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"Is that girl today your ex-girlfriend?"

Suddenly asking such a question out of nowhere, Shu Nian regretted it as soon as he finished speaking, and couldn't help but slander him for what was wrong with him, but Qin Xun looked up at him, a little on the verge of smiling.

He spun and jumped where Shu Nian couldn't see.I thought good guy, finally asked me.

"What...what?" Shu Nian felt guilty when he saw him, "I'll just ask casually."

"Ah, it's nothing." Qin Xun straightened up and exhaled hot air, "Well, yes. It's my ex-girlfriend."

"Calculate?"

Shu Nian was puzzled, how could it count?Sounds like a scumbag.

"Well...the situation at that time was like this." Qin Xun recalled, and said, "I didn't understand much at the time, but I thought she was beautiful, and I should have a good impression of her, so I agreed. After playing foolishly for more than half a year, I found out that she confessed to me at the beginning because she thought I was very good to her, and I should like her, so she wanted to try it out, but after we got together, I found that it was not the case at all. I just want to divide."

Shu Nian pondered Qin Xun's words in his heart.It sounds like first love was a misunderstanding?

At the end, Qin Xun added: "At that time, both of us were young, and our relationship was like a joke, and we didn't necessarily have a deep relationship, so we broke up peacefully. After the breakup, we still kept in touch. After all, friends are the same In the circle, occasionally everyone will go out to sing a song or something. I haven’t seen you for a long time after graduation, and it gradually faded away.”

"Oh." Shu Nian responded, pulled his hand back, and said as if he had no intention of teasing, "We talked about it in junior high school? It's pretty precocious."

"Well, so it's the same as not talking, and getting along is no different from ordinary friends."

"It doesn't matter." Shu Nian repeated, vaguely remembering Qin Xun holding his hand in Longxi Town, and the scene of Maoca carrying himself on a bicycle when he went back to Longxi Town. Didn't you take it?"

"That's still taken."

Shu Nian avoided Qin Xun's gaze, and Qin Xun continued, "Maybe it's like holding a little sister."

Shu Nian snorted and sneered: "Fart. That's what scumbags say—she's just my sister."

Qin Xun was shocked and asked, "Who taught you this?"

Shu Nian: "My second sister."

Qin Xun: "..."

So what happened to your sister?

Shu Nian was silent for a while, staring at Qin Xun who opened and closed his mouth, hesitant to speak.Qin Xun tilted his head to look at him, and said first, "Why are you still curious about me? Just ask me."

"Not curious." Shu Nian said subconsciously, then paused, and said, "How many girlfriends have you dated?"

Talking too much again.

After saying this, Shu Nian began to loathe himself.Asking such a question, it seems like Mei Zi, how gossip-like.

In fact, he just wanted to know each other a little bit better.

Unexpectedly, Qin Xun seemed a little distressed. He frowned and buried his head in thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "Well... I can't remember either, just wait for me to count." After that, the real thing started Counting your fingers one, two, three, counting your own is not enough, ten fingers are not enough, so I took Shu Nian's medicated hand and continued counting.

"You..." Shu Nian was very angry, his eyes widened in shock and anger, and he slapped Qin Xun conveniently.

"Ah, what are you doing?" Qin Xun rubbed his arms aggrievedly.

Shu Nian was taken aback for a moment before realizing what he had done.He couldn't justify himself, so he immediately returned to his usual state, and said solemnly, "I'll beat you up."

"Oh, I'm just kidding." With Shu Nian's strength and the thickness of his current clothes, Qin Xun's thick blood and high defense don't hurt at all, "Just this one, one."

Shu Nian stopped talking, and his expression seemed to soften a little, as if he was satisfied with the answer.

Qin Xun was playing with the ointment in his hand, and asked Shunian, "Speaking of which, sticky, have you never been in a relationship? What type do you like, tell me."

Shu Nian had long since become numb to Qin Xun's behavior of calling him by nickname in private from time to time. He didn't want to answer, but he glanced at Qin Xun beside him.

The dim street lamp only illuminated half of Qin Xun's face, half was dark and half was bright.Shu Nian didn't need to look carefully, but he could also trace in his mind the upward curve of Qin Xun's mouth, the density of broken hair on his forehead, the soft contours of his face, even the folds on his coat, and the gap on his little fingernail.Shu Nian is clear about every detail that can be observed with the naked eye.

