My beta is horrible

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After she got pregnant, Jiang Wan was very lethargic.

As soon as I got home from get off work, as soon as my butt/butt stuck to the sofa, I started pecking at the rice.

Du Hengxuan didn't let him cook anymore, so he invited a special cook.

Jiang Wan listened to the sound of chopping vegetables in the kitchen, like a lullaby.

He took out his mobile phone, checked the time, opened WeChat, and found Mr. Li.

Mr. Li is now living abroad with his son all year round, worried about Jiang Wan, so he specially asked his son to apply for a WeChat account for easy contact.Although you can also make phone calls, but the cost of calling is expensive and you can't see anyone. After all, you don't feel at ease.

"Old man, are you done with your morning exercises?" Jiang Wan looked at the video. Old man Li was dressed in Tai Chi clothes, and he still looked like a fairy, very energetic.

"I've just finished work, now I'm going home from the square. At this point, it's time for you and Xiao Du to have dinner?" Mr. Li asked.

"Xiao Du, Xiao Du has an emergency meeting to hold today, and he worked overtime for a while, but he will be home soon. Anyway, I'm not hungry, so I'll have dinner with him when he comes back."

"Yeah." Mr. Li nodded, "When your grandpa Chen was pregnant with his eldest son, he always said that he was not hungry. I just spoiled him too much, and I didn't have the heart to force him to eat more. What happened in the end? Malnourished, yellow-skinned and skinny like a refugee. So if you are not hungry, eat more, you have two in your belly."

Jiang Wan pinched her face, "Look, I haven't eaten enough, have I? My face seems to have grown a whole circle."

As soon as Du Hengxuan entered the door, he heard Jiang Wan's last words, so he yelled from a long distance, "What's the matter when I grow up? I love you more when I grow up."

Jiang Wan turned her head and stared wide-eyed, "It's really big?"

"It's still as beautiful and cute as before." Du Hengxuan walked behind the sofa, hugged Jiang Wan, rubbed his face against Jiang Wan's head, and leaned closer to the camera. "Hey, old man, the weather is nice there. I haven't seen you for two days, and you're looking strong again."

"My old goblin, me? Reverse growth, the more you live, the tougher you are." Mr. Li is still not used to Du Hengxuan's nonsense, and feels that he is out of shape. "That's all right, let's go eat quickly, you work hard all day, pay more attention to rest. Also, remember to let Wan Wazi eat more, there are two in your belly."

"Okay, I'll supervise him. If he doesn't obey, I'll report you." Du Hengxuan said.

After hanging up the video, Du Hengxuan tilted his head and smacked Jiang Wan's face. "The old man really cares about you, and he really treats you like his grandson."

Jiang Wan smiled. "Well, so many supplements have been sent back from abroad. And my parents came over yesterday and brought a lot of supplements for the body. I can't eat it with two mouths."

Jiang Wan was pregnant, and it felt like she had become a key object of care.

Sue brings the baby over every weekend to entertain him.His children are more than three years old, very lively, but they don't run around. He knows that his father's legs and feet are not convenient, so he only moves within Sui's sight range, and he is very sensible.

Lian Cheng also made an appointment in advance to be a godfather.Du Hengxuan said, Lian Er, you are not a godfather for nothing, and you have to stand up when it's time to stand up.Lian Cheng patted the table on the spot and said, not only Zhi Leng, but Su Po and I have already planned the inheritance, half for my brother's children and half for Jiang Wan's two children.

After eating, Jiang Wan leaned on Du Hengxuan, touched his stomach, and sighed.

Du Hengxuan raised his eyebrows, and surrounded Jiang Wan, "Why are you sighing?"

"Is the child in my womb more important than me?" Jiang Wan knew that her thinking was wrong. Everyone cared about the two babies in his womb, so he should be grateful.But he is emotionally sensitive during pregnancy, and he can't control it himself.

"Children are important, but they must be ranked first. Daughter-in-law, you are number one, and you are number one compared to anyone else." Du Hengxuan gently patted Jiang Wan's hand.

To put it in an unlucky way, if the child is gone, you can still have it again, but if Jiang Wan is gone, it is really gone.Jiang Wan is the only one, it cannot be regenerated, and if it is gone, it will be gone.Du Hengxuan was very clear in his heart.

