After kissing the professor

The two looked at each other.

But Yan He's first reaction was not why Shen Jinrong was here. In the blink of an eye, she thought of what Grandma Shen said to herself during the Chinese New Year—her father cheated, her mother died young, and her granddaughter was always there. Grow in the shadows.

Yan He couldn't figure it out, it was just a few short words, but it explained a person's experience of more than 20 years.Time is ruthless, and life is also ruthless to Shen Jinrong.Yan He thought of the scar on her left wrist, the fragility she inadvertently revealed, and the innocence at the moment when she blew out the candle.

Her heart seemed to be hit hard by something, and a piece of it was gouged out alive. The cold wind blew in from the gap, making her hot heart cold.

The person she fell in love with - the person she liked so much, why did such a thing happen to her?

Shen Jinrong is so nice, and she smiles so brightly, but why—why is there a haze lingering on her body for so many years?She used to think that Shen Jinrong was loved by God, but if it was really loved, why would she be willing to let her go through all these sufferings?

In the past, Yan He only had feelings for Grandma Shen's granddaughter, but she knew that this feeling, or even pity, was only for strangers. After knowing that her beloved had gone through these things, Yan He felt unreasonable anger , she was even dazzled by anger for a moment, and wanted to question Shen Jinrong's father why he did this.

The moment she was attacked by anger, she felt that her brain was in a daze, and there was only one thought left in her mind.But this idea was too crazy, Yan He knew that he couldn't and couldn't do it.But—she was short of breath, and her eyes were bloodshot, she could feel her eyes turning black, and her nose couldn't help but feel sour.She wanted to cry, wanted to hug Shen Jinrong tightly, wanted to hug her tightly.She didn't ask anything, she didn't want to know anything, she just wanted Shen Jinrong to live a good life.She wanted to go back to the past, walk up to little Shen Jinrong, hold her in her arms, and tell her not to be afraid.

But she couldn't do it after all.

At that time... how scared Shen Jinrong must have been!

How could this be...how could this be?How—how could it be like this!

The villain in my heart was crying, crying silently, trembling all over.Yan He raised his eyes to look at his sister in front of him, but his throat was tight and he couldn't say a word, as if something was stuck there, suffocating her.Her nose seemed to have been punched, her eyes were flushed, and the urge to cry could no longer be restrained.

It's okay... she's still standing here, she's still smiling, she's still real.

"Are you okay?" Shen Jinrong frowned, keenly aware of something wrong with Yan He, and held her hand.

Yan He was in a trance for a while.My sister's fingertips were cold, but her palm was warm.Her temperature brought Yan He back to his senses. She slowly raised her eyes, and suddenly took a step forward, hugging Shen Jinrong tightly.

Nothing matters anymore -- in this moment -- in this moment, nothing matters.

The gap in her heart was filled again. The moment she touched Shen Jinrong, Yan He felt as if something was slowly filling the gap she had just lost.A bright white light suddenly exploded in front of his eyes, the light was so bright that Yan He subconsciously narrowed his eyes, and when he opened them again, only the bewildered Shen Jinrong was left.

A few strands of her hair fell on Yan He's face, itching, like a slight comfort.Her fragrance is all concentrated behind the ears, light and faint, but with an amazing and deadly temptation.Yan He has never carefully thought about the smell of her perfume—it is rose, green plum, the hot sun at noon, the shore of the waves in the early morning, and the sweet and sour aroma of lime bursting for a moment. , is the clear spring water flowing slowly in the mountains.

Hiding her love, hiding her fiery heart that was once extinguished.

"I'm fine." Yan He lowered his eyes and slowly let go of Shen Jinrong.She was greedy for that embrace, and at the moment of separation, a crack appeared in her heart that had been filled just now as she distanced herself from Shen Jinrong.

"You—" Shen Jinrong held the bag in one hand, and stretched out the other to support Yan He's arm. At this moment, Grandma Shen's voice sounded in the kitchen—"Little Yan! Who is it?"

"Grandma! It's me!" Shen Jinrong saw the confusion in Yan He's eyes, and simply stopped asking, and pulled her into the door.Shen Jinrong put the ingredients she brought back at the entrance, and dragged Yan He to the door of the kitchen: "Grandma."

When Grandma Shen saw Shen Jinrong and Yan He appearing together, she narrowed her eyes with a smile, quickly put down the spatula in her hand, and began to introduce the two of them: "Xiao Yan, this is the granddaughter I told you about, Shen Jinrong. This is Xiao Yan , a kind-hearted little friend I met by chance."

