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On the taxi back from the Internet cafe, Zhu Ying and Shu Nian sandwiched Zhu Ye on the left and right, Zhu Ye looked at Zhu Ying's face and did not dare to breathe, but the one on the right looked even more gloomy than Zhu Ying .

It's not that it looks scary, it's just that there is a very unspeakable aura surrounding it, which makes people feel difficult to approach for no reason.

Zhu Ye panicked even more.

This young man looked energetic, but he was a coward on the inside, not to mention his sister, but also Shu Nian.

Zhu Ye and Zhu Ying had a good relationship. Before high school, when their studies were not too stressful, they often came to Zhu Ying's house to hang out with each other, so Shu Nian and Zhu Ye were also considered half childhood sweethearts.But Zhu Ye has been a little apprehensive since he was a child. This little brother, who is not a year or two older than himself, will have a long period of self-calm down when he gets angry. Thinking or in a daze, but actually holding back a fire, not knowing when it will explode.At this time, it's best to let him go and figure it out for himself. If someone still doesn't know what to do to provoke him, he will definitely end up walking around.

So Zhu Ye honestly sat in the middle without daring to fart, until the car drove for a long time before reaching the school, he glanced out of the window, and said uncontrollably, "This is not the way back to school... ..”

"You still want to go back to school?" Zhu Ying rapped Zhu Ye's head hard, "Your homeroom teacher has discussed with your mother, let you temporarily suspend class and go home for two days, and think clearly about what you should do as a student , you go to school again."

"Stop class!" Zhu Ye exclaimed with a long mouth, glanced at the faces of Shu Nian and Zhu Ying, and said weakly, "This...isn't it, I haven't done it a few times... ..”

Zhu Ying raised her eyebrows: "Haven't you committed it a few times? How many more times do you want to commit it? Oh, yes, I remember that you still have a girlfriend who is a school bully? Will she stop you if you skip class?"

Mentioning this girlfriend, Zhu Ye immediately turned into a sad face, and hung his head like a big injured dog: "Let's break up, she thinks I'm incapable of learning, and I'm in a bad mood for the past two days and I don't want to study, so I go out all the time. I ran away." At the end, he said in a hurry, "I really didn't run away a few times, and it only started recently. Like Brother Gou! Brother Feng! Wen Yao and the others are repeat offenders. I just happen to be caught every time. I don't know how they escaped the surveillance, they are all so smart. The only one who was really hurt was me, an honest person..."

Zhu Ye pursed her mouth to defend, completely unaware of what information she revealed again, this time even Zhu Ying found something wrong, she glanced at Shu Nian, squinted her eyes and asked as if recalling: "Brother Gou? Which Brother Gou? Shu Nian, did you see it just now? Is it that brother Gou in your studio?"

Zhu Ying had some impressions of the names of the students who had a good relationship with Shu Nian in the studio, especially Qin Xun, the model in Shu Nian's sketchbook.

But her attention was all on Zhu Ye just now, and Zhu Ying also had a face-to-face meeting with Qin Xun, so she naturally ignored him and put him in the group of "Zhu Ye's friends".

"Ah, yes, yes, yes!" Zhu Ye seemed to have remembered something, "He wasn't at school last semester, Wen Yao said he went to study art."

Shu Nian ignored Zhu Ye, he looked out the window with his hands propped up, and answered after a few seconds: "Yes, I saw it."

Shu Nian's tone was very flat, so Zhu Ying asked again: "Why don't you go say hello?"

"have nothing to say."

After Shu Nian finished speaking, he turned his head to look at Zhu Ye, frowning slightly, and Zhu Ye shivered for no reason.

"I...a lot of times I don't quite understand your behavior." Shu Nian was worried, with a puzzled expression on his face, "Is that why you don't like going to school?"

"Did you choose to study at the beginning? No matter whether it is to follow the social trend or you want to realize your dreams through learning, after completing the nine-year compulsory teaching, no one will press your head and force you to take the exam. university?"

Zhu Ye was stunned for a moment, then scratched his head and said, "No...but this is the environment you live in. Everyone is in high school, so even if you don't want to learn, you still have to learn."

Shu Nian: "Since you have to learn anyway, why are you running?"

Zhu Ye clenched his fists: "I'm in a bad mood, and I don't think studying is interesting, so I'm not the material for studying."

"Have you tried hard?"

