My beta is horrible

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Du Hengxuan got up early the next day, and couldn't sleep well last night.Have been having nightmares.

It was still early, and Du Hengxuan was fidgeting restlessly while pinching the time.I went downstairs at seven o'clock.

The chef at home had packed breakfast, and Du Hengxuan picked it up and left.

Before 07:30, Du Hengxuan drove the car to the gate of Jiangwan community.

After getting off the bus, Du Hengxuan went straight to the second floor of the second unit.He was flustered all the way, and he couldn't tell what it was like, it wasn't a good feeling anyway.

Du Hengxuan hadn't come to Jiang Wan's house for several days. Both of them stayed at the hotel at night. The young man was full of anger, erm, err, afraid of affecting the neighbors.

Du Hengxuan took out the key to open the door, and panicked as soon as he opened the door.

All items are covered with dust film.

Du Hengxuan was in a mess. He didn't even bother to change his shoes. He raised his legs and rushed towards the bedroom. As soon as he opened the door, the bed was covered with a dust-proof plastic film.

What about Jiang Wan?What about Jiang Wan!What about his Jiang Wan!

Du Hengxuan was dumbfounded.Staying in the room, it took a long time to react. He took out his phone in a panic, and the hands that pressed the keys were trembling involuntarily.He dialed the number over and over again, and all he heard was that the user you dialed had turned off the phone.

He brushed his hair and sat down on the bed, bewildered like an abandoned child.

In the blink of an eye, he saw a piece of white paper in front of the desk.

Du Hengxuan grabbed it, it was letter paper, Jiang Wan's handwriting.

Du Hengxuan:

I am leaving.

When you read this letter, I have decided to break up with you.

I hesitated for a long time, but it really wasn't suitable between us.

I have done so many times with you, and I finally found out that I am not suitable to be an Alpha's Beta, I don't like being pushed on/below.I think a female Beta or Omega is more suitable for me.I want to be a man, a protector, not a conquered.

I don’t want to go to the capital either. I have a school and a major I want to study more. I don’t want to give up what I want to do for you. I don’t think it’s worth it.

Sorry to tell you this now.In fact, I have already been thinking about these things, but seeing you so happy alone, I can't bear it after all, so I forced a smile on my face and accompanied you to play this first love scene.

In fact, I wanted to play with you until the beginning of school, but it was quite annoying, because you have a bad personality and rude words, but you just have a rich father, I really can't stand you.

I am also very tired after procrastinating for so long, really tired.Don't look for me anymore, I really, really don't want to see you again.

I'm really sorry for not loving you anymore.You don't have to forgive me, but I hope you can forget me.I hope you can live happily, this is my only wish.

——Jiang Wan

Du Hengxuan's hands trembled uncontrollably, and big tears fell down, blurring the ink on the letterhead. He hadn't cried for many years.Feeling wronged like a child now.

His teeth were biting down on his lip, bleeding out.

He sat at Jiang Wan's house all day, motionless, from sunrise to sunset.

He couldn't understand why Jiang Wan broke up with him suddenly and ran away far away.The two of them obviously have no obstacles, the marriage is divorced, and my mother agrees, and the home in the capital is also ready, obviously they hugged and kissed yesterday.how……

Everything was so sudden that it seemed unreasonable, but Du Hengxuan couldn't figure it out.

Maybe it's just that I'm too bad.Selfishness, domineering, and self-willedness caused Jiang Wan to suffer so much.That's why Jiang Wan gradually disliked herself, didn't she...

Finally, when it was dark, Du Hengxuan stood up.He glanced at the home.

The two of them slept on the bed in the bedroom, Fu Jiang Wan took a shower in the bathroom, the two of them baked in the sun on the sofa in the living room, and Jiang Wan made his favorite winter melon ball soup for him on the stove in the kitchen .

……

Everywhere is a memory.Du Hengxuan recalled every detail of his relationship with Jiang Wan, and the more he recalled, the more he realized how good Jiang Wan was.

