The style of painting is different, but it is better to be strong

When Chen Yici woke up, he was on the bed.

He rubbed his eyes and subconsciously looked at the palm of his hand.

hot.

He was stunned for a moment, rubbing his palms in a daze.

The sun is already shining brightly outside the window.

He rubbed the center of his brows, thinking why going out was like being drunk, his head felt dizzy and uncomfortable.

And fell asleep out of nowhere, he didn't even know how he got back, it was strange.

It was already noon when he got up, and his mother had already prepared lunch and waited for him to wake up.

Chen Yici picked up the chopsticks and asked:

"Have you seen Zuo Zhu?"

He just went to the eaves to take a look, but he didn't see anyone.

Chen Zhizhi shook his head: "No."

The two of them came back very late yesterday, and everyone was asleep then.

Chen Yici nodded, but he was used to Zuo Zhu's sudden disappearance, so he didn't care too much, and he might come back at night.

After eating, he turned on his phone and looked at Weibo.

The song sung in the live broadcast that day was extracted into audio by the fans. He clicked on it and listened to it. I don’t know if it was the fan’s praise or other reasons, but it sounded pretty good.

It doesn't hurt to be out of tune though.

Besides, it was the first time he saw the so-called output from his brother's mouth.

There are many pictures, videos and short essays in Chaohua, which look dazzling and dazzling.

Chen Yici patiently opened each chapter.

Some are fans' mental journeys, and some are screenshots and videos of the live broadcast that day.

He then clicked on a video.

The background music of the video is "Swear with Fingers", which begins with "You are the content of the poem at the beginning of the letter, the end of the fairy tale, you are a natural miracle, you are the beauty of the moonlight".

He nodded knowingly and took notes in his mind.

This kind of song is often used in videos, and it is a common song for fans to express their deep love for him.

The picture uses a pink frame, and outside the frame are two cute kittens and puppies, with pink bubbles popping out from time to time.

Chen Yici made notes in his heart again.

Pink represents fans, and pink bubbles, frames, and kittens and puppies all represent fans' love for themselves.

Then, a picture appeared in the video.

In the picture, the back of the man in white clothes is standing by the lake, independent of the world, floating like a fairy.

Chen Yici's notes froze, and he didn't know where to start while holding the pen.

Seems like... not fan love?

The screen switched to Chen Yici again.

Chen Yici sang that song in the live broadcast room.

After Chen Yici sang Little Star in front of fans that day, he looked out of the window, his gaze stuck in a certain place.

……

And in the live broadcast room, he bowed his head and played the guitar, his eyes focused.

"Although I can't sing well, I will try my best."

"Now I have the courage to sing."

……

In the last picture, Zuo Zhuyao was sitting on the eaves, Chen Yici was standing underneath, looking up at him, and their eyes met.

The more Chen Yici looked at it, the more frightened he became, and he slid down the page with trembling hands, and slid to the fans' comment section.

"kswlkswl, good luck, madam!"

"Beautiful love, I am dead."

"The low self-esteem farmer Shou has been farming for more than ten years. It is the existence of gods that allows him to enter the new world. He has the courage to stand on the stage, sing to fans, and face himself."

"So God is Xiaocici's belief, his courage to make changes, and his brand new self."

"The last gaze is the resonance of the soul."

"I would like to call the upstairs sisters the strongest knologists."

"Pass the pen to the wife!!"

"I beg my wife to publish a book!"

Chen Yici's hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and his whole body was like a punctured pale paper, fluttering in the wind.

Fans are horrible creatures.

How can there be such a group of people who can gain such insight into people's hearts, which is more terrifying than psychiatrists.

He refreshed the page and saw that the fan named "Little Pepper of Venice", that is, the sister who interpreted the video, sent another comment:

【Venice Pepper】:

"Thank you, sisters!! Then I'll start writing, I'll write it down, the peasants are attacked by *cold gods."

