my female

That day, when Allie was catching shrimp by the river, he accidentally slipped into the river.

"Help—!" Although the river was not deep, the petite young female was very frightened and kept struggling in the water.

Then, I suddenly felt that my body was being lifted backwards, and within a moment, I was brought to the river.

Ariel panted after landing, ignoring his naked body, and turned to look at the little orc who had just rescued him.

He was a little older than him, and the gentle eyes unique to the bird clan orc made Ariel's heart tremble slightly. He pursed his lips and said nothing, but the little orc squatted down and said to Ariel: "You are from the next door. Ariel, right? I heard my parents and my brother talk about you." The wet little orc didn't care about himself, but asked about the little female who was rescued ashore, his cheeks were red, and he seemed very excited look.

"Your mother, father and younger brother?" Ariel opened his mouth curiously and asked, "Who are you?"

"Me?" Pointing at himself with a smile, the little orc opened his mouth, "I'm Salia, Xin En's brother."

Speaking of Xin En, Allie eased his expression. Xin En is the best little orc with him. He didn't expect that the little orc in front of him was actually Xin En's brother. But thinking that he was saved by Salia just now, he ordered Nodding, thanking Salia: "Thank you."

At this moment, continuing to blushed and scratched his head, Salia of the little orc said, "You're welcome." Then he looked around and saw that Ariel was a little cold because of the wind, so he immediately put him on his back carefully, and said to him, "I'll take you Go home, don't catch a cold!" After saying that, he ran away.

On the way, Ariel leaned lightly behind Salia, looked at his chin, and asked, "You just said you heard Xinn talk about me, what did Xinn say about me?" There is a marriage contract, and I will become Xin En's partner in the future. Although Ariel feels that he and Xin En feel more like friends, he still can't help but want to know what he thinks of him.

"Xin?" His face flushed slightly, Salia put his back on Ariel, stopped, and said, "He said Ariel is very beautiful."

very beautiful?

Hearing this, Allie just frowned helplessly, and didn't feel any strange feeling.

"I also think Ariel is very beautiful!" Salia added suddenly, "It's the most beautiful female I've ever seen!"

A few words made Ali almost bite his tongue, and his face gradually became hot.

What the hell is this little orc talking about?

Ariel didn't speak until Salia walked him to the door.Just about to walk in, Salia suddenly grabbed Ariel's hand, chased him, and said shyly, "That, that... Ariel!"

"What's the matter?"

"I..." He hesitated.

Allie was puzzled.

After hesitating for a while, Salia finally raised her head, stared at Ariel with twinkling eyes, and said softly, "Can I come and play with you tomorrow?"

Just for this matter?

Smiling, Alien stared at the little orc in front of him who was always blushing. For some reason, he didn't find it annoying. Maybe it was because he was Xin En's brother?

"Yeah, okay," Allie said.

After getting the answer, Salia smiled happily and ran home bouncing around.

Seeing him walking away, Allie thought this little orc was very cute.

Unexpectedly, on the second day, Salia really came to him, and on the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day... Salia would come to play with Ariel almost every day, even if Ariel had When he doesn't want to go out, Salia will quietly accompany him.Until he grew up slowly, Ariel found that Salia had started to stare at him with eyes full of love. He was surprised, but couldn't hide the churning emotion in his heart.

Although no one said that sentence, it was already tacitly understood... They even hoped that it could continue like this.

However, the reality still hit them. In the face of everyone's censure, Salia never flinched, but Allie retreated after the death of his mother and father.

Was it the infirmity of one's own feelings that led to everyone's tragedy?Why didn't Salia say a word?And never blamed him?

During the several years in the snow-capped mountains, Allie always couldn't help thinking, what is Salia to him?Even when Allie gave birth to his first baby and was about to die in pain, he gritted his teeth desperately, closed his eyes, and thought in his heart, why did he suffer so much for that guy Sally?

Yes, he has always held resentment towards Salia, and he has been resentful since the day Xinn died.

However, he understands better than anyone else that the person he resents is himself.

If it wasn't for my own willfulness, I wouldn't have killed my parents. If I could tell Salia well, maybe Salia wouldn't be so crazy. I always find excuses to put myself in the victim's position and let myself Being able to be more sympathetic to others can also numb your mind, and you can hate Salia as a matter of course.

