Liu Zhi was running.

The ambulance whistled and followed her on the gravel road with many forks and rough roads.

Her shoes ran off, and her feet left bloodstains of varying shades on the gravel.

"Grandma..."

Liu Zhi's eyes were fascinated by tears, she couldn't feel the pain of the skin and flesh on her feet, and only these two words remained in her mind.

The small path that can be walked in a few minutes on weekdays has become extremely long, so long that she seems to be unable to run to the end at all.

The small house was getting farther and farther away from her, until there was only a tiny black spot left.

……

It was this dream again.

This time grandma was standing under the pagoda tree at the door, looking at Liu Zhi with a smile.

Liu Zhi seems to never be able to get close to her.

This dream is very painful.

Liu Zhi's heartbeat accelerated, his breathing became short of breath, and the hair on his forehead was wet with cold sweat.

"Liu Zhi?"

"Liu Zhi!"

Meng Yang patted her cheek lightly.

"Are you having a nightmare?" Meng Yang was a little anxious, "Wake up!"

After a while, Liu Zhi opened his eyes.

"Have you had a nightmare?"

Meng Yang propped up his arms and looked at Liu Zhi, her hair fell by Liu Zhi's ear.

Liu Zhi calmed down and answered after calming down.

"The same dream." Liu Zhi said, "I have dreamed it many times."

Meng Yang rubbed her hair, "It's just a nightmare, don't worry too much about it."

Liu Zhi tilted his head and met Meng Yang's eyes.

"About grandma."

"I called my dad, and the ct sent everything. My dad's friend said it was basically safe." Meng Yang stroked her cheek, "It's okay, don't worry."

Meng Yang called his father, and Meng's father consulted experts in this field.The answer given by the experts is similar to Director Shi's.

"It's not this." Liu Zhi said, "This is a memory of mine."

Liu Zhi looked at Meng Yang, his eyes were moist, like tears.

"Can you talk to me?" Meng Yang said.

"Actually, my ideal job is not a doctor." Liu Zhi said, "I just wanted to be a policeman."

"I seem to be able to guess it." Meng Yang turned away the hair on Liu Zhi's cheek, "Is it because of grandma?"

Liu Zhi hummed.

"My grandma had a cerebral hemorrhage in my sophomore year of high school." Liu Zhi's eyes darkened, and that bad time was overturned in his mind again.

Mentioning the second year of high school, Meng Yang's memory was also brought back.

"During that time, your personality changed a lot." Meng Yang said, "I sometimes doubt that you are still Liu Zhi."

When Meng Yang first met Liu Zhi, she was not as bored as she is now, she would occasionally joke around, and would go out with her on weekends.

Liu Zhi really started to change sex, probably not long after the start of the second year of high school.

I don't laugh anymore, and I don't like to talk much.

"So it's because of a family accident." Meng Yang groped Liu Zhi's hair with his fingertips, "Then I seem to understand."

"I really wanted to be a teacher." Liu Zhi's eyes were moist, "But that time..."

"During that time, the family was very difficult." Liu Zhi said, "Everything is decided by my mother."

"Surgery was possible at the time, but my mother didn't pay for it. She chose conservative treatment."

"Because of financial burden?"

"Because of Liu Yi."

"Your brother?"

"Well. Here, marriage pays attention to bride price, house, car, three gold... I can't remember anything else." Liu Zhi said, "Basically, when there is a boy in the family, all income is saved for him. "

"It's a bit feudal."

"There is no way, no matter where, most marriages depend on the man's financial conditions." Liu Zhi looked into Meng Yang's eyes, "After I work, most of the male colleagues I come into contact with also worry about this problem."

"Your relationship with your brother..."

"I have a good relationship with him."

"Although I knew at the time that the operation might not be successful." Liu Zhi choked up, "But I couldn't get past the hurdle in my heart."

"I even felt that my mother was unfilial and selfish." Liu Zhi said, "From then on, I wanted to go far in the exam, stay away from my parents, and escape from this family."

"I wanted to work in medicine at the time. First, I thought that if I became a doctor in the future, the probability of this kind of thing would be less. Second, I heard that the salary is good."

Meng Yang leaned over and kissed Liu Zhi's forehead.

"If you told me about it at the time, would you feel better?"

"Meng Yang." Liu Zhi called her, "I have a low self-esteem in my bones."

"When I walk into a high-end restaurant, I will be nervous, worrying about the economy and my own interests." Liu Zhi leaned against Meng Yang's cheek, "Can you see it?"

"I can't tell." Meng Yang's heart was aching.

"Maybe I have learned to pretend, and pretended to be indifferent and noble." Liu Zhi forced a smile, "Actually, I am inferior and timid."

"It's no exaggeration to say that at that time, I envied you and was afraid of you."

"Why are you afraid?"

"I'm afraid that you will see my embarrassment."

"I don't care about anything else." Meng Yang's eyes were also astringent, "I just asked you, did you push me away on purpose?"

"Yes." Liu Zhi answered with certainty, "I'm avoiding you."

Meng Yang's tears fell on Liu Zhi's hair.

Liu Zhi hugged her in his arms.

"sorry."

"Do you know why I study medicine?" Meng Yang nestled in Liu Zhi's arms, "It's not just because my grandfather and father are both engaged in this industry."

