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Seeing the serious expression on the director's face, Wu Xie was stunned for a moment, and the memory flooded him like a flood. Wu Xie suddenly remembered the scene when he saw Father Zhang for the first time. At that time, he felt very familiar. Where have I seen it before? Today, when someone said this, Wu Xie was covered in white sweat instantly. No wonder it looked familiar. Isn’t this the self you can see when you look in the mirror every day?

Seeing the director walk away, Wu Xie suddenly lost his mind, what is going on?coincide?illusion?Or is it purely the director's flattery?

The phone in his hand vibrated a few times, thinking it was an oil bottle, Wu Xie quickly swiped open the screen to see, unexpectedly, it was Aning, Wu Xie frowned, pinched the phone and turned to a secluded place to call back .

"Wu Xie." Aning said in a bad tone.

"what's up?"

"What did you ask me?" Ah Ning sneered: "I ask you, where did the clouds go last night?"

Wu Xie felt baffled: "What are you talking about?"

"Yuncai didn't come home all night last night, don't tell me you don't know!" Aning asked, "Didn't you send her back last night?"

Wu Xie was stunned, what happened last night...

"Where is she now?"

"Emergency room."

"What?" Wu Xie grabbed the phone tightly: "What happened?"

"Now I know how to ask?" Ah Ning was a little impatient: "Did you send her back?"

"I'm sending it to the car." The uneasiness in her heart became more and more intense, Wu Xie frowned and said, "I'll be right over."

"You don't need to come." Ah Ning was obviously very dissatisfied with Wu Xie: "The fat man is already here, why are you here?"

Wu Xie was stunned: "Fatty? Where are you?"

"Wu Xie, you are really not a man!" Ah Ning slammed down a sentence: "If something happens to Yuncai, I will definitely not let you go!" After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

"Hello?" Wu Xie was a little annoyed, and immediately pressed Fatty's number, and a ringtone of a familiar popular song came to his ears, but he never answered.

I didn't see Fatty so early in the morning, I thought it was because of the parents' meeting that I didn't come, Yun Cai is not a person without measure, a girl, where can she go at night?In the emergency room, it must have been an accident. He listened to the CRBT repeating over and over again, and some accidents that were often broadcast in TV dramas flashed through his mind very quickly. Wu Xie scratched his head vigorously, saying that he was not worried about it being fake. Yes, after all, he was fine when he came, but he didn't go home after being sent to the car. The responsibility was naturally on him. Moreover, what happened yesterday seemed to be a bit wrong.

Hearing Aning's angry tone, Wu Xie felt a little flustered in his heart. It felt like you copied someone else's exam paper and was caught by the teacher waiting for the result. It's not clear whether you are afraid of the consequences or whether you are afraid of the consequences. Scared of the thing itself.

He made a few more calls and still no one answered, Wu Xie got annoyed, so he went straight out of the school and hailed a taxi, not in the mood to see if Poker Bottle had gone back.However, as soon as he stepped into the car, the phone was connected.

"Hey, boss..." It was Wang Meng's voice.

"Wang Meng, where's Fatty?"

"Fatty is with you in the ward."

"What happened? What happened to the cloud?"

"Looks like stomach...stomach bleeding."

"What's going on?" The taxi was driving fast, Wang Meng couldn't speak clearly, but Wu Xie still understood.It turned out that Yun Cai didn't go home after getting in the car last night, but ran to a bar and got drunk, because she had a bad stomach and the alcohol she drank was too strong, she vomited blood and passed out as soon as she got home. There was no one, and it was not until Ah Ning went to find her that she was sent to the hospital.

Although it was delayed for a while, fortunately the situation was not particularly serious. The fat man called Aning early in the morning without seeing the clouds. He didn't bother to inform himself, so he took Wang Meng out.Thinking of this, Wu Xie felt very ashamed. He had been thinking about Poker Bottle all morning, and he didn't notice other people at all. He didn't even call to ask after Yuncai left last night. It sounds like a bit of a jerk.If something happened to Yun Cai, Wu Xie felt that he would have a disturbed conscience for the rest of his life.

The sky was a little gray, and the street scenes were receding. Leaning against the window glass, Wu Xie suddenly felt a little tired. From the end of the new year to now, things have not stopped one after another. Could this be the legendary unlucky time?

