God is poisonous

Lei Yi found the place according to the address given by Li Mei, and found that this apartment was also in the middle of the top floor, and it was his favorite location all the time.

After hesitating for a while, he still rang the doorbell.

Ten seconds, 20 seconds, half a minute, 1 minute... Even though he pressed and pressed, there was still a dead silence inside, without any sign of life activity.

The doormat looked like new, but it had a layer of dust on it, presumably the owners don't like to entertain guests.

Lei Yi himself was stunned. Li Mei said that Styx was not in good condition, and it was unlikely that he was still eating and partying outside at this point. If he was already asleep, who would sleep so early in a normal person?

He didn't know what kind of attitude he should take to face Styx, and he didn't even know what to say to him when they met, but...he really wanted to know what kind of life Styx was living now.

Because this is a high-end apartment, all the locks are combination locks, he stretched out his hand and pressed Styx's birthday first, wrong; then tried Styx's phone number, still wrong.

Looking at the closed door in front of him, a strange idea suddenly appeared in his mind.

This is the last chance to enter your password.

Beep, beep.

Six numbers were entered, only to hear an electronic beep, and the door clicked open.

The password for the door is Lei Yi's own birthday.

Even though Styx rejected the whole world, he left a door for him to get close to him alone.

The lights in the room were not turned on, only the sound of rustling water in the bathroom, and a faint fragrance of shampoo permeated the darkness.That familiar smell traveled through the silent years and brought him back to the time when he fell asleep hugging each other in the small attic.

At that time, Lei Yi always lay sprawled on the bed and waited for Styx to take a bath. Xia Ye's Cicada sang about his hotness outside the window. The simple bathroom didn't even have a door, and Styx's figure was projected by the orange light On that white shower curtain.Even the intermittently unpleasant tunes he hums with the sound of water, all depict Lei Yi's pursuit and imagination of beauty.

He remembered the enchanting oleander printed on the shower curtain, the smell of shampoo in the air, and the darkness that belonged to the two of them.

At that time, they did not have such a high-end and spacious apartment, nor did they have the gorgeous and comfortable furniture in this room, nor did they have the pile of various medicine bottles on the cabinet.

Lei Yi's heart shrank slowly, and the pain was raging silently in his heart.

Snapped!There was a sound of falling objects in the bathroom, which finally reminded him of the purpose of his trip.

In any case, I always came here uninvited. As an unwelcome person, I went straight into someone's house. This is considered trespassing.Styx has a heart attack, if he comes out later and finds that there is actually one more person in the dark room, he will be in serious trouble if he is frightened to death.

Lei Yi slowly approached the bathroom, then knocked on the door twice: "Styx, it's me. I came in by myself. I'm afraid I'll scare you, so I'll let you know in advance."

The sound of water in the bathroom remained the same, but no one answered him.

Lei Yi's mind exploded with a bang, and ten thousand ominous guesses quickly formed in his heart.

"Styx, Styx!" He opened the bathroom door with a bang.

Styx sat on the floor, circled himself in the loneliest posture, and let the water flow down from the top of his head.Her hair was drenched with water so that it was all close to her face, and her eyes were red, as if she had cried or was crying.

"What are you doing? Get up, it's cold on the ground." Lei Yi reached out to pull him, but Styx suddenly stood up and pulled him into the mist.The water temperature is certainly not low, but Lei Yi only felt that his skin was lifeless to the touch, and it was almost impossible to tell whether it was cold or warm, and it was so fragile that it might break at any time.

"I thought you were gone...I thought you were gone..." Styx hugged Lei Yi tightly, whispering in his ear repeatedly.

"I came here to see you. I have to make sure you're okay before I leave. Styx... Styx, let go first. I can't soak my shoulders in water... hiss." The water quickly soaked Lei Yi's clothes, shoulder Of course, the wounds on his body were not spared.The newly scabbed wound was blistered, and soon produced a stabbing pain that was about to burst.

Styx quickly opened his collar.

When he saw the wound, his face turned pale, and his mouth was half-opened, as if his three souls and seven souls were gone. Lei Yi could see that he was trying very hard to control his emotions that were on the verge of collapse: "It's too late Really? Lei Yi, tell me, tell me!"

Lei Yi nodded silently, even as a tacit consent.

Unexpectedly, Styx suddenly slapped Lei Yi hard, and shouted with a voice choked in his throat: "Why?"

After all, Styx had practiced before, this slap was fast and hard, and Lei Yi never thought that there would be such a turning point, so he let this slap be real.

The water splashed, and this slap was extraordinarily loud.It didn't feel like hitting Lei Yi's face, but it seemed like hitting both of them in the heart.

"Lei Yi, I'm sorry..."

Minghe reached out to hold Lei Yi's face, but was blocked by Lei Yi calmly: "As I said, I will let you go, I only hope that you will never regret it. I came today just to see you, No other meaning."

Styx's figure visibly shook, and a tragic smile suddenly appeared on his face: "Lei Yi, I love you...I still love you...I thought I was so noble, I thought I could really be forever I don't regret it...it's a pity...for so many years, I've been to so many places, but I still can't forget you, I still love you so much..."

