companion marriage

Who is she?

Chu Xi let the man hold her, and there was a sadness in the puzzled expression that even she didn't understand.

Don't understand, don't understand, but unfortunately, the palm of the hand grabbed the man's skirt and didn't want to let go.

It's scary, as if that person will disappear if you don't pay attention.

"Xi'er." The man smiled, the expression on his face was obviously blocked by a layer of light, but Chu Xi knew that the man was smiling. "It's time to go, Xi'er has been sitting here for a long time. Ning'er is still waiting for you." Seeing Chu Xi looking at her in confusion, the man smiled again. "Look at me, I forgot, our child, I thought about it, nicknamed Ning'er. It's quiet, peaceful and safe. How does Xi'er feel?"

Child, Ning'er, if you think it's good, then it's good.

"Really." The man replied.

Won't you come with me?

Chu Xi grabbed the other party in puzzlement and wanted to push her cuff away.

And who are you?

The other party was startled, and suddenly smiled, but it seemed as if he was going to cry in the next moment.

The man muttered to himself. "Yes, yes, I must have forgotten, forgot... It doesn't matter if I forgot, or I should have forgotten it." She raised her hand and gently rubbed Chu Xi's with her palm. cheek. "Xi'er, I, I never regret falling in love with you. Thank you for daring to fall in love with me. That's why." She paused for a long time, the light on her face gradually faded, and the tenderness of her delicate face seemed to be dissipated. neon clothes. "forget me, please."

what!

With a pain in his chest, Chu Xi's consciousness became confused, and the layers of faint shadows were either sad or happy, blurred, faded, and became transparent.

When he opened his eyes, he saw the anxious faces of the teacher and Nan Mingyu.

"Xi'er?" Nan Mingyu said with concern, and helped Chu Xi who wanted to sit up.

"Teacher." Seeing that the teacher was visibly haggard, Chu Xi called softly.

"Just wake up, just wake up." Jiao Qinghe patted Chuxi's head in relief. "But what do you want to eat?"

Chu Xi shook his head. "Teacher, where is the child?"

After hearing this, Jiao Qinghe and Nan Mingyu were both taken aback, and they quickly looked at each other.

Xi'er, how do you remember the child?

Could it be that something went wrong with the ceremony?

"Xiao Shizi is in the bedroom next door. Xi'er wants to see him, so master will hug you here."

Not long after, Jiao Qinghe carefully carried the baby in his arms and entered the room. Chu Xi didn't know how long he had been unconscious, but just looked at the delicate-looking baby in his arms.

A baby girl was born, and the child was growing well, with small eyes, a small nose, and a small mouth. Opening her eyes, she hummed and danced her little hands. Perhaps it was the nature of mother and daughter, and the child lay comfortably In Chu Xi's arms.

The child was hers, she remembered.

Although few people know that a woman gave birth to a child, the child is hers, and she knows it.

Nine months into her pregnancy, the little baby was still in her womb, but now she is firmly held in her arms.

My heart is like a sponge, because the child in my arms is so soft.

Nose, eyes like yourself, eyebrows and mouth. . . . . .

Chu Xi was startled suddenly, like. . . . .It seems that the name is on the lips, but just can't say the name of the other party.

In my memory, there should be a person next to me who is always next to me, thinking hard, thinking hard, but the more I think about it, the blurry shadow is getting weaker and weaker. Gradually, when I look back, I am always alone people.

Alone under the tree to enjoy the shade, alone in the bedroom, including talking to the child in the belly alone.

"Xi'er, what's the matter with you? But you don't feel well!" Nan Mingyu's worried voice came from beside her ear.

Chu Xi was in a daze, until the warmth and humidity on his face, and the tears falling down his cheeks to the back of his hands, he spread his hands in a daze, and the tears were rolling down.Drop by drop, like a broken thread.

"Bengong, I'm fine." Tears still fell uncontrollably, and the baby in her arms was still babbling, waving her little hands and patting Chu Xi's chest.Then, wow cry out.

The child's crying obviously made Chu Xi panic, and the tears stopped slightly because of this. He softly coaxed and gently wiped the baby's small face. The warmth conveyed in his eyes was soft but shattered a pool of sadness.

Until the child finally stopped crying, his sobbing little face was endearing.

After coaxing for a while, the baby in my arms seemed to be tired from crying, sniffled, and soon fell asleep from exhaustion.

Looking up, seeing the teacher and Nan Mingyu hesitant to speak, Chu Xi didn't have anything to say, lowered his eyes and said some tired words, the two knew that even if they were both here with Chu Xi's temperament, the other party didn't say anything. Can't ask anything.

"Then Xi'er, rest well, remember to call the maid outside to find the master if you need anything."

"Yes, Xi'er made the teacher worry."

"It's good that Xi'er is safe."

Jiao Qinghe sighed, and finally left the bedroom without saying anything.And Nan Mingyu walked out with her jaw tightened.

The door was gently closed.In the room, she was alone on the couch, and the baby next to her had her eyes closed, and even though she was asleep, she still pursed her mouth aggrievedly.She lowered her head and looked at the child with soft eyes.

But the more I look at it like this, the more people who should be remembered very clearly in my memory no longer exist.

Of course, there is someone beside her, and she should know subconsciously in her heart, but why the memory, some, is only herself.

Alone, guarding the fetus in the womb, talking alone, as if talking to himself.

Strange, but not surprising.

Thinking about it, it turned out that the heart felt as if it had been tampered with, the pain was unbearable.In the end, she covered her chin with one hand in pain, and clenched her teeth as the pain surged up in her chest as if it was about to swallow her up.

