Draw a pen is to draw you

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After Shu Nian left, Qin Xun also boarded the bus smoothly.Qin Xun's house is actually closer to the studio than Shu Nian's, and the bus can't take a few stops, but because he couldn't help sending messages halfway, the last bit of battery in his phone was exhausted.Qin Xun, who lost his navigation, was like a blind man who lost his eyes. He was forced to get out of the car halfway, and fell into the confusion of "Where is this? Where is my house? Why is the road at night different from the road during the day?"

In the end, I had to call again to go home.

Qin Xun’s first experience of going home independently from his studio by bus can be said to be rough and rough, and he finally got home after eleven o’clock.Qin Xun opened the door and saw that the living room was actually lit. When he looked up, he met his father face to face.

Qin Xun was stunned first, then sighed deeply, and walked into the living room.Dazzling by the bright yellow crystal chandelier on the ceiling, he raised his hand to block it, and heard Qin Junqing greet him with a nonsense: "You're back?"

"Ah."

Qin Xundi's promise seemed to be forced out of his chest.He was exhausted after a day in the studio, so he didn't want to talk to him now, so he went straight to the room on the second floor.

"Wait a minute."

After Qin Junqing finished speaking, Qin Xun stopped. He turned his back to Qin Junqing and clicked his tongue impatiently, then turned back expressionlessly and asked, "What's the matter?"

Qin Junqing put down the water glass, and said lightly: "Have you got your monthly exam results this time? How are you doing?"

Monthly exam?

Qin Xun frowned slightly upon hearing this.He and his father have a time difference in work and rest. He usually stays in the room to draw pictures after returning home, and goes out on weekends. In addition, Qin Junqing often travels on business because of his work. Although the two are under the same roof, they meet each other more often. Not as many as he and Shu Nian met.Qin Xun recalled it for two seconds, and vaguely remembered that the last time he met Qin Junqing face to face was not long after returning from sketching.In a flash, more than half a month has passed.

Qin Junqing has ignored him for so long, and when they meet, he doesn't talk about warm topics such as physical condition, diet and sleep, but asks about his grades when he comes up, which is also very his style.

Qin Xun looked at him coldly, and his voice was emotionless, which was quite different from his usual gentle appearance.

After hearing Qin Xun's report, Qin Junqing nodded slightly, took a sip of tea, and sighed.

"How long is it until the college entrance examination for your art students?"

Qin Xun knew that he was talking about the entrance exam, so he replied truthfully: "More than a month."

"More than a month." Qin Junqing repeated, his helpless tone wrapped in sternness and meanness, "There is not much time...why are you still like this?"

Hearing this, Qin Xun squeezed the armrest tightly, and frowned even tighter.

"If you say you can't study science, I'll let you study literature; if you say you can't get into a serious university, I'll send you to art. Art is much easier, and the grade requirements are also low, but if you draw a picture, Why is it like this?"

easy?like this?

Qin Xun knows that his study attitude is not good, and his mind is not on it, so the result now is entirely his own fault, but Qin Xun disagrees with saying that studying in the studio can be easy for everyone.

Especially with a learning benchmark sitting beside him.

The appearance of Shu Nian who was so sleepy that his upper eyelids touched his lower eyelids but still unwilling to stop painting for a rest, the appearance of giving up on himself for a short time because he couldn't draw the ideal effect, and the appearance of pensive and annoyed when his grades fell slightly, and secretly happy when he made sporadic progress, Qin Xun I've seen it too many times.

Whether it is easy or not, to put it bluntly, depends on the person.There is not much difference between you not thinking about making progress in school and not thinking about making progress in the studio, but the joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, and prejudice is always an iron wall that stands in the way of comparing people's hearts.Qin Junqing will not understand Qin Xun's laxity, nor will Shu Nian change his opinion because of his persistence and hard work.

Thinking of this, Qin Xun felt inexplicably angry.

But it was only two sentences, and he couldn't take it anymore.

Qin Junqing pinched the bridge of his nose, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes spread to his temples like ravines.He suddenly asked, "Is it because of the studio?"

Qin Xun paused: "What?"

"I said, is this studio not good enough?" Qin Junqing discussed with Qin Xun as calmly and seriously as possible, "You were not willing to send you to the studio in Beijing at the beginning, and I didn't force it, which caused the current not very optimistic situation. .If you change studios now and make a surprise attack, there should be still time."

Qin Junqing thought it was a discussion, but to Qin Xun's ears, it sounded like he was directly announcing a decision.

Qin Xun was a little confused.

Are you crazy to change studios at this juncture?

"No change." Qin Xun said decisively after reacting.

