After kissing the professor

In December, the north is still blowing the bitter south wind, and the cold wind is howling. It has never stopped since Yan He left the house.In fact, today's temperature already required wearing a down jacket, but when Yan He came out, he only thought about how to escape from the house, so he didn't think too much about it.

She just called Li Xiuxi, and she didn't say that she found out about her parents' divorce and came out to relax, but made an excuse casually, saying that if Ms. He called her and asked her about herself, she should not reveal her secrets.

Li Xiuxi didn't ask any more questions, Yan He was very grateful at this moment that she didn't ask any more questions.

She just wants to be alone now.

Although the black cashmere coat looked thick, it couldn't prevent the wind blowing from all directions.Yan He wrapped his clothes tightly, fastened the button on his abdomen in an orderly manner, and walked forward against the wind.

She had no destination, she just wanted to find a quiet place where no one was around.Her home is in the urban area, and today is the weekend, people are everywhere, and she can't find a place where she can take shelter from the wind.Simply walked directly to the park.

Yan He touched her pocket. She only carried her mobile phone and keys. The mobile phone was in the right pocket of the coat, and the key was on the left. It felt hard to the touch.She felt the outline of the key through the pocket, and didn't feel relieved until she touched the tip.

The cold wind was blowing beside her ears, almost forming a barrier that cruelly separated her from the world.Under the blessing of the wind, she felt that when all the sounds from all directions entered her ears, it was like a wall was separated, dull but strangely sharp.When such a signal is transmitted to the brain, it will be another feeling.

Yan He raised his eyes and looked around, maybe because in winter, there were not as many people on the street as in other times.Some people are alone, wrapped in heavy clothes and hurrying; some people are happy with their families, laughing while walking on the road with their lover or children.

Nothing more than these two kinds of people.

Yan He thought, she didn't realize until now that she was standing here alone.

She remembered that ten years ago, the street was not as prosperous as it is now.At that time, we did not start to rectify the appearance of the city, and sometimes there would be hawkers pushing their carts to set up stalls on both sides of the road.

Yan He saw the fork in front of the bank—it was the place where my sister often parked. Ten years ago, there was a family of squid that she liked to eat very much.

The school is near home, and sometimes Ms. He or Mr. Yan will pick her up from school.When parents come to pick them up, Yan He always finds a willful opportunity to pull his parents and say that she wants to eat grilled squid.Mr. Yan is more forthright, while Ms. He pays for her while despising poor hygiene.

But now, there is no squid there, and there is no sister's car.Empty, with a tree planted on the sidewalk.

Yan He didn't know why she started to reminisce about the past. She always thought that she was always a forward-looking person, and she couldn't remember many things that happened in the past.When I think about the past by chance, it's like playing a black and white movie in my mind, that kind of memory has no color.

Standing at this familiar crossroads, she suddenly discovered that, in fact, there were many things she hadn't forgotten at all.Those memories that she thought she had forgotten, actually existed in her mind all the time and were dusty, like heavy boxes placed there, covered with dust.

And when a certain moment—or a certain opportunity comes, the heavy lids of these boxes will slowly rise, and memories of the past will come one after another.

Yan He closed her eyes, and she stood in front of the bus stop not far from the crossroads. After losing her vision for a short time, her other senses intensified—the voice in her ears gradually became clearer, and what she smelled was also the familiar car exhaust. smell.

Yan He suddenly felt unsteady, she opened her eyes suddenly, and subconsciously supported the bus stop sign next to her.She felt that she was a little embarrassed now, her hair was scattered in front of her eyes, and after she straightened up, it drooped and fell on her shoulders again.

She looked around, and there were also people around who cast concerned glances at her.Yan He stood up straight and nodded to the man.

Memories are everywhere, she doesn't want to be caught in the memories anymore, she wants to escape from here.

She looked in front of her helplessly, and for a moment she didn't know how to escape from here.want to run?Or is it——she felt the cold touch on her right hand, looked up, and saw that the LED light on the bus stop sign was glowing reddish.Yan He was inexplicably relieved, she thought, no matter how many times the next bus was, she would go on it.

Staying here, she just feels depressed.

She squinted her eyes to look at the traffic light not far away, and saw a bus coming in this direction parked steadily in front of the red light.Yan He breathed a sigh of relief, and when the car stopped in front of her and opened the door, she didn't think much, and walked straight up.

The car seemed to have the heater turned on, a bit dull, but warm enough.Yan He scanned the QR code to pay, and found a seat by the window while leaning on the railing.She tidied up her clothes properly, and then leaned back on the chair as if she had lost all strength.

