if only hug

Zhang Qiling was forced to fall asleep in the end, Xiaohua and Fatty stayed by the side all the time, leaning on each other weakly, without saying a word, the atmosphere was quiet and weird.

"How are the people from the Old Nine Sect?" Fatty asked.

"The dead ones, the wounded ones, and the rest were taken back by Heixiazi." Xiaohua closed her eyes, her voice weary.

The fat man sighed, people are all sinners, looking at the person on the bed, the fat man couldn't bear it: "Is it going to be like this forever?"

Xiao Hua pinched the center of her brows, her voice hoarse: "You know, Wu Xie can't possibly be alive, they were swept too far by the current, Zhang Qiling survived, it's already a miracle, it's a miracle created by Wu Xie."

The fat man stopped talking, and it was another morning, and it was a new day. The morning sun came in from the window and shone on the white sheets. This is the nearest hospital to the village.In fact, they found Zhang Qiling on the third morning. At that time, he had fallen into a deep coma. The two rushed him to the hospital. After rescue, they finally escaped danger two days later. Almost searched Gobi all over, but there was no sign of Wu Xie at all. As time went on, hope became more and more bleak, not to mention Wu Xie was injured, but his body was in good condition. If he doesn't drink water, he will definitely die, not to mention the wind and sand.

Looking at the endless yellow sand outside the window, Xiao Hua suddenly remembered a sentence someone once said to him, Wu Xie without Zhang Qiling is a water bird that has lost both legs, but Liaoyuan has never been able to land, and Zhang Qiling without Wu Xie is a water bird The skinned leopard would not live long without that layer of soft fur.

"No, Fatty, my brother who has been with Tianzhen for so many years, I can't just watch like this little brother," the fat man raised his head, and suddenly stood up, "My little brother wants to find him, I will go with him!"

Xiaohua turned her head slowly, stared at the fat man, and finally lowered her eyelids.

"what ever."

Turning around, the fat man took out a set of equipment, Xiao Hua stopped staring at it, and the two of them disappeared in the ward without paying attention, the fat man sighed, put on his backpack and started walking towards the Gobi, it was not difficult to find , Zhang Qiling must be on the way to the Gobi.Sure enough, the fat man caught up in less than an hour. At this time, Zhang Qiling had long lost his usual expression. He just looked into the distance with dull eyes, repeated a name in his mouth, and moved forward mechanically with his legs. No matter how many times you fall down, as soon as you wake up, you will be like a robot with instructions.From the initial dissuasion to the silent escort, the fat man carried a heavy backpack and followed behind him with tears in his eyes. When Zhang Qiling took a step, he followed. When Zhang Qiling fell down, he went to help him, looked at him When he couldn't walk, he gave him water to drink, and when he saw him trembling, he took clothes to cover him.

No one knows why Zhang Qiling went to the Gobi in a daze. At this time, his brain can only pretend to say one sentence. In the cave, Wu Xie once hugged him and whispered in his ear, he said , brother, if you lose me again, I will not go anywhere, I will wait for you at the same place.

Now he lost it again, but Wu Xie said that he would wait for him where he was, so he believed that he would wait for him where he was. Crawling, his hands were cut and scabbed by sand and stones, and then cut again, until his hands were full of blood bubbles. At this time, his heart was like a dry well, and no more green shoots could grow.

"Brother, you go back, innocently seeing you like this, he will be sad..." The fat man was almost crying to persuade him, but Zhang Qiling ignored him, he opened his mouth to hold his cut finger, and continued to crawl forward.Fortunately, there has been no wind and sand since stepping into the Gobi.I don't know how many days passed, maybe a week, maybe half a month, Zhang Qiling finally found the last sand dune, the moment he saw it from a distance, he suddenly ran forward like crazy, his pants were already gone It was cut, and the rags on the trouser legs moved up and down with the movement, and finally approached, but he finally fell to his knees, unable to stand up again, and despair mercilessly hit him, naked On the yellow sand, there is no one, not even a trace of past existence...

"Wu Xie..." Zhang Qiling didn't leave any more, he nestled in the place where Wu Xie had been lying and didn't move, there wasn't any residual warmth there, only the similar setting sun was fading in the sky, he just watched and imagined Wu Xie's last smile, crooked head, shallow corners of the mouth, and mischievous appearance seemed to be playing a game with him, maybe in the next second it would suddenly appear from where he couldn't see?The voice called him "Brother" crisply?

