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Qiao Shuo deliberately changed the address to something polite and distant, which made Lao Luo feel very uncomfortable.

"No, why do you think so?" Lao Luo quickly denied it, but was at a loss by Qiao Shuo's unpredictable eyes, and didn't even know where to start to explain.

"I have worked hard to prepare for a long time. You let me participate in this kind of game that is destined to lose miserably due to the disparity in strength. The most important thing is that you still hide it from me and prevent me from having a little psychological preparation. That's how you arranged for me of?"

Qiao Shuo thought angrily, did Lao Luo want to tell him that the most important thing was to participate?Is there any hard-working athlete who doesn't want to get a ranking worthy of himself in the competition?Lao Luo directly cut off his path.

It was as if the expectations and trust that were full of him turned out to be a joke, as if a large basin of cold water was poured from his head, drenching him completely.

"Don't think that way, Qiao Shuo, listen to me..." Lao Luo finally sorted out his thoughts during the long silence, and wanted to explain to him from the beginning.

"Forget it, Mr. Luo, what's the point?" Qiao Shuo interrupted Lao Luo again with a cold face. Retire from the team?"

Guo Shaojie and Wen Liang next to him were puzzled at first, but when they heard this, they became anxious.

"Old Qiao." Wen Liang looked at him worriedly, put his hand on Qiao Shuo's arm and squeezed it.

Guo Shaojie even bumped him with his elbow, and said anxiously: "Why? Can you let Lao Luo finish talking?"

Lao Luo felt wronged, so he raised his voice unconsciously: "Why do you say you want to quit the team again, do you know how much it hurts your feelings when you keep doing this?"

Qiao Shuo was on fire in his heart—why does it sound like his own fault?Being targeted during the game, and then learning about such a big "surprise" after the game, who can change the mentality?

He couldn't listen to any explanation or persuasion now, and the anger in his heart made him unable to sit still any longer.

"You don't hurt feelings? Do I have to be grateful to Dade? You can do it! I trust you so much!" Qiao Shuo stood up and shouted this sentence, seeing Lao Luo's stunned expression, he suddenly couldn't bear it.

The other three couldn't sit still, and they all stood up, but they didn't know what to do.

"Old Qiao, what you said is all angry." Wen Liang glanced at Lao Luo carelessly, put his hand on Qiao Shuo's shoulder and patted, "Would you like to find a place to calm down for a while?"

"Don't worry about it." Qiao Shuo looked stubborn, and shrugged his shoulders irritably to get away from the cold hand, like a hedgehog erecting its spikes all over its body, refusing to be touched by others.

Wen Liang lowered his eyes and shook his head helplessly, while Guo Shaojie at the side hesitated to speak, and the two of them stood there in embarrassment as if they were being punished.

"There's no need to ask for justice for me about the hurdle race. It's meaningless. But don't worry, I'll do my best for the rest of the race. Then I..." Qiao Shuo suddenly thought of something, and swallowed the word quitting the team that was about to blurt out , "I'll be quiet by myself."

Qiao Shuo turned and left, but he didn't know where he should go. If he was in his own campus, he could at least go back to the dormitory and shut himself in the curtains for a good sleep.

The failure, embarrassment and loneliness of myself were witnessed by those three people. One was the closest bunk roommate, the other was a friend whom he could not see up and down, and the other was his coach whom he trusted but treated him as a tool.

Qiao Shuo yelled madly in his heart, run, run away.It is no exaggeration to say that he kind of wants to live on another planet.

The field and track races on the playground were still going on, and there were people everywhere, and the staff on the track were urging irrelevant people to leave the station.

Qiao Shuo walked aimlessly on the green ground, and finally found a place where he could sit away from the crowd.

He froze for a while, and habitually fumbled for the phone from his pocket, but suddenly remembered that Wen Liang had taken care of all his things.What's even more ridiculous is that he is still wearing the South Campus Track and Field Team uniform.

Qiao Shuo tightly grasped the sleeves of the blue uniform with his fingers, feeling more and more irritable. He felt that his current state was like a puddle of mud.

All the previous negative emotions were magnified several times, and he thought of those people who said he was an airs with a playful face.

Their faces are so ugly, but his performance today is just in line with their hearts, and they can call him "putting on airs" even more brazenly in the future.

I don't know what project is awarding the award, but the audience applauded from a long distance away. It is not difficult to guess that the athletes from that campus should have won the award.

Qiao Shuo stared blankly at the three athletes on the podium, thinking that he would not participate in the sports meeting for the remaining three years of his university.

Glory and applause are always given to the winners, and those who have no ranking should stay in a corner where no one cares about them.

The blazing sunlight seemed to be able to expose all the fear and timidity to everyone's eyes. Qiao Shuo covered his face with his hands as if hiding his ears, trying to escape.

However, if you cover your eyes, you can hear the passionate music, enthusiastic cheers, and the winner's laughter more and more clearly...

These voices that did not belong to him slowly distorted and deteriorated, as if they had sharpened into bitter sarcasm and deep-seated pain.

The old memories passed through time, and he suddenly found that the doubts he had encountered seemed to never leave him.

Countless voices turned into sharp claws, scratching at his heart, telling him over and over again that "it's superficial", "useless", "nobody loves", "nobody cares"...

