my female

—When you are fully animalized, you will die. ——

die?

I will die?

What is death?

At that time, Julius* was still a foolish age. He hung his head and moved his ears. He couldn't understand what his parents were saying while holding his hands and showing a sad expression. He couldn't understand the meaning of this word. , I don't understand why the family is so sad.

That day, Lei Zhe fell off the cliff because of him, and seeing Lei Zhe with his face covered in blood, he understood for the first time what death meant.

Gradually losing temperature, and an untouchable sense of loneliness.

Death means losing everything.

That night, he tried his best to walk home with Lei Zhe on his back, his weak body was overwhelmed and was about to fall down.Julius looked up at the sky. There were no stars in the sky, only gray, cold clouds, and the branches seemed to float towards him like ghosts and take him away.

He was so frightened that his bones were chilled, he ran fast, but the wind behind his ears was like a ghost shouting and screaming behind him.

He forgot how he got home, but Lei Zhe was seriously injured and was ill for a year.

During the year Lei Zhe was ill, he had nightmares.

He was afraid of being captured and taken away by ghosts that he couldn't see clearly at night. He dreamed that he was fighting with demons and was covered in blood.Then he would wake up from the nightmare, holding his body soaked in cold sweat, sitting in fear at the window, hoping to see the stars.

The stars are the only light in the darkness.

Only when he saw the stars, he was not so afraid.

But the nightmare still haunted him.

"Mother and father, how can we stop having nightmares?"

"Why do you ask that?"

"I want to know," he said softly, pulling his mother and father's clothes, raising his head, "because I don't want to be afraid anymore."

Even though he didn't know what he was afraid of, his parents seemed to know everything.

After the mole was left on the palm of his hand, he no longer had nightmares, nor was he afraid of the dark night. At that ignorant age, he was still very naughty, and kept running away to the forest to play. Every time he was caught by his parents Beat, but still the same.

Sometimes, he forgets what he did in the forest.

Back covered in blood.

"Why do you always run out! You may die if you run around!" I remember that day, my mother and father asked him angrily while teaching him.

"I won't die." Retorted stubbornly.

"You know your own body best!" The mother and father became manic because of anxiety.

But he lowered his head and remained silent.

In the end, he was beaten until his ass blossomed, and even Lei Zhe's parents next door couldn't bear to see him, so he came to drag his parents, while Ah Mu kept hugging him, asking him to apologize to his parents.

However, he cried out.

"Why? I just want to find my father."

"It's my parents who kept saying that my father would come back to see me," Julius raised his tear-filled eyes, turned his back to his hands, lowered his head, and cried loudly, "but I waited for a long time and he didn't come back to see me." , I'm afraid I can't wait too long, I want to see him."

"...!"

Julius remembered the choked look of his mother and father at that time, and he also remembered that his mother and father shed tears and hugged himself tightly to apologize, and he also remembered the red eyes and trembling arms of his mother and father.

That was the first time I saw my parents cry in my memory.

Ordinary parents are very strong and tough people, but that time, because of his words, the parents cried extremely fragile.

Since then, the mother and father often go out alone to find the whereabouts of the father, and Julius knows that it is all for himself.

He is sorry.

He had no intention of making his family cry for him.

No intention of making anyone cry for him.

After that day, he was no longer sad, he didn't want to be entangled by the so-called pain and obsession, he didn't think about complicated things, and he didn't easily accept anyone's feelings, he wanted to live silently and simply, without any sense of existence , In my limited days, I will be safe and sound, let my family and friends not worry about him, and don't pay too much affection for him.

He hides himself, only in the dead of night, he will lie quietly on the window sill, and the little starry sky outside the window always makes him fascinated.

In fact, Julius knew everything in his heart.

Regarding Lei Zhe, he felt guilty because he knew that he could not protect him for long, so he agreed to Lei Zhe's courtship, which was also a kind of compensation for himself.

In fact, it's not that he doesn't like Lei Zhe, but that he can't.

Julius has no dreams, because he knows that it is a dangerous thing. If there is no future, he will watch the dreams disappear, so he is not even willing to dream.

He really had no dreams until he met Kay.

When he first learned of Kay's hatred, Julius thought that as long as he sacrificed himself, his family would be safe, so he chose to compromise and chose to go home with Kay.He originally had this kind of easy-going personality, plus he knew his destiny, so he didn't care what Kai did to him, and even, in the first few days, he was ready to be killed by Kai.

However, after getting along for a long time, he fell in love with Kai who was completely opposite to himself.

this is not right.

Julius always said this to himself, but he couldn't control his heartbeat, he couldn't stop his thoughts, his heart was beating, as long as he was by Kay's side, every moment, every second would be more exciting.But the more he was moved, the more he hesitated, and the more he liked Kai, the pain in his chest felt like he wanted to bite his own bones.