The whole room smelled of Jiang Wan.

He walked out as if fleeing, and the door creaked shut like a heavy sigh.

At around ten o'clock in the evening, Jiang Wan got off the train.His face, which was already pale, looked a little creepy because of the lack of light in his eyes.

He found a small hotel near the train station, 60 yuan a night, very cheap.It costs more than 6000 yuan for Du Hengxuan to stay in a hotel for one night, so he can stay in this small hotel for three or four months.

What a bargain.

But what's the use of cost-effectiveness, someone as noble as Du Hengxuan wouldn't live here.

But if Du Hengxuan was really here, Jiang Wan would not be willing to let him live in this crappy place and suffer.He should give him a clean and safe place to live in even if he sells everything.It doesn't matter what I say, as long as I can sleep.

Jiang Wan walked through the dark and narrow passage, and was startled when she saw the mouse sprinting past.He walked into the small room, put his luggage on the ground, and locked the door with a sense of security.

He took the bread out of his backpack and took two bites, the taste was like chewing wax.I took two sips of mineral water before swallowing it.

When he set off in the morning, he met Shen Jiu.Rather than meeting him, it would be better to say that Shen Jiu was waiting for him.After all, no one would come for a walk at the gate of other people's community at six o'clock in the morning.

"Where are you going, Jiang Wan?" Shen Jiu leaned against the wall, the same as when he was squatting on him before.

Jiang Wan didn't sleep all night, his eyes were swollen, he stopped and reached out to rub his eyes. "go to school."

"The admission notice hasn't arrived yet, has it?"

"No, but I'll go to that school in that class and get in steadily." Jiang Wan laughed jokingly, there was no smile in her eyes, they were all tired.

"Then you don't have to go so early? What are you running for?"

"Shen Jiu, this is my private matter. I have to go, I won't be able to catch the train when I'm late." Jiang Wan was leaving with her luggage.

"Jiang Wan, I like you for a long time, longer than Du Hengxuan. Do you want to try with me? Don't you think we are the same kind of people? I can't live a good life, stay with me ,I will not leave you."

"I'm sorry I have a boyfriend, I can't do cheating. And what about the same kind of people? What's the good of hugging for warmth? Shen Jiu, you should find someone who can illuminate you, but I can't."

"What's so good about Du Hengxuan?"

"It's terrible." Jiang Wan laughed and walked forward.He lied, and his letter was full of lies, except for the last sentence.

He actually didn't want Du Hengxuan to forget him, so he had done so many things with him in seven days, and he wanted Du Hengxuan to remember him for a longer time, a little longer.

He is really bad.

But it was true that he hoped that Du Hengxuan would be happy, and that was the only truth in that letter.

Jiang Wan sat on the bed and ate two bites of bread before losing his appetite.

The sound insulation effect of the wall is not very good. I don't know whether it is above or below, or from the left and right, but there is a creaking sound from the bed, mixed with that strange sound.

Jiang Wan wasn't interested in listening to that kind of corner.

He turned on the TV with the remote control and turned up the volume. It happened to be an interview with Du Qiuchi on the TV.

Du Qiuchi sat in the glamorous studio, talking about his career plan calmly and confidently.

Jiang Wan felt that Du Hengxuan was the same person as his brother, and was suitable for such a bright light, but he was in harmony with this small shabby house.

Jiang Wan laughed at herself, got up and opened the dirty window.

The hotel is in a small alley, and the windows are very small. Once you open it, the fresh air of Spring City will come oncoming.Jiang Wan looked up and could see a small piece of sky.

Du Hengxuan was right.On the plateau at an altitude of more than 2000 meters, the stars are so beautiful that they cover the entire sky.

Twinkle like gems.He and Du Hengxuan made an appointment to come to Dian City to watch the stars together.

Now it was Jiang Wan who was alone, nestling in the dark little hotel and looking at the stars in this corner.A pathetic little piece, like a stolen perspective.

Looking at the night sky, Jiang Wan realized that he was thinking about Du Hengxuan like crazy at this moment.