"Pay attention to my wife, squat down."

"Pay attention to my wife, squat +1,"

"Pay attention to my wife, squat +2, if the weak want to ask for a car, a small broken three-wheeled car or a rocking car will do, I don't dislike QAQ."

"Same request."

"Same +1."

……

Chen Yici: ...

He quickly opened the search engine and entered "Shou":

The explanation that comes out is:

Shou refers to the passive side in BL anime or novels, which is a character attribute and a physiological attribute; in gay terms, "shou" is commonly known as "0".

Chen Yici frowned and read this passage three times back and forth. He knew all the words, but he couldn't even comprehend them.

BL?

Glass?Waves?wave?originally?

What kind of passive is passive?

0?Is there another 1234567?

Gay men, oh... I know this one.

He entered Gong in the search bar again, and the explanation came out was similar.

He gave up understanding and simply locked his phone.

He doesn't understand the world of fans, it's too scary.

Forget it, they are all unfounded conjectures, so don't pay too much attention to them.

Fans like to think about these men and women falling in love when they have nothing to do. It's boring, extremely boring.

Wouldn't it be nice to have time to do something else?I'm wasting time here to blindly edit videos and write articles.

He hugged the pillow, closed his eyes, threw the phone on the table, and turned off the lights to sleep.

After two seconds.

A hand climbed up from the table, silently unlocked the phone screen, then slid to the comment page of the video, and gave [Venice's Little Pepper] a special attention.

……

Chen Yici squatted for a few days, but did not get that article out.

From time to time, he opened her Weibo with his mobile phone, and frowned when he saw that there was no update, and his frown eased a little when he saw several fans urging her to update.

He quit Weibo, put down his phone, and called the system in his heart.

He hasn't worn a book for a week now.

The frequency of the system pretending to be dead has also been increasing recently, calling him more than ten times a day can only answer him once.

What made him even more uneasy was that he hadn't seen Zuo Zhu these days.

Although Zuo Zhu hadn't been home for a few days before, this time it made him especially uneasy.

The system dawdled for a long time, as if the machine was stuck:

"The system is faulty, and I don't know much about it."

Chen Yici wanted to rush into his mind and beat the system up:

"The last time you said it was a system failure, you have to fail 365 times in [-] days a year."

If the little star hadn't been lied to by the system to say "system failure", he wouldn't have mistakenly thought that he had sung it for so long.

The words of the system are not convincing to him now.

"to be frank."

After a moment of silence, the system spoke slowly:

"The access has been cut off, and the cause is being investigated."

By a very powerful force.

The system omitted this half sentence.

Chen Yici sharply said:

"Is it Zuo Zhu?"

After a while, the system reluctantly hummed:

"Yes."

Chen Yici rubbed his eyebrows.

He can guess.

Zuo Zhu is calm on the surface, but in fact he will arrange everything for others.

As it is to the people of the world, so it is to him.

Time travel is not good for his body, so he silently dripped his own blood into his body, cutting off the passage between the two worlds, so that he will no longer be harmed.

Chen Yici clenched his palms, his heart sank and he asked:

"Where is he now?"

The system didn't say it directly, it only said that it could detect that he was safe now.

After a moment of silence, he told Chen Yici:

"Actually, Zuo Zhu received a warning a few days ago."

Another world is like a dehydrated fish. Without gods, the order of the world will become chaotic, and the fish will gradually dry up and die.

Chen Yici lowered his eyes.

He should have thought earlier that, for the gods, there is no such thing as leisure time.

The world cannot live without gods, just as it cannot live without the sun, the moon and the four seasons.

He asked the system with a glimmer of hope:

"Is it possible that he can continue to travel between the two worlds?"

The system is silent.

After he asked, he felt that he was greedy, and there is no such thing as the best of both worlds, where there are so many things that have the best of both worlds.

Sure enough, the system calmly replied:

"Yes, but the worlds on both sides are incompatible. Traveling too frequently will damage the body."

