my female

Since the coma, many pictures have been flashing through Kai's mind rapidly, like a dream, but more real than a dream.

He dreamed that his father was crushed under the rock, dreamed that his clansmen disappeared, dreamed that he was being bullied by bad people while wandering, dreamed of the days when he was hungry and full, and he also dreamed that he was squatting alone under the abandoned cave, and there was rain outside. Rain, the cold rain wet his feet, and his toes were so cold, so cold.

No one talked to him, no one hugged him, as if he was the only one left in the world, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.

The sound of the pattering rain and the painful scars on the body are the clearest memories in my heart.

As time passed, Kay dreamed that he had grown up a bit, but he was still wandering, like a forest breeze with nowhere to return, and nowhere to return, he was like a duckweed that had lost its roots, nowhere He can stay, and no one is willing to let him stay, so he can only travel non-stop, and let the fatigue of the journey reduce his exhaustion and loneliness.

When he is alone, he always comforts himself that a lone wolf does not need companions, nor does it need the care of others.

Loneliness is just the smell he likes, yes, he does not need the company of others, he is cold-blooded and ruthless.

However, whenever he always thinks this way, he can't help but look at the sky, still imagining what kind of future is waiting for him behind that unpredictable sky.Although he keeps telling himself to be lonely, even though he is already independent and no longer needs to depend on others, he always longs for someone to comfort him, someone who can gently touch himself and tell himself - I have been waiting for you.

However, this hope can only be kept deep in my heart, and finally it is gradually wasted by the years and disappears.Until that day, he searched for hatred and found the little female of the enemy's family. He wanted to bite it, but unexpectedly, the strange little female reached out and touched his fur.

--You're beautiful.

At that time, Kay felt like his body was getting an electric shock and he couldn't move, as if the desire in his heart was suddenly touched. He wanted to take the little female away on the spot, but suddenly realized that he was the child of the enemy's family, and he couldn't——but Kai also couldn't kill the little female, so in desperation, he chose to leave temporarily, hiding in the dark and watching him secretly.

However, when he found out that the little female was going to be possessed by other orcs, Kai felt angry, so he hurt the little female again and again in the name of revenge, but only he knew that he just wanted to touch it That little female, he is not good at expressing feelings, but he really wants the little female to be with him.

In the end, he finally used despicable means to snatch the little female away. Although he found many reasons to tell himself that he didn't like the little female and took him away just for revenge, in fact, he had already fallen into the trap before he knew it. .His world is turned upside down when he realizes that the little female is his own.He has never had such a strong desire to be with anyone, and he has never felt how different his world is with someone around him. Of course he doesn't know that there is really a person in the world who can melt his heart. Ice, let yourself no longer cold-blooded.

Kay dreamed that he was very happy, because the little female also fell in love with him.

In that cold world, Kai seems to have found his home, and he will never be alone again.

However, sad things still came. Kai dreamed of separation, which made him feel like a knife, but he was helpless. He also dreamed of the orc who touched his cheek at the end, and there was a little bit of light in the other's red eyes. The sorrow and pain of her were clearly imprinted in her mind, but after all, she didn't even say goodbye, and she was never seen again.

There is only one child left, and myself whose memory has been erased.

My own world became like a snow mountain, covered in white snow, leaving nothing but unspeakable sadness.The feeling of being abandoned made him breathless for several years. Even though he didn't know why, the feeling of loss was so strong. In fact, he should be glad that he couldn't remember anything at the time, otherwise, he would never be able to bear the loss of his partner painful.

Just like now.

Kai took firm steps, following Julius's scent to find the past, he no longer wanted to be abandoned.

Looking at the deep cliff, he climbed down indifferently, he was not afraid of the darkness, because he knew that the person he was looking for was in this darkness, thinking of this, his heart was filled with a faint temperature.Finally, he descended to the bottom of the cliff, surrounded by the stench of dead animals, but he desperately searched among these smells for a trace of the smell left by a loved one.

In the dark abyss, he looked for Julius everywhere like a ghost.He yelled like hell, trying to get an answer from Julius, but no matter how loud or how many times he yelled, no one answered him.Kai felt desperate, but he was still calling, calling for his partner to come back.

The weak one is ultimately oneself.

Later, it was Lumia and Lamor who found Kai who was on the verge of collapse.

"You know where he is, don't you?" Kai dragged Lumia tightly, shouted, but didn't dare to shout loudly, trying to suppress his voice and asked.

"..."

"Tell me!" Kay asked, gritted his teeth, almost crying.

"Please, Lumia, tell us!" The little Lamor couldn't help begging Lumia. He saw Lumia sneaking away a few days ago, and knew that Lumia must know the whereabouts of his mother and father, so After following him, although Lumia found out halfway, Lumia didn't drive him away, but she didn't tell him any news about his mother and father.

Lumia lowered his eyes and remained silent. After a while, he left the two of them and said in a compromised way: "Yes, I know where he is." However, facing Kay who was full of expectations, Lumia shook her head and said, "But even if you look for him now, you won't be able to find him."

"Why?" Kai asked anxiously.

Sighing softly, Lumia closed her eyes, and said softly: "...that man planned to use Julius to save people from the very beginning, he turned Julius into a beast, not to help him, It's to obtain his animal blood." Speaking of this, Lumia clenched his fist slightly, in fact, he lied in front of Kailu and the others before, he knew where the entrance to the cemetery was, and he also knew the person on the ice bed. Not only he knows who the person is, but Julius also knows it.

The so-called ten years is just a time limit, and Julius's health is not caused by any poison, but the animal blood is taken from time to time, which makes his body so weak.

"The last three years are the most important time. Although the man used me to do experiments and survived without internal organs, he is not sure that he can wake up. However, there is a limit to taking animal blood. , if not...he will take Julius' heart." Lumia lowered her eyes and said, "This should be the last time."

"What?!" Kay was furious, wishing he could immediately punch the person who took Julius away, "Take me to find them!"

"Now they probably have already started. If you force your way in, Julius may die immediately, and even if you go in now, you may not be able to recover." Lumia said these words as calmly as possible. , his heart is actually no more painful than Kai, after all, Julius is the person he likes, but he can't stop that person, not only because of the poison, but because Julius' physical condition is really bad... that person It was promised that if Julius held on, he would become more normal.

However, this probability is very small.

Lumia had to pray for the odds, because there was nothing else he could do.

"Take me!" Kay firmly grasped Lumia's front, staring at his eyes, biting his lips, and suddenly tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, "This time... I don't want to watch him leave I'm leaving, I don't want to watch my most important person die, at least...let me stay by my side, please, Lumia."

Staring at Kai with tears on his face for a long time, Lumia's heart was very tangled. He looked at Kai, then nodded silently, and finally said lightly: "Come with me."

"Thank you!" Kai thanked tearfully.

Lamor stepped forward and hugged his father, then looked at Lumia who was walking ahead without saying a word, feeling a little inexplicable in his heart, until they came to a hidden catacomb, Lumia Carefully moved away the boulder in front, and now there is a long, cold, damp hole.

The cave is now empty, not like it is inhabited.

Kai and Lamor walked in quickly, and Lumia also stepped in, and finally stopped in front of a frozen cave. He turned around, pursed his lips, and said to the two, "This is it." However, the words still Before finishing speaking, Kai and Lamor broke in, and the inside was covered with ice. There was an ice bed made of ice sculptures in the cave, and there was a person lying on it.

Although he couldn't see clearly, he could tell who that person was just by the smell. Kai rushed forward without any explanation, trying to shake the sleeping person awake.

"Julius! Julius!" He yelled softly, but the other party didn't give him any response.

And, no breathing at all.

At this moment, Kai realized that Julius's chest was full of blood, and his heart seemed to have been severely scratched. He remembered that the person wanted to take away Julius' heart, so his head went numb, The eye sockets were flushed, and the whole head was in a daze.Lamer threw himself on Julius and cried.

"Mother and father!"

The surrounding atmosphere was lifeless, Kai grabbed Julius' hand tightly, and lowered his head fiercely. He couldn't face what he saw. He was clearly a living person a few days ago, but now... he has become like this?Why is it too late?Why didn't I think of it sooner?Why let go of his hand... Looking up, looking at Julius's pale cheeks, Kai hugged him gently, and then pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips.

"Sorry, I'm late." Confessing, Kay gently held Julius's hand, and couldn't help but shed tears, which fell on the other's cheeks and got wet.

At this moment, Lumia accidentally found Julius's shaking index finger.

"Julius' fingers are moving!" he couldn't help yelling.

"What?!" Kai immediately recovered from his stupefaction. He looked at Julius carefully, then tested his breathing, and put his ear to his chest. Suddenly, he heard Julius His heart was beating weakly, and the agitation that symbolized life rekindled Kai's hope. He couldn't help hugging Julius tightly, raised his head, and said loudly to Lumia, "He's still alive! Julius Still alive!"

Lamor cried even more. He flung himself beside his mother and father, crying and wanting to laugh, but he was more worried.

Lumia was the first to react, and he immediately said to Kai: "Take him out quickly! The environment here is not good! Take him back to the Eagle Tribe and show it to Bryce!"

Immediately understood, Kay carefully hugged Julius horizontally, letting him nestle against his chest safely, for fear of making him feel bumpy and uncomfortable.In order to hurry, Lumia also quickly picked up Lamor, and then the four of them walked out of the cave, but unexpectedly, at the entrance of the cemetery, they saw the solemn-looking Ley.

"It's you..." Kay recognized Ley's scent, he frowned displeasedly, and carefully hugged Julius tightly.

And Ley didn't say anything, he just looked at Julius in Kay's arms, then his eyes fell on Kay, he turned around suddenly, but at the same time, he couldn't help but slightly curled the corners of his mouth and closed his eyes Said: "He is lucky after all." After saying these inexplicable words, Ley disappeared into the darkness.Lumia stared at his back, and suddenly remembered that the person who was lying on the ice bed... disappeared?

Is it a success?Lumia thought, then shook her head, tightened her back on Lamor, turned to Kai and said, "Let's go."

Not far from the cliff, the two saw Simon, Kailu, and Lei Zhe who came together. Seeing Julius like this, everyone was terrified, and hurriedly took him back to the Eagle tribe.Bryce almost fainted from fright, but insisted on examining his body, and found that Julius just lost too much blood. Although the scar on his chest was deep, it did not hurt his heart.

Not only that, Bryce also found that Julius's wound had already been treated, and there was no serious problem, but he was unconscious due to excessive blood loss, and he woke up after resting for about a month. Larmor was terrified.From then on, Kay didn't let Julius do any tiring things, although it seemed a bit domineering, but who made the snow wolf clan dote on their partners like this?

Another month later, Lei Zhe and Herm wanted to go back to the Plain Tribe. After discussing it, because Ariel was about to give birth, Salia planned to go to the Plain Tribe with Lei Zhe. Kailu was worried about An and Ariel. He stayed in the Eagle Tribe so that it was convenient to take care of them. Of course, Asra also stayed in the Eagle Tribe.

Simon and Bryce also planned to set off to return to the Central Tribes. The Julius family naturally set off together, but Lumia said that he wanted to walk around, but he was entangled by Lamor, and he would not leave Lumia even if he was beaten to death. In the end, under the double persuasion of Simon and Julius, Lumia had to go back to the central tribe with them. He felt very depressed, but Lamor was overjoyed and ran to Lumia all day long, becoming a Little clingy.

Half a year later, Sara wrote a letter, saying that she was being pursued by the patriarch of the mermaid tribe in the south. When Simon heard about it, he picked up a bow and arrow and went to pick up the mermaid tribe. Of course, once he left, the patriarch The responsibility for this fell on Julius and Kai.Not to mention that everyone was a bit grumpy about Kay's arrival at first, but after getting along for a while, they found that Kay was very brave, and with years of hunting experience in the forest, everyone gradually accepted him, and the orcs unanimously recommended him He becomes the hunting captain.

Julius later became pregnant again.

Everyone was surprised, and then Julius remembered that he had taken a strange medicine in the lower reaches of the tribe, maybe that pill worked... Anyway, a year later, the Kai family had another child There is a little snow wolf and a cute little female with animal ears.

Seeing that the family is thriving, Bryce is really unhappy. He takes a few small things to work at home all day long, and sometimes he can't take care of it. He will ask that Lamor to call Lumia from the next door to help Well, Bryce really likes Lumia, a snake orc. Although he looks cold sometimes, he is actually more enthusiastic than anyone else in his heart. No wonder Lamor clings to him all day long.

Kailu and Asla visited Kai and Julius some time ago, and they said that Allie also gave birth to two little orcs, and now she is pregnant again, and Saria is very busy.Herm was still the same, he was eaten to death by Lei Zhe, but he was Lei Zhe's best helper, and the two worked together to make the plain tribe more and more prosperous and powerful.Ann and Lida's child has also grown up. Lia said that in order to thank Julius, she named the child "Julie" and hoped that they could visit the Eagle Tribe when they had time. They are very welcome.

Bryce watched all this happily, but at this moment, he thought of Julius' father a little bit. At that time, he heard from Lumia that Ley took away Julius' father. The father's person felt a little sad in his heart, but it made him believe that the family he missed was alive... As long as he was alive, no matter where he was, his heart would be full of hope.

For Kay and Julius, it is precisely because of each other's appearance that they have a new concept of living. One has never dared to hope for the future and is willing to live hard, and the other has changed from being alone to being busy but never tired of it. head of the family.After a tiring day, sitting in front of the warm bonfire, looking at his gentle partner and lively children, Kai felt happy. This is an indescribable feeling, but it gradually gathers into the ocean like a drop of water. , like his love affair with Julius.

Quietly looking at the profile of Julius, who was reflecting the warm flames, Kai's heart was full. Now, he could finally fully understand the meaning of what his father asked him at the beginning.

——That is a very special person to you. When he is with you, you will feel restless, but when he is not there, you will be restless, you will want to hold him all the time, and you will become anxious , and even occasionally painful... However, with him, you will no longer be alone, your world will change for this, and you will gain happiness. ——

Maybe the so-called happiness is like this now.

--THAN--