There was a lot of traffic and colors outside the window, she didn't want to look any more.When she closed her eyes, she could only hear the quiet voices around her and the beeps from the bus. She felt that she had no connection with the world.

Yan He sat in the warm car and was drowsy. She didn't know how long it took, but the human voices in her ears gradually disappeared, leaving only the sound of the bus starting and the occasional machine sound.

The bus driver stopped the car and saw that there was another passenger on the bus, so he walked over and called Yan He: "Girl? Girl? Wake up! We've arrived!"

Yan He opened her eyes in a daze, and she blinked a few times before her eyes became clear again.Immediately afterwards, I met the eyes of the bus driver who turned off the phone: "Girl, are you okay, are you feeling unwell?"

Yan He shook his head, stood up while supporting the seat in front of him: "I'm fine, thank you!"

After she got out of the car and looked around, she realized that she had come to the lakeside park where she came out to relax during the Chinese New Year this year.When she saw the words written on the huge stone, she suddenly laughed.

Is this fate?The last time I came here, it was also because of my parents.

The bus terminal is directly opposite the lakeside park, and there are not many cars in the suburbs. Yan He crossed the zebra crossing and came to the opposite side.The park at this moment is more lively than it was during the Chinese New Year. Why doesn't Yan come here often, so naturally he doesn't know if there are many people in this park.

She thought of the old lady she met when she came here last time, and thought of what she said to explain herself.

Adults all have difficulties, but grown-up children will also have them.

She walked slowly to the lake, looked at the unfrozen lake water, and thought to herself, what is the difference between the temperature in December and the temperature in January?When will it be the coldest?When will the lake freeze?

She raised her head and saw a couple sitting across the river. She suddenly missed Shen Jinrong, but she didn't want to go find her right now.Negative emotions are useless rubbish. Yan He doesn't want to convey her negative emotions to her sister. She would rather bear and digest them by herself, but she doesn't want the person she likes to suffer the same pain as herself.

She walked half a circle along the lake and found that the lake in the park was bigger than she thought.Does every park have a lake?This lake has also witnessed many things, right?

It is now [-]:[-] in the afternoon, the sky is gradually clearing up, the dark clouds have receded, and the sun is falling on the earth through the thin clouds.Yan He sat alone by the lake for a while, when he inadvertently raised his head, he saw two kites hanging high in the sky.

Will someone fly a kite in this life?

She vaguely remembered that she had flown a kite before, but it was too long and she couldn't remember the details.At that time—Mr. Yan played it for her.She still remembered that there was high voltage electricity not far away, and several kites that unfortunately landed on it were wrapped around it.

Thinking about it now is very dangerous, but Yan He thought, why didn't he notice the danger at that time?Maybe it's because the parents are around.

She didn't want to continue thinking about it, and she lowered her head and stopped looking at the two kites.She wanted to walk around, see anything, meet anyone, she didn't want to be alone.

As she walked, she came to the place where the kites were flying. The two kites fell to the ground at some point, and several people gathered together to study them.Yan He glanced at it from a distance, only to realize that the strings of two kites were entangled and fell down.

For some reason, she couldn't bear to look any longer, so she turned and left.

The scene in the park by the lake made her feel both strange and familiar. When she came here again after nearly a year, she actually had a feeling that things were right and wrong—it shouldn’t be right, she thought, after all, that When the parents divorce there is a sign.

Yan He sat on a swing casually, and he started to swing with a kick.

Don't you really know that the two of them are at odds?The whistling wind in her ears told her the answer—she just didn't want to admit it.

There was something wrong with the state of getting along with her parents before. She didn't think about it before, but then she didn't dare to think about it.

Yan He was swinging vigorously on the swing, suddenly envious of the two kites that were flying in the sky just now.It would be nice if the kite next to her was my sister, so that even if they were entangled and fell to the ground at the same time—they would be together forever.

I don't know how long it took, she stopped panting, with a thin layer of sweat on her body, she stood up, took a long breath, and rubbed her stiff face from the cold, trying to find a warmer place to stay.

Suddenly, a familiar voice came from beside him, the voice was a little old and hesitant - "Girl?"

The author has something to say: Yan He: Grandma, are you the VIP of this park?

沈奶奶：哦不是，我就是觉得能在这儿捡到孙媳妇儿沈锦容：OAO————————感谢在2022022822:00:00~2022030123:18:35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：Nancy5瓶；非常感谢大家对我的支持，我会继续努力的！