Jiang Wan felt at ease after hearing Du Hengxuan's words.Others don't care who is important, but he ranks first here with Du Hengxuan.He has never won the first few times since he was a child.Especially this number one is extremely precious.

Jiang Wan's due date was two weeks ahead of schedule, and her amniotic fluid broke unexpectedly.

When Du Hengxuan arrived at the hospital, Jiang Wan had already been pushed into the delivery room.

His heart was pounding, and he walked around outside the delivery room, always feeling uneasy.

Jiang Wan is in good health, and all kinds of checkups are fine. It stands to reason that he has no reason to panic, but he always feels that his heart is in a state of confusion, hanging in the middle, and he has no foundation.

The door of the operating room was opened, and a nurse hurried out. "Is Jiang Wan's family here?"

"I'm his lover." Du Hengxuan was in a daze, and rushed forward and asked, "What's wrong with Jiang Wan?"

"Bleeding heavily, keep the big one or keep the small one?"

Du Hengxuan's brain exploded, and before he had time to react, he blurted out, "Bao Da, Bao Da!"

"You sign it." The nurse handed the form to Du Hengxuan.

Du Hengxuan's hands were shaking, and he signed his name like a year. For the first time, he felt that his name was so complicated.

The nurse took back the list and turned to walk into the operating room.

"Keep it safe! Be sure to keep it safe!" Du Hengxuan emphasized to the nurse's back.

He felt that his soul was not his own anymore, and his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys kept trembling.

I don't know how long it has been.The door of the operating room was pushed open, and a doctor came out.

"Unfortunately, the child was not kept."

Although he had been vaccinated and Du Hengxuan was mentally prepared, when he heard the news, he still felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

This is the crystallization of his and Jiang Wan's love, neither has seen the sunshine of this world, nor breathed the air of this world.Du Hengxuan felt sore and nodded, "I know, I chose Baoda."

"The adults didn't keep it either."

Du Hengxuan immediately stayed where he was, completely dumbfounded.

The adults didn't keep it either.

What does it mean?

Jiang Wan... didn't they all talk about Bao Da?

Du Hengxuan felt that he had stopped breathing. "What did you say?"

"It's a pity that your lover didn't make it through."

Didn't make it through?

Du Hengxuan felt that his brain reacted a lot slower, and he thought for a long time before he could react.

But when he really reacted, his world collapsed at an extremely fast speed, and quickly turned into a barren place, as if it was destroyed and could never wait to be rebuilt.

Du Hengxuan didn't feel sad, to be precise, at this moment, he seemed to suddenly lose all emotion, he couldn't even feel himself.

In the past, when Jiang Wan left, he would take his heart with him.

Now that Jiang Wan is leaving, not only his heart, but also his soul, his person, and his whole world are taken away.

Only the wounds that can no longer be stitched up and the winter that cannot be endured are left.

Jiang Wan died.

Du Hengxuan's heart also died.

"Wan Wazi is dead!" Mr. Li rushed up and patted Du Hengxuan's arm.

Mr. Li...

wrong!Mr. Li never returned home!

Du Hengxuan opened his eyes suddenly and found that Jiang Wan was patting his arm.

Regardless of the cold sweat all over his body, Du Heng turned over and sat up suddenly, his heartbeat was still very strong. "What happened to my daughter-in-law?!"

"I think I'm about to give birth." Jiang Wan propped herself up to get up.

Du Hengxuan didn't even have time to be dazed, so he jumped out of bed and went to help Jiangwan.

Just like in the dream, the due date was really brought forward.

Thinking of this, Du Hengxuan felt uneasy.

Jiang Wan was lying on the stretcher, her head was covered with sweat, her lips were white from biting, and she looked in pain.Du Hengxuan held his hand, his heart was not settled.

He regretted it, he didn't want any children anymore.If Jiang Wan wanted a child, he should have refused to agree to it.He really didn't want Jiang Wan to take such a big risk.

"Okay, the family members will wait outside."

