God is poisonous

When Jiang Chenyi just kissed him, he didn't evade, Lei Yi was elated, and put his arms around his waist, trying to capture his breath, but at this moment, Jiang Chenyi suddenly turned his head away: "Don't push yourself too hard."

Lei Yi stubbornly refused to let go, frowning and asked: "Why?"

"You have reached the limit that I can tolerate, and if you take one step closer, I can only treat you as an enemy." Jiang Chenyi's expression didn't look like he was joking at all.

Lei Yi let go resentfully, with a look of bitterness and hatred on his face.

Jiang Chenyi patted his face: "Go take a shower, your whole body is completely soaked."

This action finally woke up Lei Yi.

In Jiang Chenyi's heart, he is not a lover who can be tender and lingering, but a little kid who pesters him for sweets.

Water droplets rolled down the skin, and the warm water vapor dissipated the chill brought by the rain from the limbs and bones, leaving only the lingering anger in his heart, burning more and more vigorously in his chest.

There is nothing more unsatisfactory in life than not being able to get what you want. The more you can't get it, the more you want it, and the more you want it, the more you can't get it.

Wrapped in a towel, he came out of the bathroom splashing water, just in time to see Jiang Chenyi drinking porridge while watching a movie.Thinking of Jiang Chenyi's disgusted look at the porridge bowl just now, Lei Yi wanted to laugh, but he still didn't.

"What are you watching?" He smiled so warmly. Lei Yi thought he was watching a comedy or a fresh literary inspirational film, but he didn't expect to go over and take a closer look. What he was watching was actually a food and tourism documentary, which instantly refreshed Lei Yi Yi's three views, "Do you like traveling very much?"

"Everyone is living their lives, but my day is completely different from yours, isn't it amazing?" Jiang Chenyi didn't turn his gaze back, but looked at the strange scenery on the screen, his eyes twinkled with those he had never seen before. "If there is a chance in the future, I would also like to go out and have a look, and use my own feet to measure the size of the world."

"Why is it in the future? It's not crazy now. Then you will lament that you will be old before you appreciate your youth." Lei Yi sat beside him and began to brush his hair carelessly.

"Craziness always has a price to pay." Jiang Chenyi shook his head, a trace of helplessness appeared on his face.

Lei Yi took the opportunity to ask: "Are you going to go alone after that?"

"I know what you want to ask." Jiang Chenyi finally turned his gaze to Lei Yi's face, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, "My mother accidentally got pregnant with me when she was still studying, and then she had to drop out of school and stay at home. After the two of them got married, the burden of the whole family was placed on the father alone. In addition, he had a younger brother later, and his mother always disliked him at home. Living with such a great mental and financial pressure, at first I just stayed in the tavern every day and didn’t want to go home. Later, I became addicted to gambling. Whenever things went wrong, I came back drunk and always took revenge on my mother and me. My five-year-old When they finally got divorced, my mother took me to the amusement park for the first time that day... only took me alone, bought me new clothes, and balloons and cotton candy that were only for my younger brother. the happiest person."

"and after?"

"She went abroad the next day, took her younger brother and abandoned me. At that time, I never understood why she would leave me to my father who only knew how to drink and gamble. Then I figured it out. Hell, she lost too many things because of me, so she hates her father and me as well." Jiang Chenyi laughed at himself, "I didn't know which country she went to at that time, but I liked it from then on. Watch those different countries on TV, and see what the place that can’t take me is like. She wrote a few letters to her grandma intermittently, always saying that she and her brother had a good life, but she always refused Leave a detailed address, and the letter was sent by someone else, probably because she was afraid that I or my father would go to her again. By the way, in the last letter, she said that she finished her work-study program and finished her community college and found a good job. If I have enough money, I will take me and my grandma out. That day, my grandma stewed a pot of chicken soup for the first time, and the two of us ate a delicious meal. I can still recall the special aroma of the chicken soup that day."

"Then she disappeared again?" Just after listening to the beginning, Lei Yi keenly sensed that there must be a big killer behind this story.

"Yeah." Jiang Chenyi's smiling eyes seemed to have traveled through time and returned to those days full of gray memories, "Later, when I grew up and became sensible, I think that even if I don't know where she is, as long as I know they are doing well, it will be fine." enough."

"Then you never looked for her again?"

"I found it."

"Didn't find it?"

"I found her, but it's a pity that I was standing under the tree. She was already lying under a green lawn, and became an eternal partner with a cold stone. The small stone tablet that belonged to her brother stood by her side, and the tablet that belonged to him Time has stopped at the time when I was three years old and ignorant of the unknown." Jiang Chenyi smiled, as if he was talking about a story that had nothing to do with him, "Every time I am closest to happiness, I will be pushed to hell. I feel that I am really unfortunate. But standing in front of them... I suddenly feel that maybe that is also a kind of luck."

Lei Yi began to understand the origin of his intimacy phobia.

If every happy beginning is doomed to end in tragedy, it is better to start with no hope.

