After kissing the professor

Yan He's heart skipped a beat.Looking at Shen Jinrong's pale face, she felt a strange feeling in her heart, as if after answering the call, her sister would leave her forever and never be with her again.

This kind of cognition made her heart tighten, as if her heart was tightly grasped by something in an instant.She tried her best to break free from such shackles, but the restraint became more and more intense, and she felt that she could no longer break free.

Shen Jinrong's face was pale, and her hands that grabbed the phone trembled unconsciously.Yan He could see that she tried her best to bring the phone close to her ear, but there was only unconscious shaking.

"How could this be?"

She heard Shen Jinrong's voice, it was completely different from usual, her voice was hoarse and unbelievable, the voice was distorted as if iron objects were rubbing against each other: "I'll go back now."

Tan Ning on the other end of the phone seemed to say something, Shen Jinrong frowned, her beautiful eyes widened, as if she had heard some joke: "She should know the consequences if she dares to do this!"

The two of them probably said a few more words, Yan He couldn't remember what they said specifically.She got dressed and sat there, watching Shen Jinrong answer the phone, watching her lips open and close, watching the expression on her face change from gray to shock, and finally to anger.

She thought, what is Tan Ning talking to her about?How could she be so angry?What could have made my sister so gawkish and angry?

——Yan He couldn't figure it out.

She suddenly felt like an outsider, she raised her head in a trance, looked to the roof, and saw the beautiful crystal chandelier.The lamp had glowed dimly and warmly last night, but it was no longer glowing.

She felt that her gaze had changed from looking down at Shen Jinrong from looking down, and her angle of view had changed to the chandelier in midair.Looking down from mid-air, Yan He saw himself sitting there in a daze, and saw Shen Jinrong who was answering the phone with his lips fluttering.

Yan He lowered his head and crossed his hands unconsciously.Her beating heart gradually calmed down at this moment, as if a basin of cold water had been poured on it.

She raised her eyes and looked at her sister again—she was still so pretty, her long hair was softly attached to her face, as if nothing would damage her beauty, and she felt that her sister had a broken sense of beauty at this moment.It was like—the moment when the crystal lamp above his head burst.

Of course, he knew that the crystal lamp above his head hadn't exploded. When he looked up, it was still standing in place.But Yan He felt that things shouldn't be like this, the night after her fantasy confession, and the morning when she woke up together, Tan Ning should not appear, nor should there be any unnecessary interruptions.

——She quickly felt ashamed of having such selfish thoughts, but this thought was based on her desire to possess Shen Jinrong, as if a fire was burning in her chest, and it intensified.

She still looked at Shen Jinrong firmly, she thought of the scene where Shen Jinrong hugged and kissed her last night.

Is it a dream?

Yan He thought in a daze.

The fire in her chest was finally annihilated when Shen Jinrong got dressed and said to her: "I'm going back to China right now".

During the 3 minutes when she was getting dressed, Yan He's ears were only filled with the sound of rubbing when she was putting on the clothes and the sound of her not heavy breathing.She sat on the spot and looked at Shen Jinrong, frankly and passionately, wanting to tell her with her eyes that she could give her everything.

But—why would she say that?

The void and ashes produced after the burning almost filled her up, and Yan He heard his own dry voice: "What happened?"

She thought, it must be a very important matter, that's why her sister left her and rushed back—it couldn't be said that she abandoned herself, she could go back with Shen Jinrong.

Yan He stood up, and the dizziness she felt when she stood up abruptly made her eyes go dark. She subconsciously stretched out her hand to support the wooden table next to her, and swayed for a while.

She thought, sister will come to help her, right?She looked at Shen Jinrong expectantly, but Shen Jinrong was just arranging her clothes and didn't turn her eyes to her.

Immediately afterwards, Yan He heard her gentle voice—how strange, she thought, her sister's voice was still so gentle, but she heard a hint of apology from this gentleness.Why should I be sorry?Is it because you are leaving me now?

Shen Jinrong's mind was in chaos, and all her thoughts were interrupted by Tan Ning's sudden phone call.She was full of panic and anxiety, and she didn't even have the mood to care about Yan He's thoughts at the moment, so she naturally didn't notice the sadness and emptiness in Yan He's eyes.

"Yes—" Shen Jinrong started his words, but then stopped abruptly.She thought, Yan He shouldn't be allowed to know about such nasty things—it's enough for only herself to know about such damned and disgusting things, and there's no need to tell Yan He to worry about them.

She pursed her lips and just said, "It's a very important thing, I have to rush back to deal with it."

Yan He nodded, stepped forward and hugged her, and asked softly, "Are you leaving now?"