Chen Yici's physical problems are also due to his lack of artistic talent at all, and his body was damaged when he was transported into a world full of artistic talent.

The gods are no exception.

In addition to physical wear and tear, divine power, talent, and ability will also be greatly lost, and the consumption of time travel will be a hundred times higher than that of ordinary people.

Chen Yici lowered his eyes, staring at the photo on the phone screen in a daze:

"If we want to meet, is there any other way?"

The system was silent for a long time, as if thinking:

"Wait any longer? He'll be back."

Chen Yici lowered his eyes:

"It's not that I can't wait."

On the contrary, he was sure that Zuo Yi would definitely come back.

Based on his understanding of Zuo Zhu, he really couldn't delay going back this time, so he had to go back.

After dealing with things in the other world, he would definitely go home if possible, even though he might get hurt.

He arranges everything, except himself.

Chen Yici decided to continue asking:

"Is there any method that does not travel repeatedly, but can stably allow the two of us to meet?"

The system was silent for a moment, then spoke softly.

Chen Yici lowered his eyes, and after being silent for 2 minutes, he softly said hello.

Chen Zhizhi discovered that his younger brother had been leaving early and returning late recently, and he didn't even see much of a person.

In the evening, Chen Yici came back from the field with a hoe on his shoulder.

Lan Xiaoling stepped forward worriedly, and patted his son on the shoulder:

"Cici, do you want to eat strawberries? Mom washed the strawberries."

Chen Yici looked at the bright red strawberries, forced a smile, and shook his head at his mother:

"Don't eat."

Lan Xiaoling looked at her son worriedly.

Chen Yici didn't want to make his mother worry too much, so he smiled and said:

"Mom, it's getting late, go to bed quickly."

Lan Xiaoling didn't tell the truth, and patted his son's shoulder: "Okay, Mom is going to bed, and you should go to bed early."

Before leaving, she took a serious look at her son: "If you have anything to do, remember to tell mom."

Chen Yici nodded obediently.

After Lan Xiaoling left, Chen Zhizhi leaned against the wall and raised his chin at his brother:

"Where are you going tomorrow?"

Chen Yici bent over with an inexplicable expression on his face:

"In the field, where is it going?"

Chen Zhizhi looked at his brother and didn't speak.

Under the gaze of continuous scrutiny for a long time, Chen Yici was defeated.

He sighed:

"Wandering the streets."

Chen Zhizhi made a decisive decision:

"I go with you."

Seeing the faint worry on his brother's undisputed resolute expression, Chen Yici softened his heart and nodded.

the next day.

Chen Zhizhi stood at the door, looking at the desolate scenery around him, hesitant to speak:

"I thought the street you were talking about was the city."

The surroundings seemed to be haunted, and the dead leaves rolled up layers of dust and slapped on the dilapidated and old gate.

Like a wilderness, there are no people around, not even residents.

On the front door, there are five big characters "Jiahe Orphanage".

The handwriting has been worn down to the point that a few strokes have been lost, and it can be seen that it is very old.

Chen Zhizhi frowned: "What are you doing here?"

Chen Yici was about to speak, when he received a warning from the system in his mind, he paused and said:

"Come and walk around."

Chen Zhizhi was puzzled.

He has also been looking for this place for the past few days. After he came out of the orphanage, he has never been back here. In addition, the layout of the city has undergone major changes for more than ten years, so it took a lot of effort to find it.

The time in the orphanage is not a very good memory.

He sighed and walked into the orphanage.

The orphanage seems to be isolated from the outside world, and the recreational facilities, teaching buildings and accommodation inside have not changed much from when he left.

Chen Zhizhi shook the creaking rocking chair, stepped forward to catch up with Chen Yici's footsteps:

"What are you doing here? Really just strolling around?"

Chen Yici nodded and walked towards the teaching building.

He thought he had completely forgotten this place, but when he saw the dusty tables and chairs, the old memories instantly revived.