All the pride and self-willedness are just to cover up the fear deep in his heart, which seems to be insane, but it will be broken with one blow.

Qiao Shuo's shoulders trembled slightly.

Wen Liang sat silently at a distance of more than one meter behind Qiao Shuo. He coordinated with other members of the student union to change things temporarily, and simply sat here with Qiao Shuo.

He had just learned the details of this game from Lao Luo and Guo Shaojie, and felt that he could understand Lao Luo a little bit.

The track and field team of the South Campus had always been supported by a very strong athlete, but that athlete went to another school for the postgraduate entrance examination.Later, the recruited players were unsatisfactory, not to mention their talents, the key is that the training was too hard and no one could persevere.

Those recruited will always find various excuses to quit the team in the end, such as delaying study time, not being interested in participating, club time conflicts... What's more, they quit because their girlfriends refused to let them join the track and field team.

The current status of the track and field team in the South Campus is similar to that of the instrumental music club of the art troupe, that is, there are serious faults. Except for a few veteran players who are juniors or seniors, the rest are newcomers who lack experience, and it is not easy to train newcomers.

The hurdle competition in the school sports meeting is divided into three groups. Group A is for students majoring in physical education, Group B is for sophomores, juniors, seniors and seniors to participate, and Group C is for freshmen only.

There are only four hurdlers in the track and field team of the South Campus, and three of them are freshmen, but the quota given by the school is that only two players can participate in the freshman group.

Among the three freshman players, Qiao Shuo was the last to join the team. Although he was talented, the other two players were more stable in their normal training.

Lao Luo still hopes that everyone has a chance to play, so there must be a freshman who goes to the senior group.

According to common sense, it should be the one who performs better, but even so, it is almost impossible to compare with the senior group. How to get as many points as possible for the academy? After careful consideration, Lao Luo decided to let Qiao Shuo go to the senior group.

It would be best if Qiao Shuo ran well. If he didn't perform well, he used this opportunity to adapt to the field and improve his mental quality. In order not to make Qiao Shuo nervous, he deliberately didn't tell Qiao Shuo.

Lao Luo didn't expect that Qiao Shuo would hit a wall when he debuted in the arena, and he didn't expect that Qiao Shuo would mind so much. After reflection, he felt that he did not do it properly.

He has long seen that he wants to treat students like Qiao Shuo softly, and he can't bother Qiao Shuo anymore, so he can only ask his roommate to look after him.

At this moment, Qiao Shuo buried his head in his arms and did not move for a long time. Wen Liang was a little worried, so he moved to Qiao Shuo and sat down.

"Old Qiao, are you in a better mood?" Wen Liang patted Qiao Shuo's arm and said softly.

Qiao Shuo was recalling the long past memories, when there was no movement around him, suddenly there was an extra person, and he was so frightened that he shivered instantly.

"What! You scared me to death!" Qiao Shuo slapped Wen Liang's leg.

Before Wen Liang could react, she received a slap on her leg, dazed and aggrieved.He just wanted to defend himself, but he was stunned when he met Qiao Shuo's eyes.

Qiao Shuo looked obviously depressed, his brows were frowning, his eyes were a little red, and if you looked closely, you could find tiny drops of water hanging on his long eyelashes, and his lower eyelids flickered when exposed to light.

Wen Liang has seen Qiao Shuo's mischievous appearance, his angry stare, and his sand sculpture appearance regardless of his image... He has always been so bright and enthusiastic, Wen Liang has never seen him depressed.

Even today, when he saw Qiao Shuo leaving the three of them far away, he thought Qiao Shuo was just angry.

But now, Qiao Shuo's eyes were as dim as if it had rained.

"I told you to be quiet, why are you following me?" Qiao Shuo's face was grim, and his tone carried his usual self-willedness.

Sometimes the negative emotions in his heart are like a silent storm. Wen Liang has a deep understanding of this. When he is in a bad mood, he just wants to digest it by himself. It is only annoying when others come to comfort him. No one understands the truth.

"Old Qiao, let me sit with you, just ignore me." Wen Liang was afraid that his words would be annoying, so he hurriedly added, "You think about your business, I won't bother you with words. .”

Qiao Shuo blinked, his expression softened a little, he looked straight at Wen Liang, as if he was testing something.

Wen Liang was a little uncomfortable being watched by him, and suddenly remembered that he had said not to disturb others, and it didn't look good to see him like this.He obediently looked away, moved a distance from Qiao Shuo, and sat side by side facing the same direction.

Qiao Shuo noticed Wen Liang's cautious movements.In an instant, some unknown emotion in his heart broke through the embankment like a torrent, surging out, and he clenched his hands into fists unconsciously.

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The author has something to say:

Pay attention to Wen Liang's "You're talking angry words", it seems that he didn't intend to give Lao Luo a look, but in fact he deliberately said it to Lao Luo, because he was afraid that the relationship between Lao Qiao and the coach would become tense.Wen Liang is actually very smart and has a high EQ. After all, he was also a very good person since he was a child.Wen Liang and Qiao Shuo's grades were not written too specifically, they were all mentioned in one stroke, but both of them later became academic masters who received scholarships (cough cough, is this a spoiler or not?).This chapter hints at the setbacks that Lao Qiao encountered when he was a child. Guess why?