After kissing the professor

What can you see when you look at each other?The light in her eyes, the mole at the end of her eyes, the reflection of herself in her eyes.If you get close enough, you might even be able to meet her vision of yourself.

What about the tens of thousands of eye contact?You can see the sadness in her eyes, the panic she hides with a smile.You will wonder if I can see her past years through her eyes, see her every heartbeat, every sorrow.

People are so contradictory. When she is happy, you just want to hide and watch her secretly.But when she was sad, she only hoped to be by her side all the time.You want to see only you in those eyes, but you also want to see her in high spirits and beautiful scenery.

"You're trembling." Shen Jinrong held Yan He's hand, looked at her firmly, and said in a firm tone.

Why do I feel dizzy every time I look at her?A warm, white light appeared in front of my eyes, and my sister was in the middle of the light—no, she was the light itself.

My sister's hand was obviously only warmer than my own, but she still insisted on holding my hand, wanting to warm it.Yan He really wanted to hold her hand and tell her, don't do this.But when she wanted to open her mouth, she found that her sister's eyes were so determined.

As if he only identified himself as one person, as if he was the only one in his eyes.

"...Because...it was too cold outside just now." Yan He talked about him, as if as long as he didn't admit it directly, he could still save some face.

Face, but what is the use of face?

Yan He, who was drunk, pursed her lips, and her lips, which were not very plump at first, were drawn into a line. She suddenly felt that the car was a bit dark, so that she couldn't see the light in her sister's eyes at all.

"Because you are holding my hand, I am very nervous." The drunk puppy said truthfully.

Shen Jinrong didn't expect her words to be so direct, and she didn't react for a while, but was turned back by the children.Yan He held her hand instead, perhaps because the temperature inside the car had risen, Shen Jinrong smiled after reacting, she could feel that the child's palm had started to heat up.

"My sister's ears are also red, probably because of the warm wind." The child looked at her seriously, and seriously explained the excuse she hadn't said yet.

The stinky boy blocked all the escape routes.

Shen Jinrong squeezed out a smile, and she felt that Yan He seemed to have magical powers, and the place she touched began to heat up at the moment.This is rare in the cold winter, Shen Jinrong thought wildly, anyway, which of the following winters did she not come here in the cold?

"Yes." Shen Jinrong said dryly, "You have already discovered it."

She smelled the faint smell of alcohol on Yan He's body, and also saw her not sober eyes, Shen Jinrong knew in her heart: "Have you been drinking?"

Yan He nodded.

Shen Jinrong breathed a sigh of relief.

No wonder, otherwise, how could she be teased by the children?The children who haven't been drinking are still cuter, Shen Jinrong misses the children who blush when they are teased by him.

"With friends?" Shen Jinrong tried hard to recall the name of his student who was standing next to Yan He just now: "Is it Li——Li Xiuxi?"

"Yes, she introduced me to her girlfriend today." After the child explained, he looked at her eagerly: "Sister, we finally met, is it okay if you don't ask other people's affairs?"

Shen Jinrong was bewitched by her eyes, and said in a strange way: "Okay."

The child smiled slyly, but the sourness in his words was obvious: "I saw my sister and Teacher Tan Ning walking together today."

The strength of the hand being held suddenly increased, but he was still not willing to use too much force.

Shen Jinrong felt a little guilty for no reason.She thought, what is wrong with her?What is there to be guilty of?Didn't she just meet Tan Ning normally?

"Teacher Tan, you even patted the dust off my sister's shoulders." Yan He tilted his head to look at her. It was obviously just a normal exchange of eyes, but Shen Jinrong found that this exchange of eyes was full of oppression.

Shen Jinrong wanted to withdraw his hand, but he couldn't withdraw it even after trying several times. Instead, he was held even tighter by the child.She pursed her lips and said softly, "I didn't know she would come over suddenly."

Aren't you just afraid that the kids will be jealous?