Unlike Shu Nian who paints all the time and loves painting, Qin Xun doesn't like painting very much, but his grades are too poor. Qin Junqing listened to the advice of his friends around him in order to let him at least be admitted to a decent university. Qin Xun sent it to the studio.Qin Xun resisted to no avail, and finally compromised, but the condition was that he must choose a local studio.

Because Qin Xun is a road idiot, a change of environment has a great impact on him.But Qin Junqing, as Qin Xun's biological father, didn't know about it.

On the surface, Qin Junqing looks handsome and elegant, as if he is easy to talk to, but he is actually quite authoritarian, saying what he says.Qin Xun hated him very much, but unknowingly inherited some of his father's disposition, two iron plates collided, same-sex repelled each other, and no one would let anyone else.Qin Xun had been at odds with Qin Junqing since he was a child, coupled with his parents' divorce and lack of love for him, the communication between father and son has become more and more difficult over the years, and the number of calm conversations can be counted on the fingers.So this time, if Qin Junqing wanted to make another decision against his will, Qin Xun would not give in no matter what.

Qin Xun clearly made progress in the monthly exam this time, but Qin Junqing didn't say a word, and he was just scolding when he came up, which also made Qin Xun feel cold.

Qin Junqing was choked by Qin Xun, a little annoyed, he pressed hard, and just wanted to argue with Qin Xun, Qin Xun added fuel to the fire: "If you can't draw well, you can't draw well, it doesn't matter where you go."

When Qin Junqing heard this, he became angry.

"What do you mean if you can't paint well? I spend so much money for you to study, so it's fine if you can't learn one sentence?!"

Qin Xun shrugged, knowing that he was extremely clean tonight.

The conversation between the two fathers and sons ended in a quarrel.

Qin Xun had long been used to Qin Junqing's temper, he just insisted on his own opinion, and didn't want to argue with him too much.Thinking back at the beginning, his mother also filed for divorce because he couldn't stand Qin Junqing's dictatorship for many years, but Qin Junqing stubbornly thought that she had a change of heart, and the two finally broke up.At that time, Qin Xun's family was always full of quarrels, so Qin Xun locked himself in the room, unable to do homework, so he played the guitar and read comics.

Two years after the mother left, the family was reorganized and another boy was born.The "cousin" Qin Xun referred to was actually his half-brother.

After the mother had a new family, she gradually became estranged from herself, and the father was as hard-hearted as iron. He didn't care about anything other than studying, and gradually formed the current mode of getting along with the two fathers and sons.

"Anyway, I'm not going to change studios! I'm not going anywhere!" Qin Xun stood at the door of the room and yelled at his father downstairs.Qin Junqing laughed back angrily, and taunted coldly: "If you don't pass the university entrance exam, repeat it for me! Anyway, you don't want to go anywhere, just repeat it and stay for a few more years!"

Qin Xun slammed the door shut, shutting Qin Junqing, who was covered in fire, outside, and shut himself in, who was covered in thorns.

The air was suddenly quiet, and an unspeakable loneliness and exhaustion swept over him unexpectedly.

Qin Xun was suffocated for a moment, his heart and nose were slightly sore.

He was not in the mood to do homework for the time being, so he plugged in his mobile phone and planned to take a rest.

"are you home yet?"

The message from Shu Nian just now flashed across the screen, Qin Xun's eyes lit up, and he clicked on it to read.Just now Qin Xun didn't answer because the phone was turned off, and the screen displayed Shu Nian 5 minutes later and asked again: "You won't fall asleep, will you? Go to sleep after finishing your homework."

Qin Xun couldn't help laughing, he seemed to be able to imagine that Shu Nian was on the opposite side of the screen, thinking that he was not serious about painting, and wrinkled his face in distress, and his mood brightened strangely.

Qin Xun replied: "Please rest assured, I am doing my homework and I will go to bed after I finish."

Qin Xun thought that Shu Nian would not see it in time, but he sent this message, and it showed that the other side was typing.Qin Xun waited for a long time, and finally Shu Nian sent only one word "um".

Qin Xun looked at this and was happy again.

So I typed and deleted it before, deleted it and typed it for a long time, what do you want to say?

Qin Xun glanced at the time, it was early morning, and the two of them were still awake.

"Say good night in advance." Qin Xun pressed his voice and said to Shu Nian, "Good night, sticky." . .

"Good night, Goo."

"Good night, Goo."

After washing, Shu Nian lay on the bed, plugged in the headphones and listened to Qin Xun's voice over and over again, his face was flushed, and he was so excited that he rolled from one end to the other.

"...Will it be a little perverted?"

Shu Nian suddenly reflected.

After a second.

"Then listen to it one last time and go to bed."

Shu Nian turned on the voice again, and Qin Xun's voice came from the earphone again.

"Good night, Goo." . .

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Qin Rebellious Youth Xun