after the canary left

The next day, Meng Shuqiao sat dreaming in a daze.

He almost sat up crying in fright, muttering in his mouth, "Don't go..."

There was no one else in the ward. Ji Chengzhuo went out to wash his close-fitting clothes. When he came back, he found Omega sitting alone on the bed, hugging his knees, his eyes flickering. When he saw him coming back, he ignored the pain in his body. , Hastily got into his arms, trembling all over.

After recovering for only two days, Meng Shuqiao's mood became gloomy.

Ji Xingxing is too young to live with them.

A very cute pink crib was placed in the ward the next day. Meng Shuqiao held a rattle in her hand and shook it twice against the air. The two bangs were especially loud in the silent air.

He dreamed of his first baby.

Xu Shengze said it was a daughter, and he threw it into the trash can.

This is his heartbreak.

After waking up for a few days, he didn't have the ability to think so much, but he gradually recovered the memories before he fell from the building. He didn't say every word, but the dream wouldn't lie, and it dug out his heart and poked it fiercely.

When Ji Chengzhuo saw him like this, he smiled when he faced the stars, as if he was thinking about other things at other times.

He understands.

The sun shone into the room, and the dust particles in the air became distinct, like pieces of extremely miniature petals falling into his palm from the sun. Meng Shuqiao folded Ji Xingxing's clothes, and many of them were bought again. The little skirts... can't be worn anymore.

Thinking about it, he felt a little sad. He dreamed that he had a daughter, who chased him to call her father, and asked himself why he didn't want her.

Facing the cute baby clothes in a daze, Meng Shuqiao felt a shadow oppressing him from behind, her arms wrapped him in her arms, and the familiar amber pine breath filled her.

Ji Chengzhuo reached out and helped him fold the clothes neatly from the back: "If you fold them like this, there will be no traces when you wear them, and the baby will be comfortable."

"Oh…"

"We'll go here when you leave the hospital, shall we?" Ji Chengchen pressed his cheek and handed over a photo.

"This is..." Meng Shuqiao was in a daze for a while, and collected herself.

This is a tombstone. He has seen it before. It is his mother's tombstone, but there is a small one next to it. There is no photo or name. The engraved stone tablet reads "For our unborn daughter one by one."

"Qiao Qiao, don't blame yourself. When we are old in the future, we will meet her one day. Our daughter must be very like you, obedient and well-behaved. She will understand, okay? Let's commemorate her together."

He had never told Ji Chengzhuo about his sadness this time, he accidentally raised his head, feeling the extra seriousness in the man's eyes and his eyes were wet.

With clear eyes like a clear spring, with panic and escape at a loss, Meng Shuqiao turned around and got into his arms with some fear, sucking the tip of her nose: "She, my baby asked me...why don't you want her? How can I?" Put it in the trash...that's my baby...my..."

Ji Chengzhuo frowned, hugged him distressedly and passed, baby. "

Those few words of Xu Shengze, even if he died, would leave a scar in Meng Shuqiao's heart.

Regardless of whether he threw the baby into the trash can or not, it would become the shadow of Meng Shuqiao's life, and his horror was far less than one in ten million.

This is what Ji Chengzhuo is most afraid of. He would rather let Meng Shuqiao blame himself and hate himself for lying to him than let him suffer this pain.

The heart rate monitor kept going up, and Ji Chengzhuo gently bit his almost white shiny gland marks to soothe his emotions.

He told Meng Shuqiao that the baby's tombstone was placed beside his mother, so that she would not be alone, and when he recovered, he would take him to see the baby.

"We will never forget her. She has indeed appeared in our lives, but Jojo...she left because she was not ready to be our daughter. Don't blame you, you know? She is very timid Yes, she is so small that she can only talk to you in a dream, next time you see her, you have to tell her that you will meet again in the future, you know?"

"Baby loves you, I love you too, no one will blame you."

"Really……"

"Well, if I, Ji Chengchen, lie to you, I will die a terrible death."

Meng Shuqiao bit her lip, crying uncomfortably in his arms, and buried her little head on his neck and shoulders: "Don't...talk nonsense."

It almost broke Ji Chengzhuo's heart.

In fact, why hasn't he thought about it?Even on the day when Meng Shuqiao gave birth to Ji Xingxing, he was sitting outside the corridor of the hospital waiting, looking at the window in the distance, there was a little girl who was just able to walk, with pigtails tied up in the sky, cute and lovely, every step It's very funny, it should be a short time since he was able to walk, and finally followed his father to leave the hospital floor.

At that time, he thought that if his daughter was still alive, she might already be able to walk.

No wonder other people, no wonder heaven, no wonder ground, the root of the matter can only be traced back to him.

There are causes and effects, in the final analysis, it is because of him, Ji Chengzhuo.

He would spend his whole life to repay Meng Shuqiao's injury, to atone for his past sins, and to repay his daughter's double love.

Ji Xingxing is Ji Xingxing, not a substitute for her daughter, they will remember and love.

So he found someone to go abroad specially, and re-established a small tombstone next to Meng Shuqiao's mother. There was no photo or name. It seemed to be a secret between them, to commemorate.

