My beta is horrible

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Jiang Wan lay on the balcony, softly humming an out-of-key tune.His mother sang this song to him when he was a child, and he would hum it when he was happy.

If you can't adjust it, just have fun.

Life is always full of ups and downs, sometimes happy and miserable, this life is more exciting than riding a roller coaster.He felt that he had cultivated a heart of steel between great sorrow and great joy.

He can't be considered gentle, let alone Du Hengxuan's temperament. It would be fine if they had an Alpha or Beta in the future, but if they had an Omega, it would definitely be a steel rose.

Just thinking about it gives me a headache.

The phone rang, and Jiang Wan guessed that Du Hengxuan had arrived home.Looking at the screen, hey, as expected.

"Hello? Are you home?" Jiang Wan raised the corners of her mouth as soon as she answered the phone, and happiness sneaked out of her eyes.

Du Hengxuan's grinning voice came from the receiver: "Here we are, let me tell you that I'm safe. By the way, I'll tell you that I miss you."

Jiang Wan can imagine Du Hengxuan's hippie smiling face through the mobile phone, he is not serious.

"Ah...really? I seem to miss you too, just a little bit." Jiang Wan was a little embarrassed, rubbing her fingers nervously when she said she missed you.

"Hey, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning to pick you up for work. You've had some wine today and you sleep a little longer tomorrow morning. I'll bring you breakfast. Oh, by the way, you can fill out the application form for the college entrance examination tomorrow, right? Don't forget, I will Remind you again. Remember to turn on the air conditioner when you sleep, it’s too hot today, so of course you can’t turn it on too low, it’s easy to catch cold..."

Du Hengxuan babbled, taking care of the housewife better than the housekeeper.The point is that he was still standing on the balcony and making a phone call. He didn't even know that Lin Chen was down there, so he heard it clearly.She was forced to experience the feeling of first love again.

Lin Chen really didn't expect her son to be like this when he fell in love.It was exactly the same as Du Kun chasing her back then.It doesn't look like a thing on the outside, but it is gentle and considerate behind the scenes.The two faces switch randomly, seamlessly.

Both thought that the couple had been hardened and unreasonable by the business world, but in fact, tenderness was only left to each other, not even the son.

Lin Chen watched Du Kun approaching, still smiling like the idiot he was 20 years ago.Her heart moved, and she quickly "coughed" twice.

Du Hengxuan immediately received Lin Chen's signal, and he lowered his voice, "Daughter-in-law, rest early, see you tomorrow morning, love you love you."

Jiang Wan hung up the phone, looked at the two boys leaning together on the screen, smiling silly, and laughed too.

He looked up at the sky and remembered the appointment with Du Hengxuan to see the stars.

The bell rang again, and Jiang Wan answered it with a swipe of her hand. "What's the matter? Is there something else I haven't explained clearly?"

The tone of his mouth was disgusting, but his heart was flattered.

"Jiang Wan." The voice was soft, as if rolling twice on the meadow.

The voice sounded familiar, but it wasn't Du Hengxuan.

Jiang Wan just glanced at the screen, it was a string of unfamiliar numbers.He was taken aback, reacted for a moment, and asked uncertainly: "Mu Jin?"

"it's me."

Jiang Wan's vigilance immediately came up.

He has a psychological shadow on Mu Jin.Holding someone else's hand and slashing his own face, it's still such a long and deep cut, this is really abnormal, crazy to the point of perversion.

"I don't know what you want from me, but no matter what it is, I don't intend to listen."

Jiang Wan knew that she was no more thoughtful than others. To be precise, her emotional intelligence was not outstanding at all, and she was not outstanding at all. If she listened to others too much, she would be easily tricked.

He wanted to hang up the phone, but he heard a voice from the opposite side, "I'm opposite Du Hengxuan's house."

Jiang Wan didn't understand, "What do you mean?"

Du Hengxuan went in from the balcony, and Mu Jin put away the binoculars. "I begged my dad to buy this house. I want to be closer to Du Hengxuan, so I often watch him secretly here. He called you just now, right?"

At that time, Du Hengxuan smiled like a sunflower, which really made people unhappy.

Jiang Wan gasped: "Your hobby is so bad that it makes people despair. Mu Jin, you are too perverted."

"It's not that I'm a pervert. If you love but can't, you will do the same."

Jiang Wan thought about it, and felt that she would not be so perverted after all.

"What exactly do you want?" Jiang Wan regretted it as soon as she asked, tsk, don't you want to be led by the nose when you speak, wow!