"Since you're fine, I'm leaving." Lei Yi turned around resolutely, ready to open the door and leave.He knew that his behavior at the moment was cruel, but the past had passed, and new feelings had blossomed and borne fruit. If this inexplicable ambiguity was maintained, the three of them would all be hurt.

"Lei Yi! Don't go! Don't go!" Styx yelled like crazy, his usual restraint and calmness were swept away, and he began to slap himself, crying while slapping, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Yes I was wrong! Don't go! I will never dare again! Please, don't go!"

"Stop! Are you crazy?" Lei Yi knew he was innocent, so he couldn't bear to see such a scene. Unfortunately, if he couldn't go back, he really couldn't go back.

"I know that Kang Tianyou has plans for me, but I still go to work behind your back, because he always gives me an extra tip in addition to the wages... For the sake of ridiculous self-esteem, I would rather kneel down to him than I want to ask you for help..."

"Don't say it, I know it all."

"You don't know!" Styx continued to shout, "I quarreled that day and you refused to answer the phone. I was very angry. Kang Tianyou got me drunk, but then I started to wake up slowly. He said he was only doing business. If you don't talk about love, you will give me a lot of money after it's over...and I promise you will never let you know about it..."

Another needle was stabbed in Lei Yi's heart. Even though there was no blood, the pain really came from the deepest part of his soul: "Enough, stop talking! All this has nothing to do with me, I'm leaving."

He speeded up to pull the door, afraid that he would lose control and collapse like Styx.

Styx suddenly got up from the ground, and suddenly took out an old-fashioned razor blade from the side drawer: "Please, don't go!" As soon as he finished speaking, he took the blade and scratched his wrist.

Lei Yi's mind went numb in an instant, and he instinctively rushed over and pressed Styx's hands firmly: "It's okay to play performance art, you're out of your mind!"

"I know I was wrong! Give me one more chance, give me one more chance! Don't go, okay? Please, don't go!" Styx struggled fiercely, the liquid flowing across his face had already parted. Not sure if it was water or tears.

"Styx, you know my temper." Lei Yi grabbed his hand and said word by word, "It's over, we're over."

Hearing these words, Styx began to struggle desperately again, and the hand holding the saber moved towards the other hand forcefully, Lei Yi had no choice but to hold him tighter: "You are endless!"

"Let go of me, I don't want to commit suicide." Styx actually said in a very gentle tone, "I just want to cut myself."

"Nonsense, what's the difference between this and suicide?" Lei Yi was really annoyed, "You're sick, right?"

"Lei Yi, I'm sick. I gave up on you like a fool, and then came back to look for you like a fool." Styx frowned, looked at the blade and laughed again, "My heart hurts so much. If you cut it somewhere else, your heart won't hurt so much..."

"With me here, don't even think about hurting yourself. Give me the blade! Give it to me!" Lei Yi grabbed the blade and threw it directly into the trash can.

Ming He lowered his head and fell to the ground again, neither crying nor laughing, pressing his heart position and repeating desperately: "Don't go, don't go."

Lei Yi sighed, lowered his head, picked him up, and sent him to the bed in the bedroom.

"Is your heart uncomfortable?"

"Ah."

"What kind of medicine should I take?"

"The third bottle from the left on the cabinet."

Styx was quiet and obedient, quietly waiting for Lei Yi to feed him the medicine, wipe off the water on his body, dry his hair and tuck him into the quilt.

Lei Yi was busy with his work, and when he looked up, the wall clock on the wall pointed to eleven o'clock.

Styx noticed that he was looking at the time, and immediately asked in horror, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"Ate."

"What about supper?"

Lei Yi knew that Jiang Chenyi would definitely prepare a supper for him today, but seeing Minghe's sad eyes, he shook his head after all.

"There are dumplings, glutinous rice balls, and small wontons in the refrigerator. Your favorite shepherd's purse and shrimp."

"You don't eat shepherd's purse, why buy that?" Lei Yi asked.

"Over the years, I've gotten used to it. You used to keep a box of wontons in the refrigerator. As long as I see that box of wontons, I'll feel that you're still by my side." Styx wanted to laugh, but in the end he only showed a With a dismal expression, "You wait, I'll cook for you."

"Let me cook." Lei Yi stood up, "What do you want to eat? Plum blossom glutinous rice balls?"

"Plum blossom glutinous rice balls..." Styx's answer overlapped with Lei Yi's guess, as if he was swearing the tacit understanding that he had once had, which suddenly made the atmosphere a little awkward.

Half an hour later, two bowls of glutinous rice balls were finally cooked.

"Didn't you cook the wontons?" Styx asked a little strangely.

"Let's eat glutinous rice balls with you. Here, you eat first." Lei Yi pushed one of the bowls in front of Styx, omitting that his real purpose of doing this was actually just not wanting to wash the pot twice.

Styx looked up at him, then obediently began to eat small bites.

Looking at his pale face, Lei Yi felt pain in his heart again.

"Are you still leaving?" Minghe's tears began to drip unstoppably into the bowl in front of him, and he continued to eat this bowl of plum blossom glutinous rice balls that he no longer knew what it was like with his tears. .

"I'm not leaving today." Lei Yi whispered to Styx, "Eat slowly, don't add ingredients to the glutinous rice balls."