Jiang Wan let go of Du Hengxuan's hand and took one last look at him.Why is Du Hengxuan's eyes so lonely and reluctant, Jiang Wan's heart twitched, feeling inexplicably distressed. "don’t worry."

"Wan Wan." Du Hengxuan hesitated to speak, gritted his teeth, and almost cried.

Jiang Wan smiled, "Du Hengxuan, I love you."

The door of the operating room was closed, and Du Hengxuan squatted by the door, not even knowing when Lin Chen and Du Kun came.

He thought of the dream just now, and he was still afraid.If Jiang Wan is really gone, he probably has no intention of living anymore.

When Jiang Wan died, he died for love.

After Du Hengxuan thought about it, his heart suddenly calmed down.

From now on, he and Jiang Wan can't live or die.Be it life or death, you have to go all the way.Jiang Wan was afraid of the dark, and would be scared alone, so he accompanied him.

I don't know how long it took before the door was opened, and Du Hengxuan stood up suddenly, his eyes were bloodshot, and the nurse was shocked.

"How about it?"

"Congratulations, one son and one daughter."

"I mean my lord!"

"My lord? My lord is fine, just a little weak, and the family members can go see it later."

At this moment, Du Hengxuan was pulled out of all his strength, and he couldn't tell whether it was because of joy or relaxation.He squatted down, buried his head, and even started to cry.

Very unmanly, very unalpha.

But what does it matter?It's okay to lose face, as long as Jiang Wan is fine, anything is fine.

When the nurse sent the two babies out, Du Hengxuan didn't even have time to take a look, so he rushed to pick up Jiang Wan.

Du Kun and Lin Chen looked at their grandchildren. "This is cuter than when Du Hengxuan was born."

Du Kun smiled, "I didn't notice, I was only thinking about you at the time, and I really didn't pay attention to what Du Hengxuan looked like when he was born."

Jiang Wan lay on the bed, feeling that having a baby really took a lot of effort.She worked hard to give birth, and had to coax Du Hengxuan after giving birth.

He patted Du Hengxuan's head once and for all, "It's okay, baby, I'm really fine, why are you still crying?"

Jiang Wan had never seen Du Hengxuan cry before.Even on the day the two reunited, he was so excited that he didn't cry, but now his eyes are red.He didn't make a sound, but tears welled up in the corners of his eyes.

"Do you love me?" Jiang Wan asked.The pulp of his fingers caressed the corner of Du Hengxuan's eyes.

Du Hengxuan wiped his eyes uselessly, "My heart hurts, it hurts so much that I will die, and I will never give birth again."

Heartache is really heartache, the moment Du Hengxuan saw the real Jiang Wan, his heart really went back to his stomach.

"I kept scolding you when I was born, and I thought I would beat you up when the baby was over." Jiang Wan smiled, "But when the baby was born, at that moment, I missed you so much. .”

Du Hengxuan raised his head and touched Jiang Wan's pale face with his hands, his heart tightened with distress.With complicated emotions, his voice was so choked that he couldn't speak.

Jiang Wan rubbed her face against Du Hengxuan's palm.Du Hengxuan's palm was as wide and warm as usual, "I'm a little tired and can't kiss you, can you kiss me?"

Du Hengxuan kissed Jiang Wan's face and mouth several times, but he couldn't bear to move his mouth away. "I love you, Jiang Wan, I love you very much, more than you think."

Jiang Wan laughed, "I know, because Xinghe hasn't fallen yet. I love you too, Du Hengxuan. I love you very much, and I love you more than you think."

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The author has something to say:

It's over, this time it's really over my friends.I sincerely thank my little friends who accompanied me all the way, I love you!In fact, when the main text is over, I feel that this book is over, so I am very lazy in writing the episode, thanks to your persistent urging and urging me...

The next book is already in planning.But I write novels because I want to read them myself, so it’s more casual hahaha.

In the end, I still want to thank you again, but I never thought I would write so many words.It's been so long that I feel like I have feelings, it's true!Absolutely definitely not polite words!Really appreciate your company!Dear readers and friends, you must also be happy!

感谢在2022-05-1315：44：07～2022-05-2200：16：40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of sllos; 11 bottles of zrjane; 4 bottles of Chujian; 1 bottle of Jinbo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!