"I'm on the roof. This small building has three floors, about 12 meters. I look down now, and the bottom is a hard pavement." Mu Jin looked down, and it wasn't too high, but if his head was on the ground, he would still die.

Jiang Wan understood Mu Jin's meaning after a short reaction, his heart tightened, and he exclaimed, "Mu Jin, are you crazy?"

"I've been crazy for a long time, but now I'm more awake than ever. Jiang Wan, if you don't come before ten o'clock, I will jump off the roof."

"Do you think I'll be kind enough to care about your life?" Jiang Wan's heart was pounding, thinking of his father's appearance, and his mother's appearance in his mind, they were all pale and bloodless bodies.He shivered.

"Don't call anyone, if you're not the only one here, I'll jump right in front of you."

After speaking, the phone was hung up, and Jiang Wan called again, but no one answered.

Jiang Wan ran out without thinking much.He couldn't bear that heart.

No matter how bad Mu Jin is, he is still a real person.And no matter whether Du Hengxuan likes Mu Jin or not, he is the one who takes Du Hengxuan as his own. If there is no appearance of himself, maybe the two of them will get married.

Jiang Wan knew where Du Hengxuan's house was, it was a rich area in Jincheng.Jiang Wan took a taxi, all the way in her mind was the day in the ward.

At that time Jiang Wan rescued Mu Jin, Mu Jin's eyes were red and his voice was choked up, "Jiang Wan, I'm sorry, you were injured because of me. I'm really sorry."

Jiang Wan believed that Mu Jin was sincere at that time.Red eye circles can be deceiving, choked crying can be deceiving, but slightly trembling hands can't.He thinks that Mu Jin is not a thoroughly bad person, Mu Jin just loves too paranoid.

It's just that everything seems to be a world away.

He didn't want Mu Jin to die, but he didn't want to be separated from Du Hengxuan even more.

He has nothing left, and he also wants to catch the last ray of light in the abyss.He couldn't, and he didn't want to let go.

The gate of the empty house was opened, Jiang Wan turned on the recording and walked in.

"Jiang Wan, I knew you would come."

Jiang Wan looked up and saw Mu Jin smiling at him standing on the rooftop.Like a bony bird.

"There is an elevator on the right hand side of the door, you can go up by pressing the fourth floor."

Jiang Wan didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, he couldn't say thank you for the reminder, could he?This is strange no matter how you think about it.

It's not that Jiang Wan didn't want to call Du Hengxuan, or report to the police, but he didn't dare. He felt that Mu Jin was really crazy, and Mu Jin was capable of jumping off a building.

Jiang Wan couldn't understand.He felt that living was really tiring, but he still lived so desperately.But why would someone trample on their own life so casually.

Jiang Wan walked into the house. There was no furniture in it. It seemed that no one lived there. It was just used as a watchtower.Unexpectedly, rich people can be so inhumane, Jiang Wan felt that she was just a poor ass, and couldn't understand the thoughts of rich people at all.

All his pain comes from not having money, and he doesn't know why rich people also suffer.

Jiang Wan made sure the recording was on again before getting out of the elevator.

He made up his mind, no matter what, he would never let go of Du Hengxuan.To be a man is not to be a Bodhisattva, and he can't cultivate a heart of a Bodhisattva in 18 years. If he wants to be selfish, he only wants a Du Hengxuan.

When Mu Jin heard the sound, she turned her head, and the white gauze on her face was particularly conspicuous at night, like a huge scar. "Don't come over, just stand there."

Jiang Wan stopped and didn't go any further. "Mu Jin, no one is worth your death."

"Du Hengxuan is worth it. I'm really willing to die for him. I love him not for more than ten days, but for more than ten years. Do you understand the concept of more than ten years? Jiang Wan, how long have you been with him?"

"So you called to threaten me to let me go, right?" Jiang Wan knew it well, but he couldn't bear it.

In the final analysis, Jiang Wan is still too pure and kind.

Mu Jin laughed softly, without going around in circles, nodded: "Well, that's right."

He was standing on the edge of the roof, very thin, and the evening wind blew, and his loose clothes were blown up.It's heart-wrenching to watch, as if it's about to fall.

"But what if I don't want to? Have you ever thought about it, what if I hate you? If I want you to die, if I don't want to let go of Du Hengxuan even if I die?" Jiang Wan clenched her fists.

"It doesn't matter, Jiang Wan, it really doesn't matter. I don't care if you want me dead or not. But have you ever thought about Du Hengxuan?"

Mu Jin kept laughing, but Jiang Wan felt creepy when he saw him laughing.The days in June make people sweat coldly.