He sat back in his chair and looked up at the blackboard.

The only English education he has received is here, sitting and listening to the teacher teach them to read words with a non-standard accent.

Suddenly, footsteps came from the door, with a sense of vicissitudes and dullness.

Chen Yici raised his eyes and looked outside the door.

The old man narrowed his eyes, and froze when he saw him.

Chen Yici stood up hesitantly:

"Grandpa Mu."

Grandpa Mu was the only one he was close to in the orphanage.

When he was a child, he was taciturn and didn't like to talk.

One day he was holding a fairy tale book, and he, who was still illiterate, turned the pages and looked at the illustrations on it. Grandpa Mu came over, hugged him, taught him word by word, and told him stories.

Grandpa Mu walked towards him slowly, leaning on a cane.

Chen Yici hastily stepped forward to help the old man, just about to speak with a sore nose:

"Grandpa Mu—"

Grandpa Mu's eyes were cloudy, trying to identify the young man in front of him.

Chen Yici held back his tears and said:

"I'm Chen Yici."

Grandpa Mu let out a vague oh, too old for him to remember the person in front of him.

Chen Yici lowered his eyes.

He had thought that he had no worries about this world, but the sour feeling in his heart just now made him realize that he was still reluctant.

Before leaving, the old man gave him a book of fairy tales that was rolled up.

The moment he saw the cover, the tip of his nose was sour, and the tears couldn't stop pouring out.

That was the book that the old man held himself in his arms and read to himself every day.

Chen Zhizhi followed Chen Yici, occasionally raising his head to look at him.

Although he couldn't read it, he always had a feeling that a storm was coming.

His heart sank.

For the rest of the time, Chen Yici will farm as usual every day, and then habitually go to the roof to take a look in the morning, and take a look again in the evening before going to bed, and then habitually leave without showing any expression.

Every day he would stand in front of the duck coop and stop for a while, and when he saw the ducks quacking and wagging their tails and poking at him, he would reach out and touch the ducks' heads.

Then, he squatted down and opened his arms, ignoring the feathers of the ducks flying all over the sky, and hugged the ducks into his arms.

Chen Zhizhi stood at the door, and the family of three standing behind looked at Chen Yici worriedly.

Chen Yici opened the duck house and drove out the quacking ducks.

Chen Zhizhi looked at his brother:

"I always felt like something was going to happen."

Lan Xiaoling frowned, stepped forward, and stopped Chen Yici:

"Cici, where are you driving the ducks?"

Chen Yici put away the bamboo pole, avoiding his fucking eyes:

"Uncle Liu's next door, I'll leave the ducks at his house for a few days."

Grandpa walked down on crutches:

"Okay, how do you drive the ducks out?"

Chen Yici looked down at the ducks and said in a low voice:

"One day I might wear it back, maybe I won't wear it back, I'm afraid no one will take care of the ducks."

Lan Xiaoling nodded: "That's true, after all, that's home."

They are just people who have passed through. Although they have lived here for so long, they still have to travel back. Although the scenery here is also beautiful, the surrounding environment is also quite good.

Speaking of which, the family has developed feelings for this place as they lived there.

For example, Aunt Wu at the entrance of the village with whom she fights landlords for [-] rounds every day.

Another example is Uncle Liu, the walking partner that my grandfather met while walking.

……

His mother sighed: "When it comes to leaving, I really feel a little bit reluctant."

Chen Yici didn't speak, and with his head down, he drove the ducks, bypassing his mother, and drove the ducks to Uncle Liu's house.

Then there are chickens and cattle and sheep.

Grandpa stroked his beard and leaned on a cane:

"Or let these animals stay at home, if they are not complete, they will come through again next time."

I am used to watching the chickens cooing in the front yard every day, listening to the quacking of ducks and mooing of cows.

Chen Yici paused while holding the cow rope's hand: "I won't be grandpa, I probably won't come back."

