After kissing the professor

Shen Jinrong hugged Yan He tightly, buried her head in the hollow of her neck, her body trembling slightly.The sweat on his forehead also fell into the hot spring, and there was no trace left.

"That's great..." Shen Jinrong didn't come back to her senses for a long time, she unconsciously narrowed her eyes, bringing Yan He closer to herself, as if she wanted to learn something from it.But what exactly does she need now? Shen Jinrong herself doesn't know, she just wants to hold Yan He tightly, kiss her, and hug her.

She murmured softly: "Yan He."

Yan He kissed her neck lightly, letting his lips slide across the smooth and delicate skin, without any lust. It was just simple rubbing, but it caused waves of waves.

Shen Jinrong pushed her away slightly, and said angrily, "Bad."

Yan He hugged her, and the two of them changed positions in the hot spring in the next second. Yan He pressed against the warm pool wall and asked softly, "Does it hurt?" Shen Jinrong shook his head in her arms: " No pain."

Yan He kissed her lips, but didn't go deep: "Are you okay?" In the end, it all turned into gentle connivance.She thought, Yan He must ask how she feels?

Yan He pursed her lips, and said softly: "I..." She twitched and said, "I'm not very good at..."

"Stop talking." Shen Jinrong glared at her, and covered Yan He's mouth with his hands: "Stop talking."

The first sentence is a request, and the second sentence is a domineering order.Yan He found that she liked her sister's order to him, as if it was a matter of course, and she was willing to obey Shen Jinrong's words like this.

"Okay, let's not talk about it." Yan He kissed her lips flatteringly: "My sister is also great."

Shen Jinrong blushed, but against the backdrop of the warm spring water, the blush on her face was not so obvious.The light did not shine here, only faint shadows floating on the water.Following the actions of the two, ripples appeared in the hot spring.

What a great thing! Shen Jinrong's mind was blank, she squinted her eyes, and saw a huge floor-to-ceiling glass not far away, and a faint light was lit there. She couldn't tell whether it was a room for a while. The reflection of the inner light is still the street light outside, just staring straight at it.

She didn't want to think about anything anymore, she just wanted to let time stay in this moment, in the tenderness of this moment.

In the past, Shen Jinrong always thought that stopping time was a naive and useless idea, but she didn't understand until now that when people get great happiness and are stunned by this happiness, they will feel unreal.This kind of feeling makes people start to doubt themselves, start to think whether I am worthy of such happiness, and then it will happen—if possible, let the time freeze in the present.

Shen Jinrong sighed lightly.She knew that this was just a fantasy, and it was hard-won for her and Yan He to have the tenderness they have now.It seemed that she should think about some things - society, age, but she didn't want to.

——Let all the problems go with the wind, those things will be solved in the end, and there must be a way for the car to reach the mountain.

"Yan He." Shen Jinrong asked her suddenly: "What kind of person am I?" She wanted to know the answer to this question, she wanted to define herself.This was a question she had never dared to ask before, as if after asking this question, she was about to bid farewell to her cowardly self.

Shen Jinrong was afraid of saying goodbye, and also afraid of those unknown things.

But now, she thought, she could face it.

"You are fine." Yan He thought for a long time, and finally just pressed a kiss on her sister's lips: "Very good." She couldn't think of other adjectives, she could only describe Shen Jinrong in this way.

She looked out the window, the moon was bright tonight, and from here, she could see the bright moon hanging high in the sky outside.

"You are my moon."

Therefore, she hopes that her moon can get happiness—when this happiness is given by herself, she will feel sincere satisfaction.

"Yan He."

Shen Jinrong started calling her name like that, maybe it didn't matter, maybe it didn't make any sense, but she wanted to call her Yan He like that.A name is the simplest mark of a person, and when this mark is produced and marked by people, it is the most extraordinary time.

"I'm here."

Yan He also echoed her loudly.

"Yan He."

She called again.

Sudden happiness filled her heart, but Shen Jinrong felt a sense of crisis.She was eight years older than Yan He - when she started to age, Yan He was still in his prime.

"We might not be together forever."

Shen Jinrong thought, the eternal vow is too far away, who can tell what will happen in the future?

But this sentence fell into Yan He's ears, but it meant that she wanted to separate from herself.

Yan He's words were extremely firm: "We will be together forever." He was resolute, as if making a promise that would never change.

Shen Jinrong smiled, she thought, this is how children behave, talking without any scruples that they will always, seem to have inexhaustible energy.But what about myself?