He just thought about it, and actually laughed, he felt wrong, he should cry, but he couldn't cry, he reached out tremblingly and touched his messy hair, but it was different, Wu Xie's hair was softer, suddenly Suddenly he discovered that he couldn't find any more traces of Wu Xie. Obviously he still had a lot to say to him, obviously they agreed to go to many places together, obviously they said they would hug each other for a lifetime... …

The sun was disillusioned and reborn in the sky, and light and darkness alternated for several cycles. Zhang Qiling just curled up in place, neither eating nor drinking, nor sleeping. He just waited like this, as if Wu Xie would really come out in the next second. That's right, I've played enough games, it's time to come back, Wu Xie...

Fatty collapsed on one side and smoked fiercely, looking at the gradually darkening sky, he realized that it was impossible, there was going to be another wind and sandstorm, and if Zhang Qiling was allowed to go on like this, he would torture himself to death, Wu Xie's life in exchange for it, It can't just dissipate in vain!

After putting out the cigarette, the fat man fired a signal flare into the sky, and soon, Xiao Hua's car drove up that night, and they worked together to push Zhang Qiling, who was almost unconscious, into the car. Without saying a word, the fat man smoked cigarettes one after another, choking until tears flowed down his face.

Waking up again, it was the hospital again. Xiaohua rushed into the ward early in the morning, threw a box from behind and threw it to Zhang Qiling: "This is Wu Xie's thing. He kept it with him before he went to find you. Now it's in Hangzhou. It’s a mess, you don’t care about Zhang’s family and Wu’s family, so just let yourself down, don’t forget for whom Wu Xie lost his life, you torment yourself like this, are you worthy of him?” After saying that, Xiaohua’s face was sullen. He left without looking back.

Zhang Qiling curled up at the foot of the bed with his head buried. Hearing the word Wu Xie, he suddenly came back to his senses. There was an old small box in front of him. He reached out and touched it. The paint on the outside of the box had been worn off. Obviously, It was the result of rubbing with his hands from time to time. He gestured and caressed with his fingers. It was Wu Xie's habit, and it was the length of his fingers. This was something he often came into contact with.He stretched out his fingers tremblingly, and with a soft "pop", the box was opened and the moment he recognized the contents, Zhang Qiling's heart suddenly fell, and then fell to pieces, the last line of defense finally collapsed, it was a bow tie , the day Wu Xie went to Germany, he personally tied the bow tie for him!

As if enduring great grief, he reached out and hugged his head, Wu Xie's smile, Wu Xie's words, Wu Xie finally swung a knife and cut his wrist... everything suddenly became real, Wu Xie was gone, Wu Xie is gone, this idea finally occupied Zhang Qiling's entire body pervasively, every second of continuous thinking, he was forced to collapse, yes, Wu Xie drained his own blood for him, he used His blood saved his life, and he let him live, all the details began to shout in his mind, the endless yellow sand, the dazzling sunset, the red liquid, the chapped lips, and even the corners of his mouth when he said every word The arc...is so clear, and what followed was despair, overwhelming despair, Zhang Qiling never thought that one day he would lose someone so completely, and this person was actually the one he loved so much, it was him. The person who wants to protect by all means!

How stupid must he be, how could he do such a stupid thing?How could he let him go?Why didn't he think about how much damage that would be?

But, it's too late... Close your eyes, for the first time, Zhang Qiling felt the feeling of being left in the name of protection, he never thought that he would be left so simply.

After Xiaohua left, Zhang Qiling fell into dead silence as if he had lost his soul. At first the fat man talked to him, but then the fat man realized that this man didn't listen at all, and didn't even respond to anything outside.

But he would eat on time, and the injections would be good, but he didn't speak or move. The doctors and nurses didn't care. They had never seen such a case. Of course they wouldn't know that Wu Xie let him live. Then he will live well, Zhang Qiling will probably never let Wu Xie down.

Looking at the man with empty eyes on the hospital bed, the fat man sighed deeply. He has been exhausted for the past few days. He never thought that one day he would see Zhang Qiling like this. This is still the man who is as strong as a god and Buddha. ?

To be on the safe side, even though the fat man was unwilling, he called a doctor. He planned to transfer Zhang Qiling to the psychiatry department. Now Zhang Qiling is already a living dead. Without Wu Xie, he seems to have lost his soul, and what he has is just a shell .

I thought everything would end in despair, but what no one expected was that the second night Xiaohua went back, she suddenly called with an excited voice——

"Quick, go back to Hangzhou, I found Wu Xie."

The fat man suddenly clenched the phone, a little unbelievable: "What did you say?"

"Let Zhang Qiling come back, Wu Xie is in Hangzhou."

