was the only piece of flesh in his arms, so he must take care of it carefully so that it would not be snatched away.

"Where did you hear about the school grass? What nonsense are you two talking about, Xu Mumu?" Jiang Chenyu couldn't help but touch his forehead when he thought of this.The two of them didn't know what agreement they had reached. Before, they were in a tit-for-tat posture, but now they are colluding again.

"No," Zhu Jingci replied with a sincere smile, "If our little Yuer's face is not worthy of being a school girl, everyone in S University should go to the ophthalmology department."

"I'm not sure if it's a school or not, but if you keep throwing it away like this," Jiang Chenyu raised his eyebrows, "I'm pretty sure that people at S University will think we are a pair of fools."

"Well, well, Xiao Yu'er is right in everything he says." Zhu Jingci was not angry when he was refuted, and he loosened his hand slightly, hooked Jiang Chenyu's little finger, and shook it back and forth a few times, "This way won't be discovered."

Jiang Chenyu didn't speak any more, just stretched out his little finger a little, and touched his fingertips.

The corners of Zhu Jingci's mouth twitched, as if he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't help feeling sour.This person is always soft-hearted, he thought, his words are more ruthless than anyone else, but his heart is made of cotton candy, you can't bear to touch it, and it will melt if you touch it.

He remembered the meeting he had with Xu Mumu a few days ago.It was he who took the initiative to call to invite him that day, and both of them concealed this matter from Jiang Chenyu by coincidence.He was sitting in a small coffee shop on the corner of the street. There was a black cat with yellow eyes in that shop, which was very dear, and sat obediently at his feet, letting him stretch out his hand to scratch his chin.

He didn't dare to play with the cat for too long, worried that if he got its smell on his body, Jiang Xiaozhu would like it if he went back.When he straightened up, he heard the bell on the door ring, and the person he invited walked in, and he happened to meet his eyes when he raised his eyes.

Xu Mumu paused for a moment, then walked across to him and sat down.He had ordered the coffee at the right time, and it was still steaming slightly. He pushed it to the opposite side across the table, with a twitchy smile on his lips, saying that he hadn't seen him for a long time.

Xu Mumu didn't touch the cup of coffee, and stirred it carelessly with a spoon, the garnet on it was broken and messy.Neither of them spoke again, and the air continued to be silent.

Zhu Jingci lowered his eyes, his palms were clenched into fists under the table, his nails pressed against his palms, and there was a dull pain.It's not without sadness, although my motive for getting close to Xu Mumu was not pure at first, but Xu Mumu sincerely wants to be his friend, and he is not a cold-hearted person.The once bustling friends have fallen into a situation where they have nothing to say today. He deeply knows that the fault is his own, and he has nothing to do but try his best to make up for it.

"Actually, I regret it." Xu Mumu said, with a cold voice, "I regret letting you get close to him unpreparedly at the beginning, regret believing the promise you made to me, and regret not being able to stop you when you came back. Give you another chance to be close to him."

Zhu Jingci has nothing to say, no matter how many unspeakable difficulties he has, what the other party said is an irreproachable fact. He did make a promise and then violated it. He promised to be with someone and then left. He broke the heart of that young man back then, no matter how he makes up for it now, the harm he brought to Jiang Chenyu back then cannot be healed.

"I came back this time," he said, his voice was rough, with desperate courage, "I really won't go again. Before I knew it, I did a lot of things wrong. I don't ask him and you to forgive me , but I will use everything I have to make amends and protect him. I really promise for the last time that I will not let him suffer any harm again."

"I'm sorry, Mumu," he raised his eyes, his eyes were slightly red, "but please believe me for the last time, don't push me away, I really love him."

"Are you reconciled?" Xu Mumu stared at him for a while, then asked suddenly.

"...Hmm." Zhu Jingci didn't dare to say that he got the chance to start again after knocking people unconscious and imprisoning them. He was afraid that Xu Mumu would throw his glass and leave on the spot if he found out.

Xu Mumu's expression was filled with resentment, he paused, and said, venting his anger, "You always rely on his soft heart, and you don't have a long memory." The last sentence was scolding Jiang Chenyu.

After getting the letter from Zhu Jingci, Xu Mumu seemed to be discouraged.These two people have been entangled for several years, like twisted strands, he is tired of looking at it as an outsider.Feeling sorry for Fa Xiao who was emotionally hurt, but also hating him for not living up to expectations, I can't let him go cruelly.

Probably all the love in the world is like this, there has never been a flow of honey and sugar, and the authorities have to suffer, suffer, and struggle to get rid of it, so that it can be regarded as sucking all the taste inside.

"Forget it," Xu Mumu leaned back heavily, leaning against the back of the chair, picked up the cup and drank the cold coffee in one gulp, "He forgave you, what else do I care about as an outsider?"

"Only one," he put down the glass, his eyes sharp, "this is your last chance. Do it again..."

"No more," Zhu Jingci said quickly, leaning forward slightly, his eyes lit up, "I guarantee that no one, including me, will have the chance to hurt him in the future."

