Jiangzhu's Summer

There was no more movement from the other side.Zhu Jingci held the mobile phone and tapped on the back of the chair repeatedly.The moment Jiang Chenyu passed the friend application, he seemed to have swallowed the first sip of ice soda in summer. The moment the bubbles entered his mouth, they rushed straight to the cerebral cortex, bursting loudly, and every cell was splashed with overflowing coolness and sweet.

He thought for a while, and sent a sentence, "I'm waiting for my brother to finish class by the lake." Then he sat on the bench and swayed his legs, looking lazy.

The conversation with Jiang Chenyu slightly dispelled some of his inner anxiety, allowing him to temporarily break free from the pictures he saw, maintain his rationality, and refrain from doing things that hurt others.

The self-confidence and certainty that he insisted on when he spoke to Xu Mumu were like soap bubbles in the sun, which could not withstand being poked and shattered.

He is like a gambler who sits on the table hastily. All his confidence comes from Jiang Chenyu's love and indulgence for him in the past.

But they have been separated for too long, so long that Zhu Jingci no longer has the courage to bring up the old relationship, worrying that the bargaining chip he thought he had no longer exists, his pockets are empty, and he is still the poor poor man .

But he was reluctant to give up.I have seen Jiang Chenyu, who is calm and self-sufficient in front of others, be nervous, shy, and helpless when facing him. I have seen him lose control of himself, sweat, and call Yanyan in his ear, in a tone that you will not doubt at all. I love you, how can I give up such a precious thing?

So he had no choice but to bravely sit on the gambling table with vain hopes.In a vain attempt to get lucky, everything he has can be regained.

He hopes that the days will go on and on until all the quarrels and disagreements are buried, so that he can stand cleanly in the sun and run towards his sweetheart.

If he hadn't had that luck... fuck it, he'd never been a nice guy anyway.The person he wanted, cheated and abducted, used all means to overturn the gambling table, and he had to snatch it from him before he could feel at ease.

"Ke Xin, Jiang Chenyu and I invite you to dinner at noon today, thank you for helping us to reserve a seat." As soon as the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Xu Mumu came over, and after speaking, he elbowed Jiang Chenyu and gave him a wink.

"Yes," Chen Kexin was a little surprised, and agreed quite readily.

"Sorry, I have an appointment." Ignoring Xu Mumu's sharp eyes, Jiang Chenyu continued, "How about this, Mumu will invite Kexin to dinner today, and I will reimburse you when I come back."

Chen Kexin silently made a gesture of thanks behind Xu Mumu.

"Who are you dating? Let's have dinner together." Xu Mumu said quietly.

"A friend," Jiang Chenyu said with a smile, "No, he's not used to meeting strangers."

"Talk slowly, let's go first." Jiang Chenyu took the schoolbag casually, nodded at the two of them, and left.

I believe you are a ghost, Xu Mumu secretly slandered, running so fast, maybe this friend is still surnamed Zhu Mingjingci.

It took a while to talk to the two of them in the classroom, and there was no one in the teaching building.Jiang Chenyu hurried his steps, and when he was about to reach the lake, he barely stopped. He stood on the spot and adjusted his breathing to make sure that he was not coming in a hurry, and then walked slowly towards the bench by the lake.

Zhu Jingci must have been waiting for a long time, and fell asleep on the bench.He leaned back in his chair, his elbows resting on the arm of the bench, his cheek resting loosely.Because the support is not very firm, the head is still falling down, looking like it will fall at any time.

Jiang Chenyu was not in a hurry to wake him up, so he just stood in front of him, taking advantage of this rare opportunity, to carefully look at the person in front of him who had been away for five years.

Zhu Jingci is wearing a linen shirt, washed blue jeans, and a pair of canvas shoes today. It is an attire that is not at all disobedient when walking on the university campus.

When Jiang Chenyu was in high school, every time he finished playing on the basketball court and looked back at the stands next to him, he could always see him holding water and waving his hands, and he was also dressed like this.

The setting sun splashed on his body, casting a hazy light golden layer on his outline.At that time, Jiang Chenyu looked up and thought it was unbelievable, such a good-looking boy, he is mine.

Five years is enough for a person to transform from a green boy to a sharp-edged youth.Zhu Jingci used to have flesh on his cheeks, but when he smiled, with dimples at the corners of his mouth, he always looked like some kind of cute little animal. His eyes rolled around a few times, and he thought he was very smart and thoughtful. , making people feel cute and pitiful.

Now that bit of baby fat is nowhere to be found.The lines of his face became thin and delicate, winding all the way up from the lonely collarbone.When you fall asleep and don't smile, it's like a layer of crushed ice has formed, with a bit of coldness that repels people thousands of miles away.

So he would have such an expression?Jiang Chenyu recalled for a moment, and found that Zhu Jingci in his memory, no matter whether he was smiling, coquettish, or aggrieved, was fresh and vivid, and he seemed to have never seen him like this before.

So... have you been having a bad time these years?

Jiang Chenyu subconsciously stretched out his hand, wanting to touch this person's face, but when his finger was about to touch his cheek, he stopped suddenly.