"Don't be sad, everything is over." Lei Yi quietly held Jiang Chenyi's hand.

"You don't need to comfort me, I'm just stating the facts." Jiang Chenyi wanted to pull his hand back, but Lei Yi grabbed it tightly, so he had no choice but to let him hold it.

"I didn't intend to comfort you, I just wanted to say..." Lei Yi took a breath, and then continued to play seriously, "In this day and age, getting pregnant without marriage is nothing, and besides, I won't let you get pregnant of."

Jiang Chenyi was silent for three seconds, and then broke out completely: "Get lost!"

That night Lei Yi didn't sleep soundly, it was a trivial matter for two people to share a pillow, ever since Jiang Chenyi told him that story, those irrelevant pasts haunted his dreams all night.

When the alarm rang, Lei Yi finally got rid of those inexplicable dreams.He shrunk his body, occupying a small half of the bed, but the one on the right was already empty, Jiang Chenyi probably left before dawn.

The sunlight coming in from the window is hitting the bed like a dividing line.Even if he crossed over, there would be no one waiting for him on the opposite side.

You were born before me, and I am old when I was born.You hate me for being born late, and I hate you for being born early.

Can't catch up with time, let alone catch up with Jiang Chenyi's wandering heart.

Anyway, idle is idle, Lei Yi decisively landed in the Three Realms.

[Guild] Gloomy Moonlight: Heaven, earth, boss, you are here!

[Guild] Wei Yuzun can't laugh: What happened again?

Lei Yi wasn't in the mood to start a group and start a battle, but he was caught as soon as he went online, and he had to give an explanation no matter what.

[Guild] Gloomy Moonlight: I can't tell for a while, just look at the guild leaderboard for yourself.

Lei Yi clicked on the leaderboard and immediately understood the seriousness of the situation.

Wei Zun Ling Xiao was originally at the top of the guild rankings, Xue Wu Lou was at the second, and now Wu Tian Wu Dao is at the second.And this lawless president is lawless.

Wutian Wudao and Tianyou Kagura have always been hidden in Lei Yi's heart. Lu Ling and the others are all outsiders. After so long, they don't remember that there was such a popular new gang in District 37, and they don't know That Tianyou Kagura who couldn't reach the edge had any intersection with Lei Yi.

It is absolutely impossible for a new club to make such a large scale in such a short period of time, so this can only be a migration. He moved all the manpower and material wealth accumulated in the 37th area to the 59th area. .

Kang Tianyou recreated a lawless person with lawless identity.

It's like the beginning of a nightmare, an inescapable reincarnation.

[Private Chat] You said to Lawlessness: What do you mean?

Lawlessness is so unpopular, and he must be the one who blocks chat messages at any time, out of sight and out of mind. Lei Yi didn't expect that his private chat messages were not blocked, which is somewhat surprising.

[Private chat] Lawless said to you: I need to ask for your permission first to build a guild?

Such a thoughtless questioning of lawlessness can actually grasp the central idea, it seems that he has already calculated that Lei Yi will come to find fault.

[Private chat] You said to lawlessness: Take your people out of Area 59.

[Private chat] Lawless says to you: I refuse.

Lei Yi got a little angry.

Only lawlessness alone can't stir up much trouble, just like a lone wolf no matter how fierce it is, it can't stand up to the hunter's siege.But once he's in the crowd, even if it's just a flock of sheep, he can turn them into real beasts.The Red House, the gang of the peak lunatic Xiao Xiaobai in the Three Realms, is also the kind of group that can harm the whole area wherever they are placed, but no matter whether they rob houses and loot bosses, or provoke hatred for nonsense, they are just aimlessly entertaining themselves, not like innocent people. The sky has no way, from the beginning to the end, there is a fierceness that can bite someone at any time.And at this moment, they are sweeping the newcomer group boss refresh points of the major leveling points, and even all the battlefields with that amazing vigor.

[Private chat] You said to Lawless: Styx, you robbed me, and you have avenged me for so long, so what's the point of staying in this district?

[Private Chat] Lawlessness says to you: Isn't there still snow in the country?

[Private Chat] You said to Lawless: Damn, you dare to touch him and try!

[Private chat] Lawlessness says to you: Hold on tight, he doesn't belong to you yet.The time is so long, we can play slowly.

[Private chat] You said to Lawless: If you like Styx so much, going to him directly is better than finding him here, right?

[Private chat] Lawlessness tells you: My goal now is to cover the country with snow.

[Private Chat] You said to Lawlessness: What do you like about him?

[Private Chat] Lawless says to you: I see you like him.

Hearing this kind of answer, Lei Yi could only laugh and cry.

[Private Chat] You said to lawlessness: You are a lunatic.

[Private Chat] Lawlessness tells you: Love is also a hunt, the more difficult the prey is, the more exciting it is to hunt. You also like this feeling, don’t you?

[Private chat] You said to lawlessness: Don't confuse me with you, all you can understand is animal instinct.

[Private chat] Lawlessness tells you: I don't understand love, but you are blaspheming love.