After sitting on the train for so long, he finally came to Dian City.But Jiang Wan suddenly felt very sad now, he always thought that there should be two people standing here.

He burst into tears like rain, sobbing choked up.

He finally understood that he didn't really want to see the stars, all he wanted was to see the stars with Du Hengxuan.

Four years later……

In the Tsinghua University in the capital, Du Hengxuan, who is about to graduate, came out of the classroom with his textbooks in his arms.

His face is stern, his figure is slender, and he is more composed, making him more eye-catching than four years ago.

As soon as he came out, he was cut off by a golden retriever.

"Du Gou, why are you going? You're smiling profanely." Lian Cheng put his arms around Du Hengxuan's neck.

"I didn't go there for no reason, why are you here again? You didn't go home after graduation, why did you run to my place? Wouldn't your Su Po be jealous?" Du Hengxuan hit Lian Cheng's chest with his hand abductor, as if In the past, I had a lot of sense and didn't use much force.

"I'll come and see your junior brother." Lian Cheng raised his eyebrows and smiled very sternly.

"What junior?" Du Hengxuan froze for a moment.

Lian Cheng winked, "That's it, that one!"

"Which one?" Du Hengxuan didn't know why.

"It's the one called Chen Che, freshman, you mentioned it several times. Be honest, do you have any ideas?" Lian Cheng choked his throat, forcing Du Hengxuan to admit it.

"What's the matter? What's the matter if I say a few more words about his excellence?" Du Hengxuan found Lian Cheng's logic moving.

"It's nothing, but besides Jiang, cough, anyway, you haven't mentioned many people, so I think this junior brother is very abnormal." Lian Cheng has Lian Cheng's logic, and he used it quite well.

It's been almost four years, and Lian Cheng feels that Du Hengxuan should have forgotten about Jiang Wan.

During the days when he was just dumped, Du Hengxuan was so depressed that he was almost inhuman.He didn't mention Jiang Wan at all, and no one else was allowed to mention it, and he got angry with whoever mentioned it.

Later, later on, it got better and became more and more like a person.When you speak and do things properly, you will also consider other people's feelings.become more and more reliable.

How should I put it, it seems that a drowning person has become a person with excellent water skills.

But no matter what, Lian Cheng still hopes that someone can walk into Du Hengxuan's heart again and warm his lonely bastard heart again.

The two were fighting all the way, just like in high school, which attracted the attention of many people.

"Brother, are you done with get out of class?" A child suddenly stopped Du Hengxuan.

Du Hengxuan and Lian Cheng turned their heads together.

Lian Cheng squinted his eyes and saw a child walking towards him from a distance.

This child is not too tall, with small bones, delicate features, and very juicy, like the juicy wild rice in the south of the Yangtze River, and his smile is very cute. "Who is this?"

"This is the junior you miss so much." Du Hengxuan lowered his voice.

oh!So this is Chen Che!Lian Cheng suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

Before seeing Chen Che, Lian Cheng was still worried, afraid that Du Hengxuan would find a substitute the next night.

Looking at it now, it doesn't look like Jiang Wan at all.This height, this face, and Jiang Wan are too different.But it's true, it's really hard to find a substitute for Jiang Wan, who can replace someone with that look?Although this Chen Che is already very top-notch.

"I think this kid is okay. He's soft and sweet, and well-behaved. It's good to keep at home." Lian Cheng nodded in satisfaction.

Du Hengxuan gave Lian Cheng a blank look: "Lian Er, can you stop messing around, you pick cabbage, right? Even if I like someone, they may not like me, okay?"

Lian Cheng poked Du Hengxuan with his finger angrily: "Be more confident! Can you be more confident? Where did your former fanciful self-confidence go? Look at your face, your figure, and your IQ. What a blast! How fucking attractive! One in a million! And based on my years of love experience, this kid is definitely interesting to you."

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There should be about five or six chapters left, yeah yeah yeah!I finally have to work overtime to finish writing!