reverse trapping

The days with Shen Jinzhi are always extremely lucky. In just a few days, they saw the aurora three times.

On the day of leaving, Cheng Mu sent a group photo taken by Shen Jinzhi to the homeowner.

Opening the door, a gust of draft wind brought the cold into the room, and the twenty or so group photos clipped on the rope moved gently with the wind.

In the last picture, Cheng Mu smiled brightly at the camera, and approached Shen Jinzhi who was staring at him.

The story stays here quietly, warming the empty loneliness.

Cheng Mu leaned on Shen Jinzhi's shoulder, and finally felt the temperature brought by the extreme cold in the north.

"Is it really okay to take so many days off before winter vacation?"

"It's said that I'm going to do a project. That project has been going on before, and it has been successfully concluded, but I really need to take a few days to go to school to deal with some things."

"Ah?" Cheng Mu bounced off Shen Jinzhi's shoulder in surprise, "I always thought you were joking."

He looked Shen Jinzhi up and down, still in disbelief: "I feel like you've been staying with me all this time, do you know the secret technique of avatar?"

Shen Jinzhi tapped the tip of his nose: "I still want a clone, isn't I enough to take care of you?"

The long journey home was infinitely shortened by each other's company, and after three years of separation, Cheng Mu seemed to have endless experiences to tell Shen Jinzhi.

Shen Jinzhi listened quietly, trying his best to fit the pieces together in his mind.

When they were in the polar regions, they would always meet some children playing in the snow when they went out. Cheng Mu would give them a few pieces of candy with the consent of their parents.

Two days ago, the candies that Shen Jinzhi had prepared for him had run out.

By the time he got home, Cheng Muze's "sugar abstinence" time had seriously exceeded the standard.

Not long after resting, Cheng Mu suggested going out to find something to eat.

Shen Jinzhi saw it through, followed him around twice, and pulled him to a dessert shop not far from the school gate.

After the holiday, the business in the dessert shop has obviously decreased a lot, and there is no need to queue up to go in.

After ordering at the cashier, the two sat opposite each other in a corner of the dessert shop, exactly the same as the last time they came.

Time graciously advances the distance between months, giving birth to a wonderful sense of joy.

Not long after, someone brought desserts to the table.

The girl brought a cup to Cheng Muze alone: ​​"This is an extra new product for you."

The last time I came here, Cheng Mu acted as a guinea pig for testing new products, but I didn't expect there to be any more this time.

Just as he was hesitating, the dessert was stuffed into his hand.

The rough paper at the bottom of the cup slid across his palm, and Cheng Mu only paused for a few seconds before he left.

He licked his lips and quietly removed the note.

The note is not big, but the words are densely written.

"Thank you for your reminder last time, I quickly removed all the failed products, did not cause any damage to the store, and kept my job.

I also adjusted the taste according to your suggestion, and it has become a hot item now.

By the way, I really like Professor Shen, can I ask for a book signed by him? "

Looking at the wavy line in the last sentence on the note, Cheng Muze felt sour.

He raised his eyes and asked Shen Jinzhi: "Have you published a book?"

Shen Jinzhi stopped stirring the coffee: "If you're not talking about the compilation of school textbooks, I did write an introductory-level popular science book on economics. The number of words is very small, and I just wanted to find a way to raise students' concerns about economics. The interest and publication of this subject is just a coincidence.”

"Do you want it, or..." Shen Jinzhi looked in the direction of the dessert chef, "Does anyone want it?"

Cheng Mu quickly put away the note and tucked it into his trouser pocket: "No, it doesn't exist."

Shen Jinzhi lifted the lip line lightly, dug a spoonful and brought it to Cheng Muze's mouth: "Okay, then there is none."

Cheng Mu moved forward, and his lips froze as soon as they touched the cream. He raised his eyes and observed the person who slipped away quietly: "Qin Yi, why are you still in the middle of the day? You're not going home after the holidays. ?”

Qin Yi closed his eyes remorsefully, and turned sideways pitifully narrowly: "It's just... just these two days."

After finishing speaking, he dragged his friend and slipped out as if he had completed the task.

A minute later, Cheng Muze's cell phone rang several times.

Take you to escape: "Brother Cheng."

Take you to escape: "In the future, when you are with Mr. Shen, don't call me."

Take you to escape: "Thank you thank you."

Looking at the expected words, Cheng Mu picked up his phone to reply.

Vitamin C: "I'll try my best. It's almost the Chinese New Year, you don't plan to go back?"

Take you to escape: "Back, isn't it nearly a month? I have something to do. I told my mother that I took an internship here and went back later. If she calls you, don't tell me."

Vitamin C: "OK."

The other party's typing is empty for a few seconds.

Take you to escape: "How did you become so talkative..."

Take you to escape: "Did I tell you that since you and Teacher Shen are together, you have become a lot "sweeter"?"

Vitamin C: "?"

