Jiangzhu's Summer

Zhu Jingci couldn't remember how he got home.

The schoolbag was left casually at the door, and he lay on his back on the bed, staring blankly at the roof, his eyes unfocused.

The rented house is old, with black mold spots on the wooden ceiling, which are deep and shallow.He stared at it for a long time, in a trance, he saw that there were deep pupils watching him in this small room.

"Go away! Get out!" He suddenly became angry, grabbed the pillow and threw it at him.He had no strength, and the pillow fell to the ground with a muffled "thump".

He turned over and lay on his side on the bed with his back bent, like a lifeless shrimp.

His stomach was hurting, and it was burning hot. He pressed his hand on the left side of his lower abdomen, but he still couldn't hold it. He rushed to the toilet, but couldn't vomit anything.Then I remembered that I didn't have dinner.

He went back to the dazed look he was at first.

A person nestled in a cold and dark room, time passed by little by little, he was forgotten here.It's like never going out.

I screwed up and that was all he had on his mind.

After the conversation with Jiang Chenyu, he seemed to be left with nothing but an empty shell.The soul floats in the air, neither heard nor seen.Only the scene at that time was replayed in front of my eyes.

Everything becomes slow motion.

The person's slightly frowned eyebrows, plain eyes, and the words spit out from the opened lips, with helplessness and usual tenderness, bit by bit his heart.

Then the dense pain spread all over his body, he curled up hard, curled himself into a small ball, his fingers clenched layers of folds on the bed sheet, his joints were blue and white.

It wasn't until he was rejected that he realized belatedly that those closeness, intimacy and possessiveness were evidence that he loved that person deeply.

He was too dull and clumsy.Trying to say ambiguous words and doing ambiguous actions, I don't know how to make people like it.Qiuqiu 3 3? Ling [-] wine ^ [-]' [-]; wine: [-]

Jiang Chenyu acquiesced in his approach, and he couldn't help but get carried away.Thinking that he took a shortcut and saved a lot of trouble, he didn't know that he was only one step away from the cliff.

His consciousness seemed to have sunk into the wasteland, and everything that happened at noon was hazyly distorted into a dream.They finished their lunch normally and returned to the classroom.Those hesitant thoughts and longings to cover up were all carefully disguised by him, and Jiang Chen didn't discover the slightest bit.

He obtained false comfort in his psychedelic imagination, and when he woke up, the panic in his heart almost swallowed him.

Jiang Chenyu is such a good person, even when he rejected him, he carefully avoided embarrassment.She even asked Xu Mumu to bring him dinner.

Thinking of this, he couldn't even help hating this person.Hate his kindness, irony, and constant tenderness.

He is like a luxuriant tree, regardless of whether it is wind, rain or scorching sun outside, it will grow on its own.Only when you get closer, you will find that its branches and leaves are so beautiful and full of high-spirited vitality.

After seeing Jiang Chenyu like this, who can get greedy and want to monopolize him?

Zhu Jingci is a common man, he wants Jiang Chenyu.When he found out that he liked this person, he was already in love with it.

There is no shortcut to love.He fell down and learned this truth.

To like someone, you have to endure hardships, you have to show your sincerity very seriously, and walk in front of him through all kinds of difficulties and dangers, in order to be accepted and cherished.Those frivolous words and actions express affection, which will never be recognized.

Zhu Jingci hoped that it was not too late for him to understand.

Give me another chance, he thought, I will hide all the bad things, and like you very seriously.

Thinking of this, he stretched out his hand and wrapped himself in the quilt so that no light could penetrate.

Come quickly tomorrow, if you want to see Jiang Chenyu, if you want to hear him talk, you can say anything, just don't ignore me.

Zhu Jingci stayed up almost all night.The next day, when he came to school early, Jiang Chenyu's seat was still empty, and the test papers he had sorted out yesterday were stacked neatly on the corner of the desk.

He hesitated, flicked the edge with his fingertips, unfolded the bent corners, and quickly withdrew his hand.

He took out the breakfast bag from his schoolbag and wanted to put it on Jiang Chenyu's table, but hesitated and stopped.

Is it just put here openly?

Would Jiang Chenyu think it was from Xu Mumu?

Or, he guessed that he gave it to him, what should he do if he feels even more disgusted?

Do you feel like you're being sloppy and trying to move forward even though you've been rejected?

Thinking about it, Zhu Jingci felt almost discouraged.The process of getting close to Jiang Chenyu in the past was too smooth, and he was still ignorant, without any flirtatious intentions.Now that I got up, I just feel that there are flaws everywhere, and every step I take is frightening.

While hesitating, he saw Jiang Chenyu enter the classroom door from the corner of his eye.He panicked almost instantly, and subconsciously stuffed the breakfast bag into the belly of his desk.

Jiang Chenyu didn't notice his small movements.

After he sat down in his seat, he paused, and said good morning to Zhu Jingci, with a very normal tone of greeting, while talking, he took out the book from the table, without looking at Zhu Jingci.