Tears burst.

The tears that slid down wet the skirt of the clothes, dripping down, the sore throat was dry, and I couldn't breathe.

It was as if something was missing, nothing, something very important, was missing.Can't remember, should, should remember.

who are you?

forget me, please.

forget it.

This sentence suddenly sounded in his head, and then a dull pain made his head hurt even more.

Chu Xi closed her eyes in pain, supported her forehead, frowned, and remained silent, as if waiting for her efforts to calm down.Eyes opened, staring blankly.Even if you try your best to remember, try your best to remember.

But, I still forgot.

She sat alone for a long time, staring at one place quietly, with unspeakable exhaustion under her pale face.

After some time, her chuckle resounded in the room, as if it would shatter in the next moment.

Probably not an important person.What's more, the teacher also said that I have been in a coma for a long time. Thinking about it, I should be happy. The giant-eyed monster that has entangled me since I was a child was finally sealed. Therefore, the reason why I lost control may be, perhaps, because the seal of the monster was so harmful to me. some damage to it.

"Yes, yes, it should be." She murmured softly, shaking her head slightly, Chu Xi rubbed her forehead, her head and chest felt dull pain. "It really hurts badly." She smiled bitterly, and the tears that had been stopped just now slipped down again.

A woman who cries like a man is contemptible to her, but. . . . . .

Just let it go today, just, only today, let it go.

One stroke and one painting, one inch and one lovesickness, lovesickness without regret, will be unforgettable in the end.

Heartbreaking, tenderness, sapphire case, white jacquard.

Drunk for a lifetime, exaggerated for a lifetime, in the end, the hair is white, and the world of mortals is broken.

And that person, sitting upright on the side of the cloud, is hard to meet again.

After staying in the town for a few more days, Chu Xi and his party returned to the capital.

And in this group, there are more Bai Xiaoran and Uncle Qing.

Chu Xi didn't know why he would protect Bai Xiaoran and the others, but he knew that they should be protected.

Bai Xiaoran is the person my sister has identified.

And Uncle Qing Xu is an important person of Master.

Therefore, even if the death of the empress father was related to the Bai family, it had nothing to do with Bai Xiaoran and Uncle Qing after all, let alone the royal sister and teacher.

what else. . . . . .

Chu Xi lowered his eyes, but he didn't see the memorial in his hand for a long time.

At this time, I suddenly heard the cry of a child not far away.She hurriedly stood up, and without anyone else's hand, she gently hugged the pink and tender baby.

"What's wrong with Ning'er? Are you hungry?" Chu Xi coaxed softly.

The little guy sniffled and lay weakly in his mother's arms.

He called the milk soup that the maid had already prepared, and fed the little guy with small mouthfuls.

Chu Xi didn't stop until it was almost there, and patted Xiao Ning'er's back lightly. After a while, the little guy danced his paws happily.

Chu Xi smiled softly, and her eyes inadvertently fell on the purse beside the little guy.

With the falling eyelashes, fingers stroked the strangely shaped lines on the purse.

She doesn't know why she keeps holding this purse that she doesn't know where she got it from. It's obviously rough in workmanship, and she shouldn't cherish it so much, but she just cares about it and doesn't want to let it go.

She didn't know why she called the little guy Ning'er at the beginning, but she seemed to know in her heart that the child's nickname should be Ning'er.

Just like that, a year of trance is approaching, some things, some people, all kinds of things are passing by, or staying in this capital.

This year, many things happened.

And the biggest one is that the rebellion of an imperial daughter failed, and above the imperial court, those who ransacked their homes received heavy rewards.

The imperial daughter's father's family, the great family of the capital, was almost uprooted.

There are also several big families who have been implicated, including the Bai family of Onmyoji, and the Qin family.

The turmoil revived for a while, and because of this turmoil, nearly half of the aristocratic families in the capital were destroyed, while the rest were not enough to shake the fundamentals of the royal family.

However, the emperor had been with him for many years due to illness, and coupled with the "turmoil" in the capital, he passed away within a few days.

In the first year of Zhenyou, the empress dowager ascended the throne, named Jing Taizong.

In the second year of Zhenyou, Jing Taizong was seriously ill and was entangled in the sickbed. The whole Tai Hospital was helpless.

However, in the third year of Zhenyou, Jing Taizong, who was sick, finally got better, so he pardoned the world.

These are only known to courtiers and common people.

Fortunately, Guotai and the people are safe.

And what other people don't know, they also know that she knows it alone.

In an imperial mausoleum outside the capital, the full moon is high in the sky, under the towering trees, a person who should have been dressed as an emperor, at this time, wearing a green shirt, holding a well-preserved oil-paper umbrella, collapsed beside him. There were several jars of wine, her face was pale and almost transparent after being ill for a long time, but she was unknowingly drunk and dizzy, lifted the wine jars and took a sip.

In front of her, the imperial mausoleum not far away became more and more silent under the night.

She suddenly laughed in a low voice, hoarse and almost powerless, then coughed violently, choked the wine into her throat, had difficulty breathing, and her eyes were red.

Tears dripped.

"Empress Mother, Empress Father, Xi'er misses you so much."

"I miss you so much."

"Xi'er knows, she knows she shouldn't be with her." She stroked the oil-paper umbrella in her bosom, her eyes downcast, her fingers turned white. "I should know, but I just can't control myself."

"Xi'er, Xi'er originally thought that there was such a person who would stay by her side forever."

"But, queen father, queen father, you see, even that person doesn't want Xi'er anymore."

"Don't want Xi'er..."