What am I doing?Jiang Chenyu thought, in what capacity do I do such a thing?

He found sadly that physical contact with the other party had become his body's desire and instinct.He couldn't resist his love and intimacy with Zhu Jingci, just like he couldn't resist food and sleep,

But no, Jiang Chenyu knew that once he softened his heart this time, once he let go of the rift, there would always be a hidden danger in their relationship.

So, have to wait.

His fingers paused in the air for a moment, then slowly retracted inch by inch.

At this moment, after falling continuously, Zhu Jingci, who was in his sleep, couldn't hold on and suddenly fell to nothing.

Jiang Chenyu's body's reaction speed was half a beat faster than his brain's again. Before he could react, he stretched out his hand to support Zhu Jingci's chin.

He kept this action and froze there, and even began to think, is it too late to let go and pretend nothing happened?

Before he could think of an answer, the person he supported opened his eyes.

"Hmm," Zhu Jingci had just woken up, his eyes were foggy, and he forgot Jinxihexi for a moment.

He saw the person he liked standing in front of him, holding his face, frowning slightly, but his eyes were full of tenderness.

I must be dreaming, this dream is really good.

His eyes were round, and he was reluctant to blink, lest he would wake up from the dream accidentally.

If it's a dream, then you can do anything.

Jiang Chenyu watched the corners of the mouth of the person in front of him curl up a little bit, getting higher and higher, like a cat stealing a fish, smiling slyly and complacently.Then he straightened up, rushed over suddenly, and jumped onto himself.

Zhu Jingci hugged Jiang Chenyu's neck tightly with both hands, and unceremoniously put his legs on his body, buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, and murmured: "I miss you so much, Xiao Yu'er, I miss you so much." Almost dead."

Jiang Chenyu was caught off guard, and was thrown by him suddenly. He managed to avoid leaning over directly, and took two steps back before barely standing still.

He was a little dazed by the sudden situation, and originally wanted to harden his heart and get the person on him off, but when he heard Zhu Jingci lying there, talking in his ear with such an aggrieved voice, he felt the warmth of the side of his neck , he found that he couldn't be cruel no matter what.

Only this time, not the next time.He sighed in his heart, stretched out his arms as if resigned to his fate, and hugged the person in his arms.

Zhu Jingci couldn't remember when he let go of his hand.All I know is that when I came back to my senses and realized that it was not a dream, I had already got off Jiang Chenyu and stood face to face with him.

The person on the opposite side was still the same as when we first met, his eyes were very calm, and there was no disturbance in the slightest.Those tenderness and hugs just now seemed to be just a short dream.

Zhu Jingci began to panic.He had never imagined such a situation.He clearly knows that the person on the other side still loves him, and his heartbeat and instinct will not lie. Jiang Chenyu's inadvertent movements and eyes reveal his feelings for him.

Then why hide?Why can't you tell the truth?Why don't you want to be together again?

Yes, is it too painful?

Because the stabbing was too deep, even if the wound healed, the pain would still be faint when it was raining on a cloudy day. Was it so painful that people didn't dare to have any delusional thoughts anymore?

That's why Jiang Chenyu had to hide, and armed himself with sharp words, even if such words would hurt the other party, and Jiang Chenyu himself, even if the details of loving him couldn't be concealed at all, he still refused to admit his love in embarrassment The facts of Zhu Jingci.

Because Jiang Chenyu no longer believed in him.

The warning of the shipwreck is not far away. Jiang Chenyu didn't have the courage to repeat the same mistakes, so he had to decide to give up on him, choose someone else, and find a less difficult life.

The person in front of him had bright eyes and thin lips, so good-looking that people couldn't move their eyes away.Zhu Jingci wanted to reach out to hug him, but he didn't dare.

I obviously want to love you, why do I make you hurt so much?

Jiang Chenyu looked at Zhu Jingci, who had been silently staring at him for a long time, his eyes were filled with sadness, which almost turned into a sharp knife that cut him in two.

Did I act too indifferent just now, did I scare him?

Just because he doesn't get back together with this person doesn't mean he wants to see this person sad.

After thinking about it, he could only guess whether Zhu Jingci misunderstood what Xu Mumu said before, so he looked at him with such despairing eyes.

try it.He stood in front of Zhu Jingci, stretched out his hand, and vainly covered his eyes, not wanting to see those sad eyes.Then he said, "No matter what anyone says, don't listen, don't believe it, only what I say is true."

He could feel Zhu Jingci blinking, his thick eyelashes swept across the palm of his hand, and the numb feeling spread all the way from his arm to his heart.

Zhu Jingci was greedy for the tenderness that this person cast on him, with a sacrificial mood like a moth flying to a flame.He replied: "Well, as long as you say, I will remember."

It doesn't matter whether you lie to me or lie to me, as long as the words come out of your mouth and into my ears, I will remember them all in my heart, and I dare not forget them again.

You are my priceless treasure, my century-old plan, my precious and most cherished and long-awaited consolation.

Therefore, no one can take you away from me, and you can never leave me in this life.

No matter what method I use, I will keep you by my side.