52 Hz: see whales in the ocean

As soon as the word "hehe" came out, the hatred value was full, Guo Shaojie was a little angry immediately, what did you say?

"Who cares? Look at your dark face, are you jealous or something?" Guo Shaojie asked provocatively.

"What are you thinking, who is jealous?" Qiao Shuo quickly denied it as if he had been hammered suddenly.

"Then you are so angry, hey, I just like Brother Xiong, what?" Seeing his nervous look, Guo Shaojie wanted to expose him more and more.

"You can't like him." With an unknown fire burning in Qiao Shuo's heart, he stared at Guo Shaojie for a long time before choking out such a sentence.

Guo Shaojie groaned, deliberately provocative: "Why not, can you control it?"

"Brother Xiong won't talk to you, don't think about it!" Qiao Shuo couldn't think of how to refute Guo Shaojie, so he could only stubbornly repeat what he said before.

"Hey, that's right, your brother Xiong won't talk to you about someone. He's a straight man, a straight man of steel, don't even think about it."

Qiao Shuo's heart sank inexplicably, and he was a little angry, but he still wanted to fight back decently: "So what? Anyway, stay away from him."

Qiao Shuo's words were beyond Guo Shaojie's expectation. Instead of being angry, he smiled—as if he had discovered some shocking secret. Does this sound like something a straight man can say?

"Why, are you his partner?" Guo Shaojie asked.

"Are you kidding?" Qiao Shuo was puzzled by Guo Shaojie's laughter, and asked back to cover up his panic.

"Then do you like him?" Guo Shaojie carefully discerned Qiao Shuo's expression.

like?What do you like?The kind of love you want to talk about?

Qiao Shuo straightened his chest as if to give him confidence, but his eyes were wandering, and he couldn't answer for a long time.

"Brother Qiao, think about it carefully. You asked me to stay away from him because you cared about your roommate and didn't want him to be disturbed." Guo Shaojie smiled slyly. "Or because you are afraid that he will talk to me?"

Guo Shaojie's last words pierced Qiao Shuo's heart fiercely, he silently followed Guo Shaojie's words, and the answer he got at the end shocked even himself.

Guo Shaojie had never seen Qiao Shuo's flustered expression before, he thought to himself, sure enough.

He took the opportunity to make up the knife: "Brother Qiao, are you gay?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Qiao Shuo seemed to be stabbed by a needle suddenly, he stood up in a jerk, and turned to leave.

"Brother Qiao, you lost your bag." Guo Shaojie patted the backpack on the ground.

Qiao Shuo turned around, without looking at Guo Shaojie with a dark face, picked up three backpacks in a hurry, turned and left in a hurry.

Guo Shaojie felt a sense of pleasure in winning a complete victory, and he shouted triumphantly to Qiao Shuo's back: "Brother Qiao, homophobia is a closet!"

Qiao Shuo felt his head was going to smoke at this moment, and he wished he could run away at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint.

He seemed to be escaping from something, he was already far away from Guo Shaojie, but he didn't stop, and went straight out of the playground.

He wanted to sit in his class seat, but when he thought of Wen Liang, he felt inexplicably embarrassed.

He was carrying the backpacks of his teammates in his hand, wandering aimlessly, and before he knew it, he walked to the ping-pong table where he and Wen Liang chatted side by side last night.

Qiao Shuo walked over in a daze, put his backpack on the table, leaned against the edge of the table, took out his phone and started searching: How can I tell if I am gay?

He frowned, looking at the answers one by one, the more he looked, the more panicked he became.

Speaking of possessiveness towards the same sex, isn't that what Guo Shaojie asked just now? Yes, he didn't want Wen Liang to talk to others.

As for whether he has that kind of impulse towards the same sex, Qiao Shuo suddenly remembered the inexplicable hotness when he "huddled together" with Wen Liang last semester, the scene when he kissed Wen Liang in his dream when he was traveling in the next county, and the scene in the bathhouse It feels like a lightning strike when Li muddleheadedly meets Wen Liang's lips...

Qiao Shuo kept flipping through the other answers, but his fingers trembled a little.

He wasn't sure what kind of answer he wanted to get, and he was so confused that he could hardly recognize the meaning of the words on the screen.

Simply crossing out the browser from the background, Qiao Shuo put the phone back into his pocket, and clasped the edge of the phone case with his fingers disobediently.

Guo Shaojie's words appeared in his ears again, as if they wanted to hit his heart directly.

"Look at your dark face, are you jealous or what?"

"Your brother Xiong won't talk to you about a partner, he is a straight man, a straight man of steel, don't even think about it."

"Is it because you care about your roommate and don't want him to be disturbed, or is it because you are afraid that he will talk to me?"

Qiao Shuo didn't want to admit it, Guo Shaojie's words seemed to be right on point.

He propped his hands back on the ping pong table, raised his head, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, but he couldn't get the matter out of his mind.

Are you gay?like men?How to do it?

Guo Shaojie said that he is also gay, Qiao Shuo thought, it seems that there is nothing strange about him, and he never noticed it before.

He suddenly remembered what Guo Shaojie said to him that time: just like some people don't like coriander by nature.

Qiao Shuo let out a long sigh of relief and smiled with relief.

It doesn't matter, if I was born with a rare liking for this coriander, it would be normal. Wen Liang is good-looking, has a good personality, can learn to play the piano, and has fragrant legs that are easy to touch...

This kind of thought made Qiao Shuo feel relieved, and it seemed that it was not so difficult to face.He quickly picked up the backpacks of his teammates and walked towards the playground.