In fact, he was just avoiding his own self-blame.

Constantly hurting Saria, so as to achieve a distorted joy that is close to revenge can make him let go of his guilt towards Xin En, and this kind of false happiness has made him crazy over time... The torment of bone and heart, Ariel I don't understand why I like Saria, but want to hurt him. I obviously don't want Saria to worry about me, but I keep, keep wanting to see his uncomfortable expression.

He thought he was crazy.

Really, already crazy.

The distortion of his mind made him feel extremely panicked. He didn't want to hurt Saria any more, so he chose to escape from his side. For this reason, he was even able to stab Saria's chest with his own hands——

"I'm such an excessive person, let me go!" Allie shouted, his hands covered with blood, which made him feel scared and painful.

It would be nice if the unstoppable damage could end like this.

Perhaps when Salia resents herself, this bad relationship can be truly let go, and Salia will be free...and this pain can be left to myself to bear.However, Salia still refused to let go. No matter how much she did to him, Salia never left his side even if... she had betrayed this relationship because of fear.

The pain of childbirth made Allie breathe desperately. He felt that the god of death was waving to him. Suddenly, he felt a sharp pain of bone cracking, as if something had been separated from his body. His eyes suddenly went dark, and his mind gradually became Chaos, consciousness also quietly faded away, but at this moment, there was a voice calling him eagerly all the time.

"Allie, Allie, Allie..." Anxious, helpless voice.

He knows who it is.

But do I really have the right to open my eyes? I have done such an excessive thing, and I have been hurting you...

"Ariel! Wake up! Don't fall asleep!" The soft, crying tone made Ariel feel a little pain in his heart.

Salia...

"Ariel! Ariel... Please don't abandon me!" After a long time, the request turned into a pleading, and Salia seemed to be on the verge of collapse, hugging herself fiercely, as if her fingers were trembling .

In the end, I couldn't bear it.

I have already cruelly abandoned him once, how can I leave him this time?

Perhaps the reason for accepting him at the beginning was out of anger, but I have already completely accepted Salia, so how can I bear to abandon him and let him bear the pain of losing myself?You must know that Salia loves herself much more than she loves him. If she can't make it through, she can't imagine what this orc who was hurt and distorted by herself will look like.

So, when I opened my eyes and saw him who was so happy and weeping in a mess, I felt happy and guilty in my heart.

"Ariel, thank you for being alive, thank you..." Saria kept thanking her, holding Ariel's hand tightly, with tears in her eyes, which made Ariel suddenly think of the time when the two first met. Leah looked at herself with tender eyes.

Such a gentle voice, such a gentle person, how could I be willing to hurt you?

At this moment, the crying of a baby next to him attracted his attention. Ariel slowly opened his eyes wide, turned his head, and found that Kailu was holding a pair of babies coming to Ariel's bed, gently holding the baby. Put it down, and then said to Ariel: "It's a pair of cute little orcs, Ariel, you are now a mother and father."

At that moment, Allie couldn't help but shed tears, and Salia gently licked his tears dry, and hugged him gently: "Don't be sad, Allie, I will treat you better in the future."

"It's better for me without you." Ariel rubbed his eyes suddenly and said.

With a sad look on her face, Salia bit her lips bitterly, thinking that Ariel was still blaming herself, so she silently wanted to let go, but Ariel kissed her lips.Sally froze.But Ariel left slowly, with red cheeks and said: "I don't need you to treat me better, because you are good enough to me." Taking a deep breath, Ariel hugged Saria gently, "In the future, Let me treat you well."

"Ariel!" Eyes widened in disbelief, Salia originally thought that Ariel would never accept herself.

"Salia, I'm sorry." Allie apologized softly, and then kissed Sally's cheek again, "I apologize to you for everything before."

No need to say anything else, a kiss can represent a thousand words.

Ariel knew that he was actually more stupid than anyone else. He didn't know how to cherish happiness even though he was always around him. However, he was luckier than anyone else because his happiness never left.Most of the time we are the same, we just want to be in pain and sentimental about loss, and feel depressed and unhappy about it, but when you are lost, please take a look around, maybe that little forgotten happiness will be Out of the blue, if it shows up, thank you for never going away.

--THAN--