my female

"Still no news from Julius?"

As usual, Herm went to the orcs who went out every day to inquire about news, but he always returned disappointed.

When returning home, he passed the house that Lei Zhe built for Julius, the door was closed, but Herm knew that Lei Zhe was inside.In fact, Lei Zhe hadn't gone out for almost half a month. Except for the first few days, Lei Zhe looked for Julius everywhere like crazy, but the heavy rain that day had washed away all the smells, and Herm understood Lei Zhe's feeling, the heartache of never seeing someone again, the longer the time passed, the more that person's figure was like a hallucination, he could smell it but couldn't touch it.

Knocking on the door, Herm slowed down and shouted inside: "Lei Zhe, Lei Zhe, are you in?"

Only silence answered him.

Lei Zhe still ignored everyone, and Herm knew he was blaming himself. He remembered that in the first few days, when Lei Zhe rushed into the death swamp desperately but found nothing, Herm followed him and could only watch helplessly. Lei Zhe turned into a beast because of the pain, and he attacked wild beasts indiscriminately, resulting in bruises all over his body, and his spirit almost collapsed.When he went to pick up Lei Zhe who was covered in blood, he overheard Lei Zhe talking to himself in a trembling voice, "Why did I let go...why did I let go..."

Pale face, bloodshot eyeballs, and heartache that cannot be conveyed.

Herm couldn't bear it, and took Lei Zhe home. After that, Lei Zhe never appeared in front of everyone again. He closed himself up, and even his parents couldn't enlighten him.

In fact, Herm also blamed Lei Zhe. When he handed Julius to Lei Zhe and chose to quit, he felt that Lei Zhe could better protect Julius, but he didn't expect Julius to be in front of everyone. He was taken away by that white orc. He was angry with Lei Zhe for not protecting Julius, but he was even more angry with himself for letting go. He really wanted to teach Lei Zhe a lesson, but seeing him like this now, Herm Hold back.

That guy has been punished.

He continued to knock on the door. Seeing that there was still no response from inside, Herm put away his hands, comforted the door softly and said, "There is still no news about him today, but I will ask tomorrow. Don't worry, Julius Will definitely be back."

Facing the quiet room, he finally let out a long sigh, and Herm turned and left.

In the silent room, Lei Zhe squinted sideways at the quiet door, then silently picked up the sharp bone knife left by Julius, ran his fingertips across the knife edge, and immediately bled, but Lei Zhe Zhe was unmoved, and fixedly looked at his fingertips.

This kind of pain is nothing compared to heartache!

The emerald green eyes were full of darkness and anger, yet they were so calm, so calm that it was frightening.

Lei Zhe held the bone knife tightly, and swore to himself that if he saw that orc again one day, he would definitely stab him in the heart with this knife!

Afterwards, Herm came to Julius' house, but Sarah still didn't come back, leaving only Bryce at home. Herm was worried, so he often came to accompany Bryce.

"No news from Julius yet." While preparing food, Bryce lowered his eyes silently, his purple pupils scanning the ground, but they seemed to have no intersection. His voice was very flat, but his face was haggard.

Herm couldn't bear it, but he couldn't cheat, so he nodded and said, "No news yet."

"Really." With a wry smile, Bryce sat down, and then greeted Herm, "You sit down too." After sitting down, Herm looked at Bryce, and after a while, Bryce couldn't help shaking his head. He said to himself: "This kind of thing happened, and the people in the clan are very uneasy."

"The orc who took Julius killed Sado." Speaking of Sado, Herm's tone was low. "There are other attacks, and it seems that he did it."

"That snow wolf tribe should have been eyeing Julius for a long time, so they have been observing nearby." Bryce shook his head.

Hearing this, Herm lowered his head and said with some self-reproach: "I didn't realize it."

"It's none of your business, Herm." Looking up, Bryce sighed, "No one expected this to happen...By the way, is Lei Zhe okay?"

"I went to see him, it's still the same."

Sighing, Bryce shook his head and said, "It's really hard for that child, and you, to be so worried about Julius."

"But his life and death are still uncertain."

Turning his head, reaching out to pat Herm's head lightly, Bryce said with a wry smile, "It's okay, Julius will be fine for the time being."

"Eh?" Herm was puzzled.

"The orc of the snow wolf clan should want Julius to give birth to offspring for him, so the orc should not embarrass Julius before Julius turns into a beast."

Speaking of this, Bryce's face became even uglier. He thought of those clansmen who were captured and forced to give birth to children in the past, and how they were cruelly abandoned or even killed after being turned into beasts. He really didn't want Julie That happened to Pauls too!Although the snow wolves were almost extinct, according to their previous habits, Bryce knew that the snow wolves would definitely do this unless...he liked Julius.

After deciding, Bryce came back to his senses and shook his head mockingly.

How could he have such a ridiculous idea?

That's right, in addition to being aggressive, brutal and united by nature, the snow wolf tribe also has one of the biggest characteristics, that is, they are extremely loyal to their partners.

They only identify one partner for a lifetime, so they have a very strong desire for exclusiveness.If their mate is taken away, they will even fight with their lives, and unless they are killed, they will definitely pursue them to the ends of the earth.

For their partner, the Snow Wolf clan will be single-minded and stay with them until death, but the premise is that it must be the partner they recognize, and will the young Snow Wolf clan orc who is full of hatred regard Julius as his partner?

Bryce wasn't sure, let alone speculate. He didn't want Julius' future life to be taken away hastily, but if that was the case, Julius's current life would probably be better.