"I tried my best."

Zhu Ye took a defensive stance after he had slapped him, for fear that Shu Nian would slap him.

"It's no use trying my best! Anyway, I just can't learn well!"

But Shu Nian didn't do anything, just sighed.

"If the hard work you talk about is just insisting on not being late and leaving early every day, completing homework and attending class, then it's not hard work, it's duty."

Zhu Ye: "..."

"You said you worked hard, but what's the result? Anyway, in my own words, I get as much as I give. If you don't get what you think belongs to you, it can only be your own problem. You can't blame others or Can't blame fate."

Just like Shu Nian, when he failed the entrance exam, he never took his anger out on anyone, it was his own business, so he would only find his own mistakes, and then keep falling and moving forward.Fail, rectify, and transform, again and again.

Life is a suffering.No one is easier than anyone else.

"You say you are in a bad mood, you are sad, you are sad, if it were me, I would turn grief and anger into motivation, but why do you only think about going to Internet cafes, playing and going crazy. You think about it yourself, you are really sad, Still making excuses for laziness, rebellion and inaction."

"I......"

"You said that going to school is a last resort. Well, even if you don't want to, you don't want to read this book, but now you have entered this school and become a student, you can't retreat, why can't you go higher Do you have to waste your time and waste your youth? It’s not that there is only one way to go to college. If you think your talent is not in learning, you can learn technology and enter the society earlier. There is no distinction between high and low careers, and there is no way out. If you think you are good at playing games, you can engage in e-sports, but you are not that material.”

"There are so many roads, but you insist on staying here. Have you thought about the consequences? Have you thought about the future? Don't you have a goal? Is there no one who wants to go hand in hand? It doesn't matter who that person is."

Zhu Ye: "Tong, Brother Tong..."

"Why did your girlfriend break up with you, and you don't have any idea? Where does she yearn for and where do you want to go? The king can't pull the bronze aircraft carrier, so you have the nerve to mention it to me here to relieve your worries? They are already in Thinking about the future of the two of you, you haven't thought of anything! You just know how to play!"

At the end of Shu Nian's words, his hands were numb with anger, Zhu Ye stared at him dumbfounded, trembling while hugging his sister.

The car just stopped at this time, and it was obvious that Shu Nian's side was next to the sidewalk, Zhu Ye opened the door on Zhu Ying's side without even thinking, and said "I, I, I, I'm here" with long legs and stepped over Zhu Ying , ran away in a hurry.

Zhu Ying adjusted her seat as if waking up from a dream, and reported the address of Shu Nian's community to the driver, and the taxi began to drive slowly again.

Zhu Ying patted Shu Nian on the shoulder and asked, "...what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing."

Shu Nian relaxed and supported his head.

"I... shouldn't have imposed my own ideas on Zhu Ye," Shu Nian let out a foul breath, and said slowly, "It's my fault."

"It doesn't matter, he deserves to be scolded to begin with, not to mention you are doing it for his own good." Zhu Ying said calmly, "You are not wrong."

Shu Nian shook his head and said nothing.

He was only disappointed at first, but he had no position, so he endured it by himself, but now the more he thought about it, the more angry he was, and he said a lot without knowing it.Zhu Ye in front of him seemed to be just a phantom, but Shu Nian seemed to see another person through this phantom.

Shu Nian woke up early the next day. He was going to the high-speed rail in the provincial capital to take the last few exams.When Zhu Ying was carrying her schoolbag to school, she happened to see Shu Nian standing next to the trash can at the gate of the community, dragging her luggage and painting supplies.

She wanted to say hello, but when she saw Shu Nian put something on the lid of the recyclable trash bin, she turned her voice and swallowed it back.

Shu Nian stood there for a few seconds, looking at the lid of the trash can hesitantly, but in the end he still didn't take the thing back.After he left, Zhu Ying naturally couldn't hold back her curiosity and ran over to see what exactly Shu Nian had lost.

On the lid of the trash can lay a sketchbook quietly.

Zhu Ying looked familiar, and turned two pages to confirm that it was indeed the one she had in mind.She looked back at the direction Shu Nian left, picked up the sketchbook, carefully wiped off the dirt from the dustbin sticking to the surface with the wet paper towel she carried with her, and put it in her schoolbag.

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Zhu Ying: Get the key item Shu Nian's baby sketchbook*1

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