"No, you said that Tianzhen is...in Hangzhou?" Fatty's voice was too loud, and Zhang Qiling next to him was stunned for two seconds, then suddenly startled, and immediately reached out to grab the phone, his voice was urgent, "Wu Xie?"

Xiaohua was quiet for two seconds, and then said: "Wu Xie is in Zhang's villa, come back, but—"

"His condition is not very good, you have to be prepared."

"Okay." Unexpectedly sober, Zhang Qiling even reacted faster than Fatty, got up immediately and went out the door.Fatty hurriedly followed, while asking Xiaohua to learn more about the situation: "What did you say, Wu Xie had already appeared at Zhang's house when you returned to Hangzhou?"

"Yes, my people found that Zhang's villa had lights at night. I thought it was strange so I came to see it. I didn't expect it to be Wu Xie."

"Wait, then why didn't he contact us? What's wrong with my little brother?"

"This...we'll talk about it when you come back." Xiaohua hesitated, and hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

As soon as they heard that Wu Xie was in Zhang's house, both of them hurried back. Zhang Qiling was a little excited, but more disturbed. It felt like a terminally ill person who was suddenly told that he was misdiagnosed one day. He did the examination with trepidation, and now he was waiting for the final result. He was very afraid that the result was not what he wanted, or in other words, this sudden hope made him feel unreal.

It only took one night from Golmud to Hangzhou. Zhang Qiling walked very eagerly. At dawn, he stepped into the courtyard gate of Zhang's family stepping on the first ray of sunshine in the morning. Xiao Hua had been waiting at the gate for a long time. , Zhang Qiling wanted to go upstairs as soon as he came in, but was grabbed by Xiaohua: "Wait a minute."

Zhang Qiling frowned, but Xiao Hua's expression was very serious: "I'll explain the situation to you first, otherwise you will scare him."

"What's going on?" Fatty followed.

A bad premonition suddenly rose up, Xiaohua opened her mouth and said slowly: "Wu Xie——"

"I lost my memory." Xiao Hua's voice was not loud, but Zhang Qiling froze for a moment.

"Miss..." Fatty choked for a moment, not understanding the meaning of this sentence at all.

"He may not remember who you are or what your relationship was like."

Zhang Qiling lowered his eyes, seemed to be thinking for a while, then nodded: "Understood." Then he continued to go upstairs, Xiaohua raised his head and looked at his back, his eyes seemed surprised.

Standing at the door of Wu Xie's room, Zhang Qiling stretched out his hand to knock on the door, but after thinking about it, he withdrew his hand. His heart was beating very hard, and he was very afraid that there would be nothingness behind this door again.

The door opened with a "squeak", and then the morning sun rushed towards his face. The golden sunlight shone in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and at the end of the backlight was the person he had missed for a long time. The same tall and straight back, the sound of pushing the door was loud, but the man didn't turn his head, just sat quietly by the bed and watched the sunrise. Between the intertwined light and shadow, Zhang Qiling suddenly had an illusion that he walked into a different room. is a painting.

The footsteps are unconsciously light, as if afraid of disturbing the people in the painting.As he got so close, Wu Xie's cheeks became more and more clear, and finally fully displayed in front of him, with an indescribable, indescribable mood.Zhang Qiling half-kneeled down in front of him almost trembling, looking straight at him, Wu Xie finally turned his head to look at him, his clear eyes were so calm that Zhang Qiling's heart dropped suddenly, he tightly He clenched his fist, and then slowly stretched out his hand to gently embrace him, everything was very light, including the voice: "Wu Xie, it's me."

Wu Xie didn't respond or resist, so Zhang Qiling's heart twitched, and he took a deep breath: "It's okay if you don't remember me, let's get to know each other again, my name is Zhang Qiling, and I'm your... lover."

A chin leaned up on the shoulder, and before Zhang Qiling had time to be surprised, Wu Xie's hand also came up: "Brother, I don't have amnesia."

With a very serious voice, there was no smile, then Wu Xie turned to look at the door, where two people appeared at some point, "Xiaohua——"

Wu Xie just woke up last night. From the time he fell into a coma until he woke up and saw Xiao Hua, he didn't have any memory for nearly a month. Xiao Hua informed Fatty as soon as he found out that he woke up.As for amnesia, Xiaohua said that on purpose, he just wanted to see if Zhang Qiling had any awareness, but Wu Xie surrendered before the plan for the amnesia scene started, and he couldn't bear to make Zhang Qiling sad for one more minute.

Wu Xie looked at Xiao Hua, his eyes were questioning, asking if he was satisfied, Xiao Hua just looked at them in a daze, but his eyes were reddish for some reason, he waved his hands, turned around and pushed them without saying a word. The fat man went downstairs.

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