In a corner that no one knows, he has painted countless times.

What he struggles with, what he yearns for, what he likes.

Despite this, Shu Nian still couldn't control his gaze, he still wanted to look at Qin Xun, preferably in his eyes.It would be great if Qin Xun happened to be able to see him too.

Thinking about it, Shu Nian's chest felt a little hot.

Shu Nian blurted out, "...the taller ones, the better-looking ones. The gentler and cheerful ones...the gentler ones, the more considerate ones, and...the ones who are more talkative. Nothing else."

Qin Xun let out an ooh, and Shu Nian followed suit and asked, "What about you, what do you like?"

"me......"

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Qin Xun seemed to have really looked at Shu Nian intentionally or unintentionally.

"Don't be too high, just be white, do what you like, focus on it carefully, have goals and plans... It's better to be sensible, so that you can control me. It doesn't matter if you look cold, but you have to be nice, wear glasses It’s okay, you don’t have to wear it. It doesn’t have to be beautiful, as long as I think it’s beautiful.”

Shu Nian listened carefully, pondered for a while, and said sincerely: "It sounds like there are quite a lot of requirements, and it may be a little difficult to find one that completely matches."

Qin Xun was discouraged by this sentence, and laughed out loud: "Slimy, you really can't hear anything, you're so cute hahaha."

Shu Nian looked up at him and said blankly, "What?"

Qin Xun stretched out his finger and touched Shu Nian's forehead.

"I said it in your own words."

Shu Nian slowly opened his eyes.

If he happens to look at me too—

Shu Nian was speechless, Qin Xun didn't look at Shu Nian, and before he could react, he went on to say:

"Never mind, just kidding."

Shu Nian's eyes quickly darkened.

"Oh, that's right." Qin Xun didn't look at Shu Nian from the beginning to the end, but handed him the warm ointment covered in his hand, "You take this back and apply it. My mother used it before and said it was very effective."

Shu Nian stared at the ointment in front of him without moving.

It's hard for Shu Nian to describe how he feels now.He seemed to be riding a roller coaster, and Qin Xun suddenly picked him up by surprise, let go of him instantly, and fell back to the original place heavily, leaving a big hole in his heart, and he couldn't recover for a long time.So much so that I didn't know what to say for a moment, or whether to take this ointment.

He sometimes felt that Qin Xun was the same as him, at least, almost felt the same.But most of the time, Shu Nian didn't know.

impossible.

I don't say anything else, but fortunately, I am a little self-aware.

How could this be the same.

Shu Nian lowered his head, his heart turned a thousand times, and finally returned to calm. Qin Xun saw that he didn't respond for a long time, and didn't take his hand. He called him suspiciously, "Shu Nian?"

"Qin Xun."

Shu Nian raised his head and looked directly into Qin Xun's eyes. At the same time, Qin Xun realized that Shu Nian should rarely call him by his name directly, because the two always stay together, and Shu Nian is always you. call.On the other hand, he always called Shu Nian sticky and Shu Da big tirelessly, trying to attract people's attention in different ways.

So at this moment, Qin Xun's intuition was not very good, so he had to ask cautiously: "What's wrong?"

"Stop teasing me."

Shu Nian's voice was very small, drowned in the roar of the speeding motorcycles, his throat seemed to be blocked, and his breathing was a little sad.

"Stop doing this."

Shu Nian seemed to have an epiphany at that moment.Why did Qin Xun's ex-girlfriend feel that Qin Xun liked her and ran to confess?She said it was because Qin Xun was kind to her, was it a good way to help him sharpen his pencils, take him on a bicycle, and buy him ointments?But she had been Qin Xun's girlfriend, and Qin Xun should treat her better than this.

So the hope that occasionally arises in my heart should not exist.

Qin Xun didn't seem to hear clearly, and asked: "What did you say? I..."

Shu Nian ignored him, backed away abruptly, then turned and walked forward, he was walking so fast, Qin Xun didn't have time to react, he was a step slower, Shu Nian beckoned, unexpectedly just stopped a taxi, his head He got into the car without returning, locked Qin Xun outside, and the taxi rushed out immediately.

Qin Xun stopped in place in a daze, still holding the cold ointment in his hand, which was not taken away by Shu Nian.

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