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The two went down the stairs to the river beach. At this time, the river beach was very empty, with little light.Shu Nian could easily find Mei Zi and the others by following the light of the fireworks.Besides Mei Zi, Chen Yanyan, Li Chengfeng, Xu Tian and Zhong Xiaorong were also present.Xu Tian and Mei Zi are getting together to pass the sparks on the firework sticks. The fireworks played by Zhong Xiaorong are like long whips. When lit, they will explode like firecrackers. It's a bit of a bad idea, and people are afraid that they will intentionally tease him, and put a whip and fireworks into Mei Zi's hand, Mei Zi screams and runs away, the three of them chase and beat like this, it's very lively.

"Shu Da!"

"Shu Da is here!"

Everyone greeted Shu Nian when they saw that Shu Nian was coming. Mei Zi escaped from Zhong Xiaorong's hands and handed the lit fairy wand to Shu Nian.Shu Nian was led by Qin Xun to watch the fireworks they bought. In addition to fairy sticks, there were also Hot Wheels, Spring Thunder, Spider Cannon and many other colorful and unnamed firecrackers.

Shu Nian is a weak-looking type, unexpectedly courageous, at least bigger than Mei Zi, can play with Zhong Xiaorong, and can shoot any gun.But Mei Zi and the others bought too many cannons, and they were interested in it at first, but they were tired from playing at the end, but there were still a lot left.Except for Zhong Xiaorong who was able to maintain enthusiasm, several people continued to light the fire numbly, just wanting to burn all these things quickly.

"It's too cold, it's too cold." Mei Zi kept shaking her claws holding the lighter, complaining as she lit the lighter, "Who said you were coming to the river beach just now?"

Li Chengfeng was frozen expressionless, and said with a sneer, "You yourself."

Mei Zi stopped talking.

Chen Yanyan lost her interest at the moment, she squatted in silence and played with fairy wands, the fire light illuminated most of her face, she looked calm and indifferent.Li Chengfeng was five meters away from her, so he didn't dare to disturb her.

Shu Nian and Li Chengfeng looked at each other with questioning eyes.Li Chengfeng shrugged, saying that he didn't know either.

After the college entrance examination, Chen Yanyan would occasionally come to the studio to make a call when she was free.Ever since she slapped Lin Youhuan that day, the two of them had completely lost contact.On the surface, Chen Yanyan's condition recovered very quickly, and she was exactly the same as before. When it was time to let go, she was more cheerful than anyone else, and her bickering with Li Chengfeng was as good as before.But rarely, I would sit quietly in a corner alone.

At this time, Chen Yanyan seemed to have her own isolation barrier.She will minimize her sense of existence and stay silent for a while, but no one knows what she is thinking.

Shu Nian can understand her.After going through such a thing, it is still the first love, even the iron man can't be completely indifferent.

Li Chengfeng was still staring at Shu Nian, he winked at Shu Nian, and twitched his chin in Chen Yanyan's direction twice.Shu Nian frowned suspiciously.

Li Chengfeng took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Shu Nian: "Go and see what Chen Yanyan is doing."

Shu Nian looked at the words on the screen, subconsciously tilted his head, and replied in confusion, "Why don't you ask? Compared to me, you know her better, right?"

"Oh, you don't know."

"She's been acting strange recently. She never told me about this matter." Li Chengfeng clasped his hands together and bowed to Shu Nian, "She will obey you, please, Shu Nian."

Shu Nian was speechless.What do you mean just obey me?What did I do?

But in Chen Yanyan's current state, Shu Nian sometimes feels a little uneasy and worried.So he sighed and took back his phone, took the remaining few firework sticks, and squatted beside Chen Yanyan, facing the river side by side with her.

"Shu Nian?" Chen Yanyan called him.

"Borrow a fire." Shu Nian waved the fairy wand in his hand at him, and lit it with the spark in Chen Yanyan's hand.

The two watched the fireworks quietly next to each other for a while.Shu Nian tried to beat the draft first, and felt that it was almost brewing, so he asked, "In a bad mood?"

Chen Yanyan didn't want to deliberately hide it, so she hummed.

"...What's the reason?" Shu Nian added after thinking about it, "You don't have to say it if you don't want to, don't force it."