She could only express her love in this way, and she kissed the corner of Shen Jinrong's lips, adding to the hug.Shen Jinrong draws warmth from it, and so does she.

"I've already booked the air ticket. I'm leaving for the airport now." Shen Jinrong patted her head, trying hard to soften her voice, but Yan He could still hear her suppressed emotions, which seemed to bring It has a strange appeal, and even Yan He himself began to empathize with it.

Yan He put his head close to her shoulder and closed his eyes tightly. She called her softly: "Sister." She wanted to ask if I could go back with you and if I could help you, but she didn't ask.

Shen Jinrong hugged her for a while, and said softly, "I have to go, or I won't be able to catch the plane."

They ended the hug.

Yan He took a step back, her eyes were slightly red, she nodded, and said softly, "Okay."

"I'll return the car when I get to the airport later." Shen Jinrong picked up his suitcase and said slowly: "The hotel is until tomorrow, so you should have a good rest."

The moment she opened the door, Yan He finally couldn't hold back, and lowered his head, his expression became dark under the interlaced light, and asked her, "Do you have to go?"

Even Yan He herself didn't know why she said that, she just subconsciously wanted to keep Shen Jinrong, maybe it was because of her selfish thoughts.

"Ah."

Shen Jinrong's hand on the doorknob stopped, she didn't know what was wrong with her, ever since she found out about this, her heart was full of anxiety, and her tone was not very good.She looked down at the time, and the watch on her left hand was still in place, as if nothing had changed.

Yan He said: "I will still go to Naples according to the original plan." What does this sound like?Do you want to stay like a childish child?She still harbored unrealistic fantasies in her mind.

She looked at Shen Jinrong with some expectation in her eyes, as if she was waiting for her response.

But Shen Jinrong avoided her eyes - she couldn't bear to look directly at Yan He's expectant eyes.

She turned her head and said softly, "Then... see you in China."

The moment she turned around, tears finally fell from Yan He's eyes.Was it really her hallucination last night?Are those love words and those kisses fake?

Dark thoughts were pervasive, dark thoughts that she thought she would not believe were gradually taking over her heart now.

"Then—are we together?" Yan He asked her again.

She knew she shouldn't have asked that question, at least not now.But seeing Shen Jinrong who was about to leave her, she still asked.

This question came so hastily, but it was full of youthful enthusiasm.Shen Jinrong opened his mouth, originally wanting to say that we've all slept together, of course.But, she thought, that fiery love should not be responded to now——at such a hasty time.

"When I'm done with the matter, let's have a good chat, shall we?" Shen Jinrong thought, she wanted to find a perfect time to solemnly tell Yan He that they were of course a girlfriend-girlfriend relationship—just like Yan He was here It's the same as when you confess to yourself under the Christmas tree.

But she was so flustered that she forgot that Yan He also needed her response.The puppy's love is loyal and passionate, but the puppy is also inferior, she will wonder if she is not worthy of the person she likes.

Shen Jinrong smiled at her, put down her suitcase and came over to hug her.

Yan He watched her leave, heard the sound of the door opening and closing, and heard Shen Jinrong's footsteps on the thick carpet in the hotel corridor.

Sister, what do you want to say to me?

Yan He sat on the bed where Shen Jinrong had been lying. She took off her clothes and lay there, as if she was wrapped by her sister.

——Same as last night.

Then... did my sister agree to herself, or did she regret it again?

Yan He thought uncertainly, shouldn't it be regret?

She took out her phone, opened WeChat and wanted to send a message to her sister, asking her to call herself when she arrived.But she saw that the news of the group of classmates who had been set as Do Not Disturb by herself was beating very fast at the moment.

what happened?

Yan He frowned, and after sending Shen Jinrong a message, he clicked into the classmate group.

"F*ck, shit! Shocking! Jiang Qiang's mistress has hit the door!"

"? What the hell? Little San?"

"That's right! It's in our department now! As soon as Jiang Qiang came back, his mistress found his office with a big belly. I rely on me. I was next door at the time, and I heard them arguing."

"No way? Doesn't he have a wife? It can't be his wife, can it?"

"Isn't his wife Tan Ning? That person must not be Tan Ning."

"Help, what kind of shocking melon is this!"

The originally faint smile on Yan He's face suddenly turned cold.

Because—Tan Ning?So——Shen Jinrong abandoned herself and left?

She thought, is she wrong?She anxiously wanted to hold everything in her hands, but the wind blew and the sand slipped through her fingers.She shouldn't try to catch a free cloud, and shouldn't fantasize about plots that don't belong to her.

She saw a blur in front of her eyes, felt the soreness of her nose, and felt hot water drops falling on the back of her hand.Yan He realized belatedly that he was crying.

It shouldn't be like this.

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