Take you to escape: "Look, if a few months ago, you would probably tell me to shut up or get out now. I heard that... desires and desires are satisfied, and the temperament is easy to become docile. Have you passed that one? ?”

Cheng Mu took a sip of the milk tea suddenly, and the roots of his ears burned up.

Shen Jinzhi took out a piece of paper and wiped the corner of his mouth: "What's wrong? What did Qin Yi say to you?"

"No, nothing."

After answering, Cheng Mu raised his head in a daze: "How do you know I'm talking to him?"

"Is it hard to guess?" Shen Jinzhi folded the used tissue and threw it into the trash can, "Eat quickly, it's time to go home and rest after eating."

"Oh."

Cheng Mu turned his mobile phone upside down and ignored Qin Yi.

When the two walked out of the shop holding hands, the sun was in full bloom.

As soon as he reached the gate of the community, Shen Jinzhi stopped in his tracks.

Cheng Mu looked aside suspiciously, and caught a glimpse of Shen Jinzhi's slightly serious expression.

Looking forward along the line of sight, a somewhat familiar face appeared in his vision.

While Cheng Muze was still searching hard in his brain, Shen Jinzhi bowed to the man in a distant manner: "Father."

Cheng Mu was stunned for a moment, then turned his head hesitantly.

He didn't know how to speak with the current relationship with Shen Jinzhi, and he choked on the inconsequential titles, stuck in embarrassment.

"Can we talk alone?"

Cheng Mu was planning to make room for the father and son, but found that the owner of the voice was looking directly at himself.

Before he could react, Shen Jinzhi stood in front of him: "You can talk to me."

The atmosphere was subtle in an instant, as if just a single spark could ignite a raging fire.

"it is good."

The voice broke the deadlock.

Cheng Mu lightly patted Shen Jinzhi's forearm, and comforted him: "I'm not a child, and I can't be knocked or touched. It just so happens that I have something to do, so I'll definitely be back before dinner. Wait for me, okay?"

Shen Jinzhi didn't speak.

Cheng Mu secretly squeezed Shen Jinzhi's palm: "I want to eat egg noodles for dinner."

He walked around in front of Shen Jinzhi, walked up to Father Shen politely, and left with him.

Before leaving, Cheng Mu gave him a reassuring gesture.

The bushes on the side of the road are wet and chilly, even passing by will inevitably feel cold.

"Your name is Cheng Muze?" Father Shen asked him.

"Yes." Cheng Mu replied briefly.

"We've met before, do you still have an impression?"

This is an opening that is completely different from what he imagined. Cheng Mu's mind is blank and he can't speak for a while.

Father Shen continued: "In our hospital, you helped me block a box that was almost dropped by the porter. Later, a child in the inpatient department made trouble. When you helped solve it, I was there."

Memories connect in an instant.

The last time he had a drink with Qin Yi, Qin Yi accidentally injured his junior, and Cheng Mu rushed to the hospital as soon as he found out.

He really didn't have much impression of the trivial matter of blocking the box, but when Shi Xun did something to Qin Yi's roommate in the hospital due to a misunderstanding, he did have an impression of the round doctor at that time.

"Is it you?"

"En." Father Shen responded lightly.

Cheng Mu said apologetically, "What happened last time brought trouble to the hospital. At that time, my friends just had a little misunderstanding."

Father Shen didn't say much, but just nodded.

After a long while, he asked again: "The doctor Jin Zhi asked me to find was for you, right?"

Cheng Mu was stunned: "Ah, yes."

"You should know that the relationship between Jin Zhi and I has not been very good. It was the first time he asked me for help to find a doctor for you. In fact, I am very grateful to you."

The cold blows slowly, and the father of the process hides the corners of the eyes wrinkled by the years.

"I'm not prejudiced against your relationship, and I know something about your situation. Although it's not easy to meet again, I still hope you can be more cautious." He urged earnestly.

"Many times, the world is not tolerant enough. You may be criticized, it is difficult to accept most blessings, and it may even affect your work and future.

"Love may be able to withstand a period of disappointment for you, but when the enthusiasm is gone, will you blame yourself for the momentary mood back then?"

Cheng Mu listened carefully and never refuted.

Although these words are not pleasant, they are also true.

Cheng Mu has thought about all the questions he mentioned countless times, and asked himself countless times, and every time, his answer is the same

— He doesn't regret it, and he won't regret it.

Cheng Mu breathed a sigh of relief.

Before he could express his determination, he was cut off in the middle: "Maybe you don't care about what I said, but I have one last question.

"What if one of you has an accident, and when the other rushes to the door of the operating room, you find that you are not qualified to sign at all, what should you do?"

An ambulance passed by, and the urgent cry for help was piercing.

The ambulance did not stop by the side of the road, but Cheng Mu seemed to see the medical staff in the car trying their best to rescue the critically ill patients.

The coldness in the air seemed to have a substance, and it weighed heavily on Cheng Muze.

Father Shen left.

Looking at his back, Cheng Mu closed his fingers and squeezed his knuckles inch by inch.