Shen Jinrong nodded slowly.

Of course, Grandma Shen saw the doubt in her eyes, and explained: "Do you remember that this girl paid for me when I bought fish at the beginning of the year?" Grandma Shen turned off the fire, and stood at the door of the kitchen with a smile to introduce Shen Jinrong. : "Xiaoyan is still a Lei Feng! He even saved a drowning child before."

"Oh...it's your——little friend?" Shen Jinrong raised his eyebrows slightly, with a teasing smile in his eyes.

Yan He also showed a smile at the right time, and stretched out his hand to Shen Jinrong as if meeting Shen Jinrong for the first time: "Hello, Yan He."

"Hello, little hero who stands up for justice. Shen Jinrong." Shen Jinrong winked at her and held her hand.

Strange to say, they have known each other for almost a year, and this is the first time that they have introduced themselves so seriously and formally.Yan He smiled slightly, and Shen Jinrong also had a smile on his face.It seems that the loss that was not made up at the first meeting has a happy ending at this moment.

Grandma Shen didn't doubt that there was him, she smiled and looked at the two people who knew each other, she said: "You two go to the living room to watch TV! Oops! I am an old lady! I have nothing in common with you!"

"Didn't you just agree that I will help you—" Yan He said hastily.

Grandma Shen smiled heartily: "What are you going to do! I can still move! You two go get to know each other! Add a WeChat or something! There are more topics among young people!"

Yan He and Shen Jinrong were pushed by her to sit down in the living room.

Grandma Shen said a few words casually and returned to the kitchen to continue cooking, leaving two people she knew before sitting on the sofa and looking at each other.

"Hmm... my grandma's little friend?" Shen Jinrong raised one eyebrow high, with a playful tone.

Yan He blushed, and briefly explained the process of getting to know Grandma Shen.

Shen Jinrong put his face in surprise: "Are you two so destined?"

Yan He blushed.

"I remember that your home is not in the urban area? Why did you run to the lakeside park so far away?" After Shen Jinrong finished speaking, she seemed to be worried that Yan He might misunderstand, and added: "I mean, you met Is something wrong?"

Yan He lowered his eyes, avoiding the worried gaze cast by his sister: "A little thing."

Shen Jinrong nodded, and thoughtfully did not ask any more questions.

The two chatted casually, and Shen Jinrong asked: "I remember you said before that you are going to be sent abroad?"

Yan He said "yes": "I'm preparing, the leader gave me two weeks' leave." She thought that she should find a place to stay for these two weeks - or go on a trip, she didn't want to stay at home.

Shen Jinrong was a little surprised: "So long?" She tilted her head and thought for a while, took out her mobile phone and glanced at it, and said, "Wait a minute."

Yan He nodded obediently.

After about 2 minutes, Shen Jinrong laughed: "I just said, I have a teaching and research meeting to be held in a few days, and it has been changed to online for some reason, but the school still gave me two weeks off. .”

Yan He pursed her lips tightly, she remembered that Shen Jinrong had told her before that she wanted to have a meal together before she left.She wanted to make an appointment with Shen Jinrong now, but she didn't know how to speak when the words came to her lips.

Simply, Grandma Shen helped her out in time: "It's time to eat! Two little comrades! Come here and get the bowls and chopsticks!"

Grandma Shen's craftsmanship is very good, Yan He thought, at least she is much better than herself.Both she and Shen Jinrong ate honestly, and there was no communication at the dinner table.

Halfway through the meal, Yan He suddenly remembered what Grandma Shen said earlier about her granddaughter having a partner.She secretly raised her head and glanced at Shen Jinrong who was sitting across from her, thinking, it's a lie, right?Why didn't she know that her sister was dating?

Maybe it was my sister who said it casually in order to appease the old lady?

With this thought in mind, Yan He's heart calmed down a little.

Yan He and Shen Jinrong helped the old lady wash the dishes, and when they came out, Grandma Shen said while she was watching the video with her head down, "I don't have anything to do here anyway, why don't you two go first." She stood up and smiled Patted Yan He's shoulder gently: "Little Yan! My granddaughter has a car! Let her take you home."

Yan He opened his mouth, and wanted to say that he didn't want to go home, but seeing the concerned eyes of the old lady, she couldn't say that.I had no choice but to nod, then turned to Shen Jinrong who was turning the key ring and said, "Then I will trouble you."

There was a faint smile on Shen Jinrong's face: "It's okay, you should, after all, you are my grandma's 'little friend', right?"