Chen Yanyan hummed again, and the two fell into silence.Shu Nian was not in a hurry, and he didn't want Chen Yanyan to confide in him, but he just felt that staying together like this might be better than fighting alone.

"...Actually, it's the same thing as before, but not entirely." Chen Yanyan thought for a while before saying it.

Shu Nian nodded, showing that he was all ears.

"I don't know if you can understand... When I found out that this kind of thing happened to me, I was really disgusted, and I just wanted to beat him up. So maybe my way of dealing with this matter It's not that rational, but I don't think I have any regrets. It's just...although I don't want to admit it, but in fact, I haven't been able to let him go so quickly."

"Why do you say he is, I like him so much."

Shu Nian turned his head to the side, quietly observing Chen Yanyan's expression.When she said this, her expression was indifferent, as if she was simply telling the story of someone who had nothing to do with her, without any emotional fluctuations, but her thumb seemed to exert some strength forbearance, and the fairy wand in her hand was unbearably bent down.

If it was still because of Lin Youhuan, Shu Nian would feel a bit of a headache.Because strictly speaking, he has no experience in comforting girls who have lost love.Before when Zhu Ying was in love, he would cry with her without saying a word, then listen to her scolding the man, and finally taunt her to encourage her to turn her attention to her studies and finish the job.

But for Chen Yanyan, it is obvious that this method cannot be used.

Listening to Chen Yanyan's chanting, Shu Nian thought about the appropriate words, subconsciously looked for Qin Xun's figure, turned his head and inadvertently saw Xu Tian who seemed to stop him, the two of them said something, and walked along the river beach toward Went to a place a little farther away.

"?" Shu Nian obviously paused.

At the same time, Chen Yanyan said: "But in the end, what really upsets me is actually another thing."

Shu Nian paid attention to Qin Xun and Xu Tian, ​​and said at the right time, "What?"

Chen Yanyan said: "It's me...I may have failed the entrance exam."

Chen Yanyan sighed dejectedly.

"I know that I shouldn't be affected by these other things. I have to adjust my mentality to face this exam, but I can't go back to the previous state right away. I'm very shy about this, and I feel like Not like myself."

"...I didn't feel it when I was in a relationship before. It was only when the exam was approaching that I suddenly realized that it seemed that I hadn't paid attention to painting for a long time. When I was in the exam room, I was in a bad mood, nervous, and my heart was in a mess. The picture unexpectedly It's also messy, no matter how you change it, it won't fix it." Chen Yanyan threw the wreckage of the fairy wand on the ground a little decadently, hugged her knees and looked at Shu Nian, seeing that he didn't reply, asked, "Shu Da, are you listening? "

Shu Nian: "I'm listening."

Shu Nian was listening, but his thoughts were inevitably diverted to Qin Xun and Xu Tian.

What are they doing there?

"...No wonder Dong Wang said before that he is not opposed to puppy love, but he doesn't support it either, because falling in love will definitely divert his energy and make him unable to focus on what he should focus on."

Is there anything you must say away from the crowd?

"Especially in the third year of high school, you really can't be distracted. If you distract yourself, you will lose everything."

Xu Tian and Qin Xun......

"In this situation, I don't know what to do anymore. I really want to travel back to two months ago and wake myself up." Chen Yanyan covered her face and wailed as she spoke, and pressed Shu Nian twice with her elbow, "Like now It’s better to just repeat the study! Shu Nian, do you think I should repeat the study? Huh? If I knew it earlier, I wouldn’t be in a relationship! The more I think about it, the worse it will be!”

Chen Yanyan acted like a child, Shu Nian had no choice but to squeeze her head, and said in a coaxing tone, "The result hasn't come out yet, so don't be too pessimistic."

"Spicy man, ruin my youth." Chen Yanyan finally said angrily.

When Shu Nian looked at Qin Xun again, he and Xu Tian were already walking back. The two were not side by side as before, but Qin Xun was in front and Xu Tian was behind, separated by a distance of about one meter.

Shu Nian narrowed his eyes sharply.

What Chen Yanyan said just now may be just a casual chatter to vent a little bit, but Shu Nian feels that some words are reasonable from the bottom of her heart.

Excess emotion will spare excess energy.

At least at this stage, Shu Nian will never allow himself to take a wrong step within the controllable range.

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