After getting out of the car, he found the ward according to the address given by Wang Meng. Before entering, Aning walked out of the ward.

"Yun Cai said she doesn't want to see you, so go back." Ah Ning said with a blank expression.

"How is she?"

"Thanks to you, I'm not dead yet."

Wu Xie choked for a moment, not knowing what to say: "Apologize to her for me."

"Apologize?" Aning smiled strangely: "What are you apologizing for?"

Wu Xie frowned, he was indeed full of apology, but where did this apology come from?

"Yesterday... I didn't pay attention to my duties and sent her home." After holding back for a long time, I finally choked out this sentence.

Aning laughed even more after hearing this: "Wu Xie, are you really stupid or fake?"

Wu Xie didn't speak, but looked straight at Aning.

"You don't like clouds, do you?" Ah Ning smiled creepily: "I really don't understand, you are so courteous to help her carry books and borrow her umbrella, you gave her hope, but when it comes to the critical moment, you don't know what to do." Tell her, what do you want to do?"

"I didn't think so—" Wu Xie lowered his head.

"But you're doing it!" Aning interrupted.

Wu Xie was taken aback for a moment, then stared at Ah Ning blankly, and suddenly had a very bad intuition in her heart.

"Why did you apologize to her?" Aning asked.

Wu Xie frowned, and the uneasiness in her heart was like ink dripping in water, dissipating little by little.

"Don't you just want her to chase you like before?" Aning mocked, her voice was not loud, but every word hit the point, "Wu Xie, aren't you being too selfish?"

The more the ink was stirred in the water, the thicker the uneasiness became. A frenzied storm was set off in my heart, and the uneasiness and panic permeated my whole body uncontrollably.

"You think you won't hurt if you don't say anything, do you?"

"Do you think you can take it for granted that others treat you well if you pretend you don't know anything?"

Wu Xie froze in place, trying to open her mouth, but found that she didn't even have a reason to refute. Aning's words were like a sharp knife, cruelly prying open a stiff shell somewhere, every word and every word, retreating steadily, There is no power to fight back.

"Let me tell you, Wu Xie, a person like you who only knows how to take but refuses to give, will suffer retribution sooner or later!"

The corridor of the hospital was very quiet, Ah Ning had already walked far away, but the lingering sound still echoed in his ears.Wu Xie froze in place, the door was separated by a piece of glass. In the room, Yun Cai was lying on the bed with a pale face, the fat man was sitting quietly with his back to the door, and Wang Meng was leaning against the window to take a nap.Wu Xie just stood there in a daze, as if he was suddenly pushed aside by this world, and a door became very heavy.

Nurses kept walking around, and after a long time, Wu Xie mechanically turned around and left.

There was a lot of traffic on the street, an ambulance came at a high speed and whizzed by, the driver poked his head out and scolded loudly, but Wu Xie couldn't hear him, he paused for two seconds and then continued walking with his head lowered, he didn't know where to go Where, he only knew to flee.

It's not cold, but the chill can't stop overflowing from the depths of the spine.The steps under my feet are getting faster and faster, and finally I can't help but run wildly on the road, I have to go back quickly, go back quickly, go home quickly...

It's cold out, it's cold out, it's cold out...

Running to the villa area in one breath, Wu Xie ran directly to the yard without taking a breather, and when he opened the door, there was a muffled "bang", but he bumped into the person who opened the door and came out.He fell to the ground, and the white A4 paper was scattered all over the floor. After staying on the ground for two seconds, Wu Xie immediately sat up, stretched out his trembling hands, knelt on the ground and began to pick one by one: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Wu Xie?" The outstretched hand was grabbed by someone, and Zhang Qiling also knelt down half-kneeling, lowering his head and frowning, looking straight at him with a pair of bright black eyes, his eyes were extremely focused, "What's wrong with you?"

"Ahaha..." Wu Xie broke away from his hand with a haha: "No...it's nothing..." Before Zhang Qiling could ask again, Wu Xie turned around and scrambled up the stairs, and ran straight into his room. room, and ignored Zhang Qiling, who was catching up later, and took the lead in locking the door with his backhand.

