Adoptive Father Code

Fate sometimes makes fun of people like this. The more you fear something, the more things will come. He will not change anything because of your prayer. You should walk on this road, and you will still walk on this road.

Bian Sheng sat in front of the desk indifferently, flipping through the papers like a machine. Ye Moxiu knocked on the door, probably sure that Bian Sheng would not open the door. After a while, the door became quiet.The desk lamp on the desk casts a white light on the paper, like the snow that suddenly fell tonight.

Bian Sheng was like a body without a soul, numbly repeating a movement, and the frequency of his heart's ups and downs was slowly decreasing, as if it would stop beating in a few seconds.

Time is particularly merciful now, because every second lost is a whipping on the other side, it is death like a lingering death, the annihilation of falling into a lake tied to a boulder.

Bian Sheng read the last page with all the calmness of his life, and he closed the notebook extremely slowly. The cover made a sound like a mosquito when it touched the paper, but it sounded like a huge explosion of fireworks in Bian Sheng's ears, making him There was a tinnitus.

Bian Sheng sat on the chair, if his chest didn't rise and fall violently, he would have thought it was a corpse.

That notebook is Ye Muxiu's diary, and most of the records are related to Bian Gunan, including when Ye Muxiu fell in love with him, including all of Ye Muxiu's struggles and pains, including Ye Muxiu's love for Sang Huai's guilt and entanglement include missing Bian Gu Nan in a different way.Even people like Bian Gunan were included, very short, just a few sentences.

Today I met a man with eyes very similar to yours.

At the reception, there was a person whose smile was very similar to yours, with a small dimple.

Passing by a flower shop when it was raining, I saw a boy bending over to pick up fallen flowers, his profile really resembled yours.

……

What broke Biansheng was not Ye Moxiu's strong love for Bian Gunan, but the last sentence, which was the last knife that killed Biansheng.

The last sentence of the diary is written like this.

Bian Sheng looks more and more like you.

In just a few words, he stabbed Bian Sheng like a knife, mercilessly, without any hesitation, without any deviation, just pierced his heart impartially.

Bian Sheng felt that he was in too much pain, every breath was like a gift, thin and bitter, he felt so uncomfortable that his whole body began to go numb, he began to feel sick, and he began to clasp his hands uncontrollably.

At this moment, without warning, Jiang Nan's voice suddenly came to his ears, with a distorted and unnatural tone.

"Bian Sheng, do you think Ye Moxiu loves you? Come on, turn around and take a good look at my eyes. Who do you think my eyes look like?"

"Bian Sheng, look at my eyes and you'll understand. Don't you look a lot like Bian Gu Nan? Do you think Ye Moxiu loves you? Hahahaha, his heart and eyes are full of Bian Gu Nan."

"You are your father's stand-in, don't you know?"

Every sentence was repeated and overlapped constantly. At the beginning, every word could be heard clearly, but later it became chaotic and sharp, so loud that the veins stood out between the foreheads.

He stood in front of the desk with a pale face, like a dying person.

"say no more."

"say no more!"

There was an urgent knock on the door.

"Bian Sheng, what's wrong with you!"

"Open the door!"

"Don't fucking talk about it!" Bian Sheng suddenly waved his hand, sweeping all the things on the table to the ground.

"Bian Sheng! Open the door! Listen to my explanation, okay?"

The knocking on the door started to get more and more intense.The movement is also getting bigger and bigger.

Bian Sheng hangs down his hand weakly, on the back of his hand are bloodstains that he dug out by himself.

The door was suddenly opened.

Bian Sheng stood in front of the desk, the only light source was the desk lamp that fell on the ground, causing Bian Sheng's upper body to be hidden in the dark night, looking extraordinarily lonely, like a shadow.

Ye Moxiu's uncomfortable nose was sore, he took a step forward, and called out Bian Sheng's name very carefully.

Bian Sheng's back trembled slightly.

Ye Moxiu said cautiously: "Bian Sheng, can you listen to my explanation?"

