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Liu Zhi once saw this sentence - "The person who pushes you away with his own hands may be more eager for you to stay."

She pushed Meng Yang away with her own hands, but actually wanted her to stay even more.

All this stems from the inferiority complex rooted in my heart.

Inferiority can make people cowardly, and it can also make people learn to pretend.

In the eyes of others, Liu Zhi is a supernatural doctor with outstanding looks, extraordinary temperament, capable and calm.

Only Liu Zhi knew that he was actually a timid and introverted person.

Because of cowardice, he is afraid of making mistakes, and he is cautious about everything; because of introversion, he is not good at communicating with people, and becomes indifferent over time.

Liu Zhi hides all his love in his heart, just because he cherishes Meng Yang enough.

She felt that she was not worthy of Meng Yang's liking - no matter in terms of family background or personality.

As early as the time when she got through to her shared roommate, Liu Zhi had faintly sensed that something was wrong.

Reason told her to stay away, but the suppressed liking in her heart urged her to move on.

She used the coincidence as an excuse to numb herself over and over again, enjoying the peace given by Meng Yang with peace of mind.

Liu Zhi lay on his back on the bed, thinking of many things.

In high school, Meng Yang, who came from the capital, rented the elevator room near the school, and Liu Zhi lived in the old staircase room under the shadow of the building.

Meng Yang's mother is intellectual and elegant, and treats people kindly. Her mother is vulgar and philistine, complaining about the rising prices every day.

Meng Yang is sunny and cheerful, and she has no shortage of friends wherever she goes, but she is dull and gloomy, and she has long lost the vitality of a teenager.

When others comment on Meng Yang, there are a lot of adjectives to express their admiration, but when it comes to Liu Zhi, only "old-fashioned" is left.

Young and mature.

Meng Yang will not hide her emotions, she writes all her love for Liu Zhi on her face, coupled with the unique innocence of young people who are in love, Meng Yang finally expresses her love to Liu Zhi cautiously.

Liu Zhi reacted very sensitively. She was delighted at first, but then a strong sense of inferiority rose in her heart.

Sometimes being liked by a good person is also a burden.

The inexperienced Liu Zhi was not so tactful in handling things, she adopted the most stupid method - pretending to be stupid and quickly escaping.

On the day Meng Yang left, all the students in the class wrote farewell letters, but Liu Zhi did not send them.

She stood at the corner of the stairs, pinching her parting words, watching Meng Yang's back go away.

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From day to night, Liu Zhi's mind was in chaos.

She imagined many endings and prepared for the worst.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Liu Zhi swallowed painkillers and went to the attached hospital more than an hour earlier.

She obviously felt that she couldn't do what she wanted today, and she was not in the mood to handle things.

During work breaks, Liu Zhi washed his face with cold water several times.Force yourself to get rid of the messy thoughts in your head.

Being busy can make Liu Zhi forget the bad things in life for a short time. She fills up her time to the full, and also takes care of the work that was previously assigned to the intern doctor.

At the same moment, Meng Yang was sitting beside the bed with his pillow in his arms.His eyes were dim and his mood was depressed.

Hungry children sat at her feet, eagerly waiting for lunch.

It wasn't until Naituan meowed that Meng Yang's eyes regained some charm.

Meng Yang finally stood up and walked out of the bedroom.

The house was quiet, as if she had always been the only one.

After setting out the cat food, Meng Yang went to wash up.

Liu Zhi's mouthwash cup was placed in the corner on the washstand, Meng Yang looked at it, and his emotions rose again.

Liu Zhi was not at home, Meng Yang even lost the interest in cooking.She went back to the bedroom, collapsed on the bed, and looked at the ceiling.

After a while, she turned over and smothered herself in the quilt.

The more Meng Yang thought about it, the more wronged he became.

Sometimes she also wants to wake herself up.

Liu Zhi obviously didn't like her, but she insisted on it.

All feelings are only meaningful if they go in both directions.Wishful thinking is in a sense just an ineffective effort.Even if it succeeds, it won't last long.

She understands the truth, but when Meng Yang sees Liu Zhi, his heart will drift away.No amount of self-discipline will come to naught, and it will be broken when it is floating.

Meng Yang mourned all morning, and finally decided to ride a bicycle to go out to relax.

The weather is fine today, everything is so beautiful.

With the wind blowing, Meng Yang felt a little better.

Cycling along the road to work, the familiar scenery came into view.

The bakery I went to with Liu Zhi, the zebra crossing I walked with Liu Zhi, the alleyway I walked through...

Meng Yang, who had just seen her mood improved, became depressed again, so she turned the car around and went straight home.

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The author has something to say:

"Sometimes the person who pushes you away with his own hands may be more eager for you to stay." This sentence is not original, and I couldn't find the source. The first time I saw it was under a comment on Netease Cloud.

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