"Really?" Yan He changed his aggressive appearance just now, and became aggrieved, like a puppy who got a satisfactory answer and realized that he was too fierce to his sister just now.She raised her hand, touched the place where Tan Ning had touched Shen Jinrong, and muttered aggrievedly: "It's obviously mine."

"It wasn't this dress just now."

Shen Jinrong was dumbfounded by the quick change of face.

"I'm sorry, sister..." Yan He took her hand contentedly, and gently scratched her palm with his index finger.

Shen Jinrong trembled slightly as if she had been electrocuted.

"I had a good relationship with Tan Ning before." Shen Jinrong said slowly, "But after she got married, she didn't talk much together."

It's true, but some details are hidden, and those details are exactly what Shen Jinrong wants to escape and abandon.

"That's right." Yan He nodded and said seriously, "I understand."

Shen Jinrong smiled from the bottom of her heart, and stretched out the other hand that was not held by the child to rub her head, and asked softly, "Don't drink anymore."

It's like a different person after drinking.

Yan He lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Don't sister like me like this?"

"It's not that I don't like you like this, it's—" Shen Jinrong was momentarily at a loss for words.She is not the kind of person who likes to control others, let alone the kind of person who wants others to be under her control all the time.

"You don't drink well, drink in moderation, and girls have to protect themselves." Shen Jinrong was distracted by her actions, thinking in a mess, what if she meets a bad guy?

——Oh, I might be the bad guy.

Yan He laughed, and when the child laughed, his eyes narrowed into two crescents: "My sister cares about me." She pretended to be calm and said, "I know, my sister just cares about me."

"Yes, I am concerned about you." Shen Jinrong couldn't hold back, and rubbed her head again: "So you should drink less."

Yan He nodded vigorously: "Yeah!"

"Do you have something to do later?" Shen Jinrong couldn't stay at the gate of the community for too long.

Yan He thought for a while: "Go home."

"Then I'll send you back." After Shen Jinrong finished speaking, he started the car, "Where is your home?"

"It's nearby, I'll write it in the navigation." The child was discouraged, thinking that if he knew it earlier, he wouldn't tell his sister that he was going home, and just find a place-it would be good for his sister to watch a movie with him, right?

The child thought wildly, if he watched a movie with his sister, could he secretly hold hands with his sister while the environment was dark?While looking for her home in the navigation on her sister's car, she secretly looked at her sister.

"Do you like the gift I gave you?" Shen Jinrong asked suddenly.She thought that she hadn't heard the children talk about the gift she gave her, and she felt a rare drum in her heart. Could it be that she didn't like it?

"I like it!" Yan He was a little shy when he thought of the moka pot his sister gave him: "Actually...you don't need to give it to me."

"It's brand new. I remember I brought it back from a business trip to Italy last year." Shen Jinrong's voice was full of laughter: "I've never used it, it's great if you like it."

Yan He nodded vigorously, wanting to say something, but seeing the intersection ahead, he hurriedly said: "Here! Turn left here."

Shen Jinrong turned the steering wheel cooperatively: "What are your plans for the next year?"

Yan He felt that the current sister was like a professor in the school who communicated with students about their study plans.She thought for a while and said, "I will try my best to finish the preparation of the dissertation next year, and then prepare for my internship."

"Internship at CCTV?" As soon as the words finished, Shen Jinrong smiled: "I remember you told me, right?"

Yan He nodded: "Yes." She also smiled: "So...there may be very few chances to see each other after the next year."

"Yes." Shen Jinrong also responded, not sure if she was sighing or regretting, or maybe her words and tone didn't mean anything else.

Yan He thought, sister's mind is really hard to guess.

"I'm here." Yan He unbuckled his seat belt, put his hand on the handle of the door and hesitated for a while, but decided to ask the question that had been entangled with him: "Sister."

"What's wrong?" Shen Jinrong turned to look at her.

"What if..." Yan He pursed her lips. She wanted to ask her sister, if she wanted to see her next time—the next time when she was not drunk, would she still be like today, but she just said she wanted to? How about hugging her and driving over here?