After sliding against the door wall and sitting down, breathing heavily with his head raised, Wu Xie realized that his heart was beating so fast, as if it was no longer his own. However, this is very good, it can prove that he is still alive The presence.

"Wu Xie?" There was a knock on the door, and the sound of thump thud thump was injected directly into the body through the door, and Wu Xie buried her head between her legs: "I'm fine, you can go and do your work."

Leave me alone, just leave me alone.

There was silence outside the door for a while, no footsteps leaving, no knock on the door again, the world was silent for a while, only a chaotic heartbeat, but Wu Xie knew that Zhang Qiling was outside.

"Wu Xie, open the door." Sure enough, after a while, Zhang Qiling's voice came again.

Wu Xie buried her head lower: "Don't talk to me, I'll be fine for a while."

There was a "dong dong dong" knock on the door: "If you don't open the door, I'm going to knock on it."

The tone was obviously domineering and impolite, but it made Wu Xie's heart soften.

After hesitating for two seconds, he finally stretched out a hand to lock the door. With a "snap", the door opened a small crack, revealing a pair of dark and quiet eyes. Wu Xie changed the wall and continued to lean Then, buried her head between her legs, not daring to look at him.

"What's wrong?" Zhang Qiling squatted down.

Zhang Qiling's voice was very nice, and Wu Xie's tears were itchy: "It's nothing, I'm fine."

Seemingly sighing helplessly, Zhang Qiling also sat down on the ground, moved away his arms tightly holding his head, and said softly: "I know you are not good."

In just six words, the psychological defense line collapsed in an instant. Wu Xie closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and stretched out his hand like a fool: "Then lend me your hand."

A little puzzled, but the person in front of him immediately followed suit.

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As soon as he touched the warm body of the other party, Wu Xie grabbed it like a life-saving straw, squeezed his wrist vigorously, raised it up, and then directly placed Zhang Qiling's palm on his head.

Never seen such a move before, Zhang Qiling was stunned for a while, this is...

The hand on the top of the head did not move for a long time, Wu Xie closed his eyes and moved his head dissatisfied.He won't say it, and he can't say it, but I'm sorry, but, I suddenly want to be comforted, and get rid of...

However, the hair was not messed up, but the head was hooked by someone. Before Wu Xie could react, his body had already fallen into a full embrace.Now it was Wu Xie's turn to be stunned, his body staggered, Zhang Qiling's unique fragrance penetrated into the soul through the pores of his body, like a requiem.

Wu Xie closed her eyes and leaned on this man's shoulder, her heart felt unspeakably warm, how could it be so good, she obviously only wanted comfort, but he gave her a hug.Just hugging like this, all the coldness suddenly dissipated.So, after the blood is dripping and washed by warmth, what is it?

Wu Xie felt that what Aning said might be right, he was selfish, he pretended not to know anything, just enjoyed Zhang Qiling's kindness to him like this, and deceived himself to be satisfied with this status quo, everything seemed to be taken for granted, but in fact, heart, it It's been a bad time.

Zhang Qiling hugged him very tightly, not giving him any room to break free. Wu Xie felt a little uncomfortable, but he felt very at ease.

Burying his head into Zhang Qiling's neck, the other party's warm breath hit his ear, as if his heart was also filled, Wu Xie's voice was hoarse: "Brother, why am I always in front of you? Can't be strong?"

The back of the head was also stroked, and after a moment of silence, a faint voice came to the eardrums: "Because there is no need."

A burst of heart palpitations, Wu Xie couldn't help it anymore, bit his lips and shook his shoulders and laughed, smiling, but two lines of hot tears couldn't stop flowing down the corners of his eyes.

He obviously didn't want to, obviously didn't want to show his weak side, but he couldn't refuse his firm gaze, maybe this was fate, he couldn't escape, and he didn't want to escape...

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

But Wu Xie stopped talking, stretched out his arms and hugged each other tightly, closed his eyes and felt each other's heartbeat carefully.

I think I seem to like you...

It was already dark outside the window, the lights in the room were not turned on, and the pendulum clock was ticking, quietly like an old oil painting.By the wall behind the door, two thin figures half kneeled on the ground and hugged each other tightly, motionless. Perhaps at this moment, any words are superfluous.

