The first female cannon fodder in the ancient dragon world: the ecstasy palace master

"Thank you, let's go." I said lightly without opening my eyes.

Ah Fei's indifferent voice sounded: "Are you still angry?"

"Yes."

"If I told you that Lin Xian'er started to use tricks to seduce me from the moment she saved me, and I started to doubt her the first time I saw her, would you still be angry?"

"meeting."

"If I tell you, when I saw her this time, she gave me a very different feeling from before. Although she has exactly the same face as Lin Xiaohua, she feels like a completely different person, which makes me very confused. She There is a feeling that I am very familiar with, and it attracted me inexplicably at the beginning, will you be more angry?"

"Yes."

"If I told you, I brought her back day and night, just to see you earlier, to see my heart clearly, the moment I saw you, my heart would be fixed... Would you still love me?" angry?"

"……meeting."

"If I told you that although I dealt with her later, although it was to find out the truth of the matter, I also had a small selfishness. I want to know whether you regard me as a friend or as a *lover... would you Won't you still be angry?"

"……meeting."

"Then how can you forgive me?" There was a hint of pain in his tone.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at him.His straight and straight brows were furrowed, and his usually indifferent eyes were filled with complex emotions at the moment, he couldn't tell whether it was regret, sadness...or disappointment.

"A Fei," I said softly, "you don't need to ask for my forgiveness. You haven't done anything wrong, you've even done well enough, what qualifications do I have to forgive you?"

"Then why are you still angry?" he asked.

"I'm angry, I'm angry with myself." I said slowly, "Because I can't forget how close you were to her once."

"You may not know, every time she gets close to me, I feel sick and want to spit out." He said deadpan.

"Yes, I don't know." I said with a faint smile, "Your acting skills are so realistic that I can't even believe it."

"You...don't believe me?" There was a crack in Ah Fei's hard face.

"I believe you." I looked at him and said, "As long as I still have any doubts about your actions, it was gone after Lin Xian'er sneaked out to meet the man in gray... When I left there Seeing a flashing figure, it's you, isn't it?"

"Yes."

"From then on, I knew that you had suspected Lin Xian'er for a long time, so I cooperated with you to continue acting." I looked at him and smiled faintly: "A Fei, you said you want to see my heart clearly, but now you can see clearly? "

He said in pain: "I saw it clearly, but I also hurt you."

"Actually, I really want to ask you why you didn't tell me the truth earlier." I continued, "But I also know that if you had told me earlier, I might not be able to act so real, and I might not be able to deceive Lin Xianer ..."

"A Fei, tell me, am I very contradictory? Sometimes, I really wish I could be simpler, that I could cry and make a scene with you, and then turn this page." I smiled miserably: "But... I can not do it."

Ah Fei stared at me with a heartbroken look on his face.

"I'm tired," I lay down slowly and closed my eyes: "Let's go."

He didn't speak any more.

After a long silence, a pair of strong arms picked me up from the recliner, with warm palms and slightly cool fingertips, and then gently placed me on the bed, helped me take off my shoes and socks, and tucked in the quilt.

There was silence all around.

After a long time, the sound of light footsteps sounded again, gradually moving away from me.When the wooden door was pushed open with a "squeak", I closed my eyes and said, "Stop guarding outside my door, I'm not a fragile flower... Also, you need to take a good rest."

There was a pause in the sound of footsteps, and he walked out. There was another "squeak", and the door was gently closed.

I just lay there motionless and quickly fell asleep.

Sleeping until midnight, I was awakened by a "cuckoo" sound.I touched my hungry belly, and then I remembered that from last night to now, I haven't eaten a single drop of rice.Looking up and looking out the window, it was still pitch black, so I had to sit up scramblingly and grope out the door.

I walked around the garden a few times according to my memory, and finally found the kitchen, where there was actually a small oil lamp on, which was placed on the stove.

I didn't have time to think about it, so I rummaged through the kitchen to find something to eat.

I am ashamed to say that I have lived here for so many years, but I have never been here. Every time it is A Fei who prepares the food and brings it to the table in the main room, and he takes it away after eating.I have never cooked or washed dishes.

Thinking of A Fei, I couldn't help but twitch in my heart.

do i love himlike.

But it was this love that narrowed me down, and I could no longer accept his intimacy with other women, for whatever reason.

Is love so unreasonable?I thought, yeah, at least it made me irrational.

Finally, my eyes fell on the stove.

Uncovering the wooden pot lid next to the oil lamp, I was pleasantly surprised to find a bowl of white rice, a plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and a plate of braised crucian carp in the iron pot. Steaming hot.

Crouching down to look at the hearth, the dark red charcoal inside is keeping the iron pot warm.

Who did this good thing?A familiar name was on the lips.

I put the lid on the pot, squatted by the hearth with my knees in my arms, and a fierce battle between heaven and man began in my heart.

Eat...don't eat?eat?don't eat?eat?

Finally I sighed, and was about to give up my dignity, and when I raised my hands to surrender to the cramping hunger in my belly, a small spark burst out from the furnace, and a refreshing sweet fragrance accompanied the burning pain. The scent came out.

