After kissing the professor

Yan He only heard noisy human voices ringing in her ears, some shrill and some noisy, she was extremely irritable.I also feel that the lights in the mall are too bright, some are coming from the store, some are the LED lights on the signboards, and some are the lighting of the mall itself.These different colors of light mixed together, making her dizzy.

Then there was a churning in her stomach, Yan He supported the armrest next to her to stand firm, her face was pale and she clutched her stomach, only to feel a sharp pain and then the world would spin.She rushed into the toilet next to her and retched into the toilet, but she didn't spit out anything.

Yan He recalled in a daze that he hadn't eaten since last night.When she was sitting on the plane, she was full of joy to see Shen Jinrong soon, and she didn't feel hungry at all.But now, the scene just now reappeared in her mind as if she was masturbating herself - she and Li Xiuxi came out of the mobile phone store, and saw Tan Ning affectionately holding Shen Jinrong's arm.Then what? ——Yan He couldn't remember, she could only clearly remember the look in Shen Jinrong's eyes at that time - doubt, shock, and mixed with some bewilderment.Why do you feel overwhelmed?Yan He leaned on the armrest next to him and stood up unsteadily. She thought maliciously, is it because she didn't expect to come back early and bump into her with Tan Ning?

So——Shen Jinrong came back for Tan Ning, right?

This is something Yan He didn't dare to think about before, but now he has to accept the reality.

But this kind of malicious thought only existed for a moment, and then, she staggered to the sink, saw herself in the mirror with red eyes, and suddenly felt aggrieved.

why?Where did she go wrong?Why did Shen Jinrong want to be with Tan Ning?What's wrong with her?Is she not as good as Tan Ning?

She was extremely embarrassed, after violent vomiting, her eyes in the mirror were bloodshot, as if she had already cried a lot.She clenched her hands tightly, feeling the tingling pain in her palm, and she didn't stop, as if she wanted to relieve the sadness in her heart through this kind of self-abuse.

It shouldn't be like this.

Yan He roared in her heart, she wanted to say something to her embarrassed self in the mirror, but felt her throat was swollen and painful, and even swallowing was painful.

Originally——if Yan He only saw Shen Jinrong and Tan Ning hugging each other affectionately, or only knew that Shen Jinrong went back because of Tan Ning, it was nothing. She could wait for her sister to explain to herself, and she could wait for her to tell her little by little. The reasons behind these things.

But these two things happened to collide——Shen Jinrong went back to China first and left her alone abroad with her and Tan Ning. The two things were too coincidental, so coincidental that Yan He thought that in Shen Jinrong's heart, Tan Ning Much more important than yourself.

isn't it?After all, Tan Ning met her so many years earlier than him. After all, Tan Ning knew Shen Jinrong better than himself.

What is she?

Li Xiuxi rushed in after him.There was no one else in the bathroom. Seeing Yan He standing in front of the sink intact, Li Xiuxi breathed a sigh of relief, stepped forward and asked her, "Are you okay?"

Yan He's voice was hoarse: "It's okay."

"It must be a misunderstanding. After I saw Tan Ning pull it up, Professor Shen threw it away." Li Xiuxi said slowly.

The look in Yan He's eyes recovered a bit, but she still lowered her eyes. Li Xiuxi couldn't see the emotion in her eyes clearly, and only heard her reply with unclear emotion: "That's it."

Is it important?Yan He washed her face, and a thought suddenly flashed in her mind - it made her wake up like a divine enlightenment.

In fact, how close Shen Jinrong and Tan Ning were just now, or why she returned to China, is not important at all-whether she came back for Tan Ning, or whether she did something for Tan Ning's exclusive arrangement Things are actually not important to Yan He at all.

Most importantly, Yan He figured it out, what she cared about was her position in Shen Jinrong's heart.Or, she subconsciously felt that in Shen Jinrong's heart, Tan Ning must be more important than herself.

She would always mind that Tan Ning met Shen Jinrong so many years earlier than herself, would always mind that Tan Ning helped Shen Jinrong when she was in the most difficult time, and would always think that she was no match for Tan Ning.

She was not confident, and she didn't dare to bet on who the balance in Shen Jinrong's heart was in favor of - this in itself was unfair to Shen Jinrong.

"I think there is a lack of communication between you and Professor Shen." Li Xiuxi sighed, "If you mind Tan Ning, you should tell her."

"And then?" Yan He's voice was flat: "Let her choose between me and Tan Ning?"

This is too cruel, Yan He can't do it.

She respected Shen Jinrong, respected her past, she loved Shen Jinrong deeply, but she was jealous that Tan Ning knew Shen Jinrong so long before she did.

"Didn't Shen Jinrong promise you?" Li Xiuxi asked softly.

Telling Shen Jinrong that he minded Tan Ning was in itself forcing Shen Jinrong to make a choice, Yan He couldn't do it, and couldn't be ruthless.

"She gave herself to me, but she refused to take me." Yan He smiled bitterly, and she looked at her young self in the mirror, "I guess, she is giving herself room for regret."

Li Xiuxi didn't speak. Although she had been in a relationship, she still cautiously put forward opinions for others.She had no way to make any suggestions to Yan He at this moment.