Jiang Wan felt a little uneasy in her heart, and her fingers hurt. "What do you mean?"

"Don't you think you are the lone star of the evil spirit? Ke killed your father, killed your mother, caused Liancheng to be chased by a pervert, Du Hengxuan was hospitalized for you, beaten for you, and slapped by his father. Jiang In the evening, the people close to you didn't end well, and I was also hurt by you. You are a disaster star, aren't you afraid that one day you will kill Du Hengxuan?"

"Shut up!" Jiang Wan trembled slightly, the words hit her sore spot.

Back then when his father fell into the river and died, some people would gossip behind his back, saying that his mother Kefu, or that Jiang Wan beat his father.It was originally a gossip at home, but it was publicized by ignorant children at school after hearing it.

When Jiang Wan was ten years old, she experienced being isolated and bullied for the first time.He can block people in alleys and beat people until they dare not fight back, but what's the use?Subconsciously, he also doubted what to do if his father was really killed by him.

Later, his mother had a car accident, and he even believed that he was responsible for all of this.

He hadn't told anyone these things, but he was more afraid than anyone else that it was true.Fear is self-defeating.

Jiang Wan was so sad that she was about to die, her fingertips were cold, her nails dug deep into her palm, but her mouth was trying to be brave: "Mu Jin, don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm not talking nonsense. Jiang Wan, which sentence do you say I made up, and which sentence is not true?"

Jiang Wan felt bitingly cold all over.From the tip of the hand to the heart. "Mu Jin, jump if you want to, I won't stop you. I don't have the heart of a virgin as you think."

Jiang Wan's voice trembled.

"Ah, yes, I'll dance. But don't regret it if I dance." Mu Jin looked at Jiang Wan's face, which was illuminated by the white light. Angry look.

Mu Jin watched, very enjoyable.

"I have no regrets. Let me tell you, my heart is much harder than you think. How can you, a person who easily abuses himself, be worthy of those who are desperate to live? So if you die, you die. I won't try to persuade you again. I shouldn't be here tonight."

Jiang Wan's body was stiff, her eyes were red, she looked like a puppy who fell off a cliff, she was extremely lonely and helpless, and she couldn't grab a straw to save her life.

"And even if I conquer people, I am the lone star of the gods, and Du Hengxuan's life is hard. I will live with him well after you die, and live happily ever after!" Jiang Wan said cruel and hurtful words, but her face was A sad expression.

Mu Jin snorted, knowing that Jiang Wan's inner confidence was collapsing, no matter how hard his tone was, it was only on the surface. "I jumped from here and fell to pieces opposite his house. Tell me, how would Du Hengxuan feel?"

Jiang Wan bit her lip, her face pale.From anger to sadness.

"If I jump from here, I won't fall to pieces. It should be just right for me to be horrified. Let someone send it to Du Hengxuan. What expression will he have?"

Mu Jin stepped out with one foot.

Jiang Wan didn't move at all, her body trembled slightly, her heart hurt so badly that even breathing was painful.

"From now on, every time he sees you, every time he makes out with you, he will think of me who died because of you. He will live in the shadows and feel guilty for me all his life. He will never forget me all his life. I didn’t get him before I was alive, but after I died, I remembered my whole life. Thinking about it this way, I didn’t lose anything.”

Jiang Wan shivered uncontrollably, cold sweat covered the tip of her nose and forehead.

It was precisely because Jiang Wan also knew Du Hengxuan that he knew that Du Hengxuan would do this, and he really would.

Du Hengxuan looks more cold-blooded than anyone else, but he is more affectionate than anyone else.Mu Jinba has been sympathetic to him for more than ten years, without love there is also friendship, even family affection.It was impossible for him to forget Jiang Wan.

"He will never be truly happy for the rest of his life, and he will be in pain for the rest of his life. Jiang Wan, even if this is the case, is it okay?"

"Mu Jin, you are so despicable!" The sourness burst out of Jiang Wan's chest, like boiled pain rolling in disorder.

"Well, you're right, I'm really despicable. I really dare to jump. Do you believe it?" Mu Jin also stepped out with the other foot.

"Mu Jin, you are crazy! Stop!" Jiang Wan exclaimed.

As if Mu Jin didn't hear, both feet stepped out, standing on the edge of the row, precariously.Crazy and lonely.

"I promise you!" Jiang Wan's voice was hoarse with despair.

"I promise you, Du Hengxuan and I...break up..."

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八十章可能完不成了朋友们，可能还得有个多个好几章，稍安勿躁……感谢在2022-03-1123：59：23～2022-03-1223：45：58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

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