For this reason, Bryce was very contradictory, but for now, he could only hope for it.

Beside the bonfire, Kai gently embraced the sleeping female leaning against his chest, his silver-white pupils were rippling with gentle color.

Squeezing Julius' ears, seeing him twitching and shrinking into his arms, Kay couldn't help but lower his head and kiss his forehead. The more he looked at it, the more he felt that this stupid female was very cute.

There are no clouds in the clear night sky, and the stars are like the feelings shining in the heart, which can't stop passing through the darkness, revealing the throbbing in front of the eyes.

Then he lowered his head, Kay put his face down, and softly said to the sleeping Julius: "Stupid female, I have never been so close to others, and this is the first time I feel like this..." Then he smiled Smiled, closed eyes, and kissed the other person's cheek, "You seem to have forgotten to go home, does this mean that you agree with me? Although I snatched you back, but you have my mark on your body, have you started to go home? Have you consciously become my female?"

Speaking of this, he suddenly hugged Julius tightly, and Kai showed a slightly painful expression. He lowered his eyes and said, "But what if it's my illusion? What should I do if you suddenly say you want to go home? I used to I never thought about it, but now..."

No one understands the current anxiety better than myself.

Kai became a little worried about gain and loss.

Maybe it was because he suddenly lost all his clansmen when he was a child, or because the warmth he had expected turned out to be deception, and the years of growing up where he was always working hard to survive alone made him not even have extra feelings.

However, when the stupid female in his arms blocked his eyes, he felt that he could grasp something, and the moment he was held by the female, he began to realize that his life could be different The possibility of being, unlike the lonely, painful past, is another possibility full of hope.

—Kay, live well. ——

In my memory, my father’s back is still the same tall. Because the young Kai has no mother and father to take care of him, he had to go hunting with his father in the snow-capped forest. The prey in this season is very difficult to catch, but his father is very strong and can’t be troubled by anything. He, Kai, admired his father very much since he was a child.

However, my father never laughed.

"Why doesn't father laugh?" Asking this question for the first time, the young Kai lay on his father's lap, moved his fluffy white ears, raised his head, and blinked his big silver eyes, expecting an answer.

However, the father's eyes were red, he gently touched Kai's small head, and said lightly: "Because the person who made me laugh... is no longer here."

"Is it mother and father?" Sensitive, Kay noticed his father's sadness, and asked cautiously.

Kai knew that his mother and father died after giving birth, so he didn't want to stir up his father's sadness, so he didn't mention a word. For him, life without mother and father was nothing, because children of the same age in the clan Few people have seen their parents, and Kay's impression of his parents is only in his father's eyes, which are gentle, deep, but painful.

"When Kai grows up, he will also meet someone he likes."

"A person you like? What kind of person is that?"

The father's eyes were very soft. He rubbed Kai's little head and said, "That is a very special person to you. When he is around, you will feel restless, and when he is not around, you will feel restless. You will want to hold him all the time, you will become overwhelmed by gains and losses, and even suffer from pain occasionally... However, with him, you will no longer be alone, your world will change for this, and you will be happy."

happiness?

Unfamiliar vocabulary, but inexplicably yearning.

After thinking about it, Little Kai tilted his head and asked his father, "How should I find this person?"

"You'll know when you see him," his father told him softly.

see him?

Little Kai couldn't understand, and as the past time gradually passed, his father's words gradually faded in his head.

But that day, when he had become indifferent and ruthless, he came to the central tribe with hatred and found the little female. Although he didn't want to admit it, he was stunned when the stupid female touched his fur. .

It was the first time someone approached him so unsuspectingly.

He felt as if something was controlling his body, like being struck by lightning, his whole body was a little swayed, and the original killing intent slowly dissipated.

Just because he said...you are so beautiful.

This made Kay very upset.

He didn't like this feeling, he didn't like it very much, but he couldn't help but peek at the little female every day, and he held back several times when he wanted to strike. The bone knife at the throat was also intentionally missed, only scratching the opponent's cheek.

He showed mercy.

He was furious, but he really didn't want to kill Julius.

So he found a reason to approach him, and his uncontrollable mood almost made him lose control. The smell on Julius' body let him know that Julius was the one his father said.

The one who was destined for him.

Kay finally understood the feeling his father said, but he kept struggling with distress.

That is my enemy!

The contradictory Kai didn't like his soft-heartedness, but he couldn't do anything, so he kept wandering outside the village, but he couldn't stop wanting to get closer.So time and time again, he hides in the shadows, angry at Julius for being close to others, amused at Julius' stupidity, and before he knows it, his world begins to revolve around Julius hang around.

But when he knew that Julius was going to form a partner with other orcs, he finally couldn't hold back, and furiously left his own marks on him—even scars are fine, as long as he can leave his own marks on him. mark!

Yasu was right, he just didn't want to admit his feelings, otherwise why would he not be able to resist taking him away on the Fire Dance Festival?If it's really an enemy, just kill it, why take it home?In fact, having a child is just an excuse, an excuse for me to occupy him with justification and peace of mind.

"I won't let you go," he threatened softly with his head down, "I'll use you to pay for what you owe me."

Julius in his sleep seemed to hear Kay's threatening words, his brows frowned, his ears trembled slightly, and he continued to rub against Kay uneasily, looking for a safe place and fell asleep again.

Kai rubbed his head, then carefully carried him up the tree and let him sleep in his arms. He didn't want his stupid female to feel cold, so he hugged him a little tighter.He took a long, deep breath, then lowered his head, and said softly, "Don't leave me, stupid bitch."