Jiangzhu's Summer

Zhu Jingci woke up very early the next day.

He blinked his eyes, felt the heat source around him, and found himself curled up in Jiang Chenyu's arms with his back. Jiang Chenyu was in a deep sleep, with one arm loosely around his waist, in a completely intimate protective gesture. .

It was very late when they actually fell asleep last night, but he woke up strangely refreshed, like lying on a deck chair under the grape arbor, covered with bamboo mats, comfortably in an early summer afternoon. I had a dark and sweet sleep, and I never had a dream.

This is so rare.Over the years, he has had only a handful of good nights of sleep.It's not easy to fall asleep, and I fall into all kinds of bizarre dreams.There are few good dreams, most of them are those nightmares of resentment and hatred, love and parting.

He woke up in a dream, so he could only sit by the window sill all night, smoking one cigarette after another.There are few stars in the sky, and he always suspects that there are not as many stars here as there are in China, and the moon is not as gentle and beautiful as there.

As he looked at it, he would think that on the other side of the sea, the person he was thinking of could hardly sleep in the occasional long night, looking at the same stars as him.

Whenever this time, he is always complicated.He was looking forward to such a coincidence, like those ancient verses he began to believe, and missing someone on the same moonlit night would not be as painful; Think, don't hate me, don't think about me, forget me, I'm so bad, it's best to forget me cleanly.It hurts too much to miss someone, and he doesn't want his sweetheart to suffer such an indiscriminate disaster.

It rains a lot in London, and when it rains, the night is so dark that you can't see a single star.

The rain here is sticky and heavy, not the clear rain that Zhu Jingci has seen since childhood.Whenever it rains, he is always in a bad mood, his heart seems to have sunk to the bottom of the cold water, floating around, with nowhere to fall.

He would often move a chair and put it on the porch, staring at the yard in a daze, thinking about cats, Jiang Chenyu, the dim street lamps and steaming beef noodles in that narrow alley.

There are classmates in his class who are also Chinese, and because they are in a foreign land, they are very kind to him.My classmate’s grandfather is an elderly Chinese doctor, and he often talked to him about medical things as a pastime.Seeing that he is often in a daze on rainy days, he kindly reminded him that the cold in the rain is unbearable, especially for those who have been injured or have chronic diseases, they will always suffer a lot when it rains.

He listened to it, and when it rained again, he couldn't help but wonder if it was also raining in his hometown at this time. Jiang Chenyu used a knife when he was injured, would it be difficult when it rained?

People are probably like this, the more powerless something is, the more you can't help thinking about it, for fear that it will become scarred and forget the pain, and you will have to tear it open over and over again, spreading the wound bloody there, only to experience the joy of masochism.

He knew in his heart that he had done something wrong and could not make it up to others, so he had to punish himself over and over again.

He planned step by step, walked up step by step, and dealt with people in the company with a smiling face every day, pretending to be a diligent and obedient heir in front of Mr. Zhu.Wearing the mask for a long time, I forgot to take it off.

Once he went to a social event, and he vomited when he returned home.He didn't like other people in the house, and he didn't even invite housekeepers.After vomiting, I fell asleep holding the toilet in a daze all night.When I woke up the next day and looked in the mirror, the red blood in my eyes was scary, and my whole face was pale and lifeless.He tried to lift the corner of his mouth, and he didn't even want to look at the fake smile.

He looked at himself in the mirror, but couldn't find a trace of his reading, and suddenly became afraid.He thought, if I go back like this, why point at Xiao Yuer and still like me?

Everything that Jiang Chenyu likes, everything about him in the old days, is filed away here day by day.

So he began to try to change, forcing himself to go to the gym, go to bed early and get up early, and regulate his diet. He thought, I have to take good care of myself before I can see that person.

In the days without Jiang Chenyu, he tried his best to live a tidy life, struggling and waiting with little hope.

He is waiting for an opportunity, waiting for the clouds to clear up and the rain to come, so that he can embrace his moon again.

Seeing his painstaking efforts, God finally gave him a chance.He took that seat and had the last laugh.

Friends invited him to dinner and congratulated him on getting his wish.During the dinner, a dish of steamed fish was served, and his friend persuaded him very kindly, saying that it was a specialty of the restaurant, and the fish was famous for its tenderness and fatness.He stretched out his chopsticks to pick it up, unconsciously, and only realized after eating it that he happened to have a garlic clove in his mouth.For a while, my throat was tight and it was difficult to swallow.