Will there be a next time?When will the next time be?

People are insecure, and want to take advantage of the good things that have not yet passed this time to continue to make appointments for the next good things—it is best to finalize everything in the future while taking advantage of this time.

"What?" Shen Jinrong put one hand on the steering wheel and raised one eyebrow to look at her.

"I just want to say... I don't know when the next meeting will be." Yan He pursed his lips, and the courage he had finally built up was poked, and he was suddenly discouraged: "Goodbye, sister."

"Goodbye." Shen Jinrong seemed to know what she was going to say, and said slowly, "See you next time."

"See you next time" is actually a very false word. When is the next time?Where is it?Neither the time nor the location has been finalized. Compared with the agreed next time, this sentence is more like a promise—a promise that does not know when it will be fulfilled.

"Okay, see you next time." Yan He waved goodbye to her with a smile on his face, "Goodbye, sister."

"Goodbye, kid." Shen Jinrong smiled at her.

What Yan He didn't know was that after she left, Shen Jinrong's car was parked in place for a long time, and he didn't come back to his senses until the car behind was beeping.Sitting in the driver's seat, she suddenly felt that the car had become cold again since the child left.

Shen Jinrong shook his head and turned up the temperature again.

After the new semester started, Yan He rarely saw Shen Jinrong at school.Not only Yan He, but even Li Xiuxi, who had Shen Jinrong's class, rarely saw her, and only saw her from time to time in the big class once a week.

According to Li Xiuxi, there seems to be something wrong with Shen Jinrong's recent project, she has been dealing with it, and even the originally agreed Q&A time was handed over to the newly arrived teaching assistant because of her busy schedule.

Because of this, Yan He hesitated every time he wanted to send her a message.She would wonder if her sister is busy now, if her sister is dealing with things now, if it is not good for her to disturb her like this...

—— Li Xiuxi was so angry that she wanted to drink her wine to make her talk properly.

"You have a split personality, right?" Li Xiuxi rolled his eyes, and said to Yan He who was sitting across from him, who was very melancholy: "After drinking, you are bold, and if you don't drink, you are a coward."

Yan He was not happy to hear this, and glared at her: "Who has a split personality? Who is a coward?"

Li Xiuxi picked up a chopstick Mala Tang, and exhaled from the heat: "Then go find her, send her a message or something."

Yan He shrank his neck: "Isn't it good?"

Li Xiuxi rolled his eyes at her again.

In April, Yan He met Shen Jinrong at school, but at that time Shen Jinrong was surrounded by a group of people, with a stern expression, completely different from the elder sister in front of him.She couldn't make it through.Later, when I went back, I slumped on the sofa and stared at the dialogue with my sister in a daze.

No news.

No news of my sister.

Is it because you didn't take the initiative?

Yan He threw the phone aside, but after hesitating for a moment, he picked it up again, turned off the silent mode and turned the ringer to the maximum—then he threw the phone over with peace of mind.

The phone suddenly "ding", and Yan He wanted to get the phone back again.But she threw the phone too far just now, and it was too hard to get it now, so she stretched her waist too hard.

"Ouch—" Yan He clutched his waist and gritted his teeth, his right hand still held his phone firmly.

After the face was unlocked, it was discovered that the message was from Yu Ke.

Yan He: ...

Damn, my back hurts.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

——What should I do if I suddenly feel that it is not worth it.

The above thoughts just passed by, Yan He sat on the sofa with his hands on his waist, and saw the message from Yu Ke: "When will you start your internship?"

Yan He thought about the communication between himself and the trainee teacher: "Summer vacation, maybe July or August?"

"I'm almost the same." Yu Ke sent a cat smiley face, "Then where will you live then?"

Yan He bowed his head and typed back: "At home, our home is quite close to my internship unit."

Yu Ke choked up, she forgot that Yan He was a local, and originally thought that she could rent a house with her.She changed the subject and asked, "Do you want to come out for dinner?"