The campus of S University is very wide. Zhu Jingci was thinking about things, but he didn't pay attention to the direction. Jiang Chenyu led him around and walked a few small paths. When he came to his senses, there were no people around.In front of it is a piece of green land, and there is a rather wide grandstand next to it.

There are dozens of steps in the stands, painted sky blue, well maintained, without any dust or damage, a huge stand stands there, it is very spectacular.

Zhu Jingci's heart was beating uncontrollably, he vaguely guessed the reason why Jiang Chenyu brought him here, he opened his mouth to ask, but his voice was hoarse, "Xiao Yuer..."

Jiang Chenyu turned his head to look at him, his eyes were calm, and his small shadow was reflected in it.

He thought for a while, then lowered his head again, his eyes dodged a little, "It's nothing."

"Follow me." Jiang Chenyu didn't say anything more, but held Zhu Jingci's hand slightly tighter, and pulled him up the stands step by step.

They were silent, no one spoke, only the sound of dull footsteps could be heard.Zhu Jingci's palms were sweaty and slippery, and Jiang Chenyu felt it, so he pulled him even tighter.

The dozen or so steps were quickly climbed, and the two reached the top of the stand.Jiang Chenyu silently let go of his hand.There was a layer of white-painted railings on the edge of the stands. He rested his arms on it and lifted his chin slightly. There was a very light wind blowing in front of him, and a few strands of hair on his forehead ran out disobediently.

Zhu Jingci stood beside him, looking a little at a loss.The guess in his heart became more and more certain, but he was even more afraid to expose the truth.

"Look," Jiang Chenyu said softly without looking back, his voice seemed to take shape in the wind, "it's a golden sea."

The stone fell down and hit Zhu Jingci's heart, bloody and bloody.

"Which university does Xiao Yu'er want to go to in the future?" The boy sitting on the window sill held a lollipop in his mouth, propped his chin with his palm, and talked to the people around him boredly.

"Big S." The person next to him was still working on the test paper with his head down, and the pen tip rubbed against the hard answer sheet to make a sound of brushing.

"Why?" The young man seemed to think that the sunlight passing through the window grille was a bit dazzling, so he jumped off the window sill, slumped lazily on the seat, and turned his face towards the people around him, "Shouldn't you all want to go to the school?" B big, Q big?"

The people around him stopped writing, tilted their heads and looked at him, slightly curled their fingers and stroked the small moles on their joints, as if thinking of something, the corners of their mouths curled up, smiling expectantly, "I heard that S is very A grandstand, standing on it when the sun goes down, you can see the golden sea."

"That's the pursuit, student Jiang, if you want to see the sea, we can go there now."

"It's different," Jiang Chenyu shook his head, explaining softly and stubbornly, "It's a golden sea, very beautiful."

"Well, well, then I want to go and see too," Zhu Jingci tilted his head tired, and changed to a flat lying position, just moved closer to Jiang Chenyu's direction. "Won't the S conference be difficult? I'm worried that I won't pass the exam."

"Then why don't you get up to study?" Jiang Chenyu turned the pen holder upside down and tapped on the textbook in front of him.

"Learn now!" Zhu Jingci straightened up, took the pen on the table and twirled it with his fingertips a few times, "I always want to see what the most beautiful sea in our little fish's mouth looks like."

"Tell me," Zhu Jingci wrote two questions and began to be serious again, lowering his head to Jiang Chenyu's ear, "Would it be romantic to stand on that stand and kiss, after all, there is a golden sea as the background. "

"Stop talking, Xiao Yu'er, right?"

"I saw your ears are red, you obviously miss it very much!"

"The first time I saw it," Jiang Chenyu was still facing the sea, not looking at him, "I couldn't believe it. It turned out to be really golden, even more beautiful than the picture."

"Little Yu'er," Zhu Jingci hugged him from behind, put his forehead on his shoulder, and cried in his voice, "You've been waiting for me all these years, haven't you?"

Jiang Chenyu lowered his head and saw the hands around his waist and abdomen, the joints were pale because of too much force, "No, I just... think it's inappropriate to see the sea alone."

"Little fish!"

Jiang Chenyu closed his eyes, unwillingly, opened them again abruptly, turned around and grasped the shoulders of the person behind him with great strength.

"Yes, I'm just waiting!"

"Zhu Jingci, I hate you so much!"

"You are a liar, a thief, a bastard, and you have never done anything you promised."

"I come here every time I think of you, telling you over and over again how you didn't want me back then."

"I've thought about it countless times. When I catch you, I'll just break your legs and lock you in the house. No one is allowed to see you. You can only look at me, rely on me, and love me alone."

"I hate you so much, I want to chop you up and eat you," Jiang Chenyu smiled, with tears in his eyes, and pressed Zhu Jingci into his arms, tightly wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and said in a subtle voice Said, "But I miss you very much."

"Every time I come here, I miss it very much."

Zhu Jingci couldn't speak, his heart seemed to be set on the flames and burned, and was torn off again, the scorched skin was torn off, and bright red dripped all over the floor.

How can a human heart hurt like this?

Every beating set off bloody minced meat and open mottled wounds.

"I should have known," he murmured, "you've been here all along, and you're obviously here waiting for me."

"Why? Why didn't I know about it sooner?"