There was regret in Grandpa's eyes, and he nodded after a while: "Alright."

It took almost a whole day, and the house was almost cleaned up.

When Chen Yici was packing, he always thought that this could be taken away, and that could also be taken away, so he ended up packing several big bags.

Rice cookers, vegetables, seeds, fruits, pots and pans at home...

In the end, he really couldn't fit it anymore, he sighed, touched the utensils at home, and put them back to their original places one by one.

Then I fetched a basin of water and wiped them clean one by one, like the most cherished farewell.

He had lived in the house for so many years, and before he left, he realized that his affection for this place was stronger than he had imagined.

Seeing this, Lan Xiaoling felt uncomfortable, and went forward to help Chen Yici pull up the plastic film to cover the furniture:

"Farewell, that's home, don't be too sad."

She also understood in her heart that she had lived here for so long, not to mention that Chen Yici had been here much longer than they had been here, so she was really reluctant to leave suddenly.

His mother was also a little depressed, and absent-mindedly pulled the cloth and said:

"And, in fact, you can't live anywhere. What is home? A place with family members is home, isn't it?"

Chen Yici's eyes flashed, he was stunned for a moment, then nodded lightly, and said to himself:

"That's right, home is where there is family."

After packing up, he picked up his phone and called the system in his mind.

The system responded quickly this time, completely different from the sleeping system before.

The system hesitated and asked Chen Yici:

"Have you really made up your mind?"

Chen Yici nodded without hesitation, lowered his head and flipped through his phone, and seized all the time to browse Fan Chaochao.

The way the system told Chen Yici before was:

If you don't want to travel frequently, the only way is for one of them to completely enter another world.

The necessary condition is to completely disconnect from the original world, completely break away from the original world, and never go back.

After Chen Yici was silent for a moment, he said hello.

He is helpless, but Zuo Zhu can't do it.

Zuo Zhu is a god.

In this world, no one needs himself. He was born in an orphanage and grew up on an acre of square field. He will die alone if he comes alone.

But Zuo Zhu can't do it, he bears the belief and sustenance of thousands of people, and he can't allow a single mistake.

That's why he was so worried.

The system told him that repeated travel would cause a great loss of divine power and talent.

In fact, if it is not a huge loss, even a little bit, he will not allow it.

The gods are not allowed to make mistakes. This is the expectation he bears, and it is also the responsibility that the gods have to bear.

Chen Yici rationally sorted out the stakes within two seconds, and then made a decision.

From the perspective of outsiders and the system, this decision seems to be emotional and hasty.

But in fact, this was precisely the calmest decision Chen Yici made after weighing the pros and cons.

Chen Yici lowered his eyes, flicked through Weibo casually, and clicked on the Weibo called "Venice's Little Pepper".

The fans and the owner have been waiting for so many days, and finally an update is coming.

The writing style is sparse and ordinary, using the simplest words to describe the beautiful life of two people in the countryside, like a simple ink painting.

In the comments below:

"www, what a happy duck, please change."

"It's over, I really feel it, I hope the little words in the article will be happy forever."

"Tears, but no car, bad review (doge."

Chen Yici was amused, turned to the last paragraph of the article, and glanced at the end of the article:

"The setting sun was shining on the rattan chair, Chen Yici narrowed his eyes leisurely, and softly sang that little star."

"As he sang, he could only hear the melodious sound of the piano coming from high above, like a low-pitched singing, echoing his singing."

"Time is passing slowly, the story ends here, but life will continue forever."

"In two parallel time and space, the two met in the most unlikely form and lived happily together."

"the end."

Chen Yici smiled, thought for a while, and lightly liked this Weibo.

The author has something to say: I didn't update it yesterday, but I added it today.

Two more in one.

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感谢在2021-08-1421:06:54~2021-08-1621:28:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Shiran; 5 bottles of Xixi; 3 bottles of Yunxici;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!