Feeling that the breathing of the person in his arms gradually calmed down, Zhang Qiling gradually let go: "Is it better?"

Wu Xie nodded, suddenly smiled, and sat up with Zhang Qiling's arm: "Brother, I found out that I have cried more times since I met you than I have in the past 17 years combined, and I am almost turning into a woman." ..."

Zhang Qiling didn't speak, and the two of them sat side by side against the wall, looking very much like inmates.

Maybe, love is like a prison cell. When you are bound, you struggle to escape; In the bottomless eyes, desire and reason are entangled with each other, and people can no longer have comfort.

"Brother, am I being selfish?" Looking up to the window, Wu Xie was a little lost.

"Why do you ask?"

"I clearly know that a person likes me, but I just don't say it. I just don't want to break the status quo. I think this is very good. Isn't it selfish for me like this?"

Zhang Qiling turned his head and looked at him quietly, his black pupils became clearer in the darkness, "Maybe you just don't love." It was clearly a statement, but it sounded more like a question.

"Hehe..." Wu Xie smiled, "It seems so."

The light in his eyes dimmed, Zhang Qiling withdrew his gaze: "Wu Xie..."

"Ok?"

"If you keep avoiding it, it will hurt people."

Wu Xie was startled, and turned to look at Zhang Qiling, but the latter didn't look at him, lowered his head and let his eyes go blank, not knowing what he was thinking.Wu Xie paused, and said in a low voice: "I always thought that as long as you don't say anything, everyone can live in peace and continue to live the old life."

"The current state makes me feel very good. I don't want to break this balance. I never thought about the harm you mentioned..." Zhang Qiling didn't speak, Wu Xie glanced at him, and continued: "But, if If you don’t like it, wouldn’t it hurt more to say it?”

"If you don't talk, we can continue to be friends." Wu Xie lowered his head.

Zhang Qiling shook his head and stopped talking, Wu Xie couldn't understand his expression, so he had to lower his head in a daze.After a moment of silence, Wu Xie suddenly thought of what happened during the day, couldn't help being curious, and finally asked: "Brother, what are you and Dad..."

Zhang Qiling narrowed his eyes and turned his head, Wu Xie trembled: "I mean, aren't you father and son? Why are you so..."

"Ahaha, I don't mean anything else, that is, can't we live in harmony?" Wu Xie started to laugh, trying to ease the atmosphere: "Why are you acting like an enemy?"

Thinking that there would be no response, Zhang Qiling spoke unexpectedly, frowning slightly: "There is no better way than this."

Wu Xie was stunned: "What do you mean?"

This time Zhang Qiling really stopped talking. After waiting for a long time for no response, Wu Xie had no choice but to give up. He asked out of curiosity, but as a result, the boring oil bottle ran out of gas halfway through, which made people even more depressed.

Some hesitantly, Wu Xie glanced at the face of Poor Oil Finger. The other party didn't seem to be getting angry. For this sake, it was a rare opportunity. Wu Xie decided to ask this question that had been held back for a long time: "I Why... never heard you mention your mother?"

Wu Xie asked very carefully, observing Zhang Qiling's face with his eyes motionless, for fear that he would throw himself out in the next second. Surprisingly, Zhang Qiling didn't even blink his eyes, and his tone was always indifferent: "I didn't see pass her."

"You didn't ask?" Wu Xie asked: "I haven't met my dad, but I often heard my third uncle and grandpa mention it. I was curious when I was young, and I even looked for his photo."

"I don't know who to ask." Zhang Qiling bowed his head.

Wu Xie was stunned for a moment, and just stared at him blankly. After a pause, Zhang Qiling spoke again: "I don't have any memory about my family. I've been here since I was conscious. Entering a higher school, entering a job, everything is done step by step. He'll give me instructions when necessary, and that's it."

Zhang Qiling's tone was indifferent, but Wu Xie was shocked by his short words, but more distressed: "But you are not a robot, you just listen to him like this?"

"It doesn't matter." The tone was calm, looking at Wu Xie's eyes full of unwillingness, Zhang Qiling reached out and rubbed his head with a serious expression: "So——"

"You are very important, Wu Xie."

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