"Sister." Yan He called her softly, his voice was soft, like a spoiled child.What Shen Jinrong said just now made her suddenly nervous, and even the hand holding her sister was a little tighter, as if a tight hug could make her feel more secure.

"Huh?" Shen Jinrong responded unconsciously.

"I love you so much."

Shen Jinrong stroked her side face with his left hand.Before entering the hot spring, Shen Jinrong took off his wristwatch, and at this time the deep scar appeared in front of Yan He without reservation.

──It was the first time she saw the scar so clearly and seriously.

Shen Jinrong also realized this, the expression on her face paused, as if she was hesitating whether she should show herself like this in front of Yan He's eyes.

But when she was hesitating, Yan He had already grabbed her hand, his eyes scanned the scar carefully, as if he was looking at a rare treasure.

Shen Jinrong was uncomfortable being watched by her, and moved his arm to withdraw his hand, but was held down by Yan He.

She didn't know what Yan He was going to say.

She just felt cold all over.

This feeling is like——when I was lying on the hospital bed, her nominal father came to see her, but he didn't say any greetings, but just glanced at her condescendingly, and said in a tone full of contempt: "How dare you play?" Suicide?" "If you want to die, die quickly, waiting here will make me soft-hearted?" Shen Jinrong closed her eyes tightly, waiting for Yan He's next words.What would she say? Would she also blame herself? Would she also feel stupid?

Shen Jinrong's face turned pale in an instant, she bit her lip, waiting for Yan He's next words, even the warm hot spring seemed to turn cold.

──But Yan He didn't say that.

She didn't even say much, just lowered her head slightly, stared at the scar on her wrist, and asked in a low voice: "Will it hurt?" Will it... hurt?

Yan He didn't know what kind of mood Shen Jinrong had when she hurt herself at that time. She only knew that now, when she really saw that scar, she felt only sad—how sad she must have been at that time. So choose?

Shen Jinrong slowly opened his eyes, and looked at Yan He in disbelief, as if he didn't expect her to say that.

"elder sister……"

Yan He called her again, but Shen Jinrong seemed to have lost his soul, and there was no reply.She frowned, sighed slightly, and kissed her scar lightly.

"Wouldn't it hurt so much if I kissed you?" A passionate emotion suddenly burst out in her heart, overwhelming her like a mountain and an ocean.Her heart seemed to be filled with a strong sense of happiness, as if a wave tens of meters high had been set off in her heart.But unlike those waves, she knew she wouldn't be drowned.The waves lifted her gently until she saw her sun.

At that moment, her black-and-white, barren world became colorful, populated, and began to be visited by people.All those untimely taunts sank, and her Atlantis under the sea finally surfaced.

Yan He gently licked her wrist, and the tip of her tongue slightly swept over her scar, like gentle comfort, but also like gentle sadness.

Yan He's eyes were fixed on her wrist, and after a long time, he raised his head and looked at Shen Jinrong.

Shen Jinrong saw that Yan He's pupils, which were lighter than others, reflected a beautiful light at the moment, and she looked straight at herself, her eyes filled with sadness.

"Why... crying?" Shen Jinrong subconsciously raised her hand to wipe the tears at the end of Yan He's eyes, she thought, such beautiful eyes shouldn't cry.Transparent tears ran across the corners of Yan He's eyes, and finally sank into the water.

Yan He's eyes were red, she shook her head and said nothing.

But Shen Jinrong thought, she understood.

"It doesn't hurt."

But Shen Jinrong has long forgotten the feeling at that time, and has long been used to the pain or not.She just didn't expect Yan He to be so sad.

Yan He hugged her tightly, they were not even an inch apart, and when they were close together, they were really close together.

With her heart beating wildly and clamoring that you must love her, Yan He kissed her—it was the same as every time before.

"Do you really love my sister?" Shen Jinrong sighed softly in his heart, but his face was full of joy on purpose.

With tears in his eyes, Yan He buried his head in the crook of her neck and nodded silently.

"Now I know that I love my sister. Why did you disobedient when my sister told you to be gentle just now?" Shen Jinrong's eyes and brows were full of charm, which was the evidence of her affection. When she should have said this sentence, Yan He suddenly I felt an impulse in my lower abdomen, wanting to continue what happened just now.

"Sorry……"

Yan He admitted her mistake in a low voice, even though she didn't think she was wrong.

"Hmm, I'll give you a chance, come again."

Shen Jinrong kissed her lips again.

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