Zhu Jingci's courage to build up all night has almost disappeared.He just felt at a loss, and stammered back, "Morning, good morning."

Jiang Chenyu frowned imperceptibly when he heard him speak.With his arm on the table, his thumb unconsciously rubbed the small mole on the inside of the knuckle of his index finger.

This seems to be his casual habit.Whenever my mood fluctuates, I will do this little action unconsciously.

While Zhu Jingci was worried, he also hopelessly found him cute.

"If you're not used to it," Jiang Chenyu turned his head as if making up his mind, looked at Zhu Jingci and said, "I can apply to the teacher for a seat change."

When the words came out of his mouth, he inexplicably had those timid eyes that Zhu Jingci used to have before.He added, "I didn't mean to drive you away."

The kitten he knew was Jiaojiaoer, with only a little courage.Even if he didn't intend to take it home, he couldn't bear to make it afraid.

But Zhu Jingci was still terrified.Regardless of all the hesitation and hesitation before, he stretched out his hands and grabbed Jiang Chenyu's arm firmly, almost sinking his fingertips.

"Don't change," he repeated with trembling lips, his cheeks turned pale almost instantly, "don't change seats, I will change, Jiang Chenyu, I really will."

He spoke in a hurry, incoherently, and clenched his hands even more tightly, as if once he let go, Jiang Chenyu would move the table and leave the next moment.

"I don't want to move away," Jiang Chenyu was startled by his reaction for a moment, and after realizing it, he patted the back of his hand reassuringly, comforting him softly, "If you don't tell me, I won't change it, okay?"

Having received the promise, Zhu Jingci slowly let go of his hand, but he still bit his lower lip tightly, and the uneasiness in his eyes did not fade away.Those terrible thoughts tormented him, almost cooking his heart on a frying pan.

"Jiang Chenyu," he forced himself to calm down, and said the lines he had been thinking about all night, "I did some things wrong before, and I'm sorry. But I really like you very much, so I want to be good in the future, Can I formally pursue you?"

He didn't act like a baby on purpose this time, he didn't pretend to be pitiful, and he didn't use those upturned endings.He wanted Jiang Chenyu to know that he had made a serious decision and wanted to like him very seriously.

Jiang Chenyu is the moon in the sky, and he wants to pick the moon.

Things were somewhat beyond Jiang Chenyu's expectations. His former suitors were rarely so persevering, and almost never had such a chance to confess their love again after being rejected.Faced with such a situation, he even felt helpless.

"Jiang Chenyu," Zhu Jingci saw that he was silent, feeling uneasy in his heart, searching for words to say in his mind, "You don't have to be burdened, and you don't have to answer me right away. I'm not trying to force you."

"It's my own decision to chase you. I won't disturb you. I promise to chase you quietly by the side."

"You can treat me whatever you want, it doesn't matter if it's different from the original."

"Wait until the day you are willing to accept me, or... you hate me completely, and then tell me, okay?"

He spoke quickly and anxiously, as if he didn't know how to negotiate with others, and put all his cards on the table in one go, leaving life and death in the hands of the other party.

Desperate to make people feel pitiful.

Jiang Chenyu stared at him fixedly, as if he wanted to look into his heart through his pupils, with a scrutiny, to check if there was any cowardice, gloom and glibness mixed in it.

The eyes of the person on the opposite side were like a pure lake, only filled with two little ones.

"I'm hard to chase." He said suddenly.

"Ah?" Zhu Jingci was at a loss for a moment, and the moment he realized it, he was almost overwhelmed by surprise.

He straightened his back and promised the same, "It's okay, I will work very hard."

He is the most courageous cat in the world, cunning and brave. It is hard to imagine that there is anything such a kitten can't do.

That's it, Jiang Chenyu thought, I'll be more aggressive, and then he will retreat in spite of the difficulties.

"I brought you breakfast, which is chocolate-flavored." Zhu Jingci was as happy as a puppy in the snow.He immediately started chasing people very hard, just as he promised.Passed over the breakfast bag that had been tormented several times.

Before Jiang Chenyu could refuse, he hastily added, "It's not free. I'll bring you breakfast. If you want lunch, please come back. You can't refuse me just because you feel sorry for the lunch money."

"..." There are reasons and evidences that cannot be refuted.Jiang Chenyu, who had decided to be fierce at the last moment, found that he couldn't find an opportunity to be fierce at all.

It's just a breakfast, and it's nothing if you take it. Xu Mumu's breakfast has been eaten for free many times, not to mention that it still has to be paid back, so it's no big problem.So comforting himself, he opened the breakfast bag.

The problem is getting bigger.Jiang Chenyu looked at the things in the bag and fell silent.

Inside are neat boxes, chocolate lava cake, chocolate puffs, chocolate custard tart, and a box of chocolate-flavored milk.

Not to mention Zhu Jingci, even if Xu Mumu gave me such a breakfast, I would think he fell in love with me.Jiang Chenyu thought expressionlessly.