In the middle of the night, he gently opened his eyes, looked at the sleeping Kai, and his gradually darkening palms, and habitually looked out the window.

And outside the window, there is no star.

……

It just fell a heavy snow last night, the snow is very thick, everywhere is crystal clear white ice and snow, pure and flawless.

The Eagle tribe is on the other side of the snow mountain.

Among the northern tribes, the Eagle tribe is considered a very friendly tribe, and they do not reject foreigners.

Wrapping Julius in warm animal skin, Kai moved very carefully. Before setting off, he touched Julius' hand, put it on his chest, and asked worriedly, "Is it cold?"

Shaking his head, Julius twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and replied in a flat voice: "No, it's very warm."

Only then did Kay feel relieved. He hugged Julius very tightly. He didn't know whether it was an illusion or he didn't notice. He felt that Julius had lost weight, which made him feel very uncomfortable. He sniffed, Lowering his head, he whispered to Julius as he walked, "You lean against me and take a rest, and I'll call you to get up when we arrive."

"I want to see the scenery on the side of the road." Smiling, Julius said, his eyes drifted to the distant scenery, the white world he lived in.

The soft and icy wind blowing in his face filled his chest with happiness, but he felt sad because of it.

During the break, Kai found clean water and handed it to Julius.

"Take a rest if you're tired," Kay said.

Youyou raised his head and looked at the silver pupils that reflected his own reflection. Julius was stunned. After a long time, he came back to his senses, nodded slightly, and said, "Yes."

Noticing that Julius was in a daze, Kai leaned over, rubbed his head gently, and asked, "What were you thinking just now?"

"I'm thinking about when I can come back." His eyes drifted far to the snow-covered mountains.

In the blink of an eye, suddenly, it snowed in the sky.

Small snowflakes fell on the tip of Julius's nose, it was cool, and Kai licked it off before he had time to react, Kai kissed his pale face by the way, lowered his eyes gently and said: "I didn't say that , We will come back after you give birth to the baby."

"..." Looking away silently, Julius suddenly grabbed Kai's hand.

"what happened?"

"We'll be together wherever we go?" I don't know why I asked this, maybe it's because of a sudden sense of loss.

Pressing her lips lightly with her finger, Kay said to Julius: "Stupid female, you said strange things again, do you think I will let you go?" The hands covering each other were very warm, and they raised their beautiful lips Corner, Kai's tone was unusually soft, and his eyes were full of pity.

"Wherever you go, I'll be with you," Kay said.

The cool snowflakes were still falling, pure and beautiful, Julius touched Kai's cheek, his eyes were a little moist, he couldn't help wiping the corners of his eyes suddenly, and said, "Even if I go somewhere you can't find? "

"You stupid head can go where I can't find it?" Tapping the opponent's head, Kay hugged him, touched his back, and said quietly, "But if one day you go to Where I can’t find it, you must tell me, I’m afraid of being alone, please let me go with you.”

The silver pupils also gradually dimmed, "So, don't think about it."

Pulling the corners of his lips slightly, Julius suddenly laughed. He hugged Kai, bent his eyebrows, and his blood-colored eyes showed a soft color. He said with a smile: "I'm just kidding, how could I go to Kai Can't find it somewhere?"

With a soft and cheerful voice, Julius opened his eyes and raised his head, looking at the white snow flying in the sky, Julius slowly closed his eyes, and hugged Kay tightly again.

Originally, it only took half a day to go to the Eagle Tribe, but the two of them walked for almost a day.

It was getting late, and the orange clouds began to be gradually swallowed by the night. Asra had just returned from hunting, and met Kai and Julius at the entrance of the village.He blinked in surprise, then ran up to the two of them and said loudly, "Huh? Are you really here?"

Facing Asura's surprised gaze, Julius tilted his head, asked the dark and tall orc softly, nodded and asked, "Do you know us?"

Turning his gaze to Julius in his arms, Asra suddenly remembered that the little female was still in a coma last time, so he scratched his head, rubbed his nose, and said with some embarrassment: "The last time you were in a coma, Kailu and I have been to your house." After thinking for a while, he said, "By the way, my name is Asla."

"My name is Julius." Holding Kai's arms, Julius nodded and said softly.

Asiya stared at Julius.

The eyes of this female...are red?

Although it's not that I haven't seen an orc with red eyes, it's the first time I've seen a female with red eyes.

Seeing that the two seemed a little tired, Asra immediately said: "You must be very tired, right? Come with me, go to my house to rest for a while, and I'll go find Kairu right away."

Then he enthusiastically guided the two of them to rest at his home, while he rushed to Kailu's house to report the news without stopping.

Is a passionate orc.

thought Julius.