Yan He doesn't have much class recently, but she still doesn't want to go out.Inexplicably, it seems that if the person going out with her is not her sister, there is no need to go out.

"No, I have something to do recently."

"Ah! Alright~" Yu Ke asked again: "Do you know that the latest school newspaper is coming out soon? It's the one where we went to interview the professors."

Yan He was getting up and looking for plasters in the medicine box at home. When she saw the message from Yu Ke, she was taken aback, thinking, it is indeed time.The press release she wrote to her sister is about to come out, so—is there a fair reason to go to her sister?

It wasn't that she didn't want to go to her sister, nor was it because she was too timid to go, but because she didn't have a suitable reason or excuse.If she chats with her sister casually, she is worried that her sister will feel that she is wasting her time.

—See, that's what love without a title is like.

Yan He sighed, thinking, can he only use business as an excuse to find his sister in the future?

"When will it be out?" Yan He glanced at the calendar. When he was in school, he didn't know what the date was. He only remembered what day of the week it was. Swipe across the electronic calendar: "It's June."

Yan He found the plaster, put it on his waist casually, and saw Yu Ke's reply: "Yes, I will ask them to leave a copy for you after it is out."

Yan He thanked: "Thank you."

June.

end of june.

Hum, Cancer.

It's my sister's birthday.

Yan He rubbed the bridge of his nose, thinking, by then, all the people should not be on holiday, right?Can I see my sister on campus?

She looked up and found that the small lime had been placed on the window of the room for a long time, and there was no fresh citrus aroma on the surface, and it was dry and wrinkled together.

Indeed, it has been a long time since I saw my sister.

The child lowered his head, feeling annoyed, why - when we met for the last time, why did we forget to agree on the date for the next meeting?

Shen Jinrong stood in the office with a stern look. She leaned against the window frame and stood by the window, looking down at the students coming and going below.The person on the phone quickly reported to her the recent affairs that needed to be dealt with, and at the end, the person added in a low voice: "Mr. ..."

Shen Jinrong rubbed the center of her brows: "Yes, I know." She knows what she knows, and she still can't ignore Tan Ning's affairs.

"That secretary seems to be pregnant and was hidden by Mr. Jiang." The man reported carefully, for fear that Shen Jinrong would get angry.

Shen Jinrong narrowed his eyes, and his voice seemed to come from between his teeth: "I see."

Rubbish.

Tan Ning, you really are——Shen Jinrong doesn't believe that Tan Ning doesn't know about her husband, how could someone as smart as her not be aware of any clues?Just pretending not to know.

Putting down her phone, she held a cup of coffee and stood by the window looking at the lively students below, but she thought of the children.

Why don't you come to me?

A bit of resentment rarely appeared in Shen Jinrong's heart, she gritted her teeth and was still holding on, thinking, if the children don't chat with her on her birthday, she can only take the initiative.

Professor Shen pursed his lips, touched his face, and thought, why didn't he come to me because he was so good-looking?

Bad kids!

As if by accident, when Shen Jinrong thought of a bad child, she suddenly appeared under Shen Jinrong's window.

Yan He was wearing a black hoodie, which was wide enough to cover the child completely.

Shen Jinrong raised his eyebrows and moved closer to the window.But when she got closer, she realized that her movements were not quite right—hmph, why did she move forward?She didn't want to see a bad child who didn't come looking for her!

——Some bad kid sneezed in the next second.

Shen Jinrong was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed so hard that she deliberately thought in her heart: Hmph, I told you not to come to me!Bad kids!

—Some bad boy sneezed again.

Shen Jinrong stood in front of the window and laughed tremblingly. Yan He stood downstairs and rubbed his nose, thinking, could it be that he has been allergic to pollen recently?

The author has something to say: The update is late!But here it comes!

—————————— Yan He: (wronged) Why didn't my sister come to me?

Shen Jinrong: (angry) Why didn't the kids come to me?Why not take the initiative?

(Welcome everyone to watch - two love stories that are waiting for each other to actively counsel)

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