When Shen Jinrong teased the word "little friend", Yan He smiled embarrassedly, while Grandma Shen gave her an annoyed look, as if blaming her for joking.

"Okay, then you can send Xiaoyan back." Grandma Shen gave Shen Jinrong a white look.

When walking out of Grandma Shen's house, Yan He turned his head subconsciously, and saw the clock hanging above the wall of the living room, the hour hand on it clearly pointed to the position of "eight".It's eight o'clock in the evening, and I just finished dinner, so it's not too early or too late.

After saying goodbye to Grandma Shen, Yan He turned around and left with Shen Jinrong.She heard the iron door behind her slam, and then the sound of the old lady locking it inside.

Shen Jinrong didn't look back, just took her downstairs together.Grandma Shen lives in an old-fashioned building without an elevator.Yan He followed behind, listening to Shen Jinrong's regular footsteps, the restlessness in his heart was gradually calmed down.

She remembered that she and Li Xiuxi met her sister and Tan Ning at a nearby vegetable market during the Chinese New Year. Does Tan Ning's family live nearby?Or did Tan Ning just come to visit Grandma Shen during the Chinese New Year?

At that time...was it the same for Tan Ning?Follow behind my sister and go downstairs with her.

Yan He lowered his eyes and looked down at the steps under his feet.She thought, Tan Ning should have walked through these steps too, right?

When they went down to the floor below, the overhead lights went out, Shen Jinrong stomped his feet vigorously, and the lights came on in response.Yan He raised his head and took a look. It was a voice-activated lamp. The incandescent lamp emits a warm yellowish light at night, illuminating the path under his feet.

Shen Jinrong paused at the corner of the stairs, and looked over directly with those translucent black eyes, as if to confirm whether Yan He had followed her footsteps.Seeing Yan He right behind her, she turned around as if nothing had happened and continued walking.

Yan He was still immersed in his own world, and didn't notice his sister's gaze.

Shen Jinrong's car was parked downstairs, and Yan He skillfully walked out of the co-pilot's door. The moment she closed the door handle with her hand, her heart suddenly jumped.She straightened up and looked through the roof of the car to Shen Jinrong on the other side. The latter also noticed her gaze and raised her eyebrows slightly, as if puzzled.

Yan He got into the car.

There is the smell of car fragrance in the car, but it is not pungent, but a faint and clear fragrance.

Shen Jinrong turned on the overhead light and asked, "To your house?"

Yan He thought, if he really wanted to send me home, why did he turn on the light and ask me?

She turned her head to look at Shen Jinrong, and said in a low voice, "I don't want to go home."

Shen Jinrong adjusted the seat and asked softly, "May I know the reason?"

Yan He didn't want to tell her sister about it, she just lowered her head and repeated in a low voice: "I don't want to go home."

"These two weeks of vacation, I want to go out for a walk."

"I don't want to stay here forever."

Shen Jinrong frowned slightly.She thought, Yan He must have encountered something, right?Or——is there someone or something at home that she doesn't want to face for the time being?

A crazy idea popped up in Shen Jinrong's mind, and she was shocked for a moment that she had such a crazy idea.She thought she didn't want to be here anymore - if - if she could - she wanted to escape too.

She came to grandma today to talk about Wang Dingyun, but Yan He was present, so she couldn't talk about it.Fortunately, this matter is not in a hurry, and it doesn't matter if you know it sooner or later.

Shen Jinrong thought, then - can I also leave these complicated things temporarily and find a place to breathe?

"Is there somewhere you want to go?"

Yan He suddenly raised his head, his eyes widened, and he looked at Shen Jinrong in disbelief.

Shen Jinrong didn't meet her eyes, she put both hands on the steering wheel, her eyes were downcast, and her voice was very calm.Yan He almost thought that what he heard just now was his own illusion.

"Maybe... I will go abroad to have a look." Yan He said slowly, she had no plan, and she didn't know where she should go.It seems that you can go anywhere, and it seems that every place is the same.

"Let's escape together."

Shen Jinrong raised his eyes, but what he said surprised Yan He.She frowned and looked at Shen Jinrong, but found that those eyes were crystal clear, with a smile hidden in them, full of anticipation.At that moment, the light in her eyes was something Yan He had never seen before.

Let's run away together, let's leave together.

I want to be the wind, I want to be a kite flying into the sky.

I think we can get entangled and we both fall.

I give you my freedom, I give you my ropes.

The author has something to say: Ah!Finally wrote here!

Xiaoyan is going on a trip with her sister~ and do it in a beautiful place~ perfect plan!

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