"I still think you need to talk to her." Li Xiuxi added, "Communication is very important."

Yan He looked at herself in the mirror and nodded slowly: "Okay." She lowered her eyes, began to wash her hands slowly, squeezed the hand sanitizer, scrubbed, washed her hands again, and finally took out the tissue next to her to wipe her hands, and threw the tissue into the trash can precisely inside.

"Wait until I come back from my assignment. I'm not calm now. It's not the time to talk about things." Yan He walked to Li Xiuxi and whispered: "If she asks you, just say I'm fine."

"Let's go out to eat." Yan He regained some energy, but his expression was still tired, "Then I will go to the business hall to reapply my card."

She doesn't want to stay here anymore, she wants to escape, she wants to hide, she just wants to be a deserter now.

"Okay." Li Xiuxi agreed to her, so the two took their luggage and took a taxi to leave.

"Is that your student just now?" Tan Ning asked, looking at Shen Jinrong who was sitting across from him, who was clearly out of his mind.She looked at Shen Jinrong looking down at her phone all the time, deleting and deleting some messages when she wanted to send something, and found it a little funny.She had never seen Shen Jinrong so nervous.

"Ah?" Shen Jinrong was taken aback, then raised her head to meet Tan Ning's meaningful smile, she nodded, "Yes."

"I've seen it before, during the Chinese New Year this year." Tan Ning has a good memory.

Shen Jinrong forced a smile.

"Speaking of which, it seems that Yan He is going to be sent abroad. Her counselor told her to talk to me about her graduation thesis before she leaves." Tan Ning suddenly thought of something: "By the way, she is guaranteed graduate school. Do you know something?"

Shen Jinrong shook his head slowly.

She suddenly realized that she didn't know much about Yan He—even better than Tan Ning who was sitting in front of her.

"When?" Shen Jinrong suddenly raised his head and asked.

"When--oh! You mean when Yan He will come to talk to me about my graduation thesis? It should be tomorrow? Tomorrow afternoon." Tan Ning looked down at WeChat: "Wait a minute, let me confirm, yes, yes Three o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

"A very good kid." Tan Ning put away her phone and smiled slightly, as if pointing something: "The future is boundless, and the unit where she is doing her internship is good, maybe she will be the only one in this circle in the future gone."

Shen Jinrong smiled: "Yeah, it's pretty good."

She was still hesitating how to explain to Yan He, but now she just wanted to hug her face to face and explain everything about herself during this time to her.

Her little friend was wronged because she did not do well.Shen Jinrong thought, at least she should tell Yan He why she came back, at least she shouldn't leave the kid there alone.

Shen Jinrong regretted it in his heart, but it was too late.

"Ah, speaking of it, I have something to tell you today!" Tan Ning laughed, "I plan to divorce Jiang Qiang."

Shen Jinrong also remembered his purpose of coming to see Tan Ning today.She took some documents out of her bag and said, "I think you might use it."

Tan Ning was taken aback for a moment, but it was only later that the documents were found to be some evidence of Jiang Qiang's transfer of marital property and marital infidelity. ..."

Shen Jinrong lied: "I only found out after hearing about your incident. I hope it will come in handy."

"Of course it will come in handy." Tan Ning laughed, "It's very helpful."

"As a lawyer, if you want, I can also—" "Ah, it's okay, I've already found a famous divorce lawyer." Tan Ning's smile became a little relaxed: "With your evidence, it should be fine. Problem."

After Yan He got the phone card, he opened WeChat, only to see the messages before the phone was lost.She clicked on the chat dialog box with Shen Jinrong, and only saw the last three words she sent: "Are you okay?"

She smiled, her eyes darkened.She didn't know where the relationship between herself and Shen Jinrong would end. She just thought that sending her a message would be her last decency: "Sister, I'm already home. Let's talk about what you said before, I want After thinking about it, can we talk after I come back? I have a plane the morning after tomorrow, and I have to deal with some things tomorrow, so it may be too late to talk to you. "

Yan He thought, even if she regretted it, even if it was a breakup, she didn't want to know now.

——This is the last decency she left for herself, and she hopes that Shen Jinrong can also respect her.

The dialog box between her and Shen Jinrong displayed "The other party is typing..." for a long time, and Yan He waited patiently for her reply.

After a long time, Shen Jinrong only replied, "Ok."

Then she said, "I wish you all the best."

Yan He replied: "Thank you."

It seems strange and familiar, they seem to have returned to the state of a long time ago.

Holding the phone, Yan He hesitated for a moment, then went out to the fruit shop downstairs to buy a bag of small limes.She walked to the kitchen with the bag, picked up the fruit knife, and cut it hard.

At the moment of cutting, the small water mist from the peel of the small lime can be clearly seen in the sun.Afterwards, the air is filled with aromas of citrus fruits.

Yan He smelled the short-lived familiar fragrance, and a tear fell on the back of his hand.

The author has something to say: woo woo woo my puppy!

When the puppy misses her sister, he can only think of her in this way (because the little lime smells like her sister's perfume when it is cut open)

Abuse Professor Shen!Must abuse her!

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