In this world, everything is too strange, making people sad, happy, melancholy, confused, and finally can't find the meaning of living, but at a certain corner, people see the sunshine, just to stay for a place of lust.

As a natural Alpha, Ji Xingxing seems a little too lively.

The premature baby had to stay in the incubator for a full month before being transferred back to his father's ward. The pheromones he was born with were also very strange. It had never smelled like gunpowder smoke before on Meng Shuqiao's body.

It's the smell of the moment the gun comes out of the chamber, very aggressive.

Every time he wakes up in the incubator and suddenly starts crying. One day, a little omega nurse opened the box to feed her milk, and cried fiercely because of the smell. This little kid is already crushing people and messing around. The scattered pheromones make other children cry.

Duan Sihua was afraid that if this continued, the development of other children would be affected, so the next day, someone sent the incubator directly to Meng Shuqiao's ward.

After less than half a month of continuous development, Ji Xingxing is very healthy, but the milk powder is always bad and he spits up easily.

Repeatedly, the baby is not allowed to come out except when the baby is crying and needs to be fed.

Meng Shuqiao was very obedient, so she moved a small stool and sat next to the incubator. It took one day to see her feet were cold and she refused to go to bed. No matter how she looked at it, she liked it.

"Brother Cheng Chen, he...he woke up, why didn't he cry." He especially wanted to poke this soft little face.

The incubator is very large, connected to the oxygen supply, and various testing instruments, which is quite strange. Ji Xingxing, who was crying when he had nothing to do in the isolation room, behaved much better in the ward.

Especially after seeing Meng Shuqiao, he would stretch out his short hands as if begging for a hug, which made his heart soften.

"He looks too much like you." Ji Chengchen squatted beside him and brought a basin of hot water to soak Meng Shuqiao's feet: "Tomorrow I will ask someone to put the incubator next to the bed, you always sit here, It’s too easy to catch a cold, and you’ll get sick later.”

"It's okay..." Meng Shuqiao smiled happily, a little angry: "I really want to hug him."

"Huh? Huh?" Ji Xingxing opened his eyes and kicked his little feet in the incubator.

"Is the water hot?" Ji Chengzhuo asked.

Meng Shuqiao focused on looking at her son, but didn't pay attention. He retracted his little feet when he got burned a little, and didn't answer.

Ji Chengzhuo was a little apprehensive, and kissed his cheek: "I asked you whether the water is hot, why do you only look at this brat?"

"Huh? It's okay, it's not hot."

"If you don't burn your feet, soak them."

"That...that's a little hot." He was embarrassed to lie again.In fact, he just didn't have time to talk to him, and his eyes were glued to his son's body, feeling amazing.

Ji Xingxing perfectly integrated the strengths of both of them, and he will be great when he grows up in the future.

Blonde hair and blue eyes, although the facial features are still small, they are almost the same as Meng Shuqiao, only the mouth is different, it is not soft, it is very similar to Ji Chengzhuo, with thin lips.

As the old saying goes, people with thin lips are fickle.

The hands and feet are also longer than other children, and the doctor praised that the baby will not be short in the future.

"Look at him again, I'm going to be jealous." After adding some cold water to change the temperature, Ji Chengzhuo leaned against his shoulder and bit the disobedient omega's lips.

"I...I look at the baby, he is so cute..."

"Cuteness isn't about being stared at 24 hours a day."

Ji Chengzhuo was very dissatisfied. Before Ji Xingxing came to the ward, his little baby was nestled in his arms every day waiting to tell stories and be fed. After this little boy came, he didn’t eat much. Eat, like to sit on the sidelines and tease him.

"Well, Brother Cheng Chen..."

Even Meng Shuqiao's soft little hands couldn't push away his angry relatives, and he didn't make much resistance when he was hugged in his arms.

"Sui...丨Sui!" The kid in the incubator suddenly burst into tears.

Meng Shuqiao was so frightened that she ran away quickly, her little feet were too late to soak, she hurried to ring the nurse's bell, and asked nervously why...why are you crying? "

The little nurse was also very strange. As soon as she came in, the child stopped crying.

"The diapers aren't wet either. I just fed milk half an hour ago, so I must be sleepy."

After simply adjusting her posture, Meng Shuqiao took the opportunity to touch it.

Ji Xingxing's little hands were very soft, and he babbled and grabbed his index finger to stuff it in his mouth.

Meng Shuqiao burst out laughing: "Are you, little idiot? Daddy's hand, don't eat it~"

"Yeah~" The son giggled, toothless, and his face was chubby.

"Brother Cheng Chen, look, he is smiling!"

Ji Chengzhuo didn't believe this evil, probably because Alpha's natural pheromones repelled each other. He smelled the smoke, resisted the conditioned reflex that he subconsciously wanted to resist, and kissed Meng Shuqiao again.

"Ugh..."

Ji Chengzhuo: "?"

Meng Shuqiao: "Ah, why are you crying again?"

Ji Chengzhuo kissed again.

"Woo...!!,'

"Brother Cheng Chen, you...don't mess around when the baby is crying!"

Ji Chengzhuo"

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Ji Gou:? ? ? ? ? ? I Xingxing: Hehehehehe Jojo: So cute~