Memory is the most subtle, it hides there, never willing to take the initiative to show up.Just wait for the day when you see, hear, or feel something old, it will come in waves and drown you in it.

That night Zhu Jingci struggled to go home, the love in the past cut his heart like a knife, and he cried heartily on the window sill.

After crying, he looked up at the dim moon in the sky, and smiled foolishly with tears in his eyes.

He thought, I can finally go back and meet my moon.

Zhu Jingci buried his head in the quilt, and greedily took a big breath, his nose was full of the orange smell from Jiang Chenyu's body.

He throws back the quilt.Mimi was about to get out of bed quietly, sat on the edge of the bed, couldn't help hissing, and only belatedly felt the discomfort coming from the secret place.Lowering his head, his arms, thighs, and chest were full of ambiguous marks that couldn't be covered.

He turned his head and looked at the bed. The instigator of these marks was fast asleep, perhaps because there was someone missing in his arms, he was not very stable, and frowned slightly.

Zhu Jingci looked at the man's eyebrows and eyes, and the more he looked at them, the more he thought they were good-looking, and the more he looked at them, the more he liked them, so he couldn't help leaning towards him, and kissed the corner of his lips.

If only I was a girl, he thought melancholy, so that I can lock you up here, and when I have a little fish in my stomach, I can force you and make you responsible.

"What are you thinking about?" Hearing the voice unexpectedly, Zhu Jingci looked back and found that the person lying on the bed had woken up at some point, squinting his eyes slightly, looking at him.

"I'm thinking of you." Zhu Jingci replied honestly, making a well-behaved appearance, but his hands were irregularly stretched into the quilt from below, and climbed towards Jiang Chenyu's lower abdomen.

"What do you miss me?" Jiang Chenyu's face was calm, but his hand quickly grabbed a furtive paw underneath.

Zhu Jingci failed in the sneak attack, and his expression was a bit resentful, "I wonder when I will be able to take the position here with Xiao Yuer."

"Instead of thinking about this," Jiang Chenyu stretched out his hand and tapped him on the forehead, "it's better to think about how to explain what happened last night."

Seeing Zhu Jingci's rolling eyes, and the curled up fingers held by him, Jiang Chenyu added coldly, "To be honest, if you dare to tell half a lie, you will never even think about it in your life. It's up."

Seeing that acting coquettishly and pretending to be helpless, Zhu Jingci had no choice but to give up on himself and explain the whole process of committing the crime, "Xu Mumu told me that day that you had a girlfriend, and later I met you guys having dinner together at a restaurant. I thought it was true, so I Ready to lock you up..."

"Meet?" Officer Jiang questioned the suspect's words.

Zhu Jingci blinked and blinked, trying to put on a pure and innocent look to get through the test but failed, so he had to confess, "Well, I found someone to watch you and report to me at any time."

"..." Jiang Chenyu thought silently, I actually only thought he was following me secretly, co-authors have evolved now, and underestimated him.

"Then I prepared those things." Zhu Jingci said vaguely, looking at the black suitcase in the corner.

"What did you use to make me dizzy?"

"A kind of anesthesia injection," Zhu Jingci confessed honestly, "I originally planned to use ether towels like in TV dramas, but a friend I met abroad who studied medicine said that the effect was too slow, and my strength might be limited. I can’t stand you, so I recommend this.”

"...It's hard for you, the kidnapping was well-planned." Jiang Chenyu secretly wrote a note to that unknown doctor friend in his heart.

"This is not called kidnapping," Zhu Jingci said earnestly, "The scientific name should be imprisoned and forced love."

"???" What kind of weird nouns are these? What has this person learned in the past few years abroad? How can a kitten go out clean and become a black heart when he comes back?

"I thought you were going to fall in love with someone else and get married. There was really no other way, so I had to be like this. Lock you up, and you can only be mine alone. You won't smile at others, talk to others, and Someone else is out on a date..." Zhu Jingci said, his voice became softer and his head lowered gradually, and at some point, his hand was pulled away from Jiang Chenyu's.Jiang Chenyu couldn't see his face, but he could see a small dark gray dot on the light gray bed sheet in front of him, then the second, and the third...

"Then how long did you plan to keep me locked up? I never thought about what to do if someone finds out that I'm missing and calls the police?" Jiang Chenyu secretly clenched his palms under the quilt, pinched his nails into his palms, and raised his chin when he wanted to reach out. , The idea of ​​wiping his tears for him was suppressed.