Guo Shaojie had probably finished the morning match and was walking towards the entrance of the playground when he was bumped into by Qiao Shuo.

"Just right, come here, I have a question to ask you." Qiao Shuo dragged Guo Shaojie out of the playground.

In such a hurry, Guo Shaojie was dumbfounded.

Qiao Shuo put the three backpacks on the table tennis table, turned around and leaned against the edge of the table, and patted the place next to him to signal Guo Shaojie.

Guo Shaojie was leaning against the edge of the table like him, watching the serious expression on Qiao Shuo's face, and beating a small drum in his heart. In order to avoid Qiao Shuo's gaze, he unscrewed a bottle of mineral water to drink.

Qiao Shuo looked at him firmly, coughed twice: "It's the first time you're gay, what should you pay attention to?"

It's off the charts!Guo Shaojie immediately spit out a mouthful of water, and coughed for a long time after being choked by the water.

Qiao Shuo frowned and looked at him like a fool, Guo Shaojie wiped the water stains from the corner of his mouth and cursed: What kind of eyes are these?

The two looked at each other with contempt for a long while, and Guo Shaojie finally sorted out the messy logic.

To be able to ask such a stupid question, co-authoring the crazy rumors in the South Hospital that they are a couple is simply false, and the dog food they ate to bandage their wounds is simply entertaining themselves!

Okay, let's stop here, if the two parties know that others say that about them, they will be angry, and it may affect the relationship between roommates, how embarrassing it is.

There will be no more dog food in the future, Guo Shaojie thought gloomily, and choked Qiao Shuo.

"If you're not gay, don't force yourself to pretend to be gay. Do you understand that straight men's clothes are like thunder?"

"I'm gay, I checked." Qiao Shuo complained in his heart, what did Guo Shaojie say today?

Guo Shaojie choked on his chest in one breath: "Can I still check it? Where did I check it?"

"I searched it myself, how to judge whether I am gay, and the answers I found all matched me."

Guo Shaojie was at a loss for words for a while, regretting that he had to tease Qiao Shuo at that time, it was over, if he misled Qiao Shuo, it would be a crime.

"Come on, don't believe those who have it, let me ask you, have you ever talked to someone, have you ever liked a girl?"

"I haven't talked to anyone. There are girls who have a good relationship with me, but that's not considered liking, right?"

Guo Shaojie wanted to use this point to explain to Qiao Shuo, but he didn't expect Qiao Shuo to be so handsome and never dated, anyway, he didn't really believe it.

"Okay, then let me ask you again, are you acceptable to date a man? Have you thought about what others will think of you?" Guo Shaojie rubbed his temples worriedly.

"Yes, why not." Qiao Shuo said without hesitation, "What other people think is none of my business, and who I talk to doesn't affect others."

"Fart! Do you know what you're talking about?" Guo Shaojie glared at Qiao Shuo, persuading him earnestly, "It's not as simple as you think. If you think about it carefully, you can accept holding hands, hugging, and kissing with men. Even on board?"

Qiao Shuo rested his chin on his head and thought about it, his mind was full of warmth and coolness—he touched hands during military training, hugged Brother Xiong yesterday, touched mouths in the bathhouse, and slept with Brother Xiong last winter Woolen cloth!It is not much different from what Guo Shaojie said.

"Hey, it's not unacceptable." Qiao Shuo laughed.

Guo Shaojie looked at Qiao Shuo's not-so-intelligent appearance, and felt that he was really hopeless.

"What should you pay attention to when you are gay for the first time, right?" Guo Shaojie said bitterly, "Be careful to stay away from straight men."

Qiao Shuo wondered, "What is a straight man like?"

"Just like you, Brother Xiong." Guo Shaojie said angrily.

"Ah? How did you see that? Why did you stay away from him?" Qiao Shuo asked.

"Is it worth watching? It is said that he had a girlfriend before, and you are his roommate, don't you know?"

Qiao Shuo finally fell silent, staring at Guo Shaojie blankly.

Guo Shaojie felt that he might have spoken too aggressively just now, and he was a little sorry, so he slowed down his tone.

"Homosexuality is homosexuality, and heterosexuality is heterosexuality. It is determined at birth. It is born and cannot be changed."

Guo Shaojie felt that Qiao Shuo was a good person, and he couldn't mislead him because of his negligence, so he looked straight at him and continued with a serious tone.

"If you insist on disturbing the normal life of a straight man, the result is that you won't even be friends."

Qiao Shuo's heart sank suddenly, and he murmured, "What is...not even being friends?"

"Remember what I told you, I liked my roommate before, and after he knew about it," Guo Shaojie said, his voice lowered, and after two seconds of silence, he spread his hands and smiled wryly, "There is no more. "

Guo Shaojie suddenly felt that he was very sad, such liking could never exist in the sun, nor could it be blessed by the world, so he got used to promptly snuffing out those occasional good feelings.

But now, this handsome and cheerful brother Qiao, who he has tried so hard to test out for a long time, is obviously not gay, he is just asking questions without understanding anything.

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The author has something to say:

In other words, what does it feel like when people first realize that they may be gay?Are you shocked or will you accept it?So Tiancai's boyfriend is called Coriander (suddenly feel a little cute hahaha)?When writing this chapter, I suddenly thought of a sentence, which is the most appropriate to describe the relationship between Lao Qiao and Brother Xiong: When he was first tempted, he didn't even know what liking was.It must be this ignorant feeling like being in a fog!