Bian Sheng stood up straighter, and he didn't know how long before he turned around.His eyes were so gray that he couldn't see any light. In such a dim environment, he looked like a puppet.

"Bian Sheng?"

Bian Sheng raised his chin, and then Ye Muxiu saw tears streaming down his eyes without warning, accompanied by his unnaturally red eyes, which smoothly made Ye Muxiu's eyes red too.

This time, Bian Sheng didn't act, he didn't pretend to be pitiful, he was really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, something seemed to be stuffed in his throat forcibly, he couldn't swallow it, couldn't spit it out, he could only get stuck there, painful and sore.

"What do you want to explain?" Bian Sheng's voice was hoarse.

"I……"

"Let me ask you, do you like..." Bian Sheng choked up, what should he say, Bian Gu Nan, he, or his father?

Bian Sheng felt that he was in extreme pain, he couldn't treat the person Ye Muxiu really liked like he did to Jiang Nan, he couldn't look at him coldly, he couldn't hold hostility, he could only bear it by himself.

Because that person is his father, the person he loves very much, the person he is connected with by blood, the person he wants to appear in his dreams.

What should he do?what can he do

What Ye Moxiu likes is his father, there is nothing he can do about it.

......

Ye Moxiu knew that once Bian Sheng saw this diary, the only weight he could explain was Bian Sheng's trust, and there was no other way to explain it.

Seeing Bian Sheng's indescribable appearance, Ye Moxiu felt uncomfortable, so he took the initiative to ask: "You want to ask, do I like Bian Gu Nan?"

Bian Sheng choked for breath, and the heart in his chest was beating violently.

"I like him, I have liked him for a long time." Ye Muxiu said.

Bian Sheng knew the result clearly, he was mentally prepared after reading the diary, but even so, when Ye Moxiu said it himself, Bian Sheng still opened his mouth in pain, feeling that he could not breathe, and tried to use Such a clumsy exchange for some elusive oxygen.

"But, that was in the past, Biansheng, you have to allow me to like someone else." Ye Moxiu blinked his eyes to relieve his sore eyeballs, he actually wanted to go up to Biansheng and hug him, this look For him, Ye Moxiu's heart ached to death.But now, he dare not act rashly, he is afraid of the opposite effect, and now Bian Sheng is covered in thorns, he is not willing to do things that are not sure.

"Now, the person I like is you. In the future, I will also be you." Ye Muxiu said seriously.But what surprised him was that Bian Sheng didn't respond, not even a slight movement.Ye Moxiu's heart skipped a beat.

Bian Chang maintained a posture for a long time without moving.

Ye Muxiu worriedly stepped forward a few steps, walked in front of Bian Sheng, and lightly touched the back of Bian Sheng's hand tentatively. Fortunately, Bian Sheng didn't repel or resist, so Ye Muxiu stretched out his hand and did it. What he wanted to do a long time ago, he rubbed Bian Sheng into his arms with special care, and said very gently: "Bian Sheng, it's you I like. It's really you."

The person in his arms still didn't respond, really like a doll.

Ye Moxiu was very patient. He stroked Biansheng's hair as usual, and then patted him on the back: "The reason why I didn't tell you is because I was afraid that you would overthink it, and I didn't intend to hide it from you."

The person in his arms was still the same, so Ye Moxiu didn't move, just hugged him quietly, stroking his back again and again like coaxing a child.

After a long time, Ye Moxiu thought that Bian Sheng had fallen asleep leaning against him, and he finally moved.

Bian Sheng moved his body slightly, and finally said a complete sentence, he asked: "Ye Moxiu, you said you like me? Then can you explain, the sentence in the diary, Bian Sheng is getting more and more Like you, what do you mean?"

Patting Bian Sheng's hands on the back, he stopped in the air.

Everything came to an abrupt end.

The light of the table lamp under the feet began to turn pale, and the only light in that circle was like shackles pulling two people's feet at this moment. It was a false light, and it was surrounded by darkness.