Zhu Jingci's voice was a bit muffled, and it was difficult to speak from his throat, each word was heavy, "I don't know," he shook his head blankly, "I don't know how long it will take, I just thought about locking you up , you will not be someone else's..."

"Now I know I was wrong," he raised his head, his eyes were still red with bewildered eyes, "I really know, I won't do this again..."

"Where is it wrong?" Jiang Chenyu interrupted him, staring at his red and moist eyes with burning eyes.

"I shouldn't be thinking of locking you up," Zhu Jingci muttered, moving his fingers timidly, stopping at the edge of the quilt but not daring to move forward, "I shouldn't be thinking of monopolizing you and not letting you touch other people." , I really won’t do this again in the future.”

"No."

"It's not the fault here," Jiang Chenyu looked at him with a calm tone, and repeated, "When you love someone, you will have possessive desires, and the ensuing jealousy, fear and anxiety are all right."

Zhu Jingci suddenly looked at Jiang Chenyu.The person sitting on the bed seemed to have a deep pool in his eyes, black and translucent, which could reflect his shadow.

"It's your fault that you digested these emotions by yourself and refused to tell me. From the first time you doubted and the first time you were sad, if you told me everything, all this would not have happened."

"So tell me all of this later, okay?"

"Okay!" Zhu Jingci choked up, and responded obediently.Since last night, the last sharp knife hanging in his heart was finally put down without any risk.

He didn't dare to confess to Jiang Chenyu. In fact, when he made this plan, he had already hopelessly planned that Jiang Chenyu would never love him again in his life.Compared with the indifference and hatred of Jiang Chenyu in the future, he is more afraid that this person will stay away from him.

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But Jiang Chenyu saved him again.

His moon shone so softly around him, dispelling the darkness and fear that tormented him, and he was perfectly protected in the moon's halo, and nothing could hurt him anymore.

His hand moved forward secretly, and then firmly grasped Jiang Chenyu's fingers.

Jiang Chenyu's fingers were beautiful, slender and well-defined. Thinking of how this hand opened up in and out of his body last night, Zhu Jingci couldn't help but soften his waist.

"Oh yes, and one more thing, you can't do anything illegal! Once you get in, you can't get it out, so be smart, little friend Yanyan." Jiang Chenyu accidentally used the old title, with an unconscious tone in his tone Knowledgable and gentle.

"I know, I really won't do it in the future!" Zhu Jingci raised three fingers and vowed.

Seeing how proficiently he admitted his mistakes, Jiang Chenyu felt annoyed and amused, and couldn't help but reach out and rub his forehead hair, making the messy hair even more messy.

From the corner of the eye, I glanced at the black box next to the bed, and I felt a little headache, "What's in it?"

"Ah," Zhu Jingci evasively dared not look at him directly, and said vaguely, "It's just some tools, and... props."

"It was recommended by your doctor friend again?" Jiang Chenyu's tone was inexplicably sour.

"No, I learned it myself." Zhu Jing resigned and leaned into Jiang Chenyu's arms, trying to avoid the problem, his cheeks were pink, and he belatedly began to feel embarrassed.

Originally, Jiang Chenyu didn't think much about it, but seeing the reaction of the person in his arms, he began to doubt something.

Regardless of Zhu Jingci's embarrassing gaze, he stretched out his hand to reach up to the box, and hurriedly opened it.

The two people on the bed were silent.

Lube and condoms of all kinds, cat ears, rabbit tail butt plugs, vibrator, handcuffs, and even a cutout black silk dress.

"You..." No matter how big a brain Jiang Chenyu is, he really doesn't understand the contents of this box. It doesn't look like it's used to imprison people, but it looks like he came to ask for sex.

"I'm afraid you don't like me anymore, and you won't be able to sleep, so I have to prepare these..." Zhu Jingci almost buried his head in the quilt.

Jiang Chenyu even saw a bottle of RUSH, and didn't know what to say for a while, looking at the man buried under the blanket like an ostrich, he slapped his ass with resentment.

Zhu Jingci had never been beaten there since he could remember, and almost jumped up, his face was as red as a boiled shrimp.

"I'll throw it away in a while, brother, don't be angry." He clung to Jiang Chenyu's arm, his face full of shame.

"Why throw it away?" Jiang Chenyu looked at him with a calm face, his ears were slightly red, "Since I brought it, I will try it on you one by one in the future, so as not to waste it."