"I was at a loss about my future at the time." Meng Yang choked up, "Because you said you wanted to study medicine..."

"I think that the world is so big, and we will always meet the people we should meet. If we are in the same industry, will there be more opportunities for us to meet in the future?"

Meng Yang shed tears while talking, and every tear seemed to fall on Liu Zhi's heart.

Liu Zhi hugged her tighter.

"Fortunately." Liu Zhi's nose lingered with the fragrance of Meng Yang's hair.

Fortunately, my grandma survived in the end, and I am also fortunate to meet you after missing so many times.

Liu Zhi thought this way in her heart, she felt that it was too nasty to speak out, and she would only hug Meng Yang tighter.

……

Because he didn't book a ticket for Sunday night, Meng Yang had to go back on Sunday afternoon.

When Father Liu and Mother Liu came over, Liu Zhi was pushing Meng Yang's box and sending her to the exit.

Liu Yi took two Chinese lessons off and came over too.

They turned their heads together and watched their backs.

The taxi stopped at the intersection, unable to wait, Mother Liu hesitated for a while, but finally did not call Liu Zhi.

Liu Yi didn't see Meng Yang's face very clearly, and the photo of Liu Zhi's phone wallpaper was not very clear, but his intuition told Liu Yi that this person was the one on Liu Zhi's wallpaper.

Liu Yi curled up his fingers.

After sending Meng Yang off, Liu Zhi put his pockets in his pockets and turned around, just in time to see his family.

"Xiaozhi." Mother Liu recruited her.

Liu Zhi walked over, and the family entered the building.

"Send a friend?" Mother Liu asked.

"En." Liu Zhi replied.

Mother Liu didn't ask any more questions, and Liu Yi kept his head down and didn't speak.

"The collar of the school uniform is not straightened." Liu Zhi walked to his younger brother and helped him tidy up his clothes.

"It's too fast." Liu Yi pressed the up button of the elevator.

"What class did you miss?" Liu Zhi asked.

"Chinese class."

They stopped talking, and the whole family fell silent. When they got on the elevator, they could only hear the voices of strangers chatting.

"Over there at the hospital?" Mother Liu broke the silence.

"Don't worry about it for now," Liu Zhi said.

"That's good." Mother Liu stood a little closer to Liu Zhi, "How long will it take for grandma to be transferred to the general ward?"

"A week should be about the same." Liu Zhi thought for a moment and said.

"The unit is also very important." Mother Liu said, "Grandma is transferred to the general ward and I will take care of it. You should go back to the unit as soon as possible."

Liu Zhi's eyes fell on the changing floors, she had her own thoughts.

"It's not easy at work. If you stay at home and ask for leave all the time, the boss must have a bad impression of you." Mother Liu said in a strict tone, "Don't make fun of your own future."

"Mom." Liu Zhi said calmly, "I have my own plans."

Liu Zhi talked to Meng Yang in the morning.

Grandma played a large part in Liu Zhi's growth, and the old man is over 80 years old this year.

Liu Zhi is not superstitious about longevity, and life expectancy is longer than Nanshan.

But she understands the truth that "the son wants to support but the relative does not wait".

At first, Liu Zhi planned to resign and return to Yancheng from the capital.

Although it was a pity, Liu Zhi thought it was worth it.

Meng Yang interrupted her when she found out.

The affiliated hospital has a plan for counterpart support, and Meng Yang suggested that she apply for support from the township health center under the jurisdiction of Yancheng.

Liu Zhi wrote the application overnight and was brought back to the capital by Meng Yang.

Meng Yang didn't tell her that this application is actually only available to doctors with mid-to-high professional titles.Liu Zhi got stuck on the hurdle of being promoted to an intermediate title.

It was not easy for Liu Zhi to get to this point, and Meng Yang was reluctant to give up.

Meng Yang thought that the rules are made by people, and it takes a little more warmth to act impartially, so Meng Yang decided to give it a try.It is not impossible to quit after trying and failing.

When Liu Zhi was writing, his mind was in a mess, and he made several mistakes.Meng Yang accompanied her to correct over and over again, organizing accurate language.

Liu Zhi thought of Meng Yang's gentle and firm eyes, and slowly calmed down.

"I applied for counterpart support." Liu Zhi looked at his mother, "Go back to work in the township health center in Yancheng."

"If it doesn't work, I'll resign," Liu Zhi said.

"Xiaozhi, don't be willful!"

"Sister, don't be impulsive."

The voices of Liu Yi and Liu's mother fell almost at the same time.

"I know what I want and what I'm doing." Liu Zhi's eyes were serious.

"I agree to come back to support, but resignation is not acceptable." Father Liu said, "What a pity."

The elevator door opened, and Liu Zhi took the first step.

"Xiaozhi, think about it, how good it is to work in the capital, if you can marry a man from the capital in the future, get a registered permanent residence..."

"Mom." Liu Zhi stopped and looked at her mother.

From this angle, Liu Zhi felt somewhat condescending.

"I repeat, life is my own." Liu Zhi said, "Whether I quit my job, or whether I get married or not, I have to decide for myself."

"I appreciate you thinking about me, but sometimes, I have my own wishes."

Mother Liu froze in place, not knowing what to say.

"Children!" Mother Liu said.

"Mom." Liu Yi grabbed Liu's mother, "This is the hospital, please keep quiet, and we'll talk about it when we go home."

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