I was overjoyed, picked up a wooden stick next to me, scraped away the dark ashes in the hearth, and pulled out two sweet potatoes that had been forgotten here by someone, they were round and black and fragrant, I couldn't help smiling, I didn't care Burning his hands and mouth, he hurriedly peeled off the scorched black outer skin, which was still stained with burnt yellow transparent sugar glue, revealing the golden yellow, soft and waxy sugar heart inside, and quickly ate it clean with grinning teeth.

In the end, I burped, rubbed my belly, and wobbled back to sleep.

When I woke up the next day, it was already daylight.

I redressed as a yellow-faced man, put on a commoner suit, opened the door and went out.In the early morning of summer, the air is clean and transparent, and the chirping sparrows fly around the treetops, building their own nests.

There was nothing outside the door, and I didn't see that familiar figure, so I couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, but my heart felt a little empty.

Walking slowly to the main room, Xiao San'er, Qiu Shui and Ah Fei were already sitting at the table having breakfast, seeing me coming in, Qiu Shui got up quickly and said: "Master."

I smiled and nodded at her, signaling her to leave me alone, but she served me a bowl of millet porridge graciously: "My lord, this millet porridge is cooked just right, and it is the most nourishing. You should drink it quickly." Son." After speaking, he pushed the salted duck eggs and various side dishes on the table towards me.

I said "thank you" and started to eat.

Xiao San'er looked at me, then at the silent A Fei, and didn't speak.

I don't know if it was to break the awkward silence in the room, but I heard Qiushui's crisp and bright voice saying: "I woke up early today, and I was going to cut the two sweet potatoes I bought yesterday into pieces and cook porridge with millet, but I found I searched and searched but couldn't find it... Could it be that there are mice in the kitchen? But Mr. Fei's food that was warmed in the pot after cooking yesterday is still there... Could it be that this mouse likes to eat vegetarian?"

I couldn't help but feel my hand holding the rice bowl and picking up the rice.

After a while, Ah Fei's indifferent voice sounded: "I roasted it."

Qiu Shui wondered, "What do Fei Gongzi roast sweet potatoes?"

"eat."

A Fei's answer was so brief that Qiu Shui was stunned for a moment before he realized: "Oh."

The little San'er next to him chuckled, and said: "He probably fed your two sweet potatoes to Shushu... Shushu Shushu, I have no food for me... It means, big rat, big rat, you don't want to eat me." If you cook, then eat my roasted sweet potatoes... Hahahahahaha..."

I put down the bowl expressionlessly, wiped my mouth, got up and left.

I feel infinitely annoyed: If I had known last night that I shouldn't have given up the food and taken sweet potatoes, I should have eaten both!You can't get along with anyone, and you can't get along with yourself, right?

I looked down at my hands. These hands can write, play the piano, make wine, make cakes, make hidden weapons, tap acupuncture points, poison and heal diseases...but they can't cook.

I sigh deeply.

In the afternoon, someone sent a letter with big characters on the envelope: "From Zhu Anqi, sincerity Yao Fenglan."

Since the last time Yao Fenglan came to give me money when she was pregnant with Liujia, she has been busy with childbirth and family business, and I have been working hard to rebuild the Palace of Ecstasy. We have never had the chance to meet each other, but the letters have never stopped.

Not long after she returned from my place, she gave birth to a big fat son, both mother and child were safe.

As a godmother, although I couldn't get away to visit, I sealed a big red envelope and sent someone to deliver it.

Since then, she has received letters almost every month, a thick stack of paper, dedicated to the daily chores of her precious son, such as "Yu'er drank milk today, and spit bubbles after drinking, it is very funny", or "Yu'er has eaten too much these days, and shit is particularly smelly", and what else is "Yu'er called me mom for the first time today, and couldn't help crying with joy"... The lines between the lines are full of happiness and the glory of motherhood .

However, because I have too many things in hand, and because I am obsessed with the blood feud in the Palace of Ecstasy, I often fail to reply to her letters in time. Sometimes I have accumulated two or three months before I reply to her.

I opened the envelope with a smile, and there was only one page inside for the first time, with a few lines written on it in a chic and unrestrained way, which shows the joy of the writer at that time: "He is back! I'm going to get married! The fifteenth day of this month , the flowers are full and the moon is full, and the red makeup is ten miles, you must come!"

I was stunned for a moment before trying to understand who the "he" in my heart was talking about.

Over the years, Yao Fenglan withstood the pressure alone and gave birth to her son as an unmarried woman.The identity of a single mother is criticized even in modern society, let alone in this virtual ancient world.Although she never mentioned it in the letter, one can imagine the bitterness and loneliness.

The man who only contributed DNA and then disappeared without a trace, in my heart, he was already dead.

Unexpectedly, he came back!

Although Lin Xian'er's incident has just passed, and I don't know if I have brought the letter I asked the man in gray to bring to his master, but because of Yao Fenglan's friendship with me, I must go this trip.

I called Xiao San'er, shook the letter in my hand, and said with a smile: "Didn't you always think that staying in Sucheng is boring? Hurry up and pack up, and prepare to go out with me for the tooth-beating ceremony."