·

Shen Jinzhi didn't follow, he went to the supermarket in a distraught manner and bought ingredients for making egg noodles.

A-Xia said that she would be back before dinner.

The hour hand moved forward clumsily, and Shen Jinzhi felt uncomfortable, so he packed up the luggage he brought back.

In the end, only Cheng Muze's camera was left.

He turned on the computer and exported the photos by category to save time so that Cheng Mu could go to bed earlier.

He copied it patiently, but still accidentally pulled two wrong photos.

Shen Jinzhi clicked on the folder, and was about to cut the file that was pulled into it by mistake, but accidentally found a video.

On the thumbnail of the video cover is Cheng Muze.

Even though the size of the picture is small, Shen Jinzhi can still see the depression in that expression.

He moved his finger and double-clicked on the play button of the video.

Cheng Mu's self-recorded video played slowly.

"My name is Cheng Muze. I graduated from Jinsong University. I used to be an alumnus of Shen Jinzhi. I was infatuated with him when I was in school, and I did everything I could to get him to look at me more. After graduation, I was forced by my family. The pressure leaves Jinsong, sees him three years later, and is still obsessed with him, so he pesters repeatedly.

"During this period, Shen Jinzhi never responded to me. Now that I realize my mistake, I decided to post this video after learning from the pain. I hope everyone will know the truth and stop slandering and misunderstanding Shen Jinzhi."

The video ended, but Shen Jinzhi stared blankly at the pitch-black screen, refusing to move away for a long time.

Three years ago, Cheng Mu was afraid that their relationship would affect his life, so he chose to forget after being hit hard.

After recovering his memory, Cheng Mu never mentioned this matter.

It turned out that it wasn't that he wasn't worried, but that he had made preparations early in the morning to take on everything alone.

Shen Jinzhi gritted his teeth, his restrained emotions surged up and ate away.

He took out his mobile phone and called Cheng Muze, but what was waiting for him was the shutdown prompt over and over again.

The ballast stone placed in the bottom of my heart suddenly cracked a gap.

Shen Jinzhi immediately transferred the phone to his father, but was told that Cheng Muze had been separated from him for several hours.

Without thinking deeply, Shen Jinzhi could guess the conversation between his father and Cheng Muze.

A few traces of panic overflowed from his calm skin, Shen Jinzhi grabbed his coat and walked straight to the door.

The sound of pressing the doorknob covered the sound of the key turning the lock, Shen Jinzhi opened the door, and met Cheng Muze directly.

Cheng Mu sniffed the living room as if nothing had happened: "Why don't you smell the noodles, is it not cooked yet?"

Shen Jinzhi stared at him blankly, and slowly let go of his coat.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Cheng Mu raised his watch, pointed at the dial and said, "Come back at dinner time, it's just right now."

After a long time, Shen Jinzhi said slowly: "Why is the phone turned off?"

Cheng Mu took out the phone from his body, only to realize that the phone had already been turned off because of the overdrawn battery.

He only raised half of his embarrassing smile, and Shen Jinzhi said again: "Why did you record that video?"

The tone was soft and low, but it contained obvious questioning.

Cheng Mu glanced at the computer he turned on in the living room, and instantly understood everything.

"Cheng Muze, I don't have to be this professor. I can teach anywhere and continue to do research. What about you, if something really happened at that time, are you going to leave me after posting this video?"

"No." Cheng Mu explained, "At that time you refused to tell me anything. I was afraid that Cheng Ye would jump over the wall and bite you. The main purpose of recording the video was for peace of mind. I have already thought about it. At that step, I will hide in your house for a while, and when the limelight passes, it will always get better."

"Hidden? You like freedom so much, and live in hiding. Have you ever thought about yourself?"

The clock in the living room was ticking, endlessly delaying the blank time.

"I thought about it."

Cheng Mu's Adam's apple rolled: "But I want to stay by your side more."

The light in the living room was still shining brightly in Cheng Muze's eyes.

"Today your father asked me a question. He asked, what if one of us had an accident and someone needed to sign the surgery notice."

Cheng Mu raised his hand and caressed Shen Jinzhi's eyebrows: "That worry is not unnecessary. Even if I can fly to your side, I don't seem to be qualified to make decisions for you."

Shen Jinzhi's heart trembled, and he quickly grabbed Cheng Muze's slid hand: "Ah Xia."

Cheng Mu did not pause, and took out a document from the bag with the other hand.

"Have you ever heard of an appointed guardian?" he explained, "A fully competent adult can appoint a non-related person to perform guardianship duties in the event of his or her incapacity."

Shen Jinzhi's eyes lit up, and the knuckles of Cheng Mu's wrist loosened slightly.

Cheng Mu raised the document and sent it to Shen Jinzhi.

The paper sounds delicately, especially in a quiet room.

"Shen Jinzhi, let's be each other's intended guardians."

The author says:

It was originally sent in 520, but it was a bit long and I didn’t finish writing, 521 is not bad~