Kai didn't make a sound, he put down Julius gently, then found some firewood outside Asra's house, took out the embers, lit it, and soon a pile of warm bonfires rose in the house.Then Kai took out the prepared food and handed it to Julius, "Eat something first."

Nodding, Julius took the food and began to eat.

But he accidentally ate it on his nose. When Kai saw this, he smiled unconsciously, stretched out his hand to wipe away the residue on the tip of his nose, followed by the fire, and stared carefully at the face of his beloved.

"What are you looking at?" Julius asked, noticing Kai's gaze.

"Look at you." He answered bluntly.

Blushing suddenly, Julius looked back and said, "What's so interesting."

"I don't know, I just want to look at you, and I don't think I can get enough of it." Closing his eyes and smiling, Kai rubbed Julius' head and messed up his hair before giving up, "When I met you in your tribe before Son, I thought you were a fool, now look, you really are a fool."

"Kai!" Julius couldn't help staring at him knowing that Kay had made a joke.

At this time, Kailu also came after hearing the news. Just after entering the door, he saw two people in the room. He heaved a sigh of relief, smiled slightly, then stared at Julius, who looked very energetic, and then nodded. Said: "Hi, I am the patriarch of the Eagle Tribe. My name is Kailu. Since I came back last time, I have been thinking about when you will come here, but I didn't expect it to be so soon." Turning to Kai, Kailu nodded slightly, "We The Horde is well fed and safe, and you'll be fine here."

The gentle attitude made Julius look up at the short orc in front of him carefully, but he also said very politely: "Hello, I am Kai's partner, my name is Julius, thank you very much last time .”

Kailu's humble attitude made a very good impression of Julius. At the same time, he was stunned for a moment when he saw Julius' eyes, but he quickly recovered. He looked around and said to the two: " It's getting late, you guys should stay here in Asla tonight."

"What about Asra?" Julius couldn't help asking, glancing at the tall orc behind Kairu.

Hearing what Julius said, Asla grinned and said, "Don't worry, I'm going to live at Kailu's house, and I used to live with him anyway... If you are not in a hurry, you can stay at my house forever, maybe I will live with him in the future." It may not be necessary to live in Kailu's house all the time... Ouch, Kailu, why are you pinching me again?" Aggrieved, Asla looked back at Kailu with a black face, did he say something wrong?

Coughing twice, Kailu said to Julius and the others: "If you have nothing to do, you should rest first, we should go too."

"Okay, good night."

"Good night." Kailu left gently, and Asra followed closely behind and went out the door.

After the two walked for a while, Julius couldn't help sighing, "Asla seems to like Kailu very much."

"You just noticed?" With a helpless smile, Kay handed Julius some water, "That guy almost wanted to fight me because of Kailu last time!"

Looking at Kai, he immediately lowered his eyes, Julius chuckled a few times, and said, "Their relationship looks really good."

"What, are you envious?"

Shaking his head, Julius smiled and changed the subject, "The Eagle Tribe looks pretty good."

"As long as you like it." Kai pursed his lips and looked over gently.

The night wind blows slowly through the dark forest, the canopy blocks the sky and the stars are invisible, the rustling of the leaves makes an ominous sound, and in this terrible darkness, a light footstep keeps moving forward, gently Her golden eyes were like the karmic fire that was about to burn the forest, and also like the ice that had been buried deep for many years. Just one glance made people feel a biting chill.

Suddenly, his footsteps stopped, his eyes squinted slightly backwards.

"It's you." The deep magnetic voice contained a little displeasure.

In the darkness, Sarah walked out slowly holding the moonlight leaves. The cold light reflected on each other's faces, making the atmosphere even colder.

"I didn't expect you to recognize me."

"Your smell is so disgusting, how could I forget it." The visitor snorted coldly, flat and disdainful.

Sarah stared at the person in front of her without fear, and didn't exchange too many greetings, but said straight to the point: "I came to you today because I hope you can save that child."

"It's your child." With a cold smile, Jin Tong was chilling.

"No matter what, I know you won't ignore it." Sara frowned slightly, "After all, that child will be like this...you can't escape your responsibility."

"So you've come to beg me, Sarah."

"Yes." Nodding, Sarah said, "I beg you to keep that kid alive until I find Cole."

"I refuse." Before finishing speaking, Ley sneered and planned to leave.

Looking at his back, Sara closed her eyes and continued: "The child is in the Snow Wolf Clan, the choice is up to you, but if you still have a little bit of him in your heart, go help that child, you know, If it wasn't helpless, I wouldn't come to beg you."

After speaking, Sarah disappeared like the wind.

Only the golden-eyed orc was left behind. He stood quietly in the night, silent, and after a while, in the blink of an eye, he